Adoption relationship

"Xiaoxia, you, why did you choose me?"

"Don't you like me?"

"Ah. No! It's just that you are so beautiful and there are so many people pursuing you. I never thought you would like me."

"Oh, I didn't say I like you now. Miss Ben just appointed you as my boyfriend temporarily. As for liking...it depends on your future performance."

The beautiful girl opened her eyes cutely, turned her head slightly, with a mischievous look on her face.

Xu Wen, who was just in his early twenties, couldn't contain his excitement, stepped forward and hugged the girl, and said in the girl's small and delicate ear: "You will like me, because I will treat you very well, In my heart, in my eyes, everything I do is just for you, so that you can't leave me in the future."

"Hmph, sweet words!" The girl wrinkled her nose, but her eyes were full of joy at seeing happiness.He poked the shoulder of the man who was holding him with his hand, and warned: "I just like your honesty and sincerity, so don't be so glib like other men."

"Okay, if you don't like sweet talk, I won't say it! Anyway, what my wife said is right, I insist on obeying the command."

"Xu Wen."

"Xiaoxia, I called you during this time, but you never answered. What do you want to ask me out today?"

"I...I want to break up with you."

"..."

"We've been together for so many years, I'm really tired! I'm 26 this year, and my family is urging me to get married, but...you don't even have a down payment on the house. Do you really want me to wait until I'm 30?"

"...I know that I haven't even earned a house for so many years. I am useless as a man. But, is the house really more important than our relationship? Can we get married without a house?"

"Marry? Oh, even if I want to, my parents won't agree. I've shared weal and woe with you for a few years, and you really want to delay my marriage and continue to fight for a house with you for more than ten years?"

"Okay, don't talk about your parents. We have been together for so many years. I know your parents' attitude, but didn't you always stand by my side before? Now you suddenly want to listen to your parents. The ears are soft, or do you... already have a suitable person?"

"I really can't wait, I'm sorry. Someone introduced me to a man not long ago. His family has a house in the city, and he's a nice person, knowledgeable and interested... Unlike you, who keeps a blank face all day long, I don’t know how to tease me.”

"I don't know what is interesting? Can't talk sweetly? Is this what you think is my shortcoming now? Hehe... Forget it, if you want to break up, break up! The relationship is gone, and it is meaningless to be tied together! I am a useless man. It won’t drag you down to find the happiness you want.”

"Hey, boss, how much are these two books?" The girl knocked on the table.repeated.

The memories came to an abrupt end. Zhang Jianan slowly picked up the book that had accidentally dropped from his hand on the counter just now, and then slowly scanned it. When he was slowly handing it to the girl, he couldn't help but stare at her intently. .

She is as petite as in memory, with fair and rosy skin, long hair tied high into a ponytail at the back of her head, and hangs down a little. When the owner speaks or moves his head and neck, his hair follows his body Shake from side to side.The skeleton of the palm is also very small, without flesh, and looks very skinny. Some light red nail polish is painted on the nails, which adds a bit of warmth to the look in this winter.

"I said how much is this book?"

The girl took the book hesitantly, and took a step back. She felt that the boss was a bit strange, how could anyone keep staring at him like this?If she hadn't seen other people in the bookstore, if she hadn't seen herself standing at the door, if she hadn't needed these two books in a hurry, she would have thrown them away and left.

"Ah, oh. A total of 45 yuan." Zhang Jianan said blankly.

"Here." The girl counted out 45 yuan from her bag and put it on the cash register, took the book and turned around to leave.

"and many more."

Zhang Jianan pulled the girl back suddenly, and realized that his behavior might not be appropriate in the next moment, because the girl looked at him with vigilance and defense, he quickly let go, smiled awkwardly, and hurriedly took a bag from under the counter, Said: "It is more convenient to carry the book in a pocket, and it will not accidentally drop it on the ground and get dirty."

The girl put the book in the bag hesitantly, thinking that this man is really weird, he stopped him just for a bag, as a boss, can't these things be saved as much as possible?

Seeing the girl taking the bag and leaving again, Zhang Jianan struggled and hesitated fiercely in his heart, and finally couldn't help but asked, "Well, is your surname Kuang?"

