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Bai Hui's hand was stuck in the air, because he didn't have the strength to control it, his palm hurt a little.

Zhou Langye turned his head away, and also froze on the spot.He knew that he had frightened Bai Hui, so he let go of him very lightly, and his fingers slowly slid down Bai Hui's shoulders, every time he moved away, he showed reluctance.

"...If you are not relieved, just hit it a few more times."

He spoke in a deep voice, his eyes were not as indifferent as before, and the emotions hidden inside were deep and difficult to understand.After speaking, the corners of the mouth tightened, and the line of the jaw outlined a kind of tension and anxiety that was rarely seen in the past.

As for Bai Hui, he didn't know whether he was angry with himself or Zhou Langye, it was more like he was driven beyond endurance, and suddenly turned around and left.

Now that the matter has come to this point, Zhou Langye knows that he has been convicted of a stalker, but he can only catch up.

Bai Hui's apartment was only a few steps away from the elevator entrance, and the two of them arrived at the door quickly.Bai Hui had nowhere to retreat, with his back against the anti-theft door, his eyes drooping, not looking at Zhou Langye, he said in a cold and fragile voice, "Let me go..."

"...Did you forget what you promised me?" After speaking, Bai Hui raised his eyes and met Zhou Langye's.

His eyes were still so beautiful, there seemed to be dark water lines in his eyes, dripping all the way to Zhou Langye's long-dried heart.

Zhou Langye propped one hand on the door, but the position of the hand was very low, probably because he didn't want to give Bai Hui a feeling of being restricted.

He said, "I didn't forget, I didn't force you. I just came to apologize."

This kind of explanation was so weak that Zhou Langye himself felt unbelievable, he paused, and then said, "...I dare not let go, if I let go now, does it mean that we are completely over? "

We were over long ago, Bai Hui answered him in his heart - since I returned to the box at the winery, stood in front of you and called you "Mr. Zhou", please let me come back, we are already over.

But he didn't say this answer, he was never so cruel, all he wanted was a good get-together and a good break-up.

The man standing in front of him looked helpless, even more helpless than when Bai Hui watched him smoke alone through the glass wall of the theater last time.

For some reason, Bai Hui felt that Zhou Langye, who was standing in front of him at this moment, was about to cry.He also felt unstoppable heartache and sorrow.

He didn't want Zhou Langye to be so depressed.Even if Bai Hui no longer owns him, he still hopes that Zhou Langye will always be that proud and superior person with the capital to look down on all sentient beings.

He reached out and pushed on the man's chest in a gesture of resistance, but his words had softened a bit.

"Let's talk about it after entering the house." Bai Hui said, and reached into his trouser pocket with the other hand to take out the key.It seemed that he had accepted the fact that he still had compassion for Zhou Langye.

He opened the door sideways, walked in first, and then held the door for Zhou Langye to enter.

This is a small apartment with one bedroom and one living room, simply furnished and furnished.Because it is in a place like the capital where land is very expensive, and it is located in the 3.5th ring road with a good location, so even if it is only 30 square meters, the rent is still high.

Zhou Langye froze as soon as he entered the door.Bai Hui was changing his shoes at the side, facing this narrow room that could be seen through at a glance, for a moment he couldn't believe that this was where Bai Hui would live.

The inside and outside of this place are not as spacious as the bathroom in his villa.

Bai Hui glanced at Zhou Langye, and said softly, "Sit down, I just finished rehearsal, I'm sweating all over, change clothes first."

After speaking, he entered the bedroom and closed the door again.

Zhou Langye only took three steps and walked from the door to the living room.

In the living room there is a small sofa for two people and a coffee table.There are laptops and a few books on the coffee table, and an air conditioner hangs in the corner. Below the air conditioner is a row of drying racks, with a few T-shirts drying on them.Nothing else.

There are no dining tables and chairs, no frills, not even a TV.

Zhou Langye slowly sat down on the sofa, and saw a pack of lozenges and a few luxury boxes on the lower shelf of the coffee table, probably something like a wallet or a thimble.It's unopened, it's not like Bai Hui bought it himself.

