I have a deep love for Zhenjun

"What's wrong?" Zhao Hua asked.

My thoughts are in a mess, I have long since lost the interest of cinnabar courtship and night tours to temple fairs, and I just want to rush back to Yifeng Hanxiu as soon as possible, so that this matter can be sorted out in my mind.

Zhaohua wanted to speak but stopped, but seeing that I looked sluggish, he finally didn't make any demands and followed me back home.

Sending Zhaohua to Hongliao Ferry, I stopped in my tracks: "There are still important matters to be dealt with in the palace. I'll come to see you tomorrow, okay?"

Zhaohua nodded, his back gradually disappeared into the flowery courtyard.

I stared at him and didn't leave for a long time.Unexpectedly, when Zhaohua turned around and locked the lock, he collided with my eyes that I didn't have time to look back.

I couldn't help but startled.

Zhaohua closed the door knocker with his long fingers, looked at me indifferently for a while, and then said suddenly: "Zhuluo, how do you treat me...?"

——I have a heart for you.

These six words mean a lot to me.I was stubborn by nature and never made promises to others easily.Once a promise is made, it will be rested until death.

But looking at Zhaohua now, I feel extremely cold all over, so cold that I can't stop shivering.

The affection is lingering, which should have turned into spring rain to moisten things.But I don't know why, at this moment, it was condensed into sharp ice edges, tearing apart my already empty viscera and the not-so-satisfactory perfection even more thoroughly.

It hurts.

And dare not talk to him two or three times.

"...these nights are heavy with dew." In the end, I just smiled, "Remember to cover with two more layers of quilts, so as not to freeze."

Farewell to Zhaohua, I hurried back to the bedroom.

After summoning Ming Liao with the red bead swallowtail, he wanted to sit quietly before the case for a while, but because he couldn't calm down his restless mood, he had to get up and pace repeatedly.

"Jade Wing Butterfly", Spiritual Fragrance Ascension to Heaven, Battle of Demon Kings, Bloodbath of Xuandan, Change of Yunzhou City...

Whenever I think about it, I feel a splitting headache and find it difficult to continue thinking.

What kind of Gu did Hua Gai put on me!

I raised my hand and gave myself a palm, the pain aroused a short period of clarity, so that I could calm down and think about the strangeness in it.

"Jade Wing Butterfly" will indeed make me temporarily lose my sanity and turn into a monster who only knows how to drink blood.However, except for the accident in Yunzhou City, the other wrong decisions were not caused by the disadvantages of the exercises.

Why is that?

I didn't have any thoughts, and my palm became more violent in anger, and I slapped my face to one side.The corners of the lips seemed to have broken skin, and warm liquid overflowed.

I didn't care to wipe it off, I panted lightly, and suddenly felt a flash of inspiration.

...Could it be because of the fragrance of the rising spirit?

For example, when the Bronze Golden Well was taken down, I clearly couldn't bear to do anything to the pregnant carp demon, but when I smelled the scent of spiritual incense, I was so hard-hearted, and rewarded her with a whip.

Now that I think about it, my every move seems to be driven by the spiritual fragrance.

I clenched my fingers into fists and gritted my teeth slightly.

When Ming Liao entered the room, I was sitting in front of the bronze mirror, with spiritual power flowing through my fingertips, soothing this face that was swollen like a pig's head after being beaten by the fan, and restoring it to its original state.

He folded his arms around his chest, looked at me carefully for a moment, and joked half-jokingly, half-seriously: "Xiao Zhuluo, I just entered the red tent, and I haven't had a good time yet, so I was hurriedly recruited by you as a swallowtail butterfly. Look. Your posture...why, could it be that the courtship failed, you became angry from embarrassment, and you didn't want to take your anger out on your good lover, so you came to harm yourself, even this fox-headed military adviser?"

I'm not in the mood to joke with him today, so I cut straight to the point: "Cousin, do you know the origin of the fragrance of ascending heaven?"

"Why?" Ming Liao was startled, "Why did you ask this all of a sudden?"

