This wave of anger, as if his chest had been pierced by an icicle, made people shudder.
Wei Lan lowered her eyes, staring at the right hand covering her heart.
Although the other party was silent, he could actually feel the agitation of another soul in his body.
And the fluctuation brought about by this soul impact also had a great impact on Wei Lan.
The substance of "human being" is made up of flesh, body, spirit, and soul.A sound soul resides in a sound mind and a sound body.If the soul is in turmoil, it will directly affect the stability of the spirit and the health of the body.
Generally speaking, people with dual personalities generally have such a common problem. The sub-personality will compete with the main personality for control of the body, and even both sides will have the idea of killing each other. The result of the final conflict between the two souls is to bring Puts a huge load on the body and mind, leading to insanity and physical breakdown.
In layman's terms, it's like those actors who are too involved in the play, they can't get out of the role after the performance, causing the role and the original self to conflict with each other, leading to insanity and madness. Therefore, most dual personality patients basically will lead the way to destruction.
But they are different.
Although they didn't reach a consensus, they didn't reject each other—in other words, they didn't interfere with each other, and they didn't even think about getting to know each other. At least, Wei Lan never wanted to get to know another self.
But now, for the first time, he took the initiative to pay attention to another self's emotions, wondering why "he" would have such big mood swings.
Wei Lan deliberately came to a secluded place, and after confirming that he would not be disturbed by anyone, he said softly: "Just now, what happened?"
"..."
"What are you mad about?"
During Wei Lan's movement, this wave of anger has dissipated like a cloud, but this long-lost experience still reverberates in Wei Lan's heart.
The "he" in the impression, although he often jokes a few words, but in fact "he" is more indifferent to everything around him than himself.
In the "heart chamber" where their souls intersect, Yue Howl quietly watched Wei Lan, showing a wry smile.
Wei Lan never understood his thoughts. On the one hand, it was because Wei Lan didn't mean it. The main reason was that the howling covered her own feelings, preventing it from seeping into Wei Lan's heart.
But on the contrary, Yue Howl knew Wei Lan's thoughts clearly.So on the way of moving, Yue Howl already knew that he would ask himself this question.
Seeing that the other party didn't speak, Wei Lan asked again: "...In the past few days, I always feel that my memory is intermittent, and there are a few places that can't be connected at all. Did you use your body to move?"
There was no dissatisfaction revealed in the voice, it was just an ordinary questioning tone.
Yue Howl smiled slightly and said, "Yes. I went to see the boy who helped drive away those two annoying mice that day."
Wei Lan's pupils contracted visibly.Unmoved by anything, this was the first time he showed an expression of undisguised astonishment.
"Can I go see him?" Yue Howl asked softly.
"..."
Wei Lan didn't answer yes or no right away, because he was confused in his heart.
As his "Twelve Knights", he shouldn't have anything to do with a child doing odd jobs, but he couldn't restrain his curiosity about that pure child.
Wei Lan knew that what he saw and thought could not be hidden from another personality, so he must have developed a strong interest in that child.
"……whatever."
Wei Lan did not regard the other self as his clone, but as a completely different individual, so he has no reason or right to restrain the other party.
And this idea was actually conveyed to Yue Howl's heart.
He smiled and said, "Speaking of which, the name 'Yuehowl' is very good."
"...?" I didn't expect him to be interested in this, which surprised Wei Lan.
"You can change it to this emblem. At the same time, I will also distinguish it from you and use the name 'Moon Howl'... Do you have any objection?"
The Knights Templar have always taught the knights to obey orders absolutely, so the deep meaning of this emblem also means that they must follow the instructions of the Knights and do some tasks even if they are not known to the public.
In order to make the "brightness" last forever, it is not an exaggeration to take any measures.Only those who are ignorant and living in fantasy will think that the means of achieving "justice" are as untainted as the word implies.
Carrying an emblem is equivalent to carrying a stain in order to support "justice".His choice of this name is also equivalent to choosing to bear all the stains.
—for myself.
The other party has assumed the obligation that I should have done, so I don't have the face to ask the other party what name he likes to use to call himself, or who he wants to use his body to meet...?
"It's up to you...as long as you're happy."
"—As long as I'm happy. I'm afraid even 'he' himself didn't expect that there would be a day when he would think about me like this."
At dusk, Ka looked for Mo Liang after his work, which seemed to have become a daily routine for Yue Howl.Today, as usual, we soon entered into a chat with Wei Lan as the theme.
Although it is very happy to be able to get to know Wei Lan whom he doesn't know in this way... But Mo Liang didn't try to get close to him at first to fill the void of missing Wei Lan.
