Did you see my shell?

Song Li once again had a glorious cold.

He was huddled under the quilt, with only a lock of hair exposed.

Gu Jinnian dug him out of bed and fed him the prepared medicine.

Fortunately, since it is on the mountain, the room has been heated and it is not cold.

Song Li's throat hurt, as if being scratched by sharp claws.

He will never discuss his chestnut shelling theory and practice with Gu Jinnian again!

Song Li rolled the quilt into a nest, and nestled in it by himself, sitting and watching Gu Jinnian busy up and down for him.

"You seem to have given me medicine before feeding me." He tasted the bitter taste in his mouth, "You know, most of the medicine like this is taken after meals, but you made me drink it on an empty stomach it."

"This is not good for the stomach," Song Li said sadly, "Maybe one day in the future, I will toss and turn on the bed because of the pain and cannot sleep."

Gu Jinnian stopped and sat on the head of the bed: "Tell me, what do you want to do?"

"I want to go out for a walk." Song Li spoke confidently with a hoarse voice.

But Gu Jinnian was a big villain, so he refused cruelly.

Song Li pushed his "nest" unhappily, and turned his back to him wrapped in a quilt: "I won't go out, I'm going to sleep."

Gu Jinnian didn't listen to him at all, and rubbed his head: "Well, go to sleep, I'll go get something to eat."

Song Li failed to fulfill his wish, and fell asleep while lying down.

When Gu Jinnian went to get some food, he ran into Qin Youmeng again. Qin Youmeng stared at the porridge and side dishes in his hand meaningfully for a long while, then left with a strange smile.

Gu Jinnian also began to fail to understand her.

He returned to the room with his lunch, worried that the porridge would be cold when Song Li woke up, so he put the porridge in the microwave and waited for a while to heat it up.

The bedroom door opened, and Song Li came out wearing a one-piece bear pajamas.

"Why don't you go to bed?" Gu Jinnian took out the porridge again, "Then why don't you eat something first, are you hungry?"

Song Li's expression was a little dazed, he looked left and right, then opened the heavy blackout curtains in the living room and looked out the window.

"Have we moved?" He turned to look at Gu Jinnian again, "This is the mountain, right?"

"When did we move?"

Gu Jinnian couldn't answer him.

"I don't seem to be normal," Song Li lowered his head, "every time I wake up, my memory is disconnected."

He walked up to Gu Jinnian, put his arms around him, Gu Jinnian hugged him back, and kissed the top of his head.

"Am I dying of a strange disease and that's why we moved here?"

"No," Gu Jinnian trembled with distress, "You're just lost."

Song Li didn't understand.

"But I'll find my way back with you."

"So don't be afraid, okay?"

"I've always been, and I'll always be."

Song Li sniffed Gu Jinnian's scent, and put his arms around him tightly: "But don't be there when it's dangerous."

"What did you say?" Gu Jinnian distanced himself from Song Li.

But Song Li looked at him and stopped talking.

With his back to the light, his already dark brown eyes seemed to have a deep blackness.

Song Li lowered his head, but his hands were still tightly clutching the fabric of Gu Jinnian's chest: "Let's go for a walk."

Gu Jinnian stroked the hair on the top of his head: "But you are still sick, it's cold outside."

"I'll wear thicker ones, very thick ones, the cold won't be serious, let's go out, I want to have a look."

"We haven't been here together for a long time."

"You promised to come with me on my birthday, but you haven't..."

Song Li desperately wanted to go outside, and tried his best to present evidence that could support him going out.

Gu Jinnian's heart softened.

The assistant came this morning to deliver a change of clothes, Gu Jinnian wrapped Song Li up layer by layer and wrapped it thickly, then put on a hat and tied a scarf for him.

Song Li was wrapped into a ball and moved slowly because he was sore from the in-depth discussion on peeling chestnuts last night, but he was happy.

Because of the altitude, it was almost noon and the branches were covered with frost, trembling in the cold wind.

Song Li didn't feel cold at all, he ran in front of Gu Jinqian, and he didn't feel out of breath when he came up yesterday.

Gu Jinnian finally caught him and was about to teach him a lesson.

"Jinnian, Xiaoli?" Someone called them.

Gu Jinnian raised his head slightly and saw Lu Xiaoxi and Song Xiao walking down the path above.

Lu Xiaoxi's eyes wandered between the two of them for a long time, and then gave Song Xiao a positive look.

"You know everything?" Gu Jinnian said to Lu Xiaoxi.

"I saw that you were not normal. When you were in school, you ran towards Q every day."

Song Li looked at Song Xiao and Lu Xiaoxi, then at Gu Jinnian: "Are sister and sister Xiaoxi coming to the hot spring too?"

Lu Xiaoxi rushed over, hugged Song Li and rubbed his hat-wearing head vigorously: "Yes, I haven't seen Xiao Li for a long time, she is still as cute!"

Gu Jinnian separated Lu Xiaoxi and Song Li with an unfriendly expression, and looked disgusted at Lu Xiaoxi.

"Yo Yo," Lu Xiaoxi bumped his elbow into Song Xiao's arm, "Did you see that, it's too protective."

Although they have been sending messages to each other, this is the first time Song Xiao sees Gu Jinnian after knowing that the two of them are together.

She froze, she didn't really want to give Gu Jinnian a good look at first, who would have thought that the person Gu Jinnian blatantly talked about in front of her when he was in college was her younger brother.

The last time Jiang Zheng organized a game, she noticed something was wrong, but she never thought that before she had time to confirm, she saw the two of them standing downstairs hugging each other when they were going to celebrate Song Li's birthday.

