I have a deep love for Zhenjun

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As soon as the rain stopped, the dream also fell apart.I opened my eyes, the sky outside the window was getting brighter, and it was already a night.

Remembering the scene in the dream, my heart sank heavily in my chest.After this incident, I always feel that my memory seems to be missing a key corner, but I don't know where to start.

And... Yun Man's abnormal behavior also makes me very concerned.

He has always been impeccable in dealing with people and dealing with things, even for people who hate him, he will not express his emotions clearly on his face.But thinking about it now, he seems to have had inexplicable hostility towards Fu Qing from the very beginning.

Could it be that the two of them had any grievances?

Before I could figure out what was going on, there was a faint sign of waking up in Fuqing, I put aside my doubts and looked at him in a blink of an eye.

Fu Qing's eyes were full of ignorance and confusion when he just woke up, and he did not have the usual indifferent attitude. Instead, he looked like an exquisite jade waiting to be picked, with onyx clothes and frosty sleeves, facing the wind.

I don't know what bewitched me, but I actually leaned forward and kissed him on the lips: "Morning."

Fu Qing was still mentally awake, and was treated unreasonably by me. Instead of avoiding it, he chased my lips, tilted his head and kissed me back, and replied softly: "I'm tired, I'll sleep again."

I blinked my eyes in bewilderment, feeling a little bit ashamed, rubbing my fingertips over my lips, speechless.

After Fu Qing finished saying this, he closed his eyes unpreparedly.After a while, he seemed to realize that something was wrong, his brows were furrowed, and he opened his eyes suddenly.

The light gray pupils are as clear as a spring, reflecting my stupid appearance with wide-open eyes.

"you--!"

Fu Qing stood up abruptly, as if trying to push me away.As soon as I raised my hand, my eyes fell on the hands we held together.

Seeing this, he frowned even tighter, with a surprised expression on his face.

I collected my expression, followed him to get up, squeezed his hand gently, and asked, "What are you thinking?"

Only then did Fu Qing come back to his senses, he hurriedly shook off my hand, stared at me coldly, his chest fluctuated: "Why are you on my bed?"

I was not in a hurry to answer, my eyes slowly fell, lingering on his chest.

Last night I tore off Fu Qing's skirt, and before he could fasten it, he straightened up, with his robe loosely draped over his body, half concealed, it was a wonderful sight.

Fu Qing followed my gaze and froze.It took a long time before I remembered to close the skirt.When he looked up again, his expression was ashamed and indignant.

He gritted his teeth, startled and angry: "Look again, I'll goug out your eyes!"

"Zhenjun is so heartless." I looked back reluctantly, "That's not what you said last night."

Fu Qinghan said: "I don't know what you are talking about."

"I don't know what I'm talking about?" I leaned forward a little, got closer to him, and lowered my voice, "Isn't the person who told me to hold him last night not to go away the true king? And that sentence—— "

Fu Qing couldn't listen anymore, and reprimanded: "Shut up!"

I shut up wisely and stared at him with a smile.

Fu Qing lowered his eyes and stopped speaking, probably trying to recall the memory of last night.I waited patiently for a long time, only to see that the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't lift his head up, and the more he thought about it, the more he trembled with anger.

I don't know whether he is angry with himself or me.

Finally, he raised his hand and pointed at the door: "Go!"

"If I leave, Zhenjun will say again... Tell me to leave without even looking back. Oh, what should I do? I really have a hard time."

Hongxia quietly climbed up to Fuqing's auricle.Looking at his expression again, it was incongruously cold, maybe a little bleak.

Fu Qing suddenly raised his hand and lifted the quilt up, and hid himself inside, refusing to see anyone again.

The smile gradually disappeared, I straightened my face, and softly persuaded: "Don't hide under the quilt, you are not afraid of suffocating yourself."

The quilt trembled violently: "You go!"

It was reasonable for Fu Qing not to want to see me, I sighed silently.

"Zhenjun, there are too many misunderstandings between you and me. When you are willing to listen, I will explain them to you one by one. I know that I was too frivolous before and liked these two words. It shouldn't be like this Say it casually, because I never took your feelings and thoughts into consideration."

"..."

"Yesterday, Lord Xi told me a lot about your past. There is one sentence, although she didn't say it, I know it well."

"..."

"Zhenjun, whether it's her or me, I hope you won't be entangled by the past anymore. Regardless of whether you are not at fault, even if you are at fault, isn't the punishment of a thousand years not enough? How else do you want to torture yourself?"

