I have a deep love for Zhenjun

After several days of breathing adjustment, my body is no longer in serious condition.This time I have been bothering Madam Fuling for too long. No matter what, I have to leave and return to Xuandan today.

I opened the door and went out, and asked several fairy women from door to door, and only then did I find the way to the lotus pond.

The water in the pool is clear and shallow, and the eaves of the pavilion corners are carved with a thousand petals of lotus.

From a distance, I saw Fuling Fuling standing by the pool, her eyebrows lowered, she didn't know if she was admiring the thousand carp tails in the pool, or if she was worried but had no one to complain to.

I was about to call her, but behind her was a tall man in dark clothes, with long hair tied up with a silver crown inlaid with jade, with his right hand resting on the scabbard around his waist, his face was extremely cold.

The two seemed to be discussing important matters.

I closed my mouth tactfully, and wanted to turn around and leave, but I bumped into someone head-on.With a cry of pain, I rubbed my forehead and looked away a little, but it was Zhaohua.

I don't know when he appeared, but he was so silent, it really shocked me.

"Listening to this voice, it seems that most of your injuries have been healed."

"...It's much better." The posture of leaning against his chest was too inappropriate, and I felt a little uncomfortable, so I took a few steps back and distanced myself from him.

"It's quick to hide." Zhaohua's tone was calm, looking towards the lotus pond, "Are you waiting for your mother?"

I nodded: "Before I leave, I want to thank her."

"It just so happens that there is nothing to do in court today." He stepped forward and stood side by side with me, "Wait with you for a while."

I knew it wasn't the case, but somehow I didn't drive him away like a plague god like in the past, and my tone was quite peaceful, as if I was talking to an old friend I hadn't seen for a long time: "Do you know who the person behind your mother is?"

"It's the mother's elder brother, Fu Yi."

"It is indeed somewhat similar."

Empress Fu Ling was born with a beautiful appearance and moon charm, and Fu Yi did not give in too much.It's a pity that even though she looks beautiful, her eyebrows are too sharp, like a sharp knife that is full of blood.If you are not careful, you will lose your life.

Especially those eyes, when looking at Empress Fuling, it is clearly revealing love|desire, not even willing to cover it up.

Doesn't it look like a brother looking at his sister?

I hesitated whether I should mention Zhaohua a few words, but then I thought about it, I am an outsider, so what right do I have to intervene in other people's family affairs?Besides, this Fu Yi was so obvious...

As dull as I am, I can smell something wrong.

Let alone Zhaohua?Let alone Fu Ling?

I silently lowered my eyes, and found that Zhaohua handed over at some point, and there was a frost-white feather in the palm, without any color, and it was exceptionally clear.

"Take it." He urged with reddish ears, "Your reward."

"What is this?" Although I have never seen anything in the world, I can always tell the difference between good and bad treasures.

"...Hu Xin Ling." Zhaohua paused for a moment, "You take it with you. Although this thing cannot replace the fairy bone, it can also suppress a little bit of evil spirit, which is better than nothing."

Huxinling, the sacred object of Xianyin in the east pole.

There is only one crane, and one feather is hard to find.

Since it is a protective heart, given to me, how should he deal with himself?

I pushed Zhaohua's hand away, and said in a deep voice: "Do you need me to repeat what I said that day? You are neither my close relative nor my lover. I have no reason to accept this thing."

The redness at the tips of Zhaohua's ears faded, and he was silent for a while, then he snorted lightly as if nothing had happened: "You are stubborn, you are really a piece of wood that cannot bloom."

"If you think so, be it."

In terms of human relations, I have always followed the principle of not touching my body.

No delays, no arrears, clean.

Zhaohua didn't insist, retracted his feathers, lifted up my sleeves, and grasped the pulse with two fingers.I subconsciously wanted to break away, but he narrowed his eyes and reprimanded him: "Don't mess around."

I was intimidated by his momentum, I had no intention of resisting, and looked blankly, the verdant jade fingers spread like lotus flowers, from wrist to shoulder, brushing against the seven orifices of my body one after another.

The immortal energy that has completely dissipated in the body now seems to be faintly revived.

"This body-protecting immortal energy can keep you safe temporarily, but it is not a long-term solution. When Brother Yun wakes up, remember to ask him for the black bird's tail feather."

"you……"

"No need." Zhaohua cut off my voice, "This is just a thank you gift, thank you Xuandan for taking care of me. Apart from that, I have no other intentions."

I was so stuck in my throat that I couldn't speak.

Saying thanks to Fu Ling, she nodded lightly, glanced at Zhaohua, didn't hold back anymore, just patted the back of my hand, and told me that if I have difficulties in the future, I must come to Langfeng Palace to find her.

I was grateful in my heart, talked to her again, and then waved goodbye.