My sanity gradually became chaotic, I pinched my elbow hard, and then I was able to continue: "This thing is strange."

"Oh my God, Xiaozhuluo has finally opened his mind. I reminded you at that time that the origin of the rising spirit incense is a mystery, rare in the world, and even more expensive. Before that, I was only lucky enough to see it. If so, how did Protector Hua find this half-stored spiritual incense to help you cultivate?"

Rare in the world, there is no market for the price.

The words and sentences that I didn't care about at that time are like a jackhammer now, smashing me so that I can't move.After a long time, I said in a trembling voice, "Cousin, I have seen Shengxiao Lingxiang before."

"where?"

"... Xuan Dan."

Yes, I remembered.

At that time, Yun Mo pretended to be lingering on the sick bed, and I was worried about her safety, so I bit the bullet and visited Yun Yi's residence.

The lingering mist obscured the gloomy face, and the ever-burning incense in the four corners of the room was the rising spirit incense.

——This incense is very common in Xuandan, every household will always have one or two, it is not as rare as Ming Liao said, let alone has a price but no market.

Yun Mo didn't seem to like the scent of the rising heaven spirit, and he also ordered me not to touch it.At that time, I obeyed his orders and avoided him like a snake or a scorpion.

Although I have heard and seen it, I know very little about the use and origin of this incense.

Later, I was dazzled by vengeance and resentment, and I was only thinking about improving the exercises, using everything to the extreme. I even regarded the spiritual incense as a treasure, and never had any doubts.

Weird... This heavenly fragrance must be weird.

Otherwise, how could Zhaohua's expression change?Otherwise, how could I be addicted for no reason?Maybe the rhetoric that it complements the exercises is all groundless!It’s no wonder that I’ve often had trouble restraining myself recently, and I’ve committed many sins unintentionally.

The ear drums buzzed for no reason, and the mind seemed to be pulled into the quagmire again.

I made a decisive decision, ran my five fingers through the hair clumps, and pulled my hair fiercely. Relying on the severe pain from the roots of my hair to maintain a clear mind, I confided everything in my mind: "The canopy is most likely from Xuandan. If my deduction is true, He may be the avatar transformed by Yunyi's primordial spirit."

Ming Liao pondered: "What evidence does Xiao Zhuluo have?"

"Not yet." I raised my eyes suddenly, "I still need your help."

"Tell me."

"I am inconvenient to do things, so I need you to come for me and borrow a bottle of words. Two days later, I will personally interrogate Hua Gai."

The bottle of heartfelt words, as the name suggests, anyone who enters this bottle speaks from the bottom of their hearts.

There is no hiding the conspiracy and tricks, just ask and you will know.

"Words...why is it so troublesome?" Ming Liao leaned close to me, his pupils formed a straight line, and the light golden waves rolled up and down like sparkling sea waves.

His cultivation base is not as advanced as mine, so it is difficult for this kind of charm to confuse my mind.Even though I knew this, I was still dazzled by that bewitching beauty, hurriedly looked away, and gritted my teeth: "What do you mean?"

"This is our Jinghu's special trick." Ming Liao groaned with a smile, "Is it possible that Xiao Zhuluo doesn't know?"

"I know, but..." I frowned, and hesitated to speak.

I hate the identity of a half-demon, and I feel taboo to even reveal my original body, let alone perform such low-level charms.

Ming Liao tried to persuade: "What do you want to do so much? It doesn't matter if you do it with low means, as long as it works. Guardian Hua's cultivation base is not much different from mine, and far inferior to you now. You stare at him like this, and then hook your fingers at him. , take care of him and even reveal the secrets of the three generations of ancestors to you."

"Really?" I was skeptical.

Ming Liao poked my forehead with his fingertips, his expression helpless: "No matter how unreliable he is, he is also your cousin. He has to turn his elbows inward, so naturally he won't lie to our little Zhuluo."

Two days later, Yifeng Hanxiu.

