Beauty said she had a crush on me

In the ward, Wu Nianxi also experienced what Zhuang Lu had just experienced.

The moment she stepped in from the door, she felt the gazes of people from other beds, watching her walk to the bed with the curtain on Tao Rula, whispering, restarting.

Wu Nianxi heard someone say: "See, it's all classmates who came to see her? I think that girl definitely didn't tell her family."

"Hey, if my daughter? did this behind my back, I'd be so mad!"

Wu Nianxi frowned, and asked Tao Ru, "Are you okay?"

Tao Ru pale? A small face, forced to smile, "It's not too uncomfortable."

Not very uncomfortable, that is, I am actually very uncomfortable.

Wu Nianxi sighed in his heart, and sat beside her bed. She wasn't Zhuang Lu, so she couldn't contain any ingenious words of comfort. Whether it is threatening others or comforting others.

"Are you sad? What is it? Do you think it's in vain? In vain? Or do you feel reluctant to suffer all this?"

Tao Ru was at a loss, "I don't know. To be honest, I feel that I'm stupid, that I deserve it, and that I'm pitiful. I really don't know."

"Well, you are only 19 years old, how can you know everything? I always feel that everyone's life has a process of trial and error. Go? It's not terrible to be wrong."

In just one sentence, Tao Ru was comforted very well. There was some light in her dazed eyes, "Wu Nianxi, will I die tomorrow?"

"No, this is a regular hospital, and I checked on the Internet that Dr. Sun's senior sister is quite famous."

"She told me that tomorrow she will take a needle directly through her belly, and find the umbilical cord to inject medicine. The medicine is toxic and will cause the fetus? Death, and then produce? Uterine contractions, I am very scared, I still feel really killing people."

Speaking of this topic, Wu Nianxi was silent, she could only stand up and pull the quilt for Tao Ru, covering her exposed neck.

This topic is too esoteric. A ?19-year-old girl? and a ?20-year-old girl? can figure it out? Wu Nianxi doesn't even understand?

She thought for a while that leaving this child would ruin Tao Ru's life, but then she thought that there was a living life in her stomach, and after another six or seven months, it can

Open your eyes and see the world.Two kinds of thinking are fighting in her mind. She is thinking that being a human being is not just being selfish, but also thinking that the irresponsibility of adults always involves children.

After much deliberation, I heard someone outside say: "I saw it in another hospital before. This hospital is very funny. It puts the infertility clinic and the abortion clinic next door, and the people who come to see the doctor sit in the waiting area." , Some don't want children, some don't want to have children. I saw a woman staring at those who entered the abortion clinic, her eyes turned green. This? The world is really unfair, everyone You have your own life, you can't conceive the one you want, and the one you don't want? One after another. "

At this moment, Wu Nianxi thought of the fate that Teacher Chang of the History of Foreign Literature said, as if everyone is Oedipus, living in the same set, walking on the arranged road, and meeting those who are destined Destined, and thus feel pain, hesitation, despair.

Fate, what kind of teasing thing is it?

Wu Nianxi thought wildly for a while, looked at Tao Ru, who was depressed and depressed, and still managed to comfort her: "Do you know country H? Country H is the first country in the world to legalize same-sex marriage through a referendum. I have never been to the country of ?, and I always thought that ?this? must be a ?extremely inclusive and open country. But ?I only recently discovered that women in their country do not have the right to abortion.

"Abortion...right?"

"Yes, the right to abortion. In this country, women are prohibited from abortion, even if it is because of involuntary circumstances such as rape. Abortion is only allowed when the life of the pregnant woman is threatened. I The report that I read also mentioned an example. A woman was only 17 weeks pregnant. After unknown pain, the amniotic fluid broke and she was facing a predictable future of miscarriage. If this situation happened? In our country, doctors will definitely advise pregnant women to undergo artificial abortion, because even if the child is born, it is impossible to survive, but in country H, because the pregnant woman still has a heartbeat in the abdomen, the doctor? Can only do things according to the law and not allow abortion. In the end, this A pregnant woman died alive from sepsis, a miscarriage, blood loss and E. coli infection claimed her young life."

Tao Ru gasped.

Wu Nianxi patted her hand, "Don't think about it, Dr. Sun? Senior sister will help you."

"And then what?"

"A point of view put forward by some people in their country who do not support the legalization of abortion. They believe that abortion

is killing life.But I think these people are very high-sounding. For example, in country H, women’s pregnancy is included in the law and turned into a criminal category. The backside of the protection of the rights of fetuses is the transfer of women’s human rights. Zhuang Zhuang also told me? , if women do not have the right to control their own uterus, then talk about freedom and status is ridiculous.There is also a sentence in that report, which I still remember?—Mothers are great, but mothers are also ordinary people. Even small embryos have respect for human rights of others, but respect for human rights of women is delayed. Not coming. "

Speaking of this, Wu Nianxi suddenly changed the topic, "But in our country, it is completely different from H country. Abortion in our country is like a standard feature. I have seen it before? It is said that there are 1300 million abortions in our country every year. It's like going from one extreme to another. When we have the right to abortion, we girls are not sober enough to squander our fertility and hurt our bodies. The irresponsibility of the unborn child. But Tao Ru, I can’t blame you completely, you are only 19 years old, you don’t understand anything, you don’t know that as a girl, you should be more rational and clear, and you can expose discrimination and humiliation, You can also see clearly the sugar coating and lies, you can protect your rights, and you can deal with them calmly."

