I have a deep love for Zhenjun

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It's rare to see Fu Qing take the initiative, and I'm rather flattered.After recovering, he smiled suddenly, closed his eyes, and said in a low voice: "It's not too much. Whatever you want to do to me is not too much."

But I waited and waited, counting almost a hundred in my heart, but I didn't wait for his kiss to fall.

There was only a slightly rapid breathing sound lingering in my ears.

I finally couldn't bear it any longer, and opened my eyes a little.Fu Qing still maintained the previous posture, very close to me, but separated by a certain distance.

——The distance is not long, but it seems that there is an insurmountable gap, and it is impossible to reach the shore.

Fu Qing just looked at me silently, frowning slightly, his expression struggling, as if he really wanted to get close to me, but he didn't dare to entrust his sincerity to me.

I just felt that a basin of cold water was poured on my head, and I wanted to slap myself twice on the spot.

Even if I didn't do it intentionally, but he has been cheated by me so many times, how could he forgive me easily just because of a few kind words?I also told him earlier that I would stop being so frivolous to him and learn to take care of his feelings and thoughts.

How long has it been?I just showed myself.

Is he... feeling uneasy again?

Thinking of this, I don't intend to deal with those feelings and worries anymore, I just want to push Fu Qing away a little bit, and explain to him that I didn't intend to offend this behavior, so that he shouldn't think too much about it.

I just had the idea of ​​breaking free, but his phoenix eyes froze, and even the strength of his hand that restrained me became stronger.Looking carefully, there seemed to be countless undercurrents accumulating and surging in those eyes, and they were about to take me into it.

"Zhenjun, listen to me...uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu-"

I was flustered, and just halfway through my explanation, Fu Qing leaned forward, kissed me coldly, and sealed my unspoken words.

No, it's not quite accurate to say it was a kiss.Because there is no tenderness between lovers in this, but it is more like vengeful devouring and biting.

I felt some pain, but I didn't make a sound, and I didn't avoid it. I just moved the tip of my tongue to lick away the oozing blood, but it just happened to touch the tip of Fu Qing's tongue, and I felt a palpitating tactile sensation.

Fu Qing froze and didn't move for a long time.

Just when I thought everything was going to end here, he suddenly deepened the kiss, and at the same time, an inexplicable weight came from my body, and I was dazed, and I was pushed down on the bed by him.

Compared with before, Fu Qing has restrained his hostility a little, and I tried my best to respond to his request, while raising my eyes, trying to catch his gaze.

Fu Qing didn't want to look at me.He closed his eyes tightly, his long eyelashes trembling non-stop, like a butterfly trapped in a spider's web, struggling in vain to die.

Except for the sound of breathing, the air seemed to sink into a deep and dead silence, and the passage of time became slower.

Suddenly, there was a "click", and immediately after that, there seemed to be a drop of cool touch on the face.

Fu Qing finally stopped kissing, panting slightly, buried her face in my neck, without saying a word.

I was stunned, and slowly raised my hand, brushed the drop of coolness with my fingertips, and put it in front of my eyes - it was crystal clear, like a tear.

Could it be that I cried?

I wiped my eye, it was dry, I didn't cry.

Then this tear...

After I thought about it thoroughly, my heart ached again. After a long time, I tremblingly raised my hand, hugged him into my arms, patted his back lightly, and said shyly, "I'm sorry." .”

"... Shao Hen."

"I clearly still hate you."

He was silent for a long time, and his tone became a little dazed: "Why didn't you let you go?"

"Don't let me go." I was so flustered that I was almost incoherent, "Zhenjun, I, I know that I like these two words, I can't just talk about it."

"But I'm too slow. I really can't think of what should I do so that you will believe what I say?"

"If you never want to believe me, what am I going to do?" I murmured, "For some reason, just thinking about it makes me sad."

"You were sorry for me, too?" he asked.

I nodded: "Don't you believe it, Zhenjun? In fact, thinking about it carefully, the first time I was sad was because of you, and the first time I showed my face... It was also because of you."