I pushed back the monsters and walked through the empty main hall.The curtains and veils were drawn down, the incense was lit for calming the mind, and the smoke was drawn by waving the sleeves, and Fang sat in a high position and waited for the canopy.

After half a cup of tea, a deep voice came from outside the door: "Wang."

"Come in."

With a flick of my fingertips, I vigorously pushed open the tightly closed door, opening a path through the surrounding clouds and mist.

When the canopy was seated, I pushed him the jade cup of tea and greeted him politely: "How is Guardian Hua?"

"Not bad." Hua Gai replied.A hand made of fog pressed against the cup and pushed it back.

"Hua Dharma doesn't like drinking tea?"

"It's not that I don't like it, it's that I don't need it." The dark faceless man looked at me, "You have something on your mind, so you don't need to go around and try it, just say it."

I put my hands into my sleeves, sent out a wisp of wind, and closed the door without a sound, cutting off his back first.

Calculating the time, Ming Liao should have been scattered and ambush outside the hall with his cronies, and the big and small magic circles are all ready, even if the canopy has wings, it is difficult to fly out of my palm.

Thinking of this, I calmed down a bit and looked back at Hua Gai.

"I do have one thing that I don't understand."

"What's the matter?"

"I want to know..." Leaning closer to Huagai, I stimulated the blood of Jinghu, and my eyes were filled with brilliance, "Are you the protector of Huagaihua of Yifeng Hanxiu, or Yunyi of Wushan Xuandan... Elder Yun."

The words fell, bringing a moment of silence.But soon, Hua Gai opened his lips and responded with a slightly dull tone.

"Hua Gai is, and so is Yunyi."

That's right.I held down my unconsciously trembling right hand, calmed down, and said coldly: "The fairy bone has been given to Yun Min, and the incomplete fate has been repaired and perfected. I should be useless to him. Why did Yun Min send you to hide your identity and protect you?" By my side, even helping me win the title of Demon King... What is your purpose?"

The faceless man looked at me silently.

Although I didn't close my eyes, I recalled Yunyi's sticky, wet and cold gaze like a snake in Xuandan in the past, and I felt a moment of fear in my heart, and my tone became more and more cruel: "Say! What is your purpose!"

Hua Gai suddenly laughed.

The phantom of the human figure formed by the condensed black mist gradually showed its original appearance and fell into reality.The slender and fair fingers put the wide brim of the hat on, and gently pulled it back, revealing a cold and beautiful face—it was Yunyi.

"Although you are stupid, you are not too hopeless."

My pupils shrank slightly, and I was extremely surprised.In order to break through "Jade Wing Butterfly", I used countless demon-type inner alchemy, and Yunyi's cultivation was definitely not as good as the current me, so how could I easily get rid of the Jinghu charm technique?

Hua Gai seemed to see through my thoughts, and said with a smile: "Your every move, including the thoughts and thoughts in your heart, is under my control. Zhu Luo, you don't have much time, so you don't need to struggle anymore. When your mood is completely dark, Then he will completely become my puppet, obeying my words and obeying everything."

"Dream, uh—"

The candlelight flickered in front of my eyes.The incense that was originally burned for calming the mind has turned into a spiritual incense for ascending to the sky without knowing when.

I secretly thought something was wrong, and used my finger as a blade to draw a scar on my palm, and then I was able to continue: "Lingxiang Shengxiao... What did you do to me?"

"I'll let you fully understand." Yunyi raised my chin, and lightly touched my lips with her fingertips, with a hint of insult, she couldn't stop rubbing.

"Spiritual Fragrance of Rising Heaven, produced in Linlang Tianque, is not popular in the world, it is only used by people in the fairy world. In the light of my stupid sister, Xuan Dan is the only special case except in the fairy world."

I turned my head away, intending to avoid Yunyi's touch, but I was restrained even tighter, and I was forced to put all my expressions in his eyes.

