Did you see my shell?

Gu Jinnian pulled away from his memories, and Song Li, who had not waited for him to answer, tilted his head and fell asleep in the co-pilot.

They soon arrived at the community, and Gu Jinnian woke up Song Li.

Song Li had a dream.

In the dream, he and Gu Jinnian also lived together, but it seemed to be different from the current state.

Gu Jinnian smiled more openly and freely, and the guest bedroom was also unlocked.

The door was ajar, and the dream and reality merged. In the dream, Song Li wanted to know what was inside the guest bedroom. As soon as he opened the door, Gu Jinnian's voice came from his ear.

He opened his eyes, the car had stopped, and Gu Jinnian was helping him unbuckle his seat belt.

"I want to see the guest bedroom." He said to Gu Jinnian.

Gu Jinnian's movements didn't stop: "I think you should know what it is all about."

"It's our memories." Song Li replied.

In fact, there is nothing to hide. Gu Jinnian didn't show Song Li at first because he was worried that he would be stimulated.

Gu Jinnian opened the door. It is very clean here, without the dusty smell of a room that has been locked for a long time.

Gu Jingnian must have opened it often.

Song Li's heart is warm, every day he can find that Gu Jinnian loves him more than he imagined.

The bed in the guest bedroom has been moved out, and what remains is just a row of display shelves and bookcases, with a display stand in the middle.

In the display racks are the trophies and certificates that Gu Jinnian and Song Li participated in various activities or projects during the university. Their textbooks and favorite books are neatly arranged in the bookcases. Two thick photo albums are placed in the most conspicuous one. In the middle of the row, on the booth is Gu Jinnian's graduation project, a commercial building with a strange shape.

Next to it are the handmade and assembled models that they made together when they lived together.

Song Li looked at them, strange yet familiar.

They should have been in his memory.

Gu Jinnian took out the photo album and sat on the carpet, and Song Li sat down with him.

"This one," Gu Jinnian pointed to one of the photos and said, "It's the winter vacation we just got together, not long after my internship."

In the photo, Song Li is wearing a sun hat with a big brim, his skin exposed to the sun is dazzlingly white, he is carrying a large kettle on his back, looking childish and cute, Gu Jinnian is standing beside him, with his hands on his shoulders, smiling Be flamboyant.

They are two different colors, but they are very harmoniously close together.

Song Li was infected by the emotions in the photo, and his heart was filled with inexplicable emotions.

But he wasn't impressed at all.

"So we've been together since senior year?"

"Well, we moved out after confirming our relationship," Gu Jinnian continued flipping through the photo album, "then we went on a trip to the tropics without telling them all."

Song Li looked at each photo seriously, as if looking at another self: "But I don't even remember."

"It's okay," Gu Jinnian touched his head and rubbed his hair, "You will be fine, and you will remember everything."

Song Li looked unhappy, and leaned on Gu Jinnian's shoulder without interest.

"What's wrong?" Gu Jinnian stopped what he was doing and asked him.

"I'm jealous." Song Li said.

"I don't want to see him being so happy with you," Song Li said more and more sadly, "You are also very happy."

"But it's all you."

Song Li didn't answer his words, but continued with his own thoughts: "You are happier than now."

Gu Jinnian couldn't empathize with Song Li's jealousy when he looked at the self that didn't exist in his memory, but he didn't want to see Song Li unhappy.

He closed the album and held Song Li in his arms: "No, I am the happiest when I am with Xiao Lizi."

"You lied." Song Li said aggrievedly, he opened the photo album by himself, looking for evidence to refute Gu Jinnian.

There is too much evidence, every group photo is, even the single photo of Song Li himself, you can see the intention and love of the person who took the photo.

That was the old him in Gu Jinnian's eyes.

"You are free," he said.

Gu Jinnian vaguely understood what Song Li meant, but he didn't know how to explain it.

The joy of being reborn, the things he had to do, and the unpredictability of whether Song Li's 27-year-old death could be prevented all weighed him down.

Yesterday is like death, and those who come can chase after it.

It was the luckiest thing for him to be able to come back and hold Song Li tightly at the moment.

Song Li fell asleep again.

Gu Jinnian suddenly realized that Song Li seemed to be getting more and more drowsy, and sometimes he could fall asleep while talking. It seems that he needs to be checked again when he goes to the hospital on weekends.

He put the photo album back to its original place, picked up Song Li and went to the bedroom, then briefly communicated with Chu Jinghe about Song Li's performance, and then lay down and hugged Song Li and fell asleep.

Gu Jinnian didn't sleep soundly, he was half asleep and half awake feeling that his arms were empty, he realized something was wrong and woke up instantly.

Song Li is gone!

At that moment, Gu Jinnian's mind buzzed, and his heart seemed to stop. He even scrambled to his feet and opened the bedroom door, before he could put on his slippers.

