Fishbone

Fan Xiaodong, who just started again with his family, took the special products prepared by his mother early in the morning and set foot on the way back to school.

Finally untying the knot in his heart, Fan Xiaodong understood from the angry compliments from his roommates.He always thought that he was covering it up very well, but he didn't expect his roommates to find out early in the morning.The roommates understand that everyone has their own knots and sufferings in their hearts, so everyone doesn't want to make it difficult for him.

This trip home made Fan Xiaodong walk out of the closed door.

"Xiaodong" Chen Ye, the head of the dormitory, asked earnestly, "Since you want to open up, then tell us, who was Xiaojie when you were drunk once? It's not that we want to gossip, it's just that you called him that day. crying, the scene was extraordinarily spectacular, but luckily there was no one else on the road.”

After hearing Shen Ye's words, Fan Xiaodong froze for a moment, opened his mouth, but did not make a sound.

"If you don't want to say it, we won't force you." Before Shen Ye finished speaking, Fan Xiaodong interrupted, "It's okay, I just haven't figured out how to say it yet."

Fan Xiaodong looked up at the three roommates in front of him, "There is one thing I haven't told you all this time, but now I can say it." Fan Xiaodong smiled, "I like men." After speaking, he looked at the expressions of the three of them.

"I don't know if you can accept that your roommate is gay, so I kept it a secret. If you can't accept it, I can apply to the counselor to quit the dorm." Fan Xiaodong smiled slightly.

"It's okay, there's nothing unacceptable about this, it's such a society, you haven't broken the law, and we're not pedantic people, so there's nothing unacceptable." Chen Ye was startled and recovered his expression.

"That's right, Xiaodong and we are not the kind of people who don't understand things. What's the matter?" Mario patted Fan Xiaodong on the shoulder.

"It's your choice who you like, and no one can interfere. You are our good brother, and it's also our choice, and it won't change because of your sexual orientation." It seemed that the most old-fashioned Zhou Gu didn't understand.

Hearing what they said, Fan Xiaodong's eyes were slightly red, and his voice was slightly hoarse, "Thank you."

"It's okay, that Xiaojie is the man you like?" They didn't expect them to accept it so quickly, they immediately understood.

"Yes." Fan Xiaodong thought for a while, "To be precise, it was my ex-boyfriend."

Seeing Fan Xiaodong's appearance that night, shouldn't he love him very much?How did you become an ex-boyfriend?Mario couldn't figure it out, "Did he mention the breakup?" He didn't hold back in his heart, but asked out anyway.

"He and I... broke up peacefully, or we could say we were forced to do so." Fan Xiaodong smiled wryly, "We broke up after our parents found out."

"He and I were young, and his parents and my parents have been good friends for many years. He took good care of me since he was a child. At first we didn't have that kind of thought about each other, but in my sophomore year, he suddenly started avoiding me. gone."

"I thought it was because he was going to be in his third year of high school and he was busy studying, but he hid for two weeks. I was very anxious, so I wanted to ask him what happened? My friend told me that he might be in love. How to study well like him, boys who are not bad in appearance want to chase him, there must be no less than half of the whole school. If you have a girlfriend, you will definitely not go away with you, and you must have time to date. "

"I don't know why I felt a little uncomfortable after listening to my friend. I thought it was because he didn't go with me. But the more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I realized. I felt uncomfortable because he might have a girlfriend. My At that time, I realized that my heart was very scared, and I searched a lot of information on the Internet. I thought that since he had a girlfriend, so be it. But after a few days, I heard from his classmates that he has been in the In the library, I didn’t read any books and just sat there in a daze, I didn’t hold back and squatted at him.”

In order to stay with Peng Jie, Fan Xiaodong asked the female students in his class when he went to the library.

After squatting under the big tree next to the library and waiting for almost half an hour, Peng Jie finally came.Fan Xiaodong, who was about to jump out to stop others, was about to fall suddenly, but Peng Jie caught him in time.

"What are you doing!" Peng Jie was startled by him.

"Xiaojie, my legs are numb." Fan Xiaodong looked at him aggrievedly. His legs were numb because of squatting on him.

Seen by Fan Xiaodong like this, Peng Jie also felt that he was going too far. It was strange that he attacked him at the first sentence after hiding from him for so long.Reluctantly, he helped him to the bench next to him, rubbed his legs, and relaxed his muscles.