"How do you know?" The girl looked at him puzzled.

Zhang Jianan replied in his heart: How could I not know!We have known each other for so many years, and even lived together for several years.Don't say your name, I haven't forgotten the names of your whole family.

After becoming Zhang Jianan and waking up in the hospital, he still thought about looking for himself, as Xu Wen himself, wondering if there is still such a person in this world who has the same experience and personality as he did in his previous life, thinking... Maybe the idea of ​​helping "myself" something.

It's just that life is always so dull and busy. After accepting the fact of becoming Zhang Jian'an, adopting Xiang Weiding, and starting to live as Zhang Jian'an, my mind is gradually occupied by other things, and I have no time to think about my previous life. thing.I even gave up exploring whether there is a "self" living in another corner of this world.

After ten years, he really thought that he had almost forgotten Xu Wen and everything related to Xu Wen.Who knew that by chance, a girl who played a very important role in Xu Wen's life appeared, so... what about Xu Wen?Is there Xu Wen here?

"Is your name Kuang Xiaoxia?" Zhang Jianan tried to be calm.

"Yes, my name is Kuang Xiaoxia, who are you?"

Know your name?Could it be a relative?Kuang Xiaoxia looked at Zhang Jian'an carefully, and gave up after thinking about it for a while. She really didn't remember such a person, and she didn't even think she was familiar with him.

"That... you, where is your boyfriend?"

Asking this question, Zhang Jianan felt his heart beating like a drum, nervous and at a loss.

"Boyfriend?" Kuang Xiaoxia was really surprised.

"That's right...that's a young man named Xu Wen." Looking at Kuang Xiaoxia's confused expression, Zhang Jian'an was so nervous that his heart almost stopped.

Is there no Xu Wen in this world?Could it be that Kuang Xiaoxia in front of her didn't know a person named Xu Wen at all?Could it be that Kuang Xiaoxia wasn't with Xu Wen at all?

"Hey, how do you know my boyfriend's name is Xu Wen? Who are you?" Kuang Xiaoxia admitted with a nod. Seeing Zhang Jianan, she became even more curious. The owner of the bookstore knows her own affairs quite well!

"I, I am..."

Who is it?

Tell her that she is Zhang Jian'an now, then she must say that she doesn't know herself.

But if he wasn't Zhang Jian'an now, who could he be?

Is it Xu Wen?

Hehe, Xu Wen!Xu Wen, who is in love with Kuang Xiaoxia, is naturally where Kuang Xiaoxia knows.Except for myself, probably no one in this world knows that I used to have a name called Xu Wen!

"Boss, boss, what's wrong with you today?"

Seeing the boss staring at the girl in a daze, Xiao Zheng walked over and pushed Zhang Jianan.

"Uh, it's nothing!" Zhang Jianan suddenly became depressed, and smiled helplessly at Kuang Xiaoxia who was waiting for his answer: "I know Xu Wen, and I know you, but you don't know me!"

"If you know Xu Wen and me, we should know you too. But I really don't remember you." Kuang Xiaoxia only thought that Zhang Jian'an was playing tricks and playing tricks.

"If you don't remember, don't remember! It's nothing." Zhang Jian'an shook his head, feeling that his behavior of stopping the girl from talking today was wrong from the very beginning, but if he sees someone he used to be so familiar with but treats him as a stranger, maybe he I will not be reconciled, and I will not let it go!

"I haven't seen Xu Wen for a long time, I don't know... how is he doing now?" Zhang Jianan asked hesitantly.

Kuang Xiaoxia tilted her head and looked at Zhang Jianan again. This person gave her a strange feeling, as if she really knew her and Xu Wen very well. The tone of his question...had such an indescribable taste, It seemed to be concerned, and it seemed to be a little nervous, but she searched her mind again, but she still had no memory of this person at all.

"He, he and I are both working in Bingqing now. No, our company still has some professional exams, so I came out to buy some information books. And he just changed his job, and now he is in Xiaxin Building on the second ring road in the south of the city. If you have time, you can go to him." Kuang Xiaoxia raised the book in her bag.