The light in the guest bedroom was on, and Gu Jinnian saw Song Li sitting on the carpet with his back facing him looking through the photo album through the gap in the door, and his heart sank again.

He pushed open the door and approached Song Li: "Why are you up, can you read the photo album during the day, are you still unhappy?"

"Huh?" Song Li turned his head, his expression soft, "When did you collect all these things together?"

"After returning to China, don't you know?"

"Why don't I have any impression?" Song Li showed a puzzled expression, "When did you go abroad?"

Gu Jinnian froze.

Song Li didn't pay attention to his expression, and turned back to continue looking at the photo album.

"Look, this is when we first traveled to the tropics together." He rubbed his fingers over Gu Jinnian's face in the photo, which was the photo Gu Jinnian pointed out to him who didn't have these memories before, "I said I was afraid of the cold, you suggest Travel to a warm place, anyway, there will be no classes next semester."

"I was trembling throughout the trip, for fear that the professor would ask me to talk about my graduation thesis."

"But I'm happy."

Gu Jinnian sat down stiffly: "Hmm..."

"Oh, and here."

Song Li was referring to the photo of them wearing couple sweaters, with a somewhat ugly chestnut painted on it.

That time I went to an ancient town.

The water town in the south of the Yangtze River with gurgling water seems to be out of the world, and all the pace slows down.

Gu Jinnian took Song Li's hand and strolled along the path paved with bluestones. Song Li was talking to him, and when he turned his head, he saw a small DIY shop hidden among the green bricks and green tiles.

Song Li had never played before, so he excitedly dragged Gu Jinnian in.

They chose two pure white sweaters, and Gu Jinnian suggested painting chestnuts on them.

Song Li was blushing and was grabbed by Gu Jinnian's hand, and they drew pictures crookedly on the clothes together.

After the paint on the clothes dried, Song Li pulled Gu Jinnian to put them on, and then asked the shopkeeper to take a photo for them.

Song Li pointed to the chestnut on the sweater in the photo: "It's so ugly, it doesn't look like me at all."

Gu Jinnian had a headache, he wrapped his palm around Song Li's hand that was still pointing everywhere, and was speechless.

"what happened?"

Song Li felt that he was very strange, and their residence was also very strange, everywhere was strange.

He took his hand out of Gu Jinnian's hand: "You're hurting me."

Gu Jinnian was in a trance, he wanted to call Chu Jinghe over now, but it was a bit uncomfortable in the middle of the night.

This is probably another look of Song Li.

He used to be like this, would he go to the place where they used to live and read their shared memories over and over again?

Gu Jinnian was so distressed that he couldn't breathe well, he wrapped Song Li into his arms and kissed his ear.

Song Li was probably tickled by him, and smiled while dodging.

"I'm a little sleepy," Song Li hugged him back, "Will I still see you when I wake up tomorrow?"

Gu Jinnian was speechless for a moment, and after a long time, he let go of Song Li——

"You can see me every day when you wake up."

Satisfied, Song Li fell into a deep sleep.

Gu Jinnian carried him back to the bedroom, sat on the edge of the bed and watched him sound asleep until dawn.

Song Li dreamed that he and Gu Jinnian were walking by the seaside together, and as they walked, they saw a bunch of hairy crabs coming out of the sea in groups.

He felt surprised, and turned his head to sigh with Gu Jinnian, but found that he was holding hands with a hairy crab. His hand was pinched red and painful. He called Gu Jinnian while letting the hairy crab let go, and then saw his hand The hairy crab spoke——

"Little chestnut, it's me!"

Song Li was startled awake.

Gu Jinnian was holding his hand, lying on the edge of the bed and fell asleep.

His eyes were black and blue, and his brows were tightly frowned when he fell asleep.

Song Li was afraid that he would catch a cold, so he shook their holding hands to wake him up and tell him to sleep on the bed.

Gu Jinnian was disturbed, and he straightened his head in a jerk, which startled Song Li.

"Why are you so dishonest in your sleep? You slept on the floor."

Seeing that Song Li was still there, Gu Jinnian felt relieved.

"Hurry up and sleep on the bed." Song Li urged him.

Today is Saturday, nothing to do, you can take a rest.

Gu Jinnian went to change into clean pajamas, and lay back on the bed.

Song Li imitated the way Fang He tucked him in and wrapped Gu Jinnian tightly: "Go to sleep, I will reluctantly let you taste my cooking again today."

Sure enough, he doesn't remember anything about last night, Gu Jinnian thought.He closed his eyes in a daze and fell asleep.

Song Li closed the bedroom door as lightly as possible, ran to the entrance to open the box that he and Gu Jinnian moved from the place he rented, and he hadn't had time to pack it.

There are tools like his measuring cup thermometer and small electronic scales to measure the water temperature and the amount of ingredients.

He hasn't used the kitchen since he moved in.

Song Li found out the things and put them on the table, and rummaged through the cabinet for the rice used to make porridge.

He searched and suddenly stopped.

