I have a deep love for Zhenjun

174.

But when it comes to the double circle of man and moon, it reminds me of Zhenjun Woyun whom I haven't seen for many years.

Before he left that day, he once told me that he had the most proud painting in his life, which he dedicated to Mr. Cui Wei at the Qianqiu Banquet, and that painting...was also named Human Moon Circle.

Not surprisingly, it should be this painting.

I still vaguely remember how he judged this painting at that time - all the immortals only said that this painting has a double circle of people and moon, and it has the image of Hongluan Tianxi, but they don't know that the moon is not a full moon, and the person is not a good person...

It turns out that the moon is not a full moon, and the person is not a good person?

No wonder he would regard Feng Fuqing as his bosom friend throughout his life, and his favor has grown since then.If you teach me to appreciate this painting, I will be like all the immortals that day, only looking at its shape and not understanding its meaning.

But my nature is like this, there is no need to force these arty things.

175.

I took a close look at the rest of the furnishings in the house. They were all ordinary things. The keepsakes were precious, perhaps they were carried by Yun Mo, but how could I steal the keepsakes under his nose?

This is really a problem.

The butterfly wings fluttered back and forth a few times, and I landed on Yun Min's shoulder without making a sound. Temporarily holding back my temper, I decided to wait for the opportunity to move.

In front of him was a bamboo table, a wine jar, and two sapphire porcelain cups.I thought to myself, this wine jar is very familiar, but why can't I remember where I saw it?

"Little Savior, don't you want to go?"

His eyes clearly fell on the front, and I was very careful not to disturb him, but I still couldn't avoid his eyes.

Fortunately, he didn't put me on the back of his hand this time, but poured a full glass of wine on his own, and said, "Do you want to hear the story of the phoenix weeping?"

Phoenix cried.

Hearing these three words, I suddenly realized.

The wine jar in front of him is very unique, it is painted with high-quality gold paint, and the totem of the phoenix is ​​painted with enamel glaze. It is really unforgettable, so I only saw it once, but I remember it to this day.

It is said that Fenghuang is drunk when he drinks a glass, and while he is half asleep and half awake, he can meet the person he most wants to see... Wait a minute, is he drunk after drinking a glass?

It's good to be drunk, and it's good to be drunk. When he loses his mind, we can take advantage of it.

Thinking of this, I was refreshed, and my eyes followed his face closely, not daring to leave him for a moment.After waiting and waiting, he just clasped the rim of the sapphire cup with two fingers, lowered his eyes to look at the liquid in the cup, and spoke softly.

"More than a thousand years ago, there was a clan in the south named Langfeng, and in the Langfeng clan, there was another emperor concubine named Lianhuan who inherited Yu's surname."

"One day, she went out in disguise. She was just looking for fun, but by chance, she met a disciple from Qiongfei Bay. The disciple had a good appearance and a good conversation, and he cared for Yu Lianhuan. The two soon They promised each other for life."

"Yu Lianhuan has been loved by thousands of people since she was a child. She has an innocent and straightforward personality, and has a determined mind. She ignores the difference between immortals and status, and insists on marrying that disciple."

"Although that disciple works hard, his fate is incomplete, and he is doomed to miss the immortal journey. No matter how much effort he puts in, it will be in vain. At the end of a mortal's life, even if the two of them overcome all difficulties and become husband and wife, they will only be together for a few dozen years. To carry the time, we must bid farewell to heaven and man.

"It's easy to die, but it's hard to live alone..."

He seemed to have thought of something, his voice froze for a long while, and then he continued: "Therefore, Yu Lianhuan tried every means to help her beloved become a fairy, but she was repeatedly frustrated. Later, she accidentally learned that Lang Feng and Xuan Dan belong to the offshoot of Phoenix, although they cannot be reborn from the ashes like a Phoenix, they are not far from each other.

"She is a prostitute, and she is named Emperor Ji of Langfeng, which means her blood is pure. Therefore, the fairy bone on her body is the best elixir for repairing the incomplete fate..."

When I heard the word "Xiangu", my interest was also aroused, and I listened more carefully, but Yun Man stopped talking.He shook his fingers slightly, and the wine in the cup shook and spilled a few drops, his expression fell under the mottled bamboo shadow, appearing dim and difficult to understand.

"Removing the fairy bones requires willingness, and the pain to be endured is beyond human imagination. It may be light to say that it is a thousand cuts, but the word love is really mysterious. She took off the fairy bones and gave up the chance. She really didn't hesitate at all, and even when she was being tortured, she still had a smile on her face."

I couldn't help but sigh, when I was tortured, there was still a smile on my face?

