Fiber and Uncle

Just as Xia Guangxian left, Dai Shu was sent to the hospital.

Dai Shu, who was exhausted physically and mentally for a long time, finally collapsed in the company.After waking up in the hospital, it was no surprise that he was the only one left.Most of the colleagues in the company are just nodding acquaintances. If someone is willing to send me to the hospital, it means that being a person is not too much of a failure. How can I expect others to put down their work and accompany me in the hospital?

What's more, Dai Shu never disclosed his relationship with Xia Guangxian.

Everyone thought they lived alone, so naturally no one would notify Xia Guang to come earlier.It didn't matter if he didn't come, Dai Shu didn't know how to face Xia Guangxian and explain that he was tired.I don't even want the lover to find out that a strong sense of burnout and powerlessness is shrouding this relationship.

After calling back to the company to thank and explain, after completing the discharge procedures, Dai Shu left the hospital that night.Originally planned to detour into the convenience store on the way home to buy some sweets and snacks for Xia Guang to replenish his sugar, but he gave up due to lack of cash.

When I got home, I suddenly found that the extremely quiet room was not popular at all.That empty atmosphere seemed to indicate the possibility of the lover leaving.

Too familiar a scene...

Dai Shu felt dizzy for a while, and entered the room with trembling steps.

Xiao Xia!

Regardless of his exhaustion, Dai Shu searched around the house in a panic, but there was no sign of Xia Guangxian, and even Xia Guangxian's residence across the street was empty.Dai Shu tried his best to comfort himself, maybe Xia Guangxian just went to the convenience store to buy things, and he happened to miss it with him.

However, until the hour hand pointed to the number three, no one came back.

Xiaoxia... is she really gone?

Dai Shu couldn't help feeling——he seemed to be abandoned again.

Sitting in front of the computer dejectedly, Dai Shu discovered that there was a heart-wrenching sentence left on the computer screen saver that kept flickering:

"I was in a relationship that wasn't my own. What about you?"

What does it mean?

Could it be that Xiaoxia is just barely cooperating with herself?Pretending to be emotionally involved?Not really that keen to enjoy this abnormal relationship?

Dai Shu blamed himself, it turned out that he was so dull, completely unaware of the young lover's thoughts.

When Zhong Wei left, Dai Shu could convince himself "because I am boring and nothing has changed".

However, this time Dai Shu tried his best to change himself, Xia Guangxian still left.

Is it because no matter how much you change the version, you still can't let the young lover stay forever?Just like an online game, even if it is revised many times, many players will still look for new games after the novelty passes.

It's all in vain in the end.

I think I have worked hard to change myself, and I want to maintain this hard-won love song, but I repeat the same mistakes and mess up a carefully cared relationship.The sense of desperation that always backfires hits her face, making Dai Shu not sure whether to continue her pursuit.

With the light of "pure little angel", give kind assistance; with the look of missing your brother, give warm care; with determination without hesitation, give hopeful love.Reminiscing about the past, Xia Guangxian attracted himself deeply from beginning to end with his dazzling personal beauty.

With his unique sense of presence and unexpected behavior style, Xia Guangxian is so different.

It took Dai Shu some time to make sure that Xia Guangxian didn't take all his things away like Zhong Wei did, and even the things in Xia Guangxian's house across the street showed no signs of being touched.

In the end, Dai Shu still couldn't let go of the tiny bit of expectation deep in his heart:

Xiaoxia's departure does not mean breaking up!

There is still a glimmer of hope!

If he hadn't come back to be with him, Xiao Xia would have gone back to the opposite house, so... he had to work hard to survive before Xiao Xia came back.

At present, I only have work left, if I mess up this, I really have nothing left.At that time, even if Xiao Xia came back, with nothing left, what face would he have to face him?

Dai Shu believed in unsure grounds, forcing himself to focus on work first, except...

