Beauty said she had a crush on me

Because there were still classes in the afternoon, Wu Nianxi bid farewell to Dr. Sun and left the school hospital, leaving Dr. Sun sitting in the office, suddenly covering his face with his hands, trying to hide the tears raging on his face.

He hasn't cried for a long time. After his ex-boyfriend got married, his parents also insisted on cutting off the father-son relationship with him. That hometown is broken? It looks like it is in the memory, and every place still has the happiness he once had. , But was there happiness at that time? It was so wonderful and heart-warming, and now it is? How sad and painful, he couldn't stay any longer, even if he lost that precious and rare job offer, he would not hesitate.

He was like a scarred dog who escaped from his hometown overnight, in a panic.

Looking back, it turned out that it was just over a year ago.

But the wound left in my heart still hurts faintly, until today, it jumped out again, destroying at will in the chest cavity.

Just like how crazy I was back then, like a red-eyed gambler who put all his chips on the gambling table with all his viciousness, Wu Nianxi now also has the power that no one can dissuade him from. resolute.

She just left a sentence at the end: "I am possessive? I am strong. I can't tolerate the future between me and her. Another person intervenes, and he can take her time openly. Even this is not enough. That person It will also let her have children and use the family to gain more time, and I can only be eaten away a little bit and abandoned. In the end, I may only become an unimportant friend in her life! Just a friend! I It can't be tolerated! I don't want to do nothing and surrender voluntarily."

"Doctor Sun, I don't want to be a coward, I have to give it a try!"

Dr. Sun advised: "Then what if you don't even have to be friends?"

Wu Nianxi pursed her lips tightly, lowered her head and said nothing, her hands on her knees slowly clenched into fists.

Contemplation? For a moment, she didn't answer Dr. Sun's question, but when she left, the fire in her eyes could still burn Dr. Sun. At that second, Dr. Sun seemed to see herself many years ago, with Whether these roads are right or wrong, what did the predecessors do? Persuasion is useless, and the road that should be taken will not be less than one meter.

On the road of love, there are so many people with different personalities, but the choices are always the same, just like moths to a flame.

If you don't give it a try, you will never be reconciled.

Just like Wu Nianxi said: What if?

In case the guy I like likes me too, in case we might have a bright future

, if I miss this, I will definitely regret it for life...

What if?What if she loves me too?

It's not that Dr. Sun's words have no effect on Wu Nianxi. During class in the afternoon, Dr. Sun's words echoed in her mind from time to time, but after thinking about it, she still felt that Dr. Sun was unkind to others. She seemed to have this kind of confidence, Zhuang Zhuang Such a good person would never do something like that of Dr. Sun's ex-boyfriend.

Zhuang Lu was sitting next to her, putting her mobile phone under the table, reading the novel with relish.

Wu Nianxi stopped turning the pen, leaned over, and asked softly, "What are you looking at?"

Zhuang Lu didn't look up, but just moved the phone between the two of them, ""Letter from a Strange Woman", look at this - no woman has ever loved you blindly and selflessly like me, and I will always be loyal to you unswerving, for there is nothing in the world like the love a child secretly conceives in secret."

Wu Nianxi looked at the content on the phone screen, and the next sentence in the text seemed to be a bullet that hit her heart precisely.

—Because this kind of love is so hopeless, flattering, servile, humble, passionate.

Relying on the laissez-faire attitude of the elective teacher, Zhuang Lu became more daring, put her mobile phone on the table, "Read what you said - other people abuse their emotions in social activities, and put Their feelings are exhausted, they have heard a lot about love, read many books about love, they know that love is the common destiny of mankind."

"Ok?"

"How can this kind of love be the common destiny of mankind," Zhuang Lu pouted lightly, "Do you know Mandelstam, he said——

How poor is the foundation of our life,

How pale are the joyful words of life,

Everything has been since ancient times? and everything will repeat itself,

Only the moment of recognition makes us feel sweet. "

When Zhuang Lu recited poems, her Mandarin was standard, and her voice seemed a bit blurred because she wanted to keep it low, as if she was whispering in Wu Nianxi's ear, like words of sympathy. Wu Nianxi's heart began to go into carnival uncontrollably again. Zhong retracted his gaze, and couldn't help but slightly raised his head to look at the cheek that was close at hand.

Due to years of exercise, Zhuang Lu's profile face is clean and her pores are so fine.

want to kiss her!

Wu Nianxi's heart beat suddenly with this thought, like a spark thrown into the dry prairie.

"I'm breathing the detritus of the galaxy, I'm breathing the sickness of the universe.

In a single drop, human beings are like mayflies in the sky, in the universe, looking up at the sky to explore the unknown, the universe is the common destiny of mankind! "

The fire in Wu Nianxi's head was like a downpour, she was stunned for dozens of seconds before replying in a dull voice: "Mandelstam, the most outstanding poet of genius in the silver age of country E.—— I go back to my city,

Familiar as tears, as veins,

Such as the swelling mumps of childhood. "

"Oh," Zhuang Lu continued the line of the poem that touched her the most, "Petersburg! I don't want to die yet!

