I have a deep love for Zhenjun

55.

Speaking of it, perhaps no one would believe that one day, Fu Qing and I will walk hand in hand.Because even I myself, at this moment, will inevitably feel a little dazed.

I don't know whether my heart is sweeter or more tormented.

Strange, I have always been a very self-aware person, and I also know that Fu Qing will definitely not be tempted by me.

Why at this moment, I still greedily think that it would be great if the hand being held would not be let go, and if the road ahead could be longer.

In this way, the time for me to part with him may be slower.

It's probably my old habit of pushing an inch and making it again.

When Fu Qing was indifferent to me on weekdays, I always hoped that he would be gentle to me like he was to Xin Xin. Now that he was really gentle to me for a while, I hoped that he would continue to be so gentle.

I know that this is a hopeless wishful thinking, but...in the past ten years, I have only indulged myself in this gentle illusion once, so it shouldn't be a big deal.

At this moment, the two of us are in love with each other.Then with him side by side, the road in front of you will no longer be a plight of purgatory, but a majestic fairyland and a ten-mile paradise.

56.

Along the way, I kept my mouth open and teased him to say a few words from time to time. Although Fu Qing didn't look at me and only responded with a few words, as long as I heard his voice, I was very happy.

When I reached a bottomless abyss, Fu Qing stopped. I followed his gaze and looked forward curiously, only to see the boiling magma surging in it, and the heat wave swept white smoke towards my face.

I didn't notice it for a while, I was choked and coughed a few times, I shrank my head back and asked, "Why did you stop?"

"It's here." Fu Qingqing replied, and then he paused, seemingly unable to speak, "You... how long do you want to hold my hand?"

It was only then that I realized that he withdrew his hand at some point, and now I was holding his hand tightly, but I clearly remembered that he also shook my hand back...

Being beaten up by him, I was at a loss: "Master Zhenjun also—"

Fu Qing's face was reddish, she hurriedly interrupted me, and scolded me in embarrassment: "Shut up!"

I finally realized that he was playing the trick of crossing the river and tearing down the bridge with me again.

Why let him say all the good and bad things?I'm not closed, I just want to say.Not only do I want to say it, but I also want to say it loudly: "Didn't Master Zhenjun also hold my hand, and he held it very, tightly."

I deliberately emphasized the end sound, and stared at him with a smile, only to see a touch of redness at the end of his eyes, and the brilliance in his eyes was so dazzling.

The four eyes met for a moment, I didn't feel embarrassed, but Fu Qing's breathing was a little quicker.After he realized it, his brows furrowed slightly again, and he turned his face away, looking ashamed and angry.

I continued my efforts: "Master Zhenjun doesn't speak, is it acquiescing?"

"You—" Fu Qing closed his eyes for a while to calm down, and then said, "Let go."

"I'm not loose." I deliberately contradicted him, and held his hand tighter with my backhand, smiling narrowly, "I just want to hold Zhenjun like this all the time."

Fu Qing glared at me, and said in a low voice, "I'll just say it for the last time."

"...Okay, okay." I was afraid that I would really make him angry, so I immediately admitted my cowardice, and obediently let go of my hand.Xindao, if you don't cherish me now, even if you want to hold hands with me in the future, you won't be able to.

Thinking of this, I am both sad and secretly happy.

Fu Qing probably didn't expect me to be so obedient, he was slightly taken aback, lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was looking at, but he quickly returned to his usual calm and expressionless look, with red, pointed ears , told me with a cold face: "You stay here later, don't wander around."

"Listen to Master Zhenjun."

I agreed very readily, thinking that the obedient mask on my face had no flaws, but I saw Fu Qing wave his sleeves and set up a water prison around me.

Taking a closer look, there are still a few bright blue water streams trickling beside the water prison. I reached out to touch it, and the water prison also bent with my temptation.Once I used all my strength, my whole body would experience invisible resistance, pushing me back to the middle of the water dungeon.

Only then did I realize that he was trying to trap me.

Beating the water dungeon, I was startled and angry: "Zhenjun! What are you doing?!"

"If you don't, you won't be obedient."

Hearing his words, I hurriedly affirmed: "I will, I will!" My eyes hoped to look at him, hoping that he would change his mind.

"What I said, you have always taken it as a deaf ear." Fu Qing was unmoved, "...it was that time at Fuyu Mountain. Shaohe, you are used to this, I have no other way."

"That time was a special situation! I, I couldn't help it."

When I said this, I was a little out of breath, because I never thought that he would bring up the incident of Fuyu Mountain.

Didn't he think such a messy thing is so disgusting that I will never forget it?Then why does he want to bring up old things again? !

After thinking about it again and again, I decided to keep my mouth shut, and turned softly to show weakness: "Zhenjun, if you solve this spell, I promise to wait for you outside for two hours. If the time passes, you have not yet Come out, I'll go in and look for you, okay?"

Fu Qing was still indifferent, and looked at me indifferently: "I have had a long-standing grudge with Cang Tian. This is a matter between the two of us, and no one else is allowed to interfere."

I wanted to persuade him again, but he said in a firm voice, "You just need to sleep. When you wake up, I'll be back."

I stopped my hands and looked at him out of breath, and for a moment I felt not only angry but also resentful.

Sometimes I really hate him, hate him for always shouldering many things on his shoulders, and never want to share with others; I like him, but it makes me suffer while watching him alone in danger.

Why is he like this?Why is he always like this?

I sneered and said, "Didn't Zhen Jun really think he has three heads and six arms? Cang Tian is supernatural, even if he has lost most of his cultivation, how many people in this world dare to say that they are sure to win? You let me sleep now." One sleep? How do you let me sleep? How can I fall asleep? Are you going to find your dead body when you fall asleep?"

I was so angry that I couldn't choose what to say.When I came back to my senses, I regretted it again, but I didn't want to bow my head to him all the time, so I poked my neck and stared at him guiltily through a barrier.

Fu Qing's face changed, but it was not because of anger: "You..."

I noticed that my face was dripping wet, and I wiped my face indiscriminately, only then did I realize that I was crying.

Looking at the water stains on my hands, I felt a little cold, thinking that I must be extremely embarrassed when I was trapped in a water prison, but looking at Fu Qing, even if he was surrounded by raging fire, he was still well-dressed and clean. dye.

He and I are the same place and the same sky, maybe I am self-righteous.

I can't save him, and I can't save myself.