"Ah! Numb! It hurts, hurts, hurts!! Take it easy!" Looking at Fan Xiaodong with a wrinkled face in pain, Peng Jie smiled.

Seeing him smile, Fan Xiaodong was very unhappy, how could this man know how to laugh at me! "What are you laughing at! Why are you avoiding me recently? If I don't come to squat on you, are you planning to see me?" Fan Xiaodong grabbed the hand rubbing his leg.

Peng Jie lowered his head when he asked this question.

At this time, there was still an hour before evening self-study, and there was almost no one around the library, and the surroundings were quiet.

Seeing that Peng Jie didn't speak, Fan Xiaodong became anxious, "Do you hate me and don't want to leave with me, or...you have a girlfriend." Fan Xiaodong closed his eyes and said the last idea with difficulty.

"I don't hate you! I don't have a girlfriend either! I, I just, just..." Peng Jie looked at Fan Xiaodong with complicated eyes.

Hearing that he didn't have a girlfriend, Fan Xiaodong let out a sigh of relief, but luckily he didn't. "Just what?" Looking into his eyes, Fan Xiaodong felt that he still had a chance to respond to his feelings.

Peng Jie closed his eyes, gritted his teeth and said, "I'm just afraid that I won't be able to control myself." Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, Peng Jie opened his eyes and looked at Fan Xiaodong, "I like you, not because of friends, but because I want to be with you The object’s liking. With such thoughts, I can’t help but want to tell you as soon as I see you, I don’t think we can’t even be friends.” Like putting down a stone, Peng Jie suddenly felt relieved, and finally said it out , I still can't control this liking.

Hearing this sudden confession, Fan Xiaodong was a little dazed with joy, are they happy with each other like this? "You, are you serious?" Fan Xiaodong asked again, fearing it was a dream.

Peng Jie, who thought he was rejected, laughed at himself, "It's true, do you feel disgusted, I won't bother you in the future, you just pretend you haven't seen me today." He got up and left, but was held back by Fan Xiaodong.

"Why are you running? I didn't say disgusting. Besides, you like me. I'm too happy. What's disgusting?" Fan Xiaodong looked at the dazed Peng Jie, "University bully, I said I'm very happy because I like you too. I want to be your boyfriend's favorite."

"I have been in a formal relationship with him since that day." Fan Xiaodong smiled sweetly remembering that time.

"Since you are in love with each other, your family knows each other's character, and your parents like each other, why did you break up?" Mario didn't understand, since they both felt good, why couldn't it.

"No matter how much I like it, I'm not a girl, and he's not a girl. In the eyes of my parents, we are perverts and aliens." Fan Xiaodong's nose was slightly sour, "They think that we are separated, maybe it will be fine, and we will return to normal, so He was sent out of the country, and I was left in the country, all our contact information was changed, and even our house was moved."

"Okay, don't look at me like that." Fan Xiaodong looked helplessly at the three people who were about to overflow with sympathy, "I'm fine now, my parents have accepted me as a homosexual, it's not that miserable. My elder brother has always supported me, he never thought that I was an outlier, and my elder sister-in-law has always helped me, and I was very lucky to talk about my parents with my elder brother."

"What about him? You still can't forget, can't you let go?" Chen Ye asked impatiently.

Yeah, what about him?Fan Xiaodong twitched the corners of his mouth and said with a smile, "Slowly, he will forget. Maybe he forgot me. We didn't even have time to make an agreement, and we are separated by two countries. Now I am quite satisfied, my parents accept it, And your understanding is very good."

Zhou Gu couldn't stand this ugly smile, "Just lie to yourself, if you can forget you, you would have forgotten it. It's been four years, and I haven't seen you forget it."

Fan Xiaodong bowed his head in silence, "You're right, I can't forget him, but I can't find him either."

In the end, Mario couldn't bear the atmosphere, so he took them out to have a barbecue, had a good time, and the few people who returned to the dormitory also recovered their mood.

"Thank you." The three people who were about to fall asleep heard Fan Xiaodong's thanks, and they all agreed in silence.

The author has something to say:

You read that right!Mario is the homonym of Mario. I think there is such a pistachio in every dormitory. For the convenience of remembering, I took this name. You don’t want to hit me T^T. Love to generate electricity.Compliment me quickly?(?^o^?)?

Mario: Author!You are my real mother!

Me: Mario is good, mom is wrong!Come back and give you a good husband!