"Oh, got it, thanks!"

After getting the news about his former self——Xu Wen, Zhang Jian'an was not happy, sad, or...he had no emotions at all, and suddenly felt empty, without anything.

Kuang Xiaoxia stood and waited for a while, seeing that Zhang Jian'an really didn't intend to tell herself who he was, and seeing that Zhang Jian'an didn't seem interested in talking anymore, she left the bookstore hesitantly.While walking, I was thinking, I met Xu Wen after get off work and asked him if he knew such a person, or I could bring Xu Wen to the bookstore to meet the boss.

"Hey, what do you think the boss is doing? All the girls have left, and he is still in a daze. Could it be the legendary love at first sight, lost his soul?" Xiao Zhou bumped Xiao Zheng with his shoulder, and pointed at Zhang Jian'an Quietly said.

"Okay. Don't talk nonsense about it. It's not love at first sight. The boss didn't say that he knew the girl, and he also knew the girl's boyfriend. Maybe it's been a long time since we haven't seen each other! Anyway, let's not talk about it anymore Oh, don't you see that the boss is in a bad mood right now?"

While Xiao Zheng said something that seemed to mean something, he looked at Xiao Zhou with the eyes of "Why are you so ignorant".

"Cut, didn't you enjoy watching it just now? Why are you pretending to me now!" Xiao Zhou looked at Xiao Zheng with contempt.

(I got up before 1990119 o'clock in the morning to prepare code words, but the power went out, anxious, and depressed! Fortunately, I received a call at noon! Coded and uploaded, everyone can read it freely. I don't expect much from myself! In addition, thank you for the reward of [-] , but really don’t need it, I’m not being polite.)

Volume 123 The Struggle of Sadness Chapter [-] Health

Watching the girl's beautiful figure go away.Ignoring the jokes of the two boys, rubbing his brows, Zhang Jian'an was really in a mess, thinking about something, but didn't seem to think about anything.

Suppressing his irritability and staying in the store for two hours, he finally felt restless, confessed to Xiao Zhou and Zheng, and Zhang Jianan left the bookstore.

Wandering around the street for a while, thinking about Xiaxin Building in his heart, he sighed and felt his head hurt, so Zhang Jianan called a car to go home.

When Xiang Weiding went to pick up Zhang Jian'an as usual in the evening, he heard that Zhang Jian'an hadn't returned to the shop since he went out in the morning. Xiao Zheng also specifically said that Zhang Jian'an was in a bad mood when he left.

Xiang Weiding frowned and walked out of the bookstore, got into the car, a little worried, took out his mobile phone, dialed, the ring rang for a long time before he was answered.

"Weiding!" Zhang Jian'an picked up the phone, slapped his forehead suddenly, and said, "Did you go to the bookstore? Sigh. Look at my memory, I didn't call you when I got home, let you run for nothing for a trip."

"It's okay, it only took a few minutes to drive. But why did you come home suddenly? Are you in a bad mood?" Xiang Weiding asked.

"Hehe, it's nothing, it's just that the bookstore doesn't need me to guard it all day, so I suddenly want to go home for a day." Zhang Jianan said indifferently.

"Oh, then I'll go home right away."

After hanging up the phone, Xiang Weiding held the steering wheel with one hand and flipped the phone with the other.

In the past few years in Bingqing, Zhang Jian'an has almost no social circle. He basically knows the people he knows, even if he has never seen them, he has heard of them. But today, a girl who can affect Zhang Jian'an's emotions appeared in the bookstore, Xiang Wei. I really can't think of who it would be.

When he got home, Zhang Jianan was not in the living room. Xiang Weiding knocked on the door of Zhang Jianan's room, but he saw that the door was not closed at all.

Since Zhang Jianan is at home, where else can he be?Xiang Weiding frowned and walked towards the balcony.

Sure enough, as soon as the balcony door was pushed open, a smell of smoke came over his face, and he slapped Weiding with his hand.Walking over, looking at the cigarette butts in the ashtray, he asked in a deep voice, "What happened?"