Zhaohua played the jade flute to attract red-crowned cranes, lightly grasped my waist, and supported me to sit firmly on the flowing feather saddle.

"You did this for Brother Yun, and when he wakes up, he will definitely..." Zhaohua hesitated to speak, his clear gray eyes darkened a little, as if black clouds were turning over ink, disturbing the silent mountains and rivers.

"It's useless to talk too much. Maybe you should wish you forever together."

"...Accept your good words." My heart tightened, I avoided his gaze, and said in a random voice, "I'm leaving, goodbye."

The crane flapped its wings and jumped up, the wind whistling in its ears.

Burying my face into the soft feathers, my mind was blank for a moment, and after my thoughts came back, my first thought was——

He didn't say goodbye to me, maybe he won't come to Xuandan again.

fair enough.

I will never see him again.

Thinking this way, he leaned on the crane and turned around stealthily.

I couldn't figure out what this action meant, and I just remembered that this was the last look, so I indulged myself extraordinarily.

Fangfei Xiwu, twilight gray.

Zhaohua stood in the same place, his solitary figure gradually submerged into Linlang Tianque, like a lonely fishing boat in a majestic river.

Wushan, Xuan Dan.

The vermilion gate hangs high with a plaque, and the jade steps are exquisitely carved, covered with water and moonlight, and the stars are shining.I climbed the jade steps slowly, and when I was about to step into the Four Elephant Profound Formation, I stopped and froze in place.

The host was dressed in thin white clothes, and was wearing a green and green cloak. His black hair was untied, and because his head was lowered, it was like flowing water hanging in front of him, barely covering half of his face.

"Owner."

In the dim light, he held the Xuanluan lantern in his hand, and from the sound, the eyes of the phoenix were half soaked in green flames and half soaked in moonlight, exuding a unique style.

The way he holds the lamp for me reminds me of my adoptive father who waited for me to return home many years ago.The tip of my nose was sore, I really wanted to jump into his arms to find a safe world, but I had a lot of considerations, and in the end I just walked in front of him at a leisurely pace.

The master was silent, and his delicate face was not stained with a smile.

But I faintly feel that this may be the most genuine tenderness I can glimpse from his indifferent and alienated expression since I met him.

I am used to being alone, and I am really not used to this kind of sensational scene. I raised the corner of my lips, pointed to my eyes, and teased with a smile: "Does the master know the words "feeling affectionately?" When you come here, do you want to ask your name, or do you like you?"

"..."

"Of course I like you." Seeing the beauty's pale face and her golden mouth tightly closed, I didn't look for boredom and answered on my own.

Then he took two steps forward, bent over and squatted down, and waved to him.

"Master's body hasn't recovered yet? Come, I'll carry you back."

"...No need." He finally said, his voice was still a little hoarse, and it was no longer as clear as before, "You hold this lamp, go back to the bamboo boat first. I want to have a quiet meeting."

"Why does the master always underestimate me?" I was confident, so I naturally didn't follow his words, pinched my throat, and said with a bit of aggrievedness, "If you don't come up, I will stay here and never leave. Alas, although it is summer, the night Why is the wind still so strong? What if I catch a cold?"

The master has always had no choice but to compromise when meeting me in this posture, so he leaned closer and put his arms around my neck.

"Have you held on firmly?" My tone was calm, but there was a triumphant smile on my face.

"Yeah." The master said in a low voice, "I've got a firm grip."

Hearing this, I sank into my dantian, and got up with energy.

After all, I still overestimated my ability. Although the owner looks like a good girl, she is tall and elegant after all, not much lighter.

As soon as I got up, my footsteps not only slipped, I staggered and fell a few steps forward, almost falling into the lake with both masters.

Fortunately, my reaction was fast enough and my pace was steady and timely, which saved me from this innocent disaster.

I was still in shock, and quickly asked, "Master, are you alright?"

"fine."

Only then did I make up my mind, and slowly walked towards the Wangxiang Bridge with him on my back.

There may be the sound of chasing and frolicking, or a hurried figure passing me by.The lanterns in the lanes and lanes by the bridge are like mountains, dotting the sky far away.However, even if the city of lights is like the day, in my heart, it is still incomparable to the Xuanluan lantern in the master's hand, which is as bright as mica and as clear as the bright moon.

bright moon...

I looked up, tonight there are thousands of miles of clouds, a blue sky and a lonely moon, it is very lonely.

"I remember the master once said that Linlang Tianque's moon is rounder. But even today, I still feel that Xuandan's moon is the roundest."

"Oh? There is no wind and no moon tonight."

"No and no." I circled my two fingers like a circle, held it up high and hung it in the sky, "When you and I are complete, the moon will be complete."

"...Is it the double round of the moon?"