"Yes, I don't understand anything. I don't know that the safe period is not safe. I don't know the difference between abortion and drainage. I don't even know that he doesn't really love me."

Wu Nianxi didn't hold Tao Ru's hand, but just patted her again, "I don't know if what we are doing is right, but if? I were you, I would make the same choice as you. "

Tao Ru nodded, "I understand?"

That night, Tao Ru declined Zhuang Lu and Wu Nianxi to accompany her to the bed, and stayed in the hospital by herself. The next morning, Dr. Zhu came to see her and entered the operating room. It hurts, without any anesthesia, just carrying it raw. At the end, while Tao Ru felt the pain, her entire abdomen froze.

Dr. Zhu asked his assistant to wipe her sweat, leaned over to take a look at her, and comforted her, "Be patient, and the pain will stop soon."

When they got out of the operating room, Zhuang Lu and Wu Nianxi had already rushed over. Standing with them was Sun Rui, the squad leader. Sun Rui was busy with the English speech contest in the department yesterday, so she rushed over again early in the morning. Come, congratulate Wu Nianxi, "The whole department is the highest, the academic committee is amazing."

Seeing Tao Ru come out,

Three? Girls? Greeted them.

"I'm sweating a lot, lie down quickly, and I'll wipe it off for you." Sun Rui saw Tao Ru's head of sweat because of the pain at a glance.

During the period, Dr. Zhu came over to see her again, "Don't lie down for a long time, if the contractions come, walk more." Then he raised his eyes and looked at Zhuang Lu and the three of them. With a childish little face, it's obvious that she hasn't experienced it before? Pregnancy or something, she can't help but tell her, "If you need to find a nurse, I'm here today too. Take care of her?"

Zhuang Lu and the three nodded in unison.

But what Zhuang Lu and the others didn't expect at all was that what Tao Ru experienced next was really beyond their cognition.

Tao Ru began to have a stomach ache, and it hurt when she was sitting, lying down, and walking, and the three of them couldn't help her with this kind of pain, so they could only watch Tao Ru there. □.

Once, seeing Tao Ru in pain, Zhuang Lu ran out to find a nurse, who followed her in, "It's okay, contractions, wait a minute, I'm going to come over for an internal examination."

Then three girls who have never been in a relationship? Have no love or any sexual experience? Just watched the nurse put her hand in!Stretched!go in!

The three of Zhuang Lu seemed to empathize with each other, and took a deep breath at the same time.

"Shut up, let's go to the waiting room."

Tao Ru was pushed into the waiting room. Zhuang Lu couldn't get in, so she had to sit outside and wait. Not long after, a woman was pushed out. Her whole body seemed to be fished out of the water. Come here, groggy but kept groaning, "I'm so cold...cold...so painful..."

The three of them glanced at each other, and they all saw the shock in each other's eyes.

Even Wu Nianxi, who knows the most and thinks the most closely, can't recover for a while. They are still too young after all.

The waiting time was the most torturous, and there were all kinds of people crowded in the waiting area. Zhuang Lu saw some family members were nervous and fidgeting, and some husbands were playing games with their mobile phones.

After waiting for almost three hours, Tao Ru finally came out. She looked weak and was shaking all the time.

The nurse came in and told Zhuang Lu to pay attention? Let Tao Ru urinate.

But Tao Ru was still groggy, unable to wake up no matter how much she screamed, she looked like a broken doll lying on the hospital bed, and Zhuang Lu couldn't bear to wake her up even more.

The nurse in the middle? Come in again, or to emphasize this? Problem.

Fortunately, Tao Ru was more awake, Zhuang Lu had the strongest strength and hurriedly helped her to go to the toilet.

As soon as Tao Ru got up from the bed, her world was spinning.

Zhuang Lu hurriedly hugged her?

Tao Ru lay on Zhuang Lu's arm again for a long time before slowly moving to the toilet.

Zhuang Lu and Wu Nianxi originally wanted to go in to help, but Tao Ru refused. She? The whole?

Wu Nianxi looked at her trembling, and looked at her. The hand hanging by her side was still trembling unconsciously. She suddenly remembered Tao Ru's words of relief yesterday when she asked her if she would die. It seems so light and impractical at the moment?

It is true that Tao Ru will not die, but she is in so much pain that life is worse than death!

Zhuang Lu sullenly felt powerless suddenly. She couldn't help but put her face next to Wu Nianxi's ear and said dejectedly, "We can't help anything."

Yes, they can't help anything.