"Ahem...it's okay, it's really okay."

Seeing Xiang Weiding walking in suddenly, Zhang Jian'an was anxious, choked on the smoke, patted his chest, and quickly put out the cigarette in his hand, with an unnatural expression on his face for a moment.

He seldom smokes, and he never smokes in front of Xiang Weiding. During his adolescence, he often told Xiang Weiding that smoking is harmful to his health in order to prevent his children from becoming curious and trying to smoke with a playful attitude. , At the same time, he solemnly stated that he was not allowed to smoke with Weiding.

As a result... I was in a depressed mood at the moment, and my child saw me smoking a cigarette!It's just not enough attention.

"Go, enter the house, the balcony is full of smoke smell, second-hand smoke is not good for your health." Zhang Jianan drove Xiang Weiding into the house.

Xiang Weiding asked Zhang Jianan to push himself into the living room. Seeing Zhang Jianan coming in and closing the balcony door, he said, "Secondhand smoke is bad for your health. What about smoking directly? Is it good for your health?"

"Occasionally, I only twitch occasionally." Zhang Jian'an looked shy and wiped his forehead uncomfortably.

"Occasionally?" Xiang Weiding handed the things in front of Zhang Jianan, but it was the ashtray he took when he came in, and said: "Smoking so many cigarettes at once, don't you worry about your body? The lungs can take it Is it? You just..."

"Weiding." After being taught a lesson by the children he raised, Zhang Jian'an couldn't help but feel that he couldn't step down even though he cared about himself.

When he went to the balcony and saw the cylinder of cigarette butts, Xiang Weiding felt very dazzling, and even felt sad and wronged in his heart.

Zhang Jianan's health has not been very good, at least in the eyes of Xiang Weiding, who has been exercising for a long time, it is very bad.He was injured twice, and even lost blood for the first time and almost died. Although the wound healed later, it was impossible for his body to recover.

When they first came to Bingqing and Zhang Jianan was injured for the second time, the blood all over the floor frightened Xiang Weiding into nightmares for a long time. He always dreamed that this man suddenly disappeared and was never found again. Leave him alone in this world.

Such a nightmare is too frightening, making Xiang Weiding worry day and night that it will become a reality.Therefore, since then, Xiang Weiding has completely taken over all the housework, all for the purpose of arranging Zhang Jianan's diet by himself, just to make Zhang Jianan's health better, and to make Zhang Jianan healthy , can never be separated.

After he started middle school, Zhang Jianan often told him about the harm of smoking, and kept telling him not to smoke like bad boys. He naturally knew that smoking was bad, and he was obedient!Although later when I helped Zhang Jianan clean up the house, I occasionally found traces of smoking.But I noticed that Zhang Jian'an didn't smell of cigarettes, and even if he thought about it, he didn't smoke much, so Xiang Weiding always pretended that he didn't know about it!

But look, the balcony is filled with smoke, and you can smell the smoke from Zhang Jianan's body at an arm's length away, as well as the cigarette butts from that glass jar. Does he not take his body seriously?

Xiang Weiding took a deep breath, stopped what he was about to say, was silent for a few seconds, and then slowly said: "I am just 22 years old this year, but you are already 36. Do you know how afraid I am of your poor health?"

Hearing what Xiang Weiding said with pain, Zhang Jianan's body trembled, and he stretched out his hand to touch Xiang Weiding, but he just lifted it up but put it down again, and called softly: "Weiding..." .

"My thoughts on you are impure, but I don't dare to expect you to accept anything, so I just want to guard you well in the future, see you every day, and have you in my life all the time, so I try my best to make myself content. Could it be Don't you even want this little wish?" Xiang Weiding said so that his eyes started to turn red.

"I'm sorry. Weiding, I won't smoke in the future." Seeing that Xiang Weiding was really angry and anxious, Zhang Jianan quickly gave in. Anyway, he has long been used to stepping back to Xiang Weiding, and he really shouldn't have done it today.

With Zhang Jian'an's guarantee, Xiang Weiding calmed down, stepped forward and pulled Zhang Jian'an to sit on the sofa with a calm expression, and asked, "What happened today?"