This Empress Langfeng is really infatuated. She is willing to give up her fairy fate and fairy body for her sweetheart. She has entrusted [-]% of her sincerity. They say that sincerity should be exchanged for her sincerity, so the disciple should also treat her with [-]% of her sincerity. .

I think the story is here, maybe it is not far from consummation.

However, Yun Min's words suddenly changed: "It's just that this Yu Lianhuan is so well protected by the clansmen, and she has never seen the filth and ugliness of human hearts. She doesn't know that not all men in this world are like her father. Ordinarily open and upright, and the love in the world is not that you give [-]% of your sincerity, and others will treat you with [-]%."

"By the time she understands, she has nothing left."

"So since we met, that disciple has been deceiving her and using her. Sweet words and tenderness are just bait to lure her into the bait."

"Although that disciple has a crippled fate, his heart is higher than the sky, and he doesn't want to be inferior forever. He wants to climb up, as long as he can get what he wants, no matter how many evil things he does, he will do whatever he wants." No hesitation."

Yun Man's tone was calm and calm, like an outsider, watching other people's love-hate entanglement with cold eyes.But it was difficult for me to be so calm, as if a lot of unspeakable sadness welled up in my heart, sinking heavily in my chest.

It was as if everything that Di Ji encountered had actually happened to me, so as long as I heard these words, I felt extremely empathetic.

"But the word love is really mysterious. The disciple worked so hard to weave a beautiful dream for Yu Lianhuan, but he did it for real, and he also lost himself. For this reason, he tried to make up for it, but Yu Lianhuan After learning the truth, my heart was ashamed, and I climbed to the back mountain of Langfeng overnight, intending to make a blood oath and go to the mortal world for reincarnation."

Yun Mo stroked the lines on the sapphire cup with her fingertips, and suddenly asked, "Little Savior, if you were Yu Lianhuan, would you forgive that disciple?"

If it were me, I could understand that disciple, but I would never forgive him for what he did.

The most important thing in a relationship is sincerity. If the closeness from the beginning is not purposeful, even if you are really moved in the end, there are too many conflicts of interest involved in it, and it is no longer pure, so it is not worth continuing to be nostalgic.

Sure enough, Yun Man's next sentence was——

"Yu Lianhuan didn't forgive that disciple, and made a blood oath to live forever. When the two of them met, they were strangers. If they violated it, she would die on the spot. Then she jumped into the back mountain and entered the world of reincarnation."

"The blood oath really came true. That Yu Lianhuan has been a happy mortal life after life, and fell in love with different people in each life, but she never fell in love with that disciple again."

"No matter how much that disciple wants to save him, he can only watch the one he loves marry with others forever and grow old together."

"Every life, every life, is like this."

It was indeed the expected ending, but when I actually heard this, I still couldn't help but sigh softly.

The greatest suffering in the world is nothing more than this.

I once had it, but I gave it up with my own hands. When I want to get it back, I can't ask for it, leaving regrets in vain.

"The Langfeng family has long been famous for making wine, and the Phoenix Cry is named Phoenix Cry. It is rumored that the tears of Yu Lianhuan are put into the wine, which is full of lovesickness, pain, resentment and regret, so it can make the drinker go back to the past in their dreams. To make up for those irreparable grievances and regrets, to reunite those old people who can no longer be reunited."

"The disciple wanted to go back to the past and see Yu Lianhuan, who was still the emperor of Langfeng, so he was hungover all day long and didn't care about family affairs. After several years, Langfeng's dragons and dragons had no leader, and they were jointly attacked by foreign tribes. The stubborn resistance was fruitless , and soon disappeared.”

"Phoenix Cries, there are only a few hundred altars left."

After listening to the story exactly, I felt extremely complicated, and then I saw Yun Min turn his face to the side, and his eyes fell on that round moon.

"Although this is a scene of a full moon, and there are two figures on the moon, it is actually a phantom in a dream, and it turns into nothingness in a blink of an eye. After waking up, it is just a colorful cloud, and a good dream is hard to come true."

"Yesterday's day is gone like water, you can't force it."

"...I understand, in fact, I understand, so I will not let myself indulge in dreams all day long, chasing the unchangeable past like him."

After finishing speaking, Yun Min raised his glass, touched the empty sapphire cup, and after a long silence, he drank the liquid in the cup and said softly: "But every day, I still want to take advantage of this Tears in a cup of phoenix, see you again."

176.

I've seen this phoenix's ability to weep, it's really evil, all the immortals can become unconscious after just one sip, with Yun Mo's capacity for alcohol, it probably won't last long.