I am becoming more and more sensitive to sound, and I keep getting up in the middle of the night to check for signs of Xiaoxia’s return, which makes my sleep quality deteriorate; I often stare at the empty dining table in a daze in the morning, and I am almost late for work; when I see the computer screen saver, I feel a little pain in my heart ...besides.

It's just a temporary lack of the warmth of another person in life, and it's just that he's not used to living alone for too long. Dai Shu thinks that he hasn't changed much to his colleagues and friends, and he is still a veteran in the mall.

Seemingly normal, but in reality, Dai Shu didn't notice his abnormality after a few days in a daze. On the contrary, it was Ah Chao who saw Dai Shu's distraught.He was thinking about Xia Guangxian's request before he left, and Dai Shu's walking corpse-like state showed no signs of improvement.

A Chao really couldn't stand it anymore.

"Xiao Xia is a person~ The computer is really super powerful! Unfortunately, other aspects are not so good. Recently, I seem to have some troubles in my relationship, and I don't look like Xiao Xia anymore."

On this day, after making sure that there was no one else in the store, Ah Chao chatted casually while making coffee.

When handing the coffee and newspaper to Dai Shu, Ah Chao tentatively asked in a low voice:

"The person who changed Xiao Xia was Mr. Dai, right?"

His whole body was stiff and his breathing was frozen. Dai Shu suddenly felt as if his life had collapsed in an instant.According to Xia Guangxian, Dai Shu looks like a vampire dying at the sight of light.

Dai Shu never expected that a third party would know about his relationship with Xia Guangxian.

Was it because the interaction between himself and Xia Guangxian was so obvious that he was noticed?

A chill came to my heart, and Dai Shu's mouth was full of astringency.

Is it true that I, who is not confused at all, shouldn't expect to be with young men at all?

Years of searching in vain, heavy physical and mental burnout, struggling to hold on to the uncertainty of a new relationship, Dai Shu sadly found that his life was no longer colorful, only dull darkness remained, since Xia Guangxian left.

I talked about a love that didn't belong to me.

The words Xia Guangxian left on the screen saver, like the light of hope pouring out of Pandora's box, ignited Dai Shu's heart that was almost burnt to ashes.

Doesn't this mean that he was abandoned?Does Xiaoxia have something else to say?

Dai Shu tried his best to ask A Chao in a calm tone:

"Xiao Xia... did he say anything?"

A Chao described the previous conversation with Xia Guangxian to Dai Shu carefully, and also told Xia Guangxian to ask himself to help take care of him before leaving.

After talking for a while, Ah Chao felt that these two people cared about each other very much, and they used their own perspectives to infer the image that the other would like and guess the other's mood.In order to maintain this relationship, they all acted in a way that they thought was good for their lovers, but this also caused the consequences of losing both sides, exhausting each other physically and mentally.

These two are so stupid, so cute, and so stupid.

For the first time, Ah Chao feels that Mr. Dai, who usually has a distance, is not the indifferent one he imagined.This is the first time I know that even a homosexual relationship is actually no different from a normal relationship between a man and a woman.

It can be seen that love is not only blind, but all people in love will become fools, and regardless of sexual orientation and gender, they are all fools!

Don't worry about the threat of "Xiao Xia's revenge siren", the high-quality store manager A Chao can finally make a further but normal friendly gesture to Dai Shu - pat Dai Shu on the shoulder to comfort him.

"It seems that the two of you care too much about each other, and instead lose yourself. Unknowingly, you both fell in love with something that doesn't belong to you."

As long as the true face can be accepted by the other party, no matter how much the most authentic appearance has missing, it is a true love.On the contrary, what the other party accepts is only the appearance of wearing a mask. No matter how many advantages they have, it will be a false love in the end.

How can it be possible to maintain a love full of deceit for a long time?

How can there be a way to continue to operate without trust in love?

"Why can't I face my truest self?"

A Chao asked his doubts, gave Xia Guangxian the direction to think, and also awakened Dai Shu's blind spots.