Liang Qingye.Zhou Langye immediately thought of the name, guessing that the other party has not stopped pursuing Bai Hui.

But the unopened box reassured him a little.Bai Hui should have just been forced to accept it, he comforted himself like this.

The bedroom door opened, Bai Hui changed into a light-colored T-shirt and walked out.

He asked Zhou Langye, "Drink water?"

After speaking, he took out a bottle of purified water from a cardboard box in the corner and threw it to Zhou Langye.Then he took out a bottle himself, and stood by the wall to unscrew the cap to drink.

There was only one sofa in the living room, and Zhou Langye knew that Bai Hui would not sit beside him, so he also stood up, hesitated, and asked him, "Why is it so easy to live in?"

Bai Hui smiled, and said calmly, "I have only a temporary contract with the troupe, and we don't have much money." ——Basic salary plus performance commission, it is only enough to cover rent and daily expenses, and occasionally there is not much left Subsidize your savings.

Bai Hui made such an understatement, but Zhou Langye could hardly breathe.He managed to maintain his composure, and asked again, "Where's your hand, how is it recovering?"

Bai Hui's left wrist has been wearing a wrist guard.Zhou Langye had seen him perform on stage, and he had seen him wear casual clothes when he stepped off the stage, even now that they had returned to the apartment, Bai Hui never took off his wristband.

Bai Hui was silent for a few seconds, then pulled hard with his right hand, took off the wrist guard on his left wrist, and turned over the two cut marks on his inner wrist to show Zhou Langye.

He did it on purpose, and immediately saw the man's face change.

The scars on Baihui's face and neck have healed, and can be covered up with a little makeup or concealer.But he didn't treat the two scars on his left wrist, he wanted to remind himself.Stop being as selfish as before.

He said without any emotion, "It's almost over."—As long as Zhou Langye fulfilled his promise, he would really let him go.

The incompleteness of the body is secondary, a piece of Bai Hui's heart has been dug out, and it can only be left to time to heal itself.Zhou Langye is not the one who is so ingenious, he is the one who started it, so it can't be repaired well.

The distance between Zhou Langye and Bai Hui is only two short steps, if you want to say that there are thousands of mountains and rivers, it is nothing more than that.There are so many people and things around Zhou Langye at his fingertips, but Bai Hui is not included among them, Bai Hui is already a distant memory.

What Zhou Langye said earlier was correct.As soon as he let go, they broke up.

Bai Hui put the wristband back on again. He didn't want to really hurt Zhou Langye, but just wanted him to retreat.

Bai Hui is no longer that beautiful and clean 16-year-old boy.He has been whipped again and again by hatred, desire, not pure heart, and all kinds of calculations, and he has become beyond recognition.If Zhou Langye brought him back only out of nostalgia for the past, then Zhou Langye must be disappointed.

Zhou Langye took a step forward, and Bai Hui got closer to him, so close that Zhou Langye could pull him into his arms as soon as he stretched out his hand.

This time Bai Hui didn't hide, since he let Zhou Langye into the house, he had already figured out how to send him out.

He asked Zhou Langye, "Have you had dinner?"——the voice was very gentle, and the sharpness when the wound was exposed just now had disappeared.

Zhou Langye was slightly taken aback, as if he hadn't adapted to such a homely conversation all of a sudden, and then said, "...not yet."

"I think you've lost weight." Bai Hui didn't hide his concern for him, "I made soup, you can have a bowl."

Then he walked towards the even smaller kitchen.

Looking at his back, Zhou Langye gradually calmed down from various emotions.He understood what Bai Hui meant, Bai Hui was giving him a chance to accept all this and bid farewell in the calmest way.

They didn't say goodbye seriously, they were always entangled openly and secretly.Bai Hui may have been tired and bored, Zhou Langye would always express the wrong feelings at the wrong time.