"Other worlds only know that this fragrance has a price but no market, and it is hard to find in the world, but they don't know its true effect. If you control the dose and take a small amount, it will not be addictive, but it will make your cultivation improve rapidly. Smoking this incense will not only lead to addiction, but also affect the state of mind, weaken the defense, and make the smoker more vulnerable to manipulation."

I gritted my teeth and said, "Xuan Dan, Yunzhou City, Bronze Golden Well... the few times I lost control, it turned out to be your handwriting."

"Naturally. Otherwise, with your soft-hearted temperament, you won't be able to achieve great things in a thousand years."

Yunyi stared at me for a while, then loosened the restraint on my jaw.A little firefly reflected from the fingertips, pointing at the center of my brow.

It seems that there is an invisible thin thread holding my chaotic mind and pulling it out of the quagmire.

I was breathing heavily like a newborn.

After a little bit of relief, he immediately bent his hands into claws, grabbed Yunyi's neck, and threatened in a low voice: "Get rid of the addiction for me now, or I will take your life."

"The canopy is just the incarnation of my soul. If you destroy it, it won't help."

"Destroy the incarnation of the primordial spirit, and your real body will also be severely injured."

Yunyi smiled and said, "Compared to that, the great cause is not worth mentioning."

great cause?I raised my voice and said, "Yun Mo ascended the throne as he wished, and I have lost my immortal bone, and I have become an abandoned child, and I have no other use for your great cause. Why do you still want to plot against me?"

Yunyi shook her head: "From the beginning to the end, what we want is not only your fairy bones."

Not only... but my fairy bone?

"The Three Limits of Bamboo and Luo is the fate of a malevolent star that is hard to find for thousands of years. It is destined to fall into evil and bring chaos to the nine territories. This is a gift from God and a punishment from God. Zhuluo, whether you believe it or not, your ending will be It was doomed from the day you were born."

Destiny, destiny again!

My eyes were tearing apart, and I almost shouted angrily: "Don't tell me about destiny, I don't believe it! You are full of lies, don't try to fool me again!"

Yunyi's face turned blue from being pinched, but the smile on her lips did not diminish.He coughed twice, and the words were quite intermittent: "I wonder if you have heard of the Crown God Clan? This clan was once prosperous, but because of the strict rules of the clan, it was difficult for the people to rise through the catastrophe, and becoming a god is even more wishful thinking. Now it has gradually declined. , It’s hard to find the style of the year.”

"What do you say this for?"

"The Guanshen tribe has a crown of sacred trees. Its branches are scattered for a hundred years, and flowers grow for a thousand years. The trees and flowers depend on each other, which is called companionship. The day when the flower king in the clan ascends to immortality is the time when the companion branches die. Companionship, but doomed to death, it is difficult to have both."

"...unintelligible."

"You still don't understand?" Yunyi lowered his eyes, his expression showing a bit of condescending pity, "You are like the companion of Mo'er, destined to accomplish his great cause by dying. It’s not upright, gossip is inevitable. Fortunately, he has you as a stepping stone to help him. Zhuluo, the higher you stand and the deeper your bad karma, after you are eliminated, his throne will be more consolidated.”

I thought about it for a while, and realized the deep meaning, and my mind suddenly roared: "Take my fairy bone to repair the incomplete life, the second is to stimulate the demon nature in my body, right? Half demon body, half fairy bone and half demon bone. We should check and balance each other. I faded the fairy bone, broke the check and balance, and made the demon nature uncontrollable, so I believed your fanning the flames, and I fell into evil from then on. It's so intertwined. All of this is within Yunzhi's plan?"

"...Zhu Luo." Yun Yi said sarcastically, "So you really are, you are so stupid."

I look cold.

"Who treats you with sincerity and who treats you with lies? Have you ever been able to tell the difference? You loved him so much that you loved him so much that you loved him to the core. Now he is so fascinated by you that he doesn't want to To use you again, to drive you away in every possible way, to pave the way for you... You don't appreciate it, but why do you hate him instead?"

Should I still be grateful?