Afterwards, Dai Shu still went to work as usual, but he always absent-mindedly remembered what A Chao said, and remembered the "abnormal" behavior of himself and Xiao Xia since the days of dating Xiao Xia.

For example, I am deeply afraid that Xiao Xia will leave like Zhong Wei, and I keep trying to satisfy Xiao Xia's sweet tooth.I don’t know how many times I have bought popping bananas, and I often take Xia Guang out for afternoon tea on weekends, and even force myself to eat the unbearably sweet and greasy food together.

Gradually, Xiao Xia no longer showed a high interest in sweets, and she was grateful for being able to avoid eating sweets, but she ignored the happy smile that Xia Guang ate sweets first.

If you change the way, you don't force yourself to eat, but simply accompany you.

Xiaoxia can enjoy the happiness of sweets to the fullest, and she can also be immersed in that happy smile?

For example, in order to let the two have a common topic, I force myself to watch those anime and games that I have no interest in. Because it does not match my personality, I not only feel depressed but also feel bitter.In the end, afraid that Xiao Xia would find out her pretense and boredom, she began to postpone the time to go home and spend time with Xiao Xia under the pretext of being busy with work.

Gradually, Xiaoxia began to talk with herself about shopping malls, economics, and family affairs. She was also happy because of Xiaoxia's growth, but she ignored that games and animation were Xiaoxia's work and entertainment.How long has it been since I played "World of Wild Beasts" with Xiao Xia?

If you change the way, don't force yourself to participate deeply, just simply listen.

Maybe Xiao Xia can express her creativity more freely, and I can also share Xiao Xia's joy?

For example, many, many... Within the scope of thinking about the other party, caring for the other party in the way of the true self seems to be more able to create a win-win situation than cooperating with the other party in a way that goes against the self in order to please the other party, rather than causing the current situation. The situation of both fiascos.

Dai Shu felt that he was really contradictory!

On the one hand, he likes Xiao Xia's youthful qualities, but on the other hand, he forces the young Xiao Xia to grow up.

While worried about Xiao Xia leaving, but at the same time making moves to push Xiao Xia away.

Why not face it with your truest self?

If you really like someone, you will really be completely unsure.The rationality, tolerance, and self-confidence of being an elder have long since disappeared, and the days are always spent in worry and fear, fearing that Xiaoxia will leave him.

Don't you just want to like Xiaoxia more seriously?

Want to accept Xiaoxia more confidently?

How can he use his past failed love affairs to hurt Xiao Xia unconsciously, and still think he is a victim and become depressed?

At the beginning, it was the "pure little angel" who first assisted, and it was Xiao Xia who first spoke to communicate.

Dai Shu realizes that in this relationship, he has always been the passive party.

Forever waiting for the little prince Xia to ride the computer, wielding the mouse whip sword in his hand, to kill the thorns, villains and dragons along the way, to save the uncle and princess in the towering ivory tower.

If Xia Guangxian heard Dai Shu's description like this, he would definitely be excited to take credit for it, thinking that it was the result of actively making the two of them get along.

Maybe, Xia Guangxian will want to try the princess hug again to show the charm of the otaku prince.

Dai Shu never expected that Xia Guangxian would be so imaginative at that time, sending himself to bed in the way of a princess hug.I am a big man in his early years, being hugged horizontally by a tall, handsome, slender young man... There is only a gimmick effect, and there is no romance at all!

Since when did you begin to emphasize romance?

Distracted from recalling the relationship, Dai Shu disregarded his work and did not concentrate on his work until he got off work.

At the bus stop about 10 minutes away from home, it was raining again without an umbrella.Sitting in the bus booth waiting for the rain, the similar scene made Dai Shu miss the past when the "Xiaoxia Baby Cart" came to greet him and forcibly exchanged their mobile phone numbers.

Dai Shu took out his mobile phone, hesitating whether to call Xia Guangxian.

The puddles on the ground reflected a vague yellow shadow.