Song Xiao zoomed in on her phone camera and trembled so much that she almost dropped the phone from the window.

She wanted to rush down, and she did.

But they parted sooner than she thought, and before she finished putting on her shoes, she met Song Li who was coming up by the elevator.

She didn't want to take it lightly.

But Song Li looked shocked and timid, with pleading in his eyes.

She couldn't refuse.

Song Xiao came back to her senses, and her eyes fell on the hands of the two tightly holding each other in front of her: "I tested it yesterday, I'm afraid it's not very good."

Gu Jinnian understood what she meant.

What Song Li's mother said at the dinner party that day was already obvious.

She wants him to marry and have children like a normal person.

Gu Jinnian squeezed Song Li's hand: "Thank you, it seems that we are going to fight a protracted battle."

Song Xiao was noncommittal.

"What kind of dumb fans are you playing?" Lu Xiaoxi saw that their expressions were heavy and they were coming and going, not knowing what was going on.

Song Li also asked doubtfully, "What are you talking about?"

"Let's go down, Xiao Xi," Song Xiao didn't answer, she looked at Gu Jinnian, "You didn't tell him?"

Gu Jinnian nodded, Song Xiao didn't say anything, and went down the mountain with Lu Xiaoxi back to the hotel.

Gu Jinnian took Song Li's hand and walked ahead. There was still a short distance to the top of the mountain, which was a bit steep.

"What did you just say? What are you testing?"

They have traveled a long way since they separated from Song Xiao and Lu Xiaoxi, and a long time has passed, at least Song Li thinks so, he doesn't understand why Gu Jinnian didn't answer his question.

This doesn't seem like a difficult problem.

Gu Jinnian sorted out his words.

The Song Li in front of him now is the Song Li with a more comprehensive memory. He vaguely remembers that they had a disagreement over whether to confess to their family.

They had never quarreled, and Song Li would not quarrel.

He just escapes.

In the past, Song Li was very afraid that others would find out about their relationship.

"What are you worrying about?" Song Li asked again.

Gu Jinnian felt that if he didn't reply to him, Song Li would turn into an angry little pufferfish.

They stop.

We have reached the top of the mountain.

On the top of the mountain, there is a platform built at an unknown time, surrounded by red pines.

The platform looked very old, and the years of rain and wind had made its surface yellow to the point where it couldn't see the background color.

They set up their astronomical telescopes here for the first time. This is the only place on the top of the mountain.

in a relatively flat place.

"I'm discussing with your sister and confessing to my family about you and me little by little." Gu Jinnian led Song Li to the place where they had planned to set up a tent and stood there.

Song Li showed resistance: "Didn't we agree to wait a little longer?"

He broke away from Gu Jinnian's hand: "Shall we wait a little longer?"

Gu Jinnian gritted his teeth and became ruthless.

"Little Lizi, do you know what time it is?"

Song Li was puzzled: "Don't change the subject like this, don't learn from me."

"We're talking serious stuff."

Gu Jinnian walked up to him again, held his hand and interlocked his fingers: "I know."

"What are you worrying about? What are you afraid of, little chestnut?" Gu Jinnian helped him rewrap the scarf that was blown away by the wind, "Little chestnut, we have already decided to tell our family, but you just forgot. "

Song Li showed a confused expression again.

The whole world is in chaos, everything is wrong, and Gu Jinnian is also wrong, he doesn't seem to know him anymore.

"Don't talk anymore, I want to go back." Song Li felt very cold, and the sweat covered by his thick clothes became cool, sticking to his body was very uncomfortable.

Song Li tried his best not to look at Gu Jinnian's expression, and went to the front alone to find the path down the mountain.

Gu Jinnian knew that he could not be forced anymore, so he followed and went down the mountain with him.

Song Li came back with a high fever, the mountain was cold and there was no hospital, so Gu Jinnian took him directly back to the city.

This time when the doctor gave Song Li an infusion, Song Li didn't hold onto Gu Jinnian anymore, nor did he hide from watching the nurse inserting the needle.

His eyes couldn't find the focus, and there was no expression in his eyes.

Song Li's headache and eye pain hurt everywhere, his internal organs were burned by the heat, he wanted to tell Gu Jinnian who was sitting by the bed and frowning not to worry but he couldn't speak.

He could only hold Gu Jinnian tightly with his hot hands, he didn't want to fall asleep.

After falling asleep and waking up again, Gu Jinnian became different again.

He himself will be different.

He didn't want that.

Song Li failed to fulfill his wish, he lost consciousness in a daze.

Gu Jinnian put Song Li's non-infusion hand, which was holding him just now, back under the quilt and covered it, got up and went out to contact Chu Jinghe.

Song Li's symptoms became more and more frequent, and both parties' memories were incomplete.

In a trance, he seemed to have grasped the key, but it disappeared immediately.

The sound of closing the door came to mind, the room was quiet, the person on the bed frowned and murmured something.

After a long time, Song Li opened his eyes and looked at the white ceiling with doubts.

He paused for a moment, then opened his mouth to the empty ceiling.

"Don't come out again."

"I hate you!"

Gu Jinnian, who was about to open the door and come in, paused, and then gently opened the handle.

Song Li's resistance to his other personality was more serious than he and Chu Jinghe imagined.

To be precise, his two personalities are mutually exclusive.

Gu Jinnian didn't understand why things turned out like this, what was the root cause?

He remembered what Song Li said in the car when he came out of the company.

Gu Jinnian went back to the corridor where he called just now, and dialed another series of numbers.

The author has something to say: Chestnut (grievance): I am dying!