"It's really nothing."

Regarding Xu Wen, this has always been the deepest secret buried in Zhang Jianan's heart, and he never thought of telling others.I don't know how to say it. After all, it is so weird and unimaginable. Even if I tell it, will anyone believe it?

"An, I hope you can tell me if you have something on your mind, okay?" Xiang Weiding took Zhang Jian'an's hand and put it in his palm.

Zhang Jian'an moved his hand and wanted to pull his hand out, but Xiang Weiding held him even tighter, and Xiang Weiding looked at himself deeply at the same time. For a moment, Zhang Jianan was extremely uncomfortable, turned his head to the side, insisted He said stiffly, "It's really nothing."

"If it's nothing, would you smoke so much?" Xiang Weiding looked at him and sighed slightly: "I already know what's going on, a girl came to the bookstore this morning to buy books, and Xiao Zheng said that you know that girl .”

Zhang Jian'an scolded Xiao Zheng for being troublesome in his heart, then looked back at Wei Ding a little nervously, and said, "Don't listen to those two people talking nonsense, I know Xiaoxia, uh...it's the girl from the bookstore , but he doesn't know me, and he already has a boyfriend. Besides, I'm so old..." At the end, Zhang Jianan's tone was full of exclamation!

Xiang Weiding was stunned when he heard Zhang Jianan's words, and after a few seconds, he suddenly realized that Zhang Jianan was explaining to himself. He was afraid that he might misunderstand, so he immediately smiled and said, "An's not old! It's not old now! It was exactly the same as the first time I saw it in the hospital in memory."

"It's been more than ten years. If it's still the same, I should be imprisoned in the research institute." Zhang Jian'an gave Weiding an angry look.

"Anyway, I think An is still the same." Xiang Weiding held Zhang Jian'an's hand and was still happy to start Zhang Jian'an's explanation.

Zhang Jianan wanted to say something, but suddenly realized that this was very similar to the conversation between couples described on TV or novels, so he stopped again, and changed the subject, "I don't know how Jiaojiao is?"

The topic turned too bluntly, Xiang Weiding smiled and reminded: "You only talked to her on the phone for an hour last night."

"I called last night. That was yesterday. I asked her how she was doing today." Zhang Jianan almost pulled back the hand held by Xiang Weiding in a rage.

"At this time, maybe she has already started her evening self-study." Xiang Weiding quickly said, and then grabbed Zhang Jianan, saying: "An, you still haven't told me what happened today."

Failed to change the topic, Wei Ding still focused on today's matter!Zhang Jianan was annoyed in his heart.Feeling the strength of being pulled, looking at Xiang Weiding's persistent face, he sighed slightly, and said half-truthfully: "Actually, I met the girl's boyfriend today, and then I met that girl."

"Oh." Xiang Weiding nodded, he didn't care how Zhang Jianan knew the girl, he only cared about why Zhang Jianan was in a bad mood, and asked, "And then?"

"Then, then..." Zhang Jianan hesitated.

"Ok?"

"It's really nothing, it's just that I haven't seen it for a long time, and I'm surprised to see it suddenly." Zhang Jian'an spread his hands and leaned on the sofa, not wanting to tell Xiang Weiding any more.

Xiang Weiding was startled, he was sure that Zhang Jian'an really wouldn't say anything more today, so he didn't dare to really ask any more questions, he still didn't dare to annoy Zhang Jianan, at most, if Zhang Jianan was in a good mood, or he was in a good mood like before. Go wild when you feel guilty about yourself.Like now when Zhang Jianan made it clear that he would not speak, he had no choice but to remain silent.

No one in the room spoke, and the atmosphere was tense for a moment. Zhang Jianan thought for a while, then sighed and said, "Weiding, I'm really fine. It's inconvenient to talk about that girl today, and I don't know how to say it." , I'll tell you later, okay?"

"Okay! If there's anything, Ann, you must tell me that you can't smoke alone." Xiang Weiding said seriously, then calmed down and rolled up his sleeves.

"Then I'll make dinner now."

(…hard and hard coding!)