You have my phone number.

Petersburg!I still have those addresses:

The voice of the dead can be searched. "

"And all night waiting for the one I love to come,

The door, its chains rustling. "

Wu Nianxi suddenly felt a little sad. She straightened up and distanced herself from Zhuang Lu, but she still couldn't help holding Zhuang Lu's wrist from under the table, stroking Zhuang Lu's slightly protruding bone, long Long sigh.

There is a long way to go......

Wu Nianxi tossed and turned at night, trying to weave a dense net to enclose her lover. Although it was a bit despicable, isn't love selfish?

In the quiet night, Dong Yangyan lay on the bed and couldn't help but say, "School Committee! Nianxi! Let me go! I'm going to return tomorrow? I have to get up early to teach the children English!"

Peking University has a tradition of English counselors, and often selects responsible seniors and sisters who are good at English from the sophomores to guide the freshmen.Moreover, freshman students have to get up early and read early every morning, led by an English counselor, see or leave at 06:30 in the morning, and after 07:30, have breakfast and go to class, and they can go back to catch up on sleep if there is no class.

Under this kind of system, Beijing University has a very high pass rate for English CET-05 and CET-30.I heard that some colleges still have a system of morning jogging. You must get up at [-]:[-] for morning jogging and clock in.

The students in the class that Dong Yangyan leads are her children, who are also students in the Chinese class.

"Sorry." Wu Nianxi immediately lay up straight.

Dong Yangyan glanced at the phone, "It's 11:30 in the evening, do you need to take 15 minutes to tell me the reason why you toss and turn? Although I'm not as smart as you, don't you say that a bystander can tell, and there are three cobblers on top." Zhuge Liang."

Wu Nianxi had already made a decision in her heart, not to mention she never had the habit of revealing her thoughts to others, "Thank you, I figured it out, let's sleep."

"Okay, good night."

After saying good night, within 5 minutes, Dong Yangyan let out a slight snort in deep sleep.

Wu Nianxi laughed? Laughed

?, this is really sleepy, and fell asleep.

In the dark night, she opened her eyes and looked at the white wall on the top, but she was sleepless all night. She didn't fall asleep until four or five in the morning.

One last thought: No, it's just seduction!Who wouldn't!

Zhuang Lu slept soundly. She was woken up by the sound of Tao Ru washing up early in the morning. She stretched her head out of the bed and looked at Tao Ru tying her hair. "It's so early?"

Tao Ru quickly tied up her hair, "Woke you up again? I'll be lighter next time."

"No, I'll wake up at this time, I get up early and run in the morning."

"Then I'll go first." Tao Ru picked up the bread on the table and rushed to work.

Zhuang Lu stretched and got out of bed to wash.

When she arrived at the playground, she met national defense students passing by for training. She stood still on the sidewalk to let them pass, yawned informally, and brushed her long hair casually.

But I saw the national defense students who had been going to the special training ground for training, but they turned their heads and came in Yitian.

ha?

Wearing a tracksuit, Zhuang Lu rubbed her eyes, making sure it wasn't a hallucination caused by not waking up, and followed the national defense team into Yitian.

Early in the morning, there was no one in Yitian. There was an old professor dancing a sword on the rostrum. Looking at the vast team of national defense students, he was also puzzled. Seeing Zhuang Lu again, he raised his hand to fight her. hello.

Zhuang Lu has the habit of running in the morning, and they usually exercise in Yitian, which is the nearest to the dormitory. The old professor also often comes to Yitian to practice sword and Taijiquan. Once they come and go, the two get to know each other.

The national defense students were all wearing uniform training uniforms. Zhuang Lu couldn't help but glance at them when she was warming up. They were all straight and upright.

Zhuang Lu has heard about national defense students for a long time. Since last year, the country has stopped entrusting colleges and universities to enroll qualified national defense students, which means that the batch of national defense students she sees now may be the national defense student system. The last batch below.

In the future, if you want to enter the National Defense Forces from colleges and universities, you have to do military service in colleges or directly apply for military academies.

Standing on the outermost track, Zhuang Lu started her daily morning run, and each team of national defense students was brought along for physical training.

When Zhuang Lu finished her morning jog as usual, the national defense students were over, and she was leading the team to leave Yitian. When Zhuang Lu raised her head to drink water, she saw a national defense student with a crew cut shaved and looking at her like Lin Yun. white teeth.

Huh?

Who?

Hmm, don't know.

After drinking the water, Zhuang Lu turned her head to pack her things silently, and stood chatting with the old professor for a while.

Waiting for all the national defense students to be taken away in a line, Zhuang Lu said goodbye to the old professor, went back to take a shower, and then accompanied Nian Nian to buy clothes for the competition.