【Summer Five】Iron City Wall

Jay:

How are you?Did you get home safely? How is your injury?

Satoru

11.17

Dear Jay:

I'm back in Block One with Nelson, on that damn soft bed.The doctor said that I didn't suffer any serious injuries, and I could recover after a few days of rest. Who knew that the old man wanted me to stay in the room without moving, and I looked like a critically ill patient.Lucian said—it was the long-haired bishop—that he had made sure that both your and Andersia's names disappeared from the police files.Sorry, I have no other means of verification, so I can only trust his words tentatively.Among other things, Lucian probably doesn't bother to lie about such trivial matters. After all, one finger can handle those greasy old men, so why bother?

Anyway, I'm fine, don't worry.If something happens... If you need help, let me know anytime, okay?

nothing

Satoru Gojo

11.21

Peaceful Jay:

Reina said you're fine!Thank goodness...

Satoru Gojo

11.23

Jay in the winter:

The weather is getting colder and colder, and it has snowed a little around the mansion this morning.Lei Na and Lin said they didn't see it, but they ran out before dawn. I don't believe that neither pair of eyes is good.The winter in District [-] is relatively harmless, just wear a few more clothes, it will not affect the movement and no one will die.Speaking of which, I have been away for five years, and I can't remember the temperature here... It seems to be very cold. The old man always turns on the stove and the floor heater to the maximum. It is very stuffy to stay indoors. Why don't you open the window to see the snow.

How is the fifth district?Is it still that cold this winter?I hope my uncle and aunt are not sick. No one can bear this kind of weather.Of course, you too, don't run to the garbage station anymore, the old aunt heard that the factory will be handed over to a distant relative, whether it will be safe or not is another matter.

heating

Satoru Gojo

12.5

Jay who didn't celebrate my birthday:

I am an adult!Lin changed today's lunch to a small cake, obviously she would never do such a thing (laughs).They were probably frightened by me, lest an unsatisfactory one would make me angry again, so they just gave me some sweets from time to time, and planned to hang me like this; you might laugh, but the people in the first district are not that special-fake prudish people do It's as simple as that.

I had my birthday last year in Dakong. I didn’t say anything at the time, but the cake you made was really super~ delicious!Even if you don't like that Andre guy, at least do Johnny some face - I'm sorry I couldn't do more about it.Jonny Yachtberg is a... very nice guy.Even though he's too naive and idealistic to be called "smart" by my standards, he's in the category of "nice guy" through and through.If I say so, there is no doubt that he deserves the title.

At that time, the person who fired the gun was not a member of the military, but a free mercenary. The information was quite hidden, and I didn't have a particularly suitable channel around me, so I couldn't immediately track it down.However, I saw his appearance clearly, and it will be a matter of time to find out.

Let's talk about some happy things. I heard that the old men are in good health, and they should be working somewhere now. They will probably tell us to spend less time.From now on, I can also buy wine in the first district. If Andersia's family is not bankrupt, I will definitely buy out his wine cellar as soon as possible!Among other things, Uglevedon started out with red wine, and he is doing well in his business, so he can barely drink it.

I haven't heard from you for a long time.In a week's time, the online unified examination will be held. You must be sprinting hard, soaking in the pile of books day and night!But with your abilities, State University isn't even a piece of cake—I never doubted it, really.

Of

Satoru Gojo

12.7

Jie who just started school:

Brazier Festival is coming!I was woken up early in the morning by the sound of renovations, and I couldn’t even go back to sleep. I’m writing to you while eating breakfast, and my mind is full of buzzing noises.Of course, these people would not be tossing about in the mansion, at most the noise of the crane was a bit loud—ah, the old man went to complain, I have to ask Lena to stop him, otherwise the whole construction site will be banned this afternoon.

eating bread

Satoru Gojo

1.18

Jay, who may be busy with his thesis:

I read a book about lies today and thought it was a bit interesting.I have never been afraid to deceive people, because no one cares if I tell the truth, and I don't care how the other party reacts to the lie.They are all insignificant individuals, after all doing their own thing, refined egoists are never stingy with petty tricks: anyway, no matter what I say, those who should listen will always do it, and those who are too lazy to pay attention to me will just ignore it.