Dai Shu raised his head in surprise, but he didn't see the person he thought he was, but he saw a mother and daughter who had just got off the bus, holding big and small hands, holding SpongeBob SquarePants' small umbrella together, just like the one Xia Guangxian once came to pick her up. A love umbrella for people to cling to and exchange body temperature in the rain.

Dai Shu mustered up the courage to press the green button and call Xia Guangxian.

The weird SpongeBob SquarePants song played, Dai Shu's hand holding the phone trembled slightly, and kept telling himself to calmly and patiently wait for the moment of connection and the voice of his long-lost lover.

"Sorry, the other party did not turn on the phone, it will be transferred to voicemail, please leave a message after the beep."

The standard computer voice made Dai Shu feel cold all over his body in an instant.

In the next second, Xia Guang's unscrupulous voice appeared:

"Oh~ Do you miss me so much? Hurry up and leave me a message~"

Desperately pressed the phone, the heavy rain poured into the bus booth with the direction of the wind.Dai Shu's upright back was soaked in an instant, his eyes were sour, and with a condensed expression, he walked into the heavy rain with no eyesight.

There are only two words left in my heart...Xiao Xia!

Back home, holding the keys in wet hands, Dai Shu suddenly remembered the past.

Once, Xia Guang first forgot the key, borrowed the flowered shirt left by Zhong Wei, and let himself fall into those beautiful eyes and couldn't extricate himself.

This time, he came back wet as well, but there was no sunny Xia Guangxian by his side.

A chill spread all over Dai Shu's body.

Even though he had put on dry and warm clothes, Dai Shu still felt cold.

It's just that without Xia Guangxian's company, his heart is as cold as if he was in a world of ice and snow.

Sitting silently in front of the computer, Dai Shu flipped through the notebook he found yesterday. Xia Guang first drew all kinds of Q-version uncles on it, "Why don't you come back soon, uncle", "I really want to eat sweets", "I You must be patient" and so on, Xia Guangxian's depressive words filled with his true feelings filled the paper.

In what mood is Xiaoxia sending herself to work with a smile?

Staring at the message on the screen saver again, remembering the smile Xia Guang sent off to me before going to work, I suddenly felt like crying, but before I realized it, the tears were already flowing uncontrollably.

Dai Shu deeply felt that he really messed up everything... Xia Guangxian might never come back again!

Dial Xia Guangxian's mobile phone number again, still enter the voicemail.

Although it was a voice message, at least Xiao Xia's voice could still be heard.

Holding this kind of self-comforting mood, Dai Shu repeated the same actions after listening to the voicemail, ending the call, and calling again, as if he was going to enter an infinite loop without interruption.

After a long time... Dai Shu decided to tell the truth in the voice message.

With the determination to resist the war for a long time, Dai Shu firmly believed that one day, Xia Guangxian would hear the message and hear his true feelings.

With the most sincere and firm tone, leaving what should be said but not said, Dai Shu thought of another possibility - "World of Wild Beasts".

That world that is both virtual and real ends the beautiful mistake of meeting "Uncle Trendy" and "Pure Little Angel" and turns to the beginning of Dai Shu and Xia Guangxian composing a new love song.

Dai Shu wanted to try to go online to try his luck, and when he moved the mouse, the screen saver disappeared and was replaced by a desktop that made him dumbfounded.

The tablecloth was replaced with the picture of myself sleeping soundly, and there was a dynamic Q-version cat Xiaoxia next to her face, posing in various poses, matching the beating words:

"OHMYGOD! Don't tell me, Uncle, are you only using the mouse now? I want to go on a journey to find the answer, so go back to my hometown! Don't call me, it's so remote there that I can't receive a signal. If Uncle really wants to See me right away, welcome to find me at the following address! Hahaha~ Just kidding, uncle should work hard, don’t miss me too much, but it doesn’t matter if you think a little bit, tweet~”

After returning to the familiar home, Xia Guang felt a sense of relief unconsciously, although there were still many question marks that had not been resolved.

