I have a deep love for Zhenjun

100.

The entire sky was like red clouds, scarlet and terrifying, and the river lanterns that were released just now, as well as the rare scene of thousands of tents with bright lights, were all extinguished at no time.

The surface of the lake embraced the sky, and lost its vitality in an instant, like a pool of blood in purgatory.

Looking at the wonderful scene in front of me, I also felt that something was wrong, and I said 'um', and wanted to say goodbye to him, but then I thought again, this may be the last time I saw him.

Thoughts were spinning, I didn't say much, just said: "Be careful in everything."

Fu Qing looked back at me.

Without the brim of the hat to cover it, I was surprised that his face was more beautiful than it was 300 years ago.If you look carefully, you can vaguely see a touch of red that has not faded.

I worried and asked: "Your face is so red, is it uncomfortable?"

Fu Qing frowned, pretending to be fierce: "Nonsense! Turn around."

"Why do you have to turn around?" I didn't understand what he meant, but I was still obedient and turned my back.

Fu Qing didn't answer, and said to himself: "Within ten numbers, you are not allowed to turn back."

I asked again: "After ten numbers, are you gone?"

"What?" Fu Qing finally listened to my words this time, with a slight rise in the end, which sounded quite brisk, "Reluctant to part with me?"

After the bliss, the conversation changed again: "But you have to understand that people who are flirting with you can line up from the long street to the end of the long street. Don't think that if you play tricks and say a few nice words, the young man will treat you differently." Treat each other."

...do I have it?

Although he always said that I am self-indulgent, I feel that he may not be better than me.How do you say something?He and I are just like each other - each other.

I originally wanted to stop the conversation at this point, lest the misunderstanding between the two of us would accumulate and deepen.However, at this moment, I had a flash of inspiration and suddenly remembered what I wanted to say to him when I was in the Qiansang tribe 300 years ago, but I couldn't say it in the future.

"Fu Qing."

I remember the scene when I saw him for the first time, the heavy snow was flying, he was dressed in white, with snow falling on his brows and eyelashes, he almost wanted to become one with the ice and snow.

"You still look better in white."

Fu Qing didn't take it seriously: "Tell me, what doesn't look good on my young master?"

Although I have only heard this tone of voice a few times, I am already familiar with it.Without even turning his head, he could picture in his mind his obviously proud but insisting on pretending to be indifferent.

Thinking about it, the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously.

"Remember dozens of voices." Fu Qing was silent for a while, and asked me again, and after getting an affirmative response, he said softly, "Goodbye, Shaohe."

It's hard for him to remember my name after all these years.

I closed my eyes, followed what he said, and silently recited to the sixth tone.

When it reached the seventh sound, I didn't read any more, opened my eyes by accident, and turned my head.

In the crimson sky, a clean white light flashed far away.Looking carefully, it turned out to be a pure white crane with outstretched wings, lightly passing through the chaotic red mist, and flapping its wings to push it away.

Only then can the sky return to the bright moon and clear wind, and the stars are like fireflies.

I raised my head and followed the white figure with my eyes until it disappeared completely before I could barely look back.

It turned out that he told me to turn around so that I wouldn't see his real body.

But his real body is so pretty...

Why don't you let me see it?

101.

I stood silently for a while, then lifted my foot, and walked slowly to the previous stall selling river lanterns.

Long Street is no longer in a state of singing and dancing.The lights were still on, but the street was empty, only those stalls that were too late to take away were left standing alone.

I looked around in a daze, but I couldn't find the previous river lantern stand, nor could I find the trace of Yun Mo.I had no choice but to find an empty chair to sit down and wait patiently for him to find me.

Yun Man once told me that no matter where I am, he will find me immediately.

He said it, and I believed it.

Maybe it was because I was too tired, waiting and waiting, my eyelids drooped extremely heavily.In the end, I couldn't hold it anymore, I tilted my head, leaned against the railing, and fell asleep soundly.

102.

There was a moment of darkness in front of him, and then the light was like weaving, densely covering every inch of the ground.

I lay curled up on the ground, silently enduring the abuse and bullying.

The group of people hit the back, seeing that it was really boring, and gradually lost interest, but they were unwilling to leave, and spit at me one by one, before they dispersed.

Choking on blood, I struggled to stretch my arms and legs, turned over, and lay flat on the ground.

The blue sky is like washing for thousands of miles, and it is a sunny day.

But I just felt cold all over my body, and there was no warmth anywhere, as if I was in an endless purgatory.

Can--

Even if it is like this every day, even if no one wants to befriend me, even if all living beings regard me as a monster, I still have to endure and live.

Since my mother named me the bamboo character, she hoped that I would be able to "stand up to the Lingyun festival, and still be self-sufficient".

That's right, I was born with a rough fate, and I can't be tolerated by the world, so what?One day, I will be able to escape from this unbearable fate as I wish, step by step, and become a fairy.

When that day comes, the first thing I will do is to trample all the people who bullied me and humiliated me before, and teach them that they will never stand up again forever!

Thinking of this, my throat made hoo hoo, I wanted to grin, but the wound at the corner of my mouth was touched, the pain was unbearable, and finally I could barely make some hoarse and indistinguishable sounds.