Do you care?I'm thinking about this.There is no doubt that I lied to you on all grounds of universal value, and continued the same lie for five years, until I had to expose it myself.Before reading this book, I always felt that it was okay to do so. After all, it did not hurt others but also benefited myself. My "truths" that are not worth talking about will only bring disasters, no matter what they do, they will do no harm to anyone. .

But the book says that people hate lies and hate those who lie to them.Are you... the same?

If the answer is "yes," I would like to apologize to you, Jay.

feel guilty

Satoru Gojo

2.3

I hope Jay is not angry:

I wasn't specific enough last time, so I'll correct it. When I was 12 years old, there was something wrong with the political system of the House of Representatives, and the situation was not stable, so my family wanted to send me elsewhere to avoid the limelight.As a result, I ran away halfway—yes, I really drifted to the fifth district by myself. I just wanted to stay away from those disgusting guys, but I didn't expect to stumble and run for so long.

To be honest, I didn't report my expectations at the beginning, no matter what happened to me, it didn't matter.As far as the result is concerned, after combining all kinds of complicated possibilities, it is really kind of you to finally find me.

No, it should be said - luckily it was you.

The pen broke in the middle of writing

Satoru Gojo

2.8

Jay who may or may not have moved:

Back to the chip, how is dear Mr. Lawrence?How are you doing with Miss Walden?There are still many loopholes left in the last iteration. I have been modifying them intermittently in the past few days, and roughly [-]% to [-]% of them have been repaired.

You must have discovered that my biological information has changed, and now this is the most original "five enlightenment".See the chip in my forehead?That is an advanced masker that directly overwrites the original information and pastes a false identity on the data stream, which is traditional.The chip has an emergency program of "it will be activated when it is damaged", and the real-time coordinates will be sent to all trustworthy people.

At that time, only this way can save you, I have no choice.Believe it or not, five years with you was more... beautiful than any memory in the past?hapiness?I'm not very good at describing.

So just at this point, I don't think it's cheating.Is it true that Gojo Satoru who is with you is not real?

Write code until you are bald

Satoru Gojo

3.16

Preoccupied Jay:

About the night owl force and the revolutionary army... I don't have much to say.Andre is a spoiled young man (don't look at me, he is), who only cares about himself in everything he does, and is a pure short-sighted idealist.His path will definitely not work out, not to mention that in my opinion, he has no awareness of risking his life to move forward.Anyone can say those beautiful words. As long as a few donors stand behind, organizing a parade is a piece of cake.

But the so-called "revolution" is doomed to fail.What those people want is not the result, but the motivation and pillar to continue living.Even the leaders haven't really thought about the future after the rebellion is realized, who can make it happen?Besides, in all fairness, I don't think anyone can do better than the current regime.This social model has been practiced for hundreds of years, and it is the best balance after years of precipitation and assessment; perhaps some details can be further improved, but in general it has become the unshakable foundation of human society.

So don't think too much about it.The night owl is just a tool directly under the government, it has no subjective intention, and there is no such thing as "massacre".Just treat it as... Maybe it's not appropriate, just treat it as a nightmare.

as always

Satoru Gojo

4.10

Jie who can make popsicles:

too hot!I'm so hot!The ice cream melted as soon as it was taken out!

The automatic defense system of the mansion is being remodeled, the fan is noisy and dry, and the designer has installed a wrong pipe - boy, all the heat is exhausted into the room!

You can't imagine how hot this is. If I never wrote a letter again, I must have evaporated in place.

about to melt

Satoru Gojo

4.25

Jie who is about to take the final exam:

Recently, Lin fell in love with a boy, and he dragged Reina to talk about it all day long, which made my ears callous.Do you still not know who they are?Don't worry, it's just a maid hired by the house, and it has no competition with you!

She just stood outside the door and said, thinking I couldn't hear.What cute sleeping, cute eating, even angry cute, almost bore me to death.Is it so troublesome to fall in love?Moreover, one time when she found me listening, she didn't even hide. She pointed her finger at me and said, "Master, you are laughing."

am i laughingWell, how do I know.

I can't understand myself more and more

Satoru Gojo

5.15

Jie who is not going anywhere:

I dreamed of you last night.It's dark all around, you keep walking, your steps are fast, and you won't stop no matter how you scream.