It has been more than a month since I came to this world.Although maybe the flow of time here is different from his normal line, but staying here day after day like this will only make Mo Liang's heart more anxious.
The two brothers and sisters of the Wei family did not intend to call him back, and now there is a state of living in this world as a child for some reason, which makes Mo Liang more and more confused. Therefore, the Wei family asked him to pass Ke What did Ronos want to do when he came here.
——Let him witness Wei Lan's past with his own eyes, but in this state, how can he witness it?The time I can spend with him is only 2 hours a day, and during these limited 2 hours, the person I chat with is not Wei Lan, but Yue Howl of another personality.
The occurrence of this situation should be the mysterious beam of light in the dark prayer room.But if there is no knight to accompany it, a person of Mo Liang's status is not allowed to enter without permission.
In the past few days, Mo Liang tried his best to strengthen the relationship with Yue Howl, and wanted him to take him there to find out.
"Hey, are you listening?"
The shaking hand shadow in front of him pulled Mo Liang back from his thoughts to reality.
"...Ah, um, I'm listening. You are like twins, so it's only natural that he thinks about you, right?"
The Wei Lan he knew was not a bad person who only cared about himself.
Unexpectedly, after hearing this sentence, Yue Howl laughed exaggeratedly.
"...Did I say something wrong?"
"No...is it, is it, twins..."
Yue Howl, who repeatedly muttered the word, suddenly showed a childlike innocent smile.
"Being recognized by outsiders as two individuals, this feeling is really special. Although the dual personality is a retelling of the personality, it is actually from the same person, just like the front and back of a coin, but there is only one coin. This, I think even you, who are exposed to dual personality for the first time, should be able to understand."
Mo Liang nodded in agreement.
"But you said that we are twins, that is, two individuals. I'm really surprised and a little... happy."
The two souls born from the same soul both want to admit that they are the same existence, but they don't want to admit that they are the same existence.This kind of complicated feelings was successfully resolved by Mo Liang's "twins".
Different individuals born from the same egg have similarities that ordinary people cannot compare with each other, but they are fundamentally different people.It can be said that summarizing their relationship in this way fits Yue Howl's contradictory intentions.
"But even twins sometimes find each other annoying - especially when one is bound by the other, neither wanting to separate, but not wanting to be bound forever."
Although Mo Liang had no brothers or sisters, he had been in contact with several pairs of twins due to his work. He had indeed seen the situation Yue Howl said in a pair of twins.
The younger sister is very weak and can only be locked in the house since she was a child, so that the elder brother who wants to go out to play has to accompany her.And this elder brother felt that such a younger sister was his burden several times.But when someone wanted to separate them, the elder brother was unwilling to leave his younger sister's side—it was this kind of complicated mood.
"However, there is still a big difference between us and the twins. Although I am 'Yue Howl' and he is 'Wei Lan', we are still only one after all. I can only say that the biggest difference between me and him is interest s difference."
"interest?"
"Well. In the final analysis, I was born from all of Wei Lan's negative emotions. Rather than saying that I am an independent personality, it is better to say that I am Wei Lan's repressed emotions and wanting to destroy something. A collection of impulses, like throwing out trash, throwing away the unwanted parts to me.”
"Uh... take out the trash..."
"Ah, I'm not dissatisfied with this, it's just an inelegant but very apt metaphor. After all, this is also the rescue measure that the 'spirit' has made in order not to be destroyed by these burdens. Didn't I tell you before? Although he lives in a world of constant darkness, it's still too early for him to bear these burdens."
Moon Howl said lightly.
"But I like it very much. I enjoy living in this kind of world, especially when I admire those distorted expressions of fear that face my sharp blade. The feeling is not to mention how pleasant it is."
Although Yue Howl smiled gently, but being stared at by those too deep black eyes, Mo Liang couldn't move at all.
Noticing Mo Liang's expression, Yue Howl squinted her eyes and said with a smile: "Ah, don't worry, although I am a personality who only has the emotional concept of 'killing', I will not suddenly get mad at you. Back to the previous Let’s talk about the topic, I didn’t expect him to think about me like this one day, did I?”
"Ah... um..."
"To be honest, it should be normal for Wei Lan to care about others. It's a pity that he was born in such a family and lived in such a world. Either way, let him understand how ugly people's hearts are, chasing interests, fighting for selfish desires - everything people do is at best satisfying themselves. So naturally, he can't love them , I don’t know when, he began to be indifferent to creatures like 'humans'. If he said that the only emotion he has for 'humans' now is 'rejection'."