I flew down and landed not far in front of him, looking up at him.Those blue phoenix eyes were already covered with a layer of water mist, they closed and opened suddenly, showing a rather sleepy look.

Not long after, with his right hand resting on his forehead, he closed his eyes deeply, and a few strands of white hair fell down, fluttering in the breeze.

Before doing anything, it is necessary to be cautious.I waited patiently and saw that Yun Min did not show signs of waking up, so I dared to remove the illusion, took on a human form, and reached out to touch Yun Min's waist.

It was recorded in ancient books that spirit beasts form a bond, and to show their submission, they will hand over the most precious things on their body as tokens to their masters. With this proof, they can drive the spirit beasts as they please until they die.

Although Cangtian is an ancient divine beast, I think it is not too far behind in the matter of forming a contract.

Yun Min's clothes were complicated and covered with layers of veils, my sight was blocked, so I could only touch the ornaments around his waist one by one based on my feeling, and distinguish them carefully.

It also feels like a token, and there are some raised lines in it, which should not be Cangtian's token.As for the other one, the edges and corners are sharp and the texture is smooth, which is somewhat similar to the texture of ivory jade...

It is said that the kylin takes the horns, the cangluan takes the feathers, and the shark takes the scales. What Cang Tian takes should also be his own.

My mind moved slightly, trying to pull this thing down and put it in front of my eyes for a good look.Unexpectedly, before he could make a move in the future, his wrist was already tightly bound by an external force.

When he looked up, he happened to meet Yun Mo's eyes.

He seemed to have never been drunk, and his eyes were so clear that I was terrified when I saw him. I didn't care about any tokens of Cangtian for a moment, and I just tried my best to pull my hand back from him, but I couldn't shake it no matter what. no.

After staring at each other silently for a moment, I said slowly, "Yun Mo? I...I..."

At this time, I was really at a loss for words, and I didn't know what to say to end.Alas, it's just my lack of patience. If I hadn't been in a hurry for success just now, but could have waited a little longer, I wouldn't have missed the mark.The matter has come to this point, he wants to be killed, cut, beaten and punished, I just admit it.

I was about to take the initiative to beg for mercy in order to get a lighter sentence, but Yun Man slowly let go of my hand, as if afraid of scaring me, with a soft and gentle tone.

"I'll let you go, don't be afraid of me, huh?"

I was able to regain my freedom, without even thinking about it, I put my hands on the ground, stepped back a few steps, and waited for a distance from him before I felt a little more at ease.

Seeing that I was so flustered, Yun Man couldn't help laughing, his phoenix eyes were slightly bent, and he smiled: "Don't be afraid of me, why are you so far away from me?" He tapped his fingers on the table, "Come here."

I froze for a moment, and felt that his whole body, whether it was his actions or his expression, was a bit unreasonable. Could it be... that cup of Phoenix Cry had an effect?He thought he was in a dream, so he regarded me as an old friend who could never meet again?

So, it seems to make sense.

At this moment, there was a dull pain in the palm of my hand, and I couldn't help frowning, and picked up the hard object under my palm, and put it in front of my eyes—it turned out to be the concentric candle thrown down by Jingshu earlier.

Concentric Candle...Birthday...

After thinking about it for a while, I suddenly had an idea and decided to climb up the pole he threw to me.As for the future, let's take a step at a time.

"Yun Min, I..." paused, "I'm here to celebrate your birthday."

"I know, you should sit down a bit more." He smiled again, his eyes drooping, adding a bit of docility, like a snake holding back its fangs, patiently waiting for its prey to bite.

I don't want to be prey.

But right now, he has no choice but to follow Yun Man's wish, move a few steps towards him, and stop at a place one step away.

He seemed to reach out to pull me, but I moved faster than my thoughts, and I subconsciously turned sideways to avoid it, and he didn't grab anything.The hand froze in mid-air for a moment, then retracted it as if nothing had happened, and said softly: "Is it okay to touch you?"

I nodded.

In the past in the Guanshen clan, when I was still cutting wood, I didn't understand the five senses, I didn't understand love, I didn't know anything, and I didn't care about it, so even if he did something out of bounds towards me, I just turned a blind eye Close one eye.

Now that I have someone I like, and he also has someone to marry, I should avoid suspicion, otherwise it will only cause controversy.

Yun Mo looked at me quietly, his eyes were dim and difficult to understand.

I know that as long as he thinks, he will have countless ways to make me sit beside him willingly and dare not move.However, he didn't force me anymore, he just said indifferently: "That's fine, if you want to stay away from me, just stay away."