Seeing the baby's only son coming home, the parents are somewhat surprised.They always get together less and leave each other more, and they have long been accustomed to their son's coming and going freely, but they are still very happy for their son's return in their hearts.

"I'm home!"

"Hey~ I suddenly miss the environment in my hometown, and occasionally I need to breathe some fresh air to live for a long time."

This pair of parents who adopted an open education knew how unique this son was.

No matter what kind of problem arises, if Xia Guang doesn't want to talk, he can't ask any questions; when he wants to talk, he will find an opportunity to speak up on his own, so he is happy to wait and see what happens, and doesn't ask too much.

That night, when the whole family was watching TV together, Xia Guang first saw that his parents were loving and sweet, enjoying the show with a good relationship, and unconsciously blurted out:

"Did you feel like you were pretending to be someone else when you were dating?"

My son is in love!

Xia Guangxian's parents couldn't help but looked at each other and smiled, there was a self-evident understanding in their eyes.

"Wait and cook red bean rice to celebrate."

Xia's mother couldn't hide her excitement, and wanted to show off her skills in front of her husband.

"We don't have daughters."

Father Xia hugged his wife laughingly, implying that his son was still waiting for an answer.

Smiling at Xia Guangxian's helpless expression, Xia's mother readily ended the rare opportunity to tease her son.

Adjusting a comfortable posture in her husband's arms, she slowly talked about the past youth of the couple.

"Actually, everyone wants to show their best side to the person they love the most, and even become what they 'think' the other person likes the most."

Xia's mother recalled that she had foolishly maintained the image in front of Xia's father, and she couldn't stand it anymore, so she went to a friend for dinner and took the opportunity to vent her bitterness.Unexpectedly, I unexpectedly heard a familiar voice from the next door. It turned out that Father Xia was also confessing to his friends. He pretended because he was afraid of being hated by Mother Xia. It was really painful and tiring.

On the spot, Mama Xia had a showdown with Papa Xia. The two had a frank and in-depth conversation, only to realize that they both cared too much about each other, constantly speculating on each other's needs, trying to change themselves and cater to each other, instead forgetting to show their truest selves.

Later, the two decided to face each other with their truest selves. If they can't communicate because of this, it means that the two are really not suitable, so they can get together and break up without wasting each other's youth.

Unexpectedly, this way of communication made the two of them get along more easily.

In the end, he walked into the auditorium naturally and gave birth to Xia Guangxian, his precious only son.

"When you wear a mask to fall in love, one day the mask will come off."

Mother Xia told her son her experience from the standpoint of someone who has experienced it.

Kissing his wife's forehead lightly to comfort him, Dad Xia went on to add his own opinion:

"Pretending is just a strategy, a means to keep the other party. The most important thing is that both parties must let the other party accept who they really are, instead of trying to become the person in the other party's eyes."

For a long time, Xia Guangxian's parents only gave advice and did not interfere with their son's final decision.

"You have made people become the people of their dreams, do their dream jobs, play various characters they like, try different dream lives, and feel happy because of it."

Xia's mother smiled half-smile, pointed at her son's nose and asked:

"And what about your dream of 'wanting to be yourself'?"

Xia Guang was dumbfounded.

I think I have always been loyal to myself, and I never thought that I would change or wrong myself for another person.However, for the uncle, he played Zhong Wei first, and then tried to play a completely different personality from the uncle's previous lover, and he never "be himself".

Xia Guang didn't understand why he couldn't play the real self?

Why does the uncle have to force himself to be not his real self?

On the way back to his hometown, Xia Guangxian was thinking about Ah Chao's sentence "I talked about someone else's love", and there were many forced changes between the two of them that went against themselves.

After hearing about his parents' past, Xia Guangxian slowly realized that, to him, age gap and gender issues didn't matter at all, but throwing himself into a true love with his true self made him hesitate.

How easy is it to play a love game?

How difficult is it to talk about true love?