"..."

"Do you remember the first time we met?"

"..."

"I remembered, so you didn't lie to me, we met a long time ago."

"It snowed heavily that day, and you were wearing a white dress, but I still noticed you at the first sight."

"That snowman...you are so ugly. Do you know how ugly it is? I didn't like to laugh or talk at that time, but when I saw the appearance of this snowman, I actually laughed."

"...Don't talk nonsense." Fu Qing sat up, looked down at me, his face was a little red, and said angrily, "Where is the pile so ugly?"

"It's really ugly." I couldn't help laughing, "I was thinking at the time, your snowman is so ugly, if you look at it any further, it will just waste my time."

Fu Qing was slightly annoyed: "Then you are still staring at me."

"But..." I took his hand and looked up at him, "I know it's a waste of time, but I want to keep watching it for no reason. Do you think it's strange?"

Fu Qing was stunned, the light in his eyes moved slightly, radiating a myriad of brilliance, dazzling, as if he had been distracted for a moment.But he quickly came back to his senses, pulled his hand back, and glared at me bitterly: "Speak well, don't always move your hands."

I lowered my head, patted the back of my hand, and reprimanded in a pretentious manner: "Did you hear that? If you are dishonest next time, Zhenjun will do justice for the heavens and cut you off with a sword."

After speaking, I heard a faint chuckle.

When I looked up, Fu Qing had already put on that calm coffin face, and said coldly: "I never said such a thing."

"Yes." I dragged my voice out, "After all, the heart of the True Monarch is the best in the world."

"Slick tone." Fu Qing couldn't hear these words, and gouged me out again, I was naturally not afraid, and took them all with a smile.

After a while, he suddenly said: "That was not the first time we met."

This sentence caught me off guard.However, I thought about it, and I couldn't remember where I had met him before this.

"The first time, it was in the Crown Protoss."

"Why don't I remember?"

"You fell asleep while reading a book."

"Did I fall asleep while reading?" I couldn't laugh or cry, "Tell me, Zhenjun, what's going on?"

"Father came to discuss matters that day, and I didn't like to meddle in the trifles of the family, so I sneaked out while he was not prepared. Who knew that I walked to your library as soon as I left."

"Zangshu Pavilion?" I exclaimed, "You are not from the Guanshen clan. According to the clan rules, you are absolutely not allowed to enter."

"I'm not interested in the secrets in the pavilion." Fu Qing rubbed his eyebrows, "It's just that your clansmen ran away when they saw me. The book pavilion is unguarded, so what's the point if I go in and take a look?"

I couldn't help asking: "Why did they run away when they saw you?"

"...I didn't have a very good reputation at that time." He said these words with some difficulty, as if it was difficult to say.

Hearing what he said, I suddenly remembered the story Xi Xin told me earlier.At that time, I thought she was exaggerating, but I didn't expect it to be true.

I teased him intentionally, "I heard that when Zhenjun used to go out on the street, no one dared to take half a step near you? I wonder if this sentence is true?"

Fu Qing reprimanded: "Don't interrupt."

"Okay, okay." I pinched my mouth with two fingers apart, and then freed the other hand, and gestured to him, signaling him to continue talking.

The corners of his mouth moved slightly, and he quickly pursed it again.

"There is only one person left in the bookstore. I walked up to see who is not afraid of me?"

"I didn't expect... You stayed there not because you were not afraid of me, but because you fell asleep."

If I hadn't been allowed to make a sound now, otherwise I would really have to refute - even if I didn't fall asleep, I wouldn't leave, because I had never heard of your bad past at all, so naturally I don't know Fearless.

Speaking of this, Fu Qing frowned, showing distaste on his face: "You can fall asleep while reading a book, what an ignorant idiot. Staying by your side is just a waste of time."

"I want to leave." His voice was like a misty cloud in the mountains, getting lighter and lighter, "But I sat with you for three hours, until you woke up soon."

My mind moved, and with a gesture of pinching my lips, I asked in a low voice: "What book was I reading at that time? I have to find it and frame it."