I lowered my eyes and said nothing.

The red candle in my hand is heavy. I don't know whether it is too heavy or the memories it carries are too heavy. Every time I look at it, my heart beats faster for no reason.

Can't watch it anymore.

I turned my eyes away, shook my hand on the candle wick, a cluster of flames were ignited, and pushed the palm to borrow the wind, and sent the red candle to Yun Mo.

"You... make a wish, and then blow out this candle."

Strangely, there was no sound of the candle being extinguished.I waited and waited, and finally I couldn't wait any longer. I glanced at the place quietly, only to realize that the red candle that I pushed out just now had already been pushed back in front of me by him.

With a breath of candlelight, it flickers up.

"Today is not my birthday, have you forgotten? You still asked me..."

The red candle suddenly blazed brightly, and I slightly opened my eyes wide. In the gorgeous firelight, a clear voice seemed to come from my ears, which overlapped with Yun Man's next words.

"You asked me back then, how can I not remember my birthday? If I really can't remember, you can give me your birthday. In this way, I will have a birthday to celebrate today."

——How could the master not remember his own birthday?Well, if you really can't remember, I will give you my birthday.Today in the coming year, the master will also have a birthday to celebrate.

"You also said that you will spend with me for many years to come."

——No, not right, not just today in the coming year, but also today in the coming year, today in the coming year... In short, I will spend with you for many years to come.

"After I heard it, I felt a little ridiculous. You asked me what I was laughing at, and I said, there is no feast that never ends. Although you think so now, one day you will feel bored and want to leave Xuandan and my side .But you don't believe me, what you want to say, I have a hard heart, and I can't change it."

——I won't get bored, I won't want to leave Xuan Dan, and I won't even want to leave my master's side.Anyway, as said in that poem, my heart...my heart...well, all in all, my heart is as hard as that stone, and I can't turn it around!

"For many years to come, I will always think of this sentence." Yun Man lowered his eyes, with a nostalgic expression on his face, "I think... If what you said that day was true, it would be great."

177.

I didn't always understand why some inexplicable auditory hallucinations always appeared in my ears, and the person who spoke clearly had the same voice as mine, but the tone was completely different, light and bright.

It's an innocent gesture that I envy and can't envy.

Now I finally understand that the person talking in my ear is none other than my previous life—Zhu Luo, and the person Yun Man wanted to see from the beginning to the end was never me.

But whether it was Zhuluo or Zhuluo, they had already left.

He is gone, even if he is gone, no matter how much you think about him, he will never come back.

I don't know what kind of expression I was holding, I exhaled lightly, and blew out the candle in one fell swoop, looking at the wisp of green smoke, I felt like a stick in my throat.

After a long time, he said with difficulty: "Yun Man, don't...live in the past anymore. You already have power, status, and things that others dream of. What is a mere servant?"

"If you can't let go because of guilt, then let me tell you, he doesn't want you to pay back what you owe him, and what I owe you will be handed over in half a month."

Yun Min raised his eyes to look at me, still smiling slightly: "Do you have to calculate every account so clearly? But as I said, there is no need for such a relationship between you and me."

I shook my head: "If others treat me well, I will definitely pay them back. If I receive kindness unintentionally, I will be even more anxious. I wish I could repay it with my life. Even if I have been wronged, it doesn't matter. Yun Man, you know Is it why?"

"You don't like to default on others' kindness."

"I said that I don't like to default on other people's kindness, but only I know it well. In fact, I don't want to get too many unnecessary entanglements with others because of this kindness."

"Then you are not afraid of having too many entanglements with Shang Fuqing?"

"He's different."

At that time, every three months, I had to cut out my heart and draw blood in front of Fu Qing. Even if it didn't hurt, I would pretend to be in pain.

In this way, when he sees me in pain, he will feel indebted to me, and every time I lie to him, I will feel indebted to him.If things go on like this, the debt of love will become more and more, and the relationship will become more and more chaotic, so... I can tie him by my side for a longer time.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help smiling: "Yun Man, you said you were selfish back then, I didn't understand. Now that I think about it, why am I not like that?"

When he saw me smiling, his face was a bit complicated: "He treats you badly and always makes you sad."

"I know."

Not only did he treat me badly, but he couldn't find anything special about him except for his face.He is stupid, has a bad temper, is not honest, can't coax people, and has a delicate body, so he can't touch him at all, and even tearing off a hair of him can make me feel awkward for a long time.

I just fell into his hands, no matter how he treats me, I can't hate him.She even felt that when she woke up every day, the love for him in her heart would be deeper than yesterday.

I obviously didn't say anything, but Yun Man seemed to know everything.