Love games, as long as there is a strategy, you can easily complete HAPPYENDING.Even if there is no strategy, no matter how bad the luck is, as long as the R/L Dafa is done, there will be a perfect ending in the end.

In real life, there is no chance to start over.

No matter how careful you are, no matter how far-sighted you are, no matter how well-planned you are, there is no guarantee that you will get what you want.Giving everything but getting nothing, even losing his wife and losing his army, this kind of loss-making business is definitely not Xia Guangxian's own style.

However, if love can be calculated, how can it cause these troubles?

Whether it is on the Internet or in reality, serious, serious, embarrassing... Xia Guangxian only wants to enjoy the appearance of the uncle alone, and does not allow others to contaminate him.

For Dai Shu, it is no longer just fresh and interesting, no longer just collection addiction, no longer just possessiveness, it has surpassed all arguments, and has become a more intense and profound emotion...

I really like uncle!

I want to give my uncle happiness, I want to hold him in my arms and take care of him, I want him to belong to me only, forever.

He couldn't tell when he fell in love with him, or why he fell in love with him. Xia Guangxian only knew that at the moment he realized it, he had already fallen in love with the uncle unknowingly.

Because I like it, I lie to keep others; because I like it, I pretend to be Zhongwei;

The uncle is also like this... I like myself so much that I can't add it!

However, what I really want is a partner who can accept who I am.Don't put up your defenses, joke about it, and hide your true self like everyone else.Desire to let the uncle accept the truest self, let the real self world that has never been opened, have the most authentic uncle sincerely.

Xia Guangxian decides to face Dai Shu again with his real appearance.

If you can date quickly like your parents, it is best to be with you forever.

In case, there is really no way for each other to go on, it will prove that they are not suitable for each other, and they have no choice but to give up this relationship that will never belong to them.At that time, I will offer my most sincere blessings and let the uncle find a more suitable candidate.

If you have worked hard, at least you won't have too much regret.

With his mind set, Xia Guangxian urgently wanted to know Dai Shu's sincerity.

After a sound sleep and full sleep, Xia Guang first showed the brightest peach blossom smile when he looked at himself in the mirror looking radiant again, to cheer himself up when he was about to go back to the showdown.

He was very grateful for his parents' suggestion, but Xia Guangxian didn't plan to give him a nasty eighteen-year-old farewell.

"Let's go?"

"That's right~ I'll get some fresh air next time, bye!"

After saying goodbye briefly, Xia Guang went to the station alone.

Not far from the station, Xia Guang first saw a leisurely old lady and a very anxious middle-aged man. From a distance, the two were talking, but their gesticulating and interacting behaviors from a distance showed that the situation was very serious. Dialogue is basically talking between chicken and duck.

Thinking it was interesting, Xia Guang observed quietly first, but as the distance shortened, he felt that the figure of the middle-aged man was very familiar, a bit like the uncle who made him worry about it.

"Please tell me, because he means a lot to me."

After the familiar voice sounded like thunder, Xia Guangxian shouted joyfully:

"Big~uncle~!"

Xia Guangxian did not leave a complete address, so Dai Shu only knew which district he was in, but not the exact location.However, there was no one around this remote station, so I had to ask the elderly mother-in-law in front of me if she knew Xia Guangxian.Unexpectedly, they each talked their own way, and finally Dai Shu was so anxious that he couldn't help but yell impolitely.

After finishing speaking, Dai Shushang was blaming himself for being so rude to the old woman, when he heard the voice of yearning.

Looking at the reputation, Xia Guangxian was waving and calling not far away, with a smile on his face.

Ignoring other people's eyes, Dai Shu turned around and rushed towards Xia Guangxian, hugging him tightly with all his strength, fearing that Xia Guangxian would disappear once he let go.

Although Xia Guangxian left a message in advance, he never thought that Dai Shu would really come after him.So when I saw Dai Shu, I was really surprised.