"..."

"I don't want to see you in pain, and I don't want you to live so tired. At least in front of me, you don't have to live so tired."

"..."

"Immortals live a long life, if you can only live by suppressing your nature, it would be too boring, wouldn't it?"

"..."

Seeing that Fu Qing was still silent, I knew that this matter should not be rushed for a while, so I said softly: "You don't want to see me now, then I will wait outside the door until you want to see me."

"This time, I won't leave you again."

I was already mentally prepared to wait until March and May.Unexpectedly, just after pushing the door open a little, I heard a voice: "Stop."

I looked back, Fu Qing was still covering herself tightly, but a long white and slender hand was tremblingly exposed from under the quilt, facing my direction, and hooked her fingertips.

This is……?

I was afraid that he would repent, so I almost flew forward and hooked his fingertips back.

Fu Qing said coldly: "I asked you to come here, and I didn't allow you to touch me without authorization."

Seeing that he didn't show signs of breaking free, I calmed down: "Then Zhenjun wants me to let go?"

Fu Qing didn't answer, but asked again: "Since you left, why did you come back?"

"...Before I came, Master Yu asked me. I didn't know who I wanted to stay with the most. Before I saw you, I thought in my heart, I don't know."

As I said that, I leaned my face closer and stroked his fingertips lightly.

"But when I heard what you said to me...or from the first moment I saw you, I already had the answer. I was wrong before, and I shouldn't have said those hurtful things, so you should drive me away Well, no matter if you don’t want to see me, I will admit it and am willing to wait. But no matter what, I will never leave you again.”

Fu Qing was silent for a long time.When he spoke again, his tone was a little tired: "Come if you want, leave if you want, what do you think of me?"

I whispered: "You are not a plaything, and I have never confused you with Yun Mo. I know you are Fu Qing. Whether it was ten years ago or a thousand years ago, I always knew it."

"You're so sure, how can I soften my heart to you?"

"No, I'm not at all sure."

Speaking of this, my heart tightened even more: "It's okay. I will wait until the day you are willing to forgive me."

"The stalker, it's you." Fu Qing hooked my fingertips for a moment inexplicably, and then quickly let go, "Don't think I will change my mind so quickly."

"I know."

"It was you who begged me that I will give you one last chance."

"Yes, I'm begging you. When people ask me later, I'll say that I covet Zhenjun's beauty, and I've been chasing you for a long time. You were so annoying that I reluctantly agreed to be with me."

"There are only three things." Fu Qing seemed to be warning me, and seemed to be convincing himself, "This is the last time. There will be another time——"

I took his words almost without thinking: "I would rather die than betray you a third time."

"Speaking so decisively, don't you leave yourself a way out?"

"If everything is left behind, how can there be any sincerity?"

"Slick tongue." Fu Qing gritted his teeth suddenly, "You must not remember what I said last night."

"Okay, I've forgotten."

Fu Qing was angry, and his tone became more fierce: "...you must not forget!"

"I'm not allowed to remember, and I'm not allowed to forget, so what should I do?" I said, "Zhenjun is so hard to serve."

The quilt shook again.

I couldn't see it, so I opened it for him.Fu Qing sat in it, her temple hair was disheveled, and her complexion was even redder. She didn't know if it was too stuffy inside, or because I was burning hot with anger.

He should have realized this, stretched out his hand to straighten his temples, and confirmed that his description was fine, then he raised his eyes and stared at me: "You think I'm difficult to serve?"

"If it's hard to serve, it's hard to serve." I sighed, "I asked for it myself, and I have to suffer it myself."

"You still feel wronged?"

I quickly waved my hand: "Don't be wronged or wronged, who doesn't know that my family is meager and lives on the nose of others? In the end, I took advantage of you."

"It's good if you know." Fu Qing put on a cold look, and his tone was put on airs, "With me here, you won't live on the nose of others."

The smile on my face deepened: "Then Zhenjun must drink the medicine well, so that his body will get better sooner, so that he can protect me."

After saying that, I shook my head again: "It doesn't matter if you get better, just let me protect you."

"You?" Fu Qing snorted, "You should take care of yourself first."

Having said that, the corners of his lips couldn't help raising, revealing a restrained, shallow smile, as if he was in a very happy mood.

It's rare for me to see him smile, but I feel my heart shaking, and I persuade him repeatedly: "Smile more."

"Didn't you see clearly just now?"

I nodded.

Fu Qing straightened his face again: "That's gone too."