At this moment, my eyeballs turned a few times and stopped on a petal.

It didn't know where it came from, and it rose up on the wind, swaying and hovering in the air for a long time, like a butterfly.

In the end, it landed gently, covering the corner of my mouth impartially, as cold as ice.

The scent of the petals is extremely elegant, just like the face of the person in front of him.

"Are you crying?"

The man stopped and looked down at me.He had a handsome and clear appearance, now he was smiling softly, his phoenix eyes were bent, as if they were full of watery light and affection.

cry?

Hearing his question, I felt a little puzzled, raised my hand and touched the corner of my eyes, and looked in front of my eyes, there was really crystal clear water.

But I'm not sad at all.

Maybe it was because the pain was really too much just now, so I couldn't hold back, and accidentally shed tears.

"Don't cry." He took out a handkerchief, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, put the handkerchief into my hand, smiled at me, and said, "Has no one told you? Your tail is very nice."

I listened silently, my five fingers unconsciously gathered together, as if looking forward to a life-saving straw.So I will do my best to hold that handkerchief tightly and never let it go again.

He looked at him for a moment, until the eye sockets were slightly sore, and the throat was also uncomfortable.Finally, tears fell down like a flood.

I want to restrain and suppress, but I can't. I can only let myself cry in front of a person I have never met.

The endless bullying and insulting for so many years did not make me cry. His understatement, why, why...

Maybe it's because his eyes are really gentle, when he looked over, he was full of affection, as if he could only hold me in his eyes.

Or maybe it's because the two blue jade pendants hanging from his hair crown shook too violently today - it was as if a feather had grown out of thin air, and it kept scratching on the tip of my heart. intolerable.

That's what makes me... makes me weird.

103.

I woke up crying.

When I opened my eyes again, the scene in front of me seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, making it difficult to see clearly.

I thought dumbly, I don't know what this emotion is.If you had to say it, maybe it could barely be called... sad.

It's just that I don't understand why I feel so sad, as if I feel the same way.

After a long time, the tears barely stopped.

I came back to my senses and refocused my slack eyes, surrounded by light curtains and soft censers.

It turned out that I was no longer on Dongji Long Street, but returned to Buyueche.

Now that I have returned to the moon chariot, I can't help calling out: "Yun Mo?"

He responded nonchalantly.

I followed the sound and saw that Yun Min's back was facing me, she looked out of the window with her chin propped up, her black hair was loosely tied behind her back, like water weeds sagging.

At this point, I can almost be sure that Yun Man is still angry with me, otherwise he wouldn't even bother to perfuse me with a word.

I moved towards Yun Mo and grabbed the corner of his clothes: "Are you still angry?"

Yun Man still didn't look at me, and chuckled lightly, with an extremely cold tone: "You don't know?"

"I don't know." I frowned. "I really don't know."

"You don't want me to disturb, so I won't follow, so that you can have more fun. Didn't you also praise me for being considerate before you left? Why are you still unhappy?"

Yun Mo was silent for a while, then asked, "Do you think I'm praising you?"

"Isn't it?" I didn't think about the meaning of his words, and continued on my own, "After you left, I went to set up the river lantern. Later, when I saw something happened to Dongji, I came back to look for you, but no one on the street No, I don't know where you went, so I can only sit down and wait for you."

"I've been waiting for a long time, but you didn't come."

"It's been too long... so I accidentally fell asleep."

Not knowing if he was moved by me, Yun Man finally turned around.There was no expression on his face, he was extremely cold, but I was not too afraid, so I called again: "Yun Man?"

"……Why are you crying?"

After seeing my meeting, he reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes, and finally softened his tone: "It's my fault, just don't ask you to wait for me in the future."

Yun Mo paused, and then said: "But, you can no longer push me to others."

Seeing that he was no longer angry, I naturally didn't dare to add fuel to the fire, and quickly responded: "Okay, I won't put you—"

Before I could finish speaking, Yun Mo suddenly embraced me.I swallowed the words back into my throat and leaned on his shoulder in a daze.

There was a very faint and elegant fragrance on his body, smelling this scent, the tears that I managed to stop just now went back and forth, even more violently, ruining his white clothes in the blink of an eye.

Yun Man didn't feel annoyed, he patted me on the back: "But sad?"

I shook my head silently.

I don't know, I really don't know.

"Then why do you keep crying?"

I choked with sobs, and it took me a long time to say: "When I was waiting for you just now, I had a nightmare."

"Oh?" Yun Man said softly, "What dream?"

"I... I dreamed that I was a monster. Everyone looked down on me and wished I could die soon."

"There is only one person who is different. Not only did that person not dislike me, but he also gave me a close-fitting handkerchief, told me not to cry, and praised me, said...my tail is very beautiful."

Yun Man's hand on my back froze.

"Although it's just a dream, I feel...as if no one has ever been so kind to me." My hands trembled subconsciously, and I had to hold Yun Min's sleeves tightly in my hands to feel at ease.

"Yun Mo. If possible, I want to stay with him forever."

He was silent for a while, and hugged me tighter.

"If possible, he would like to."