"In this world, the last thing I need is Yun Mo's charity. Who do you think I owe it to to be reduced to where I am today? Don't you think it's hypocritical to say that you don't want to use it...and pave the way for me?"

Yun Yi said, "Not only are you making progress, but you are also used to being arrogant. You are expected to be soft-hearted, so you are so unscrupulous and do whatever you want."

Hearing such remarks that confuse black and white, I couldn't help laughing back in anger, and asked coldly: "Is it me or you who are unscrupulous and do whatever they want?"

Yunyi didn't respond, a pretentious sigh escaped from his throat.

"Zhuluo, over the years, I have relied on my own strength to promote the transformation of the demon world. While gaining your trust, I also have to beware of the eyeliner sent by Mo'er. It is really like walking on ice. I was worried that when the net was closed, How to persuade Mo'er... It's all thanks to the good show. Your good life is finally coming to an end."

After saying that, he grinned: "When you were tactful with Cheng Huan under Zhaohua Shaojun, did you ever think about how Mo'er felt?"

Eavesdropping on the corner is not the work of a gentleman.

I was ashamed and angry, and said bitterly: "It has nothing to do with me."

"It still has something to do with it." Yunyi raised her hand leisurely, and touched my cheek.I didn't expect this move, and my expression suddenly stiffened, and then I angrily scolded: "You are presumptuous!"

He turned a deaf ear to it, and lingered his hand down, resting on my neck: "I can't understand it all too well. Mate, my good apprentice and nephew, and my stupid sister's temperament are carved out of the same mold. He now Although you are very angry, if you are willing to lower your figure and serve him like you serve Zhaohua, he may not change his mind and continue to do his best...to gain a chance for you."

Let me commit myself to Yun Min to gain a chance of survival?

It was as if I had been slapped loudly in the face in public, and the blood all over my body rushed to my face, scalding like fire.

Being humiliated by this, I showed no mercy, raised my arms high, and lifted the clouds in mid-air.The matter has come to this point, I don't ask him to help me get rid of my addiction, I only hope that I can severely injure his real body to vent the evil fire in my heart.

"For the sake of the monarch and his ministers." Yun Yi's voice became lower and lower, "If you don't want to be imprisoned in Lihuo Realm, then you will suffer the death penalty of Lihuo, and your soul will suffer from reincarnation. Then, you have only two ways to go now."

"If you don't want to beg Mo'er, why don't you try to beg Zhaohua. He was born with profound blessings and unparalleled fate. If he is willing to reverse his fate and suffer for you, you still have a way out."

I said indifferently: "I'm not Yun Mo, I don't know how to use others to achieve myself. It's ridiculous to talk about the way out! My internal strength is about to be completed, how can I just sit there and let you slaughter me?"

Yunyi coughed and said, "Did you forget... the fairy bones faded to Mo'er, and you share your real body with him from now on. In a battle, you can't hurt him, but he can easily kill you."

I froze.

That day when I fought with Yun Min, I obviously severely injured him with a wave of my palm.

"You still don't understand? It was he who shook his heart, and he let you."

"...let me? I never begged him to let me!"

Is Yun Min looking down on me like this?How dare you humiliate me in such a different way!

"Zhuluo, I really underestimated you back then. With this face alone, there are many people who are better than you in appearance. In terms of resourcefulness, you are even more mediocre. With no talent and no appearance, how can you hold the two brothers together?" Is it better than a prison?"

My eyes became more bloodshot.

He paused for a moment, then smiled and said, "You called me very nicely that night. If it wasn't for Mo'er, I would really like to have a share. Let's see if you can...serve me very happily."

The spiritual power of the fingertips was strong, covering Yunyi's body.Just before dissipating, he said: "Zhu Luo, why don't you take a look at your inner palace's state of mind, and then think about it—"

I didn't intend to listen to his nonsense, I clasped my five fingers together, and destroyed it into ashes, fluttering my sleeves in the wind.