"How can there be such a beautiful thing in the world? People and the moon cannot both be consummated. However, as long as you and I are consummated, even if there is no wind and no moon tonight, so what? The moon is not in front of your eyes, but in your heart. It can be called complete. I think this is the meaning of the full moon.”

The master's breath brushed over my neck, and I fell silent.

I ignored him, looked at the sky with a smile, and murmured: "Master, many years ago, when Yun Xiang crossed this bridge with Yun Wang on his back, was the same night sky hanging above his head?"

"Perhaps," he said, "it's a pity the story doesn't end well."

I took it for granted, and murmured: "Master, I am not Yunxiang. If I promise to see all the scenery of the Nine Borders behind your back, I will definitely not leave Xuandan and never return."

The master's hand around my neck suddenly tightened, and after a long silence, he asked, "Why?"

I don't know why he said this, why he asked.

Are you asking me why I want to see all the scenery of Jiujiang behind my back?Are you asking me why I am willing to take off the fairy bones for him?Or ask me why I am willing to give up my persistent Chengxian Wendao?Or ask me why I am obsessed with not regretting?

Or, he was just asking himself.

No matter what he asked, I only had one response, and that was——

"The master treats me well, and I will treat the master well."

"I'll treat you... okay?" The Xuanluan Lantern standing in front of him suddenly became unsteady and swayed from side to side, but the green flame on the core remained motionless, as if it was about to burn this desolate eternal night.

"How could it be bad?" I wished I could break everything into pieces and tell him, "I was in jail, and it was you who cleared me of my grievances and crimes. You also taught me how to use a sword, teach me to read, and taught me I have many, many...Zhu Luo only hopes that one day, I can be like my master, a gentleman with a free heart and a bright wind."

After the words fell, the Linghua door came into view impressively.

No matter how slow I go, the road has come to an end.

The master put himself on and off his back, and I smoothed out the folds of his robe meticulously. When I looked up, I saw that his expression was different, so I thought about it, maybe he might have some grudges because of the fairy bones.

"You don't have to feel guilty. I am willing to do things for you. If I can, I feel that I owe me a little more and love me a little more. That's enough." I grabbed his sleeve and laughed softly.

"I never talk about debts with others, you are the only one. Master, don't let me down, don't... deceive me."

"..."

In the past, he was the most discriminating, only I was choked by him and couldn't speak, unlike today, no matter what I said, he seemed to be defeated and completely defeated.

That being the case, let's not talk about it, it will only annoy him.

"Master, good night."

I stretched out my hand to take the Xuanluan Lantern, but my fingertips touched him unintentionally, and I don't know what taboo, but he grabbed my wrist bone with his backhand, dragged me into the room, and slammed the door shut tightly with a strong palm.

The master leaned forward and pushed me hard against the cold wooden door.

I was apprehensive, my back was tense, my lips were pressed against his fingertips, first gently rubbed, and then crushed extremely hard.

The Xuanluan lantern fell to the ground and shattered into phosphorescent light all over the floor. By the last gleam before it went out, I saw the master bowed his head and leaned towards me, his eyebrows and eyes were lowered, and his eyelashes were like a butterfly flapping his wings. So slightly.

I don't know if it's the imperceptible affection that is gone, or the ignorance that doesn't know what to do.

The room was pitch black, and he was so close to me.Whether it is kissing or caressing|caressing, it should be smooth sailing.

I was afraid of the dark, so I had to close my eyes tightly, and the hands hanging on both sides unconsciously touched his chest, but it was not to cater to him, but... to reject?

I think I'm really sick, very sick.

Isn't the current situation just what I want?What am I hesitating and rejecting?

Gritting my teeth, I forced myself to raise my head to go along with this inexplicable kiss enthusiastically.Unexpectedly, the next moment, it was the master who retreated first.

In the silence, his breathing was no longer steady and long in the past, but rather irritable and restless.

"Master?" I didn't know what to say. I followed the voice and opened my eyes hesitantly. Because I couldn't see, I couldn't distinguish the outline of any object in the darkness, let alone the figure of the master.

The heartbeat is getting faster and slower, and I almost want to break free from the restraint of my chest.

I finally felt a little scared, like a helpless duckweed in a swamp, abandoned by my adoptive father in the dark night, with only endless blood to accompany me.

Too cold, too lonely.

Covering my eyes with trembling hands, I no longer cared about my self-esteem, and begged in a trembling voice: "Master, it's so dark! Please don't leave me alone."

The words fell, and it took a long time before the rustling of the robe came from the corner, getting closer and closer to me.As if grabbing a life-saving straw, I opened my arms and hugged the person in front of me.

The master's body was tense, his hand seemed to touch my shoulder, and then moved away quickly.Finally he only said softly: "Zhu Luo, don't be afraid."