——So Lanzi seldom interacts with people, even if others approach him with good intentions, he will not appreciate it.
...But think about it carefully, do those people really have "good intentions"?
Mo Liang knew that Wei Lan was talented and intelligent, and had the ability to read people's hearts.If it is pure kindness, no matter how much he hates human beings, he will not reject him thousands of miles away.
Just like the knight who was pestering him to guide that day, there were so many candidates, why did he insist on pestering Lanzi?Could it be because he is the head's son?
Taught by the captain's son, he can become a bragging rights among his colleagues... or something.
It was precisely because of the insight into the ugliness of that person hidden behind the yearning smile that Wei Lan ignored his etiquette and walked away.
"... Then Lan... Wei Lan must be very lonely in her heart."
Mo Liang said with a slightly sad expression.
Yue Howl looked at him for a long time before saying: "...that's why he longs for friends in his heart. Even though making friends is also to satisfy the selfish desires in his heart, to fill the hollow gully in his heart, but this is not dirty. "
"..."
Mo Liang chewed on this sentence over and over again, recalling the expression on his face when he approached them proactively when he led Merry Ke and the others into the woodland of Wei Lan's house.
——It was an expression seeking warmth.
"I really want... I really want to see him again... I really want to talk to him..."
"Well, he won't take the initiative to come to see you." Yue Howl said with a smile.
——Because you are more pure than anyone we have seen so far, pure enough to make him realize his own filth, so even if he desires, he dare not show himself in front of you.
The closer you get to the sun, the more you will be scalded by its scorching flames.
"Actually, today is also the last time I see you."
His tone sounded like he was saying goodbye to him.
Mo Liang's heart trembled, "What do you mean?!"
Yue Howl stood up from the steps, facing the vermilion color of the setting sun, his pupils shone with a strange light.
"——Mission. An order from the 'Dark Holy Code'. You must have heard about the missing persons incident that was rumored in the city before?"
The eagle-like sharp gaze made Mo Liang shudder.
"Our leader said: 'The snake has exposed its tail, the next thing is to catch it'."
Yue Howl lightly smiled, facing the afterglow, and disappeared from sight.
Shocked by that abnormal smile, Mo Liang hung his outstretched arm in the air ridiculously, and was unable to hold his shoulder from the beginning to the end, asking further.
For example, why can't I see you again after this mission is over.
Wei Lan lowered her eyes, staring at the right hand covering her heart.
Although the other party was silent, he could actually feel the agitation of another soul in his body.
And the fluctuation brought about by this soul impact also had a great impact on Wei Lan.
The substance of "human being" is made up of flesh, body, spirit, and soul.A sound soul resides in a sound mind and a sound body.If the soul is in turmoil, it will directly affect the stability of the spirit and the health of the body.
Generally speaking, people with dual personalities generally have such a common problem. The sub-personality will compete with the main personality for control of the body, and even both sides will have the idea of killing each other. The result of the final conflict between the two souls is to bring Puts a huge load on the body and mind, leading to insanity and physical breakdown.
In layman's terms, it's like those actors who are too involved in the play, they can't get out of the role after the performance, causing the role and the original self to conflict with each other, leading to insanity and madness. Therefore, most dual personality patients basically will lead the way to destruction.
But they are different.
Although they didn't reach a consensus, they didn't reject each other—in other words, they didn't interfere with each other, and they didn't even think about getting to know each other. At least, Wei Lan never wanted to get to know another self.
But now, for the first time, he took the initiative to pay attention to another self's emotions, wondering why "he" would have such big mood swings.
Wei Lan deliberately came to a secluded place, and after confirming that he would not be disturbed by anyone, he said softly: "Just now, what happened?"
"..."
"What are you mad about?"
During Wei Lan's movement, this wave of anger has dissipated like a cloud, but this long-lost experience still reverberates in Wei Lan's heart.
The "he" in the impression, although he often jokes a few words, but in fact "he" is more indifferent to everything around him than himself.
In the "heart chamber" where their souls intersect, Yue Howl quietly watched Wei Lan, showing a wry smile.
Wei Lan never understood his thoughts. On the one hand, it was because Wei Lan didn't mean it. The main reason was that the howling covered her own feelings, preventing it from seeping into Wei Lan's heart.
But on the contrary, Yue Howl knew Wei Lan's thoughts clearly.So on the way of moving, Yue Howl already knew that he would ask himself this question.
Seeing that the other party didn't speak, Wei Lan asked again: "...In the past few days, I always feel that my memory is intermittent, and there are a few places that can't be connected at all. Did you use your body to move?"