He saw that in the transparent storage box in the corner of the cabinet, there were the same tools as the measuring tools he had placed on the table.

They are well kept, and the small beakers are separated by anti-collision cotton.

Did he cook like this when they were together?

Song Li was in a state of confusion. He saw that the things he had used before were carefully put away by Gu Jinnian, and his heart felt warm and a little sour.

It was him, and it seemed that it wasn't him.

He has memories he doesn't have, experiences he doesn't know about, he seems a little more outgoing, he's funnier.

The human body is metabolizing every minute and every second, and the cells are renewed every 120 to 200 days, and all of them are renewed every 6 to 7 years①.

He's not exactly who he used to be.

Who does Gu Jinnian love?Who does Gu Jinnian love more?

Song Li felt that he was unreasonable, and he was entangled in such a thing.

Gu Jinnian slept for a long time, until the rice grains of Song Li's shredded mushroom and shredded chicken porridge were full of water and stuck together, and Song Li began to feel sleepy again.

His head still hurts a bit, but it's much better than before.

He opened the door of the bedroom and found that Song Li was resting his head on both hands, his elbow poking on the table bit by bit.

Gu Jinnian pulled back the chair, and the sound made Song Li a little more energetic.

"Wake up, didn't you have a good rest last night?" Song Li changed the question, "Did I do something strange last night?"

"Did an alter ego of mine get out? Did he do something bad?"

Gu Jinnian was amused by Song Li's description.

"Don't laugh," Song Li felt that he was full before eating, "he is a bad guy, he makes you sad, makes you sleepless and makes me jealous!"

"No," Gu Jinnian moved the stool to Song Li's side and sat down, "Whether it's you in the photo, in my memory, or you who will run out when you don't know, it's all you, all of you." My favorite little chestnut."

Song Li didn't quite agree, but he still leaned his head on Gu Jinnian's shoulder to show his approval.

Gu Jinnian knew that it was difficult for him to accept it for a while, because people always have fear of the unknown.

It was past noon when the two of them packed up. Because of what happened to Song Li last night, Gu Jinnian contacted Chu Jinghe and mentioned the Sunday treatment to this afternoon.

Song Li suffered from the difficulty of seeing a doctor again, and refused to go in at the door.

Gu Jinnian carried him to sit in front of Chu Jinghe.

Chu Jinghe had a general understanding of the situation, and these were all within his estimation, which was a sign that Song Li had begun to improve.

He took Song Li to the inner room for hypnotherapy. Gu Jinnian also wanted to join him, but when a phone call came suddenly, he went out to find a place that would not affect other patients to answer.

It's the secretary. I don't know why I used the company's landline to call him.

And today is the weekend, he obviously gave them a holiday and said that they should not look for him if it is not an urgent job.

"Little Mr. Gu, Mr. Gu, no, Ms. Qiu came to the company. She contacted me and said to help Mr. Gu get the watch that he forgot to wear tonight's event here. I came over and opened Mr. Gu's door for her. Thinking of her..."

"Get to the point."

"She came into your lounge and I didn't stop her."

Gu Jinnian was so annoyed that he didn't know what Qiu Man wanted to do.

He told the secretary to be careful not to tell her to rummaging through things, and he would go there quickly.

Gu Jinnian put down his phone, he had to go see Song Li first.

Back in the consulting room, Song Li and Chu Jinghe had already come out, and the atmosphere was very dull.

Song Li saw Gu Jinnian coming in, felt aggrieved and went to hold his hand.

"what's wrong?"

"My hypnosis is useless to him," Chu Jinghe leaned back on the seat with a grim expression, "he doesn't want me to enter his subconscious world."

Gu Jinnian thought of the reason, and with the matter of Qiu Man, his mind was in a mess.

Seeing Song Li's lack of energy and fear of being blamed, he felt even more painful.

"Why don't you stop for a while?" Gu Jinnian suggested.

Song Li visibly cheered up, nodded and agreed.

Gu Jinnian had nothing to do with him, so he said goodbye to Chu Jinghe and left with Song Li.

He drove directly to the company.

Gu Jinnian left Song Li in the car to wait for him, and went up by himself.

On the way here, he had already called Gu Yunshan, telling him to take good care of Qiu Man, and not let Qiu Man always do something inexplicable.

The elevator door opened, and the secretary stood tremblingly at the elevator door.

"Didn't I tell you to look at her?"

"Mr. Gu..." the secretary hesitated, "Ms. Qiu just left."

"She took a picture of the framed photo on your desk with her mobile phone."

It was a photo of him and Song Li leaning together in couple T-shirts.

The author has something to say: Rice Cake: When will my dad be optimistic about Qiu Man?

Chestnut: Dead!Don't be jealous!

Chu Jinghe: So I am Tool Man No. [-]?

An unknown egg roll: ①From 360 Encyclopedia

Supplement: Cells are renewed every 120 to 200 days (except nerve cells)