At this time, the emotions were so intense that it was difficult to calm down, and unexpectedly activated "Jade Wing Butterfly".I didn't want to be driven by hostility anymore, so I tapped the acupoints on the four sides of my shoulders, sat cross-legged, closed my eyes and held my breath, and fled into the inner mansion.

As Yunyi said, most of my state of mind has gone dark, but there is still a little bit of clarity in my heart, which is trying to support my mind.

Like a candle in the wind, it is about to fall, and it will be extinguished in a flash.

As if I was killed by lightning, Qi and blood poured into my throat, when I opened my mouth, turbid blood spurted out, my five fingers clenched tightly in anger.

Zhuluo, Zhuluo...wait a minute, should I call you Zhuluo, or Zhuluo?

In fact, there is no difference.

You practice supreme internal strength, fight for power and position, change your name and dynasty, think you can live in a high place, and turn yourself into the master from then on.

Unexpectedly, after going around for a hundred years, you still can't escape the so-called misty destiny and the impermanent way of heaven.

Clothes, titles, power, these are all under the flow of materialism, to decorate your tattered exterior, illusory brilliance.

You……

In fact, it has never, never been really beautiful!

Born in a chicken coop, this life is a low life.No matter how diligent you are and how hard you struggle, God will never favor you.You are doomed to work in vain all your life, and you are only worthy of being crushed under your feet, reduced to a stepping stone for Yun Mo to consolidate the throne, and then die quietly.

Just like what Yunyi said, your ending has been predetermined since the day you were born.

Do you believe it?

Are you willing?

No, I don't believe it...I don't accept it!

The hostility prevailed and overwhelmed my mind.He shattered the door of the room with a wave of his palm, and chased away the living beings around him.

The sky is going to kill me, how can I sit and wait for death?

Don't kill everything in this world.Even if I die before leaving my teacher, there will be sentient beings buried with me, and I will never end up alone!

Wonderful, how wonderful!

I was so mad, I couldn't stop laughing.When the toes landed, he casually dragged a living creature in front of him and clamped his neck.

The surrounding area was extremely noisy, but I turned a deaf ear to it, and my heart and eyes were full of the prey in front of me.

The more he struggled, the more relieved I felt, and I even felt like playing around.

When you are about to die, put him down.

With a gentle breath, he lifted him up again.

This cycle goes on and on, and the hostility in the body becomes more and more rampant.Such innocuous play now can no longer satisfy me.

I still want to... eat its flesh and drink its blood!

Just as he was about to show his fangs, a gust of wind suddenly struck behind him, accompanied by the sound of Qing Yue's sword.

I pushed the prey away and concentrated on meeting the enemy.

The comer is very good at swordsmanship, he is decisive in attacking and killing, and his defense is also impeccable.I mobilized all my kung fu, but I still didn't get any benefits from him, instead I was forced back by him with the scabbard, and retreated step by step into a dead corner.

I don't want to admit defeat, the palm of my hand flits faintly, and the moon branch is faintly visible.Unexpectedly, this move was a flaw, and he flicked the handle of the sheath lightly between the eyebrows, and he couldn't move immediately.

Not to mention losing to Yun Mo, I can't even defeat this unknown pawn in front of me.

why?

Why is it?

I have been so diligent, I have not dared to slacken my practice all day long, and I am still being suppressed everywhere.

The immortal journey is true, and so is the demon journey.

I'm really...not reconciled!

When the man leaned close to me, without even thinking about it, I opened my mouth and bit his shoulder, and the fishy smell overflowed between my lips and teeth.Hearing the muffled groan of pain in my ears, I was filled with anger and then stopped for a while, feeling a moment of pleasure.

It must be extremely painful.

Why don't you draw your sword and kill me.

It is I who bind myself in the net.

Except for one death, there is no escape.

"Bamboo Luo." The tip of the nose was lingering with the fragrance of Lenghan Mei, and the back was patted three times, "Take a pat, and you won't be sad."

I loosened my tightly clenched teeth, opened my mouth half-opened blankly, and slowly raised my head, panting heavily.It's clear that he can't see anything clearly, but his gaze insists on darting back and forth, not knowing if he wants to find something... or someone.