There was no dissatisfaction revealed in the voice, it was just an ordinary questioning tone.
Yue Howl smiled slightly and said, "Yes. I went to see the boy who helped drive away those two annoying mice that day."
Wei Lan's pupils contracted visibly.Unmoved by anything, this was the first time he showed an expression of undisguised astonishment.
"Can I go see him?" Yue Howl asked softly.
"..."
Wei Lan didn't answer yes or no right away, because he was confused in his heart.
As his "Twelve Knights", he shouldn't have anything to do with a child doing odd jobs, but he couldn't restrain his curiosity about that pure child.
Wei Lan knew that what he saw and thought could not be hidden from another personality, so he must have developed a strong interest in that child.
"……whatever."
Wei Lan did not regard the other self as his clone, but as a completely different individual, so he has no reason or right to restrain the other party.
And this idea was actually conveyed to Yue Howl's heart.
He smiled and said, "Speaking of which, the name 'Yuehowl' is very good."
"...?" I didn't expect him to be interested in this, which surprised Wei Lan.
"You can change it to this emblem. At the same time, I will also distinguish it from you and use the name 'Moon Howl'... Do you have any objection?"
The Knights Templar have always taught the knights to obey orders absolutely, so the deep meaning of this emblem also means that they must follow the instructions of the Knights and do some tasks even if they are not known to the public.
In order to make the "brightness" last forever, it is not an exaggeration to take any measures.Only those who are ignorant and living in fantasy will think that the means of achieving "justice" are as untainted as the word implies.
Carrying an emblem is equivalent to carrying a stain in order to support "justice".His choice of this name is also equivalent to choosing to bear all the stains.
—for myself.
The other party has assumed the obligation that I should have done, so I don't have the face to ask the other party what name he likes to use to call himself, or who he wants to use his body to meet...?
"It's up to you...as long as you're happy."
"—As long as I'm happy. I'm afraid even 'he' himself didn't expect that there would be a day when he would think about me like this."
At dusk, Ka looked for Mo Liang after his work, which seemed to have become a daily routine for Yue Howl.Today, as usual, we soon entered into a chat with Wei Lan as the theme.
Although it is very happy to be able to get to know Wei Lan whom he doesn't know in this way... But Mo Liang didn't try to get close to him at first to fill the void of missing Wei Lan.
It has been more than a month since I came to this world.Although maybe the flow of time here is different from his normal line, but staying here day after day like this will only make Mo Liang's heart more anxious.
The two brothers and sisters of the Wei family did not intend to call him back, and now there is a state of living in this world as a child for some reason, which makes Mo Liang more and more confused. Therefore, the Wei family asked him to pass Ke What did Ronos want to do when he came here.
——Let him witness Wei Lan's past with his own eyes, but in this state, how can he witness it?The time I can spend with him is only 2 hours a day, and during these limited 2 hours, the person I chat with is not Wei Lan, but Yue Howl of another personality.
The occurrence of this situation should be the mysterious beam of light in the dark prayer room.But if there is no knight to accompany it, a person of Mo Liang's status is not allowed to enter without permission.
In the past few days, Mo Liang tried his best to strengthen the relationship with Yue Howl, and wanted him to take him there to find out.
"Hey, are you listening?"
The shaking hand shadow in front of him pulled Mo Liang back from his thoughts to reality.
"...Ah, um, I'm listening. You are like twins, so it's only natural that he thinks about you, right?"
The Wei Lan he knew was not a bad person who only cared about himself.
Unexpectedly, after hearing this sentence, Yue Howl laughed exaggeratedly.
"...Did I say something wrong?"
"No...is it, is it, twins..."
Yue Howl, who repeatedly muttered the word, suddenly showed a childlike innocent smile.
"Being recognized by outsiders as two individuals, this feeling is really special. Although the dual personality is a retelling of the personality, it is actually from the same person, just like the front and back of a coin, but there is only one coin. This, I think even you, who are exposed to dual personality for the first time, should be able to understand."
Mo Liang nodded in agreement.
"But you said that we are twins, that is, two individuals. I'm really surprised and a little... happy."
The two souls born from the same soul both want to admit that they are the same existence, but they don't want to admit that they are the same existence.This kind of complicated feelings was successfully resolved by Mo Liang's "twins".
Different individuals born from the same egg have similarities that ordinary people cannot compare with each other, but they are fundamentally different people.It can be said that summarizing their relationship in this way fits Yue Howl's contradictory intentions.
"But even twins sometimes find each other annoying - especially when one is bound by the other, neither wanting to separate, but not wanting to be bound forever."