Not to mention, Dai Shu ran towards him and hugged him tightly.

This kind of plot that can only be found in shoujo manga and Japanese and Korean dramas really happened!

Dai Shu's trembling body and the familiar temperature made Xia Guang smile unconsciously and bend his eyebrows, then firmly hugged Dai Shu back, and whispered:

"It seems that uncle not only misses me a little bit, but misses me very, very much."

Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed a crowd of people gathering to watch. In order not to embarrass Dai Shu too much, Xia Guangxian said loudly on purpose:

"Brother, you're finally back! Don't get excited, let's sit next to you and rest for a while, and talk slowly when we have something to say."

Glancing at the time at the station, the expected train has already left, and the next train will have to wait for a long time.

Xia Guang put his arms around Dai Shu's waist first, walked into the station slowly, and guided Dai Shu to sit together in an inconspicuous corner.

In this way, even if the two of them are slightly intimate, it is not easy for others to find out.

Dai Shu's heartbeat has slowly stabilized from excitement, and he looks at his lover greedily.

Obviously there are a lot of things to say, but they just want to stare at each other like this, and they dare not open their mouths to destroy the beautiful atmosphere.

Xia Guangxian was also rarely silent, and Dai Shu's heart-shattering words just now echoed in his heart, feeling the sweetness of being treasured, valued, and cherished by others.

I thought it should be a sensational and passionate meeting, but somehow it became silent.

The two looked at each other from time to time, then lowered their heads to think, seemingly wanting to say something, but swallowed it back.

There was a long silence between the two for a long time, but the cuddling bodies did not separate.

"I don't know if it's love blinding our eyes, or Ah Chao is actually the smartest one? I've thought a lot these days, and I've thought about it for a long time... I finally figured it out, and it's time to end this matter."

Xia Guang spoke first, breaking the silence.

When Dai Shu heard this, he was startled suddenly. He felt that Xia Guang was going to talk about breaking up first, so he interrupted Xia Guangxian anxiously:

"Can you listen to me first and then make a decision?"

Sensing Dai Shu's determination, and also wanting to know Dai Shu's true heart, Xia Guang nodded obediently and returned a gentle smile with encouragement.

After a pause, Dai Shu slowly talked about his childhood dream.

"When I was a child, I always dreamed of owning those treasures separated by glass in the window, as if as long as I had them, I would be the happiest person in the world."

However, when Dai Shu is really able to buy it, he is always afraid of ruining these hard-won treasures, and dare not indulge his mind to play with them, so he can only protect them with all his heart, fearing that if something is damaged, These dream things will just disappear.

Just like every young lover, it was the same with Xiaoxia before, hoping to keep Xiaoxia and not let Xiaoxia leave like other lovers.

"I tried to change, but I overcorrected. In the end, I not only lost myself, but also lost you. As a lover, I know that I am not very attractive, and even a little old-fashioned."

If you really want to talk about your only advantage, at most it is your ability to work better than others.

Even though he is so boring, but... Dai Shu promised with a serious expression:

"I am willing to change myself for you."

After hearing Dai Shu's approaching confession, Xia Guangxian felt that he should also respond with the same seriousness, and frankly express his heart:

"Actually, I am self-willed. Even if I really want my uncle to accompany me sometimes, I can only pretend to be mature and considerate. It's just to separate myself from my uncle's former lovers, and I have been enduring it against my own nature. During the few days I left, Only then did I realize that we were all suppressing our real selves, deliberately pretending that we thought the other person liked us.”

Such a love affair is too fake and too painful.

The real self is actually just a willful and eccentric child who is used to lying but yearns to be loved.

"No matter what the real you look like, I think you are very good. I like you because you are you. I also hope that the most authentic self can be accepted by the uncle, let us all be the most authentic self, and then start again Are you dating?"

A relationship in which each other can communicate with each other in their true appearance is the love that one really dreams and pursues.

Xia Guangxian gambled again, betting on the possibility of the two of them continuing to communicate with each other with the most authentic appearance.