He frowned slightly, and after a long time, sighed softly: "He has treated you like this, and you don't hate him, why did you treat me then..."

"Yun Min." I didn't want to listen to him anymore, so I couldn't help interrupting him and asked, "Do you know who I am?"

He couldn't deny it: "Who are you, is it really so important?"

"It's very important." I looked straight at him with a firm tone, "You can see clearly, whether it's the attendant Zhuluo or the demon king Zhuluo, they've all gone and will never come back."

I know it sounds cruel, but I've had a chance to meet him, and I've had a lot to gain from him.

In terms of emotion and reason, I really don't want to see him sinking into the illusion of the past again, and there will never be a day of liberation.

"He does have some kind of connection with me, I won't deny it, but I think, at least I have the right to choose who to live as. I have no way of knowing what that person thinks. I live as a young sheath, Thoughts are always the same.”

Even though I have been shaken and struggled, what I want has always been simple, just to stay by Fu Qing's side, nothing more.

Yun Min was silent for a long time, then suddenly said: "Young She."

I was stunned for a moment, since Gansang met him again, he has been addressing me with "you". Now, by chance, I can hear him call my name again, which makes me feel like a lifetime away.

"I once had a half-brother."

"...He is different from me. He has owned everything since he was born. He is very beautiful, and he is blessed with a deep destiny and unparalleled fate. The most important thing is that he has a very good mother. Based on this alone, I am very happy. Envy him, envy to the point of wanting to replace him."

Hearing this, I was a little surprised.

Yun Man never told me about his past, and as for the gossip in Xianting, he dared not splash the water on Mr. Cui Wei.

Therefore, I have never heard of his elder brother's name.

"Later, I thought, if one day his identities were reversed, and he would no longer be the Jade of Zhaohua, but would become a star of misfortune. His life would be doomed to be shallow, and his love would wither. At that time, I would never envy him again."

I was silent, as Yun Min was in such a high position, I thought he would never taste the taste of envy in eternity, never thought...

"Now, he is indeed no longer what he used to be, and he even has nothing." Yun Man's voice became lower and lower, almost whispering, "Why do I still... envy him so much?"

I was speechless at the moment, so I could only be accompanied by silence. After a long time passed like this, I turned my eyes, looked at the sky, and stood up.

"Yun Mo, I should go."

If it was a normal time, I might still sit quietly with him for a while, but now the agreed four hours are approaching, Fu Qing is still waiting for me, I don't want him to wait too long.

Yun Man didn't say anything to keep me, but the moment I pushed open the door, he suddenly said: "Young She, is this why you came?"

I turned around and found that he was holding a bone and tooth pendant in his hand.

"What do you want me to do?" I didn't go forward to get it, but leaned against the door without moving.Naturally, there will be no pies in the sky, especially such a precious token, how can I get it without paying any price?

"I won't make things difficult for you." Seeing my guarded face, my phoenix eyes slightly darkened, and looking extremely exhausted, Yun Mo managed to smile at me, "I want you to just look at me now, and then come back to me in the end." Call me."

He didn't say anything, but I knew that what he wanted to hear was not the word Yun Mo, but...

"Owner."

As soon as these two words came out, I was a little dazed. The scene in front of me seemed to have not changed at all, but it seemed that there were two more figures out of thin air.

One is tall and slender, often dressed in white.

One was a little thinner, always wrapped in a dark blue cloak.

Blue clothes always like to follow behind white clothes.The white clothes spread the paper on the table, and the blue clothes will pass the pen and ink knowingly; if the white clothes are tired, close their eyes and take a nap for a while, the blue clothes will squat aside to fan the wind, unwilling to leave even half a step.

It seems that no matter what they do, they are always inseparable.

In this small world, several changes in the scene seem to me to be just a snap of a finger, but to those two figures, it is a hundred years of time.

Suddenly, Bai Yi got up and walked towards me. I forgot that it was just an old phantom, and subconsciously turned sideways to make way for him.Before I could make a move, the white robe passed through my right arm and walked towards the bamboo forest without any hesitation.

Lan Yi followed closely behind, and raised his voice: "Master, wait for me! You said that today you will teach me how to use a sword!"

"Okay, what do you want to learn?"

"Of course it's the third one—"

The sound stopped abruptly here.

I suddenly looked back, only to realize that the two figures met the light, and slowly scattered into thousands of light dust, plunged into the sea of ​​clouds that was surging all the year round, and disappeared without a trace.

Suddenly a gust of wind blew up on the flat ground, and countless bamboo leaves sang softly, as if they were whimpering.