Although Mo Liang had no brothers or sisters, he had been in contact with several pairs of twins due to his work. He had indeed seen the situation Yue Howl said in a pair of twins.
The younger sister is very weak and can only be locked in the house since she was a child, so that the elder brother who wants to go out to play has to accompany her.And this elder brother felt that such a younger sister was his burden several times.But when someone wanted to separate them, the elder brother was unwilling to leave his younger sister's side—it was this kind of complicated mood.
"However, there is still a big difference between us and the twins. Although I am 'Yue Howl' and he is 'Wei Lan', we are still only one after all. I can only say that the biggest difference between me and him is interest s difference."
"interest?"
"Well. In the final analysis, I was born from all of Wei Lan's negative emotions. Rather than saying that I am an independent personality, it is better to say that I am Wei Lan's repressed emotions and wanting to destroy something. A collection of impulses, like throwing out trash, throwing away the unwanted parts to me.”
"Uh... take out the trash..."
"Ah, I'm not dissatisfied with this, it's just an inelegant but very apt metaphor. After all, this is also the rescue measure that the 'spirit' has made in order not to be destroyed by these burdens. Didn't I tell you before? Although he lives in a world of constant darkness, it's still too early for him to bear these burdens."
Moon Howl said lightly.
"But I like it very much. I enjoy living in this kind of world, especially when I admire those distorted expressions of fear that face my sharp blade. The feeling is not to mention how pleasant it is."
Although Yue Howl smiled gently, but being stared at by those too deep black eyes, Mo Liang couldn't move at all.
Noticing Mo Liang's expression, Yue Howl squinted her eyes and said with a smile: "Ah, don't worry, although I am a personality who only has the emotional concept of 'killing', I will not suddenly get mad at you. Back to the previous Let’s talk about the topic, I didn’t expect him to think about me like this one day, did I?”
"Ah... um..."
"To be honest, it should be normal for Wei Lan to care about others. It's a pity that he was born in such a family and lived in such a world. Either way, let him understand how ugly people's hearts are, chasing interests, fighting for selfish desires - everything people do is at best satisfying themselves. So naturally, he can't love them , I don’t know when, he began to be indifferent to creatures like 'humans'. If he said that the only emotion he has for 'humans' now is 'rejection'."
——So Lanzi seldom interacts with people, even if others approach him with good intentions, he will not appreciate it.
...But think about it carefully, do those people really have "good intentions"?
Mo Liang knew that Wei Lan was talented and intelligent, and had the ability to read people's hearts.If it is pure kindness, no matter how much he hates human beings, he will not reject him thousands of miles away.
Just like the knight who was pestering him to guide that day, there were so many candidates, why did he insist on pestering Lanzi?Could it be because he is the head's son?
Taught by the captain's son, he can become a bragging rights among his colleagues... or something.
It was precisely because of the insight into the ugliness of that person hidden behind the yearning smile that Wei Lan ignored his etiquette and walked away.
"... Then Lan... Wei Lan must be very lonely in her heart."
Mo Liang said with a slightly sad expression.
Yue Howl looked at him for a long time before saying: "...that's why he longs for friends in his heart. Even though making friends is also to satisfy the selfish desires in his heart, to fill the hollow gully in his heart, but this is not dirty. "
"..."
Mo Liang chewed on this sentence over and over again, recalling the expression on his face when he approached them proactively when he led Merry Ke and the others into the woodland of Wei Lan's house.
——It was an expression seeking warmth.
"I really want... I really want to see him again... I really want to talk to him..."
"Well, he won't take the initiative to come to see you." Yue Howl said with a smile.
——Because you are more pure than anyone we have seen so far, pure enough to make him realize his own filth, so even if he desires, he dare not show himself in front of you.
The closer you get to the sun, the more you will be scalded by its scorching flames.
"Actually, today is also the last time I see you."
His tone sounded like he was saying goodbye to him.
Mo Liang's heart trembled, "What do you mean?!"
Yue Howl stood up from the steps, facing the vermilion color of the setting sun, his pupils shone with a strange light.
"——Mission. An order from the 'Dark Holy Code'. You must have heard about the missing persons incident that was rumored in the city before?"
The eagle-like sharp gaze made Mo Liang shudder.
"Our leader said: 'The snake has exposed its tail, the next thing is to catch it'."
Yue Howl lightly smiled, facing the afterglow, and disappeared from sight.
Shocked by that abnormal smile, Mo Liang hung his outstretched arm in the air ridiculously, and was unable to hold his shoulder from the beginning to the end, asking further.
For example, why can't I see you again after this mission is over.
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