But that's just a dream, I know you'll always answer me.

determined

Satoru Gojo

5.30

Missing Jay:

Nielsen said that love is the maximization of human emotions and the supreme bargaining chip that can be placed in the balance.I used to believe it firmly, but everyone I met in the past five years told me "this is wrong".

Love that cannot be quantified...?No one told me how to measure my emotions. They only mentioned utilization, power and layout. Any emotion generated by the human heart can be clearly marked, so that the world can maintain a stable shape.

I'm starting to think of you, Jay.The day before yesterday I even called your name to the empty chair as if you were sitting there with a clean, mysterious smile like a sweet demon.Maybe it's memory at work, but I don't understand, I can't understand, what the hell is this?

You always know more than me about this kind of thing, can you tell me the answer?

confused

Satoru Gojo

6.17

Jie with a lot of thoughts:

I've been thinking about Andre and Jonny lately.According to the universal concept, Jonny undoubtedly likes Andre - if you count his death to save Andre, I am afraid it can be called "love".As for whether the young master responded to this emotion, I personally don't comment.

But when Johnny fell in front of him and he dropped to his knees abruptly and burst into tears calling Johnny's name, something hit me.At that moment, I thought of you, and I imagined that it was you who died under the sniper, my brains shot out, and the blood splashed all over my body-then I found that I couldn't think about it anymore, as ordinary people say to escape.

I don't want you to die, even if it's just an illusion.

Luckily we won't get there, and I won't let you get there.

Positive

Satoru Gojo

6.30

Jay:

I think I get it, I'm sure I get it.

Uncle Hongshu once told me to "watch you carefully".Although I don't quite understand his true meaning until now, but the way he looked at me at that time... I can finally understand.

I still don't think you'd be reckless in retaliation, but it's good to mention that as long as the regime remains stable, revolutions and rebellions will never succeed, no matter who leads them, no matter how powerful they are.

The night owl unit that I saw that day was not even the tip of the iceberg. The iron city wall had too many cards, enough to protect the entire human race on the lifeless permafrost—if those in power got serious, any behemoth could evaporate in an instant Be clean.

If Andre still has any thoughts about making a comeback, please tell him the exact words.

your

Satoru Gojo

7.2

Dear Jay:

Today I asked Lin, "If you said you love that person, would you die for him?" She refuted it.This exquisite maid said, "I haven't reached the level of love, at most I like it a little bit, and I am far from the state of dying or living."

I thought about it, and then asked, "Does being willing to die for someone else mean that you love that person?"

There are so many factors that go into giving one's life for others that it's hard to boil it all down to love, she said.But it does represent an extremely heavy emotion, which is very accessible.

"Then what can be called love?"

"From what I see personally, love is not limited to death, but instead shines brighter on the soil of life. Of course, the master should not understand..."

"Speak the key."

"—Love someone deeply, willing to live for him."

confused

Satoru Gojo

7.4

Jay:

It's day 251, Jay, even if you don't believe it anymore.

I love you and I am willing to...

The ink smeared, and the paper was crumpled by the young man, and he threw it on the ground angrily.Wutiao curled up on a chair, wearing thin clothes and thin trousers, with an alloy shackle on his ankle.The other end of the iron cable is connected to the end of the bed, limiting the range of activities to the spacious bedroom.

He slammed his pen heavily, lowered his head facing the letter paper all over the floor, and put his hands in his hair, as if extremely annoyed.

251 days, 251 letters, ink criss-cross, frequently deleted and revised, only the recipient's concise and pleasant name remained unchanged.

From white as washed to ink dry, they all lie quietly in this bedroom and have never been sent.

"..." The pause button was pressed on the five images, and there was a sudden pause.He made up his mind in just two or three seconds, and when he looked up again, his eyes shone brightly.

He started tearing up the letters.One after another, from top to bottom, without rules or mercy.Paper scraps full of words leaked from between the fingers, like a sudden heavy snow, fluttering and falling.

Amidst the sound of fibers snapping, Gojo laughed.

I'm going to see him, the boy thought contentedly.

He never had the idea of ​​"taking the initiative to fight for something", until the oath was proclaimed again, his heart was suddenly crushed by the heavy mountains, and finally beat sourly and lingeringly.

——There is no need to rely on flimsy pieces of paper, let alone obey the demands of the old guys; he just wants to return to Xia You again, regardless of the way forward or the way back.