After listening to Xia Guangxian's truth, Dai Shu nodded without hesitation and resumed their relationship.

The previous lovers had always been unilateral efforts of their own.

Everyone took it for granted, only Xiao Xia was the first person who took the initiative to care about herself, and even tried to suppress herself for her own sake.Although Xiaoxia is willful, she is very restrained and cute.

The relationship should be meaningful on both sides, such a Xiaoxia, how can I let go?

"It doesn't matter if you are self-willed, I don't hate the feeling of being dependent on you, it makes me feel valued."

Dai Shu smiled proudly, and helped Xia Guang tidy his fallen hair behind his ears.

Taking advantage of the situation, he held Dai Shu's hand and quickly kissed him. Xia Guang smiled and said many things hidden in his heart.In fact, I quite like being cared about by my uncle, and occasionally scolded by my uncle, which makes people feel a sense of happiness of being held in the palm of their hands, cared for and cared for.

Of course, if the uncle really likes to wear weird floral T-shirts, his wardrobe is always waiting for you.Oh, and also, if the food you cook is extremely unpalatable, you must remember to tell the truth, otherwise those challenging dishes will appear on the table every day, and the stomach medicine expenses at home may skyrocket.

"That's what you said, I will definitely get back all the self-willedness I have suffocated for a while, uncle, take it carefully~"

The two looked at each other and smiled, and an indescribable sense of happiness surrounded each other.

The sharp-eyed Xia Guangxian realized something was wrong. Dai Shu looked a little thinner, with dark circles under his eyes.

Could it be that something happened in the past few days when I was not here?

Unable to resist Xia Guangxian's sweet talk, Dai Shu finally surrendered, melted into his lover's sincere and caring eyes, and slowly told about how he was exhausted at the company and sent to the hospital that day.At the end of the sentence, he also deliberately emphasized that he has recovered a lot, and I hope Xia Guang will not worry too much.

Distressedly looking at Dai Shu who is still a little weak but brave enough to say nothing.Xia Guang first held Dai Shu's hand firmly and earnestly, approaching his lips and kissing gently as if swearing.

Drunk in the silent but sweet love, and in the satisfaction of finding his lover again, Dai Shu obediently agreed to Xia Guangxian's willful request along the way.

For example, when you go back, you need to fill in the name of Xia Guangxian as the emergency contact person registered by the company.

And, let the phone be taken away, and set the first hotkey inside to Xia Guangxian's name.

He even forced Dai Shu, who was extremely tired, to rest on his shoulder on the return journey, and took Dai Shu's hand without authorization, interlocking his fingers.

The body has not yet recovered, and with the anxiety of the past few days, Dai Shu really feels that the exhaustion of the body has exceeded the load. Although he feels a little embarrassed, he still obeys Xia Guangxian's stubborn willfulness, let the two palms exchange temperature, and lie on the lover's body in a relaxed manner. sleep on your shoulders.

Dai Shu clearly felt that after unraveling his knot, Xia Guangxian really seemed to want to get back all the self-willedness of these days.But... this kind of lover's request, not only did not make people feel disgusted with willfulness, but instead tasted the indescribable sweetness of happiness.

He willfully let his lover lean on him and hold hands. Although Dai Shu will be shy, he still complies with his request after all.Dai Shu's gradually even and slow breathing could be heard in his ear, looking at that strict and gentle sleeping face, Xia Guangxian suddenly felt that he was the happiest person in the world.

After the car dealer left the remote hometown, he suddenly felt the phone vibrating, and he was reluctant to let go of the hand he was holding. Xia Guangxian had to answer it with one hand.

"You have a voice message, beep—"

Through the microphone, Dai Shu's deep and serious voice came:

"I always thought that as long as I changed myself, I could keep you. Unfortunately, I was always wrong. I know that I am not a "fashionable uncle", and I am even very old-fashioned and boring, but I am really willing to work for you.