Emperor order

Human thinking is a wonderful thing, sometimes it is not under the control of human beings.

Cheng Hu warned himself again and again not to think deeply about his feelings for Kangxi.However, the scenes of Kangxi getting along with him for so many years flashed in his mind from time to time.In the end, no matter whether Kangxi was by his side or not, he seemed to be able to feel Kangxi's breath.He is like a drowning person, immersed in the influence of Kangxi on him all the time, unable to extricate himself.

Kangxi noticed Chenghu's strangeness.However, every time he asked, Cheng Hu said nothing.Over time, Kangxi didn't ask any more questions.He believes that when a child grows up, he should have his own secret.Under Cheng Hu's various irritability, they came to the bank of the Yellow River, and it was already October [-]th.

Seeing the majestic Yellow River, Cheng Hu, who had been immersed in troubles, was finally distracted.He still remembered that he also traveled to the Yellow River in his previous life.At that time, the Yellow River was far less broad and less ferocious than it was in the Qing Dynasty.However, it was this ferocity that caused great harm to the people of the Qing Dynasty.Every year when the Yellow River floods, it is the day when the people along the river suffer.

In order to improve this situation, Kangxi had long made up his mind to rectify the river affairs.Unfortunately, it is not so easy to manage the Yellow River well.Not only human resources are needed, but also financial resources.In the past few years, the imperial court has been busy fighting wars, so there is no spare money to harness the river.Therefore, the management of the Yellow River can only be delayed again and again.Until recently, this matter was put on the agenda.

Facing the turbulent water of the Yellow River, Kangxi's face was serious: "Chenghu, have you seen it? One day if this river is not well governed, the people of Li will suffer one more day. However, after so many years, no one can take this Tiaohe can't help it. Since you asked to do this, you have to make up your mind to do it well, and I hope you won't let me down."

Cheng Hu said with a serious face: "Huang Ama, I will definitely go all out."

"Okay, I believe you." Kangxi didn't know if Chenghu could really do a good job, but he received Chenghu's determination.As long as he has this determination, Kangxi feels that he should applaud Chenghu. "Now, take a walk with me and take a good look at this Yellow River that has bred thousands of people, but also makes everyone fear."

The road along the Yellow River is not easy to walk, it is muddy everywhere.Everyone advised Kangxi not to walk, but Kangxi insisted on walking on the knee-deep muddy ground.Feeling Kangxi's sincerity, not only the officials began to follow Kangxi, but even the common people gathered and followed Kangxi and others from a distance.

"Huang Ama, be careful." Cheng Hu accompanied Kangxi in the front.He was afraid that Kangxi would fall, and Kangxi didn't want him to be troubled, so they supported each other and moved forward.

Kangxi grabbed Chenghu's hand and walked slowly: "I'm fine. I can't just sit on the temple and enjoy the blessings, I also want to experience the suffering of the people. We have traveled so hard for this distance, think about it, we have been What kind of life should the people living here live."

Because the road was too difficult to walk, Chenghu and Kangxi had to rely on each other.However, this feeling of mutual support made Chenghu smile contentedly. "Huang Ama, I will share your work and relieve your worries. So, don't be too sad. I believe that as long as you have the heart, there is nothing you can't do." Cheng Hu said confidently.

"Chenghu, you really look like me." Thousands of emotions sprouted in Kangxi's heart.

The more Chenghu looks like Kangxi, the more Kangxi wants Chenghu to inherit his great cause.However, in some respects, Chenghu was completely different from Kangxi.As a king, Kangxi will never soften his heart when he should be cruel.However, Cheng Hu couldn't do it, he always faced everything so kindly and optimistically.This kind of attitude towards things must never appear in a king.

In order for Cheng Hu to become a qualified king, Kangxi had to wear off his traits.However, Kangxi couldn't bear it.Once these things are worn away, Cheng Hu is no longer the original him, no longer the kid that Kangxi favored since he was a child.Therefore, Kangxi has always been contradictory.

As the emperor, Kangxi should make Chenghu change.However, as a father, he hoped that Cheng Hu would live so happily forever.He repeatedly made concessions to Cheng Hu, which was also delaying time, because he didn't want to make that decision that made him feel distressed.

Kangxi is waiting.Maybe, at some point, he won't have to worry so much anymore.Kangxi even thought that if there was a more suitable candidate among his sons than Chenghu, he would simply treat Chenghu as his own child.Stop demanding him, stop embarrassing him, let him live in the way he wants.He will protect Chenghu like an ordinary father until he can no longer shield him from the wind and rain.