In the overwhelming dark red, a hazy phantom was outlined.

I reached out to touch it, and it was as cold as snow and sand.The fingertips slowly search upwards, as if stroking the slender eyelashes, the itchy touch is like ripples, accompanied by wet water marks.

Water marks……

I startled slightly.

The phantom condenses into a real shape at this time.It has a face like white jade, and phoenix eyes like willows.The color of the pupils is as light as glass, as clear as the bright moon, unstained by the dust of the world.

Such beautiful eyes should be placed high in the sky, away from the world of mortals.There are no waves and waves, and all living beings are pitched.

Why... you shed tears for me?

As if I was choked in my throat, I said after a long time, "Don't cry."

The pair of phoenix eyes were lightly closed, and a little crystal flashed in the corner of the eyes, sinking into the dust and mud.I opened my mouth to speak, but was dragged into his arms by him, so I just kept silent.

My mind is empty.

I don't remember who I am or who he is, but I seem to rely on instinct, my hands froze in the void for a moment, and finally landed on his back.

In the icy cold that engulfed me, I inexplicably felt a bit of warmth, and put down all guards, just closed my eyes, and fell asleep peacefully.

When he woke up again, there was silence and darkness all around.

A cluster of flames ignited at my fingertips.With the dim light, Zhaohua's peaceful sleeping face came into view.He held me in his arms, and I only needed to lift my chin lightly to touch the tip of his nose and breathe audibly.

The hostility was out of control before, so Zhaohua spent a lot of effort to subdue me.

Let him rest well.

I extinguished the spiritual fire at my fingertips without thinking, and opened my eyes wide in the night, forcing myself to adapt to the darkness.

It's all right.

As long as Zhaohua is here, I will not be alone, and the long night will finally usher in the dawn.

My chest was a little noisy because I was afraid of the dark, I stretched out my hand to suppress the sound, quietly moved forward, and pressed a kiss on the corner of Zhaohua's lips—it was hard to control myself, and I wanted to get close to him and touch him from the bottom of my heart.

Under the light of the moonlight, I stared at Zhaohua's face.After a long time, the corners of his lips were pulled up, and he laughed silently.

This beautiful crane belongs to me completely, in body and mind, and I belong to him.

How great would it be if he could keep looking at him like now?

It is no wonder that the world is happy.

The smile suddenly froze on the corner of his lips and disappeared without a trace.

I covered my eyes with my right hand, not letting the surging tears succeed.

Tears are useless, I knew this truth long ago, and I don't want to let this fragile posture show my incompetence.

This century-old scene is really like an illusory dream.

If I seek the sincerity of others, I will lose everything; if I seek my own life, I will never recover.

Compared with me, the jumping beam clown may be three points inferior.

The inner alchemy is the foundation of the state of mind.

At this time, my state of mind is almost completely dark, my inner alchemy is damaged, and I am reduced to a puppet, and I am powerless to recover.Even if you stop practicing the exercises, you can only last for a few months at most.

Should I be resentful?

Should I complain?

Or for the sake of dignity, fight one last time and fight him to the death?

My anger was exhausted in the farce just now, and I was only accompanied by the emptiness of being overwhelmed.

Why bother?I said to myself, since I can't compete...it's better to forget it.

Power and status are not what I want; disasters and chaos are not what I want.Forcing myself to come to this day, I am exhausted physically and mentally, and I wish I could fall asleep and never wake up from the dream.

Whether the body suffers the punishment of leaving the fire, or the soul suffers the pain of reincarnation, I will bear it alone.

It shouldn't harm the demon world, let alone implicate Zhaohua.

I don't know much about the reversal of fate that Yunyi mentioned.But if Zhaohua knows what he will do, I can't be more sure.

My palms were stained and wet, I closed my eyes and sighed softly, I had already made a decision.

Even though I am reluctant to let go, I must let Zhaohua go.