Zhou Langye saw Bai Hui trying to lift a slow cooker.That should be the default soup cooking mode when he went out in the morning, and now when he comes home, the soup is ready.

He knew that Bai Hui's right hand could not use force, so he walked over quickly, stood behind Bai Hui, stretched out his hands from behind, helped him hold the soup pot, and put it on the table beside him.

The space in the kitchen was very limited, and the two of them were standing side by side like this, and they were a little bit overwhelmed.

Zhou Langye propped his two hands on the side of the stove, gently encircling Bai Hui.

Bai Hui didn't turn around, but still stood with his back to him.Zhou Langye's gaze slipped from the tip of his small nose to the alluring lips, and then to the thin jaw and the looming collarbone.Bai Hui didn't look sideways, he couldn't see the man's Adam's apple rolling, he just heard the magnetic half-dumb voice, "...I read "The Outsider" written by Albert Camus when I was in college. Remember: not being loved is just unlucky, but not being able to love is unlucky."

Bai Hui's side profile is elegant and handsome, with a slender neck. In Zhou Langye's imagination, the gentleness and beauty that Bai Hui once had, and still has until now, is undoubtedly revealed to Zhou Langye at this moment.

"I'm sorry, I don't know how to love. I've done a poor job and always hurt you." Zhou Langye apologized sincerely.His breath was rising and falling by Bai Hui's ears, this feeling Bai Hui always remembered, the only difference was that in the past, most of them were between the beds with mixed desires, but this time they were fully clothed and restrained.

After a long time, Bai Hui heard Zhou Langye say, "...don't be afraid of me anymore, after tonight... I will stay far away from you..."

Then there was a long silence, the sky outside had not completely sunk, and the north-facing kitchen was already shrouded in shadow.

Bai Hui turned around, just in a daze for a moment, Zhou Langye couldn't restrain himself anymore, suddenly hugged Bai Hui tightly in his arms, lowered his head and covered his lips.He kissed Bai Hui deeply, gathered him in his arms, panted heavily, his moist lips and tongue were tightly intertwined with him, as if he wanted to take away Bai Hui's last ounce of oxygen, and keep him in his chest forever. world.

He repeated again and again in the passionate kiss vaguely and frantically, "Hui'er, I love you, I love you." His tone was extremely pious, and he held Bai Hui's face as if holding a rare treasure.

Bai Hui slowly closed his eyes. He endured the man's kiss, and also accepted his apology and confession.

He said to himself in his heart, this is the last time.Even if people who love each other miss the opportunity, they still deserve a heartless hug and kiss.

Zhou Langye is no longer the person Bai Hui once knew who is good at sex/things.He kissed very passionately, as if he wanted to crush Bai Hui, absorbing his breath to survive.His tongue stuck into Bai Hui's mouth, and licked/fucked along his teeth until a little bloodshot was drawn by a sharp tiger tooth of Bai Hui.

Bai Hui is very docile, just like when he loved Zhou Langye in those years, he gave a slight response because he felt the man's trembling.

When Zhou Langye finally let go of Bai Hui, his breathing was disordered, and there were traces of deep and dark passion/desire struggles in his eyes.He lowered his head and leaned on Bai Hui's shoulder.

Bai Hui then felt a little moisture on his left shoulder, and Zhou Langye cried.

Bai Hui's eyes flickered, and there was a faint red mark at the end of his eyes.He raised the hand wearing the wristband, and gently rubbed the man's head like coaxing a child.

After about half a minute, Zhou Langye whispered, "...Let me drink a bowl of soup you cooked."

Bai Hui said "Okay", and the hand that rubbed his head moved down a little bit, and wiped the wet marks on the man's cheek with his fingertips, and was caught by Zhou Langye's hand, wrapping it tightly in his palm.

"Hui'er." Zhou Langye called him hoarsely, "Promise me two more things."

Bai Hui was a little wary, and stopped talking, which was a silent rejection.

Zhou Langye raised his head and looked at him affectionately, "It's something you wanted me to do before, but I didn't do it for you, let me make it up."