However, Kangxi can't do that yet.Because so far, Cheng Hu is still the only successor he can see.Therefore, he still has to continue to polish Chenghu.

After walking for almost an hour, they finally walked out of the muddy ground.At this time, Kangxi and Chenghu's legs were covered with mud. Although there was not as much mud on their bodies as their legs, they were still not dry.

Facing the muddy Kangxi, Chenghu couldn't help laughing out loud.Perhaps, this was the most demeaning day in Kangxi's life.And this special day was accompanied by him.Thinking of this, Cheng Hu felt very happy.

"You are not much better than me, even your face is covered with mud." Infected by Chenghu's bright smile, Kangxi also raised the corners of his mouth slightly.Seeing a spot of mud splashed on Cheng Hu's face at some point, Kangxi wiped it off gently with his slender fingers.

Cheng Hu didn't know if Kangxi felt it, but after his hand touched his cheek, Cheng Hu's face turned red instantly.This scorching temperature made Cheng Hu reflexively avoid Kangxi's touch.

"Huang Ama, let's go back to the palace quickly! It's very uncomfortable to be covered in mud." Cheng Hu wanted to make Kangxi forget about his strangeness at that moment, so he hurriedly changed the subject.

In fact, Kangxi felt the ironing on Chenghu's face.However, he clearly misunderstood. "Chenghu, why is your face so hot? Do you have a fever?" Kangxi worriedly grabbed Chenghu who was struggling a little, and touched his forehead again.

Cheng Hu said helplessly: "Huang Ama, I don't have a fever." I just blushed, Cheng Hu muttered in his heart.But why would I blush when Huang Ama touched my face?Think of my troubles these days.Cheng Hu touched the edge of the truth a little bit, thinking of the incredible reason, Cheng Hu immediately turned pale.

"Your face turns red and white for a while, it must be due to the wind and cold. Liang Jiugong, hurry back to the palace." Kangxi, who was determined that Chenghu was sick, hurriedly pulled Chenghu onto the dragon chariot, and let people drive quickly to the palace.

At this moment, Cheng Hu hopes that he is really sick, but unfortunately, even if he is really sick, that is not the reason for him to escape.He had to admit that he seemed to have thoughts about Kangxi that he shouldn't have.He didn't know when, in their simple father-son relationship, he actually mixed in a son-daughter affair.Not only did he have respect and love for Kangxi, but he even had the love he should have had for women.

At this moment, Cheng Hu seemed to be in a catastrophe!I can't breathe, I can only feel the piercing pain!

After returning to the palace, Cheng Hu forced a smile and said, "Huang Ama, I'm really fine. If you don't believe me, you can check the pulse yourself."

Kangxi dubiously checked Chenghu's pulse and found that he did not show any signs of illness, so he let him go. "Then, take a good rest after cleaning up. After a busy day, you should be tired!" Kangxi reminded intimately.

Cheng Hu lowered his head slightly, and forced himself to speak in the usual tone: "I know. Don't worry about Huang Ama, I'm not a child." After speaking, Cheng Hu disappeared in front of Kangxi step by step.

Looking at the back of Cheng Hu going away, Kangxi always felt something was wrong.However, he couldn't tell why.In the end, he had no choice but to attribute the strange feeling in his heart to too much worrying about Cheng Hu.

After returning to his room, Cheng Hu closed the door tightly.Then he slumped on the ground, burying his head between his muddy legs.

what to do?What should I do?Cheng Hu shouted silently.Why did it become like this?Since when did I actually have such intolerant feelings for my biological father?Even if he has more memories of a lifetime than others, he can't deny the fact that Kangxi is his father.

I like you.Cheng Hu never thought that he actually wanted to say this to Kangxi.Not as a son to his father, but as a man to his sweetheart.He knew very well that if he really said this to Kangxi, there would be nothing left for him and Kangxi.The original love between father and son will be destroyed once, and the original love will become a thing of the past.He will be rejected by Kangxi.But is he going to give up because of this?No matter what the answer is, it will make his heart ache.

Cheng Hu, who was almost driven crazy by the sudden truth, began to write the words "I like you" on the ground with his hands and muddy water.After frantically writing the confession all over the floor, he frantically erased it completely.

I like you, Huang Ama.But, I thought, I'll never let you know.Cheng Hu, who was lying on the ground, thought foolishly.Because I don't want to lose you.

A drop of clear tears ran across Cheng Hu's cheek, and also split his heart.