For a moment, Bai Hui didn't know whether to shake his head or nod.Something he had longed for... He unconsciously frowned and thought about it, and at the same time as a certain idea flashed, the man had already knelt down on one knee.

Yes, the former Bai Hui wanted a serious marriage proposal and wanted to be cherished.Rather than being forced to wear a ring for no apparent reason.

He stared blankly at the man kneeling on one knee, watching him bow his head and kiss the position of his ring finger.

In the end, Zhou Langye didn't say the appropriate words, and he didn't make things difficult for Bai Hui anymore. He knew that the kiss he didn't push away just now was the other party's greatest tolerance, and he was not qualified to ask for more.

Bai Hui took his hand away and said to him, "Get up, I'll serve you a bowl of soup."

Zhou Langye returned to the living room, and Bai Hui handed him a bowl of warm lotus root ribs soup.Then Bai Hui went to the bedroom, leaving Zhou Langye to sit alone on the sofa and drink soup.

About ten minutes later, Zhou Langye packed the used bowls and chopsticks into the kitchen, walked to the door of the bedroom, and said to Bai Hui, "Let's go for a walk."

Bai Hui has also told him many times that he doesn't like being picked up by car when he goes out, and wants to go out for a walk with Zhou Langye occasionally at night.It was such a small request that during the three years they lived together, Zhou Langye almost never walked with Bai Hui.

Bai Hui put the key on his mobile phone and came out of the bedroom. The two of them left the apartment and took the elevator downstairs.

It was already dark, the lights were on, and the heat had not dissipated.There was a lot of noise outside the neighborhood.

They hardly spoke, and walked side by side along the side street.Bai Hui looked at the street more often, while Zhou Langye kept looking at him.But it's very strange, every time an electric car rushes out suddenly, or a child running around is about to bump into Bai Hui, Zhou Langye can always pull him away with quick eyesight and quick hands.

In this way, we walked many streets without talking to each other for almost an hour or even longer.Bai Hui knew that no matter how long the road was, they had come to an end, and someone had to say goodbye first.

There is a bakery shop with warm decoration on the side of the street, Bai Hui glanced at the shop sign, and suddenly said, last month was your birthday, right?

Zhou Langye was stunned for a moment, and said, yes.

"I'll buy you a piece of cake." Bai Hui said, walked to the door of the bakery, opened the door and went in.

Standing outside, Zhou Langye watched through the glass as he chose a piece of mousse cake from the transparent showcase, paid the bill, and then came out with a small box.

Bai Hui was wearing a plain T-shirt, jeans, and a trouser chain. His hair was a little long and hadn't been combed deliberately, with a few strands curled up casually.

His eyebrows have an unreal beauty under the streetlight, his lips are soft, his face is delicate, one side of his hair is tied behind his ear, revealing his beautiful ear, his shoulders are thin, his shoulders are straight, his arms are thin and slender.Every inch of his body is Zhou Langye's favorite look.

The small paper box was handed over, Bai Hui looked at him, and said flatly, "It's late, let's go here."

Zhou Langye took the box, such a light piece of cake seemed too heavy to lift in his hands.

Zhou Langye knew that he should be more calm and decent, and say goodbye properly.But he couldn't utter a single word. Every time Bai Hui looked at him, his sanity lost an inch. He wanted to drag this boy away, lock him at home, and possess him forever.

But he finally nodded and said to Bai Hui, "Call a car and go back."

Then he raised his hand in the air, and soon a taxi stopped beside them.Bai Hui didn't refuse, and sat in. Zhou Langye handed a bill to the driver and reported the address of Bai Hui's rented community.

Bai Hui didn't look up at him again, and just sat in the back seat near the door.The car started quickly, and Zhou Langye stood by the side of the road, watching the car drive far away, into the flickering traffic, and could no longer be recognized.

Zhou Langye's last thought was that even if it was time for Bai Hui to part ways, he still wanted to give him some sweetness.

It turned out that God had never treated him poorly, and God had given him the best lover in the world.