Adoption relationship

The little girl leaned on her mother and looked at Zhang Jianan, feeling a little strange, but also a little distantly familiar. She opened her eyes wide, as if expecting, as if probing, and called: "Daddy?"

Zhang Jianan stretched out his hand cooperatively to the little girl, using the name he used to address his daughter in his body memory, and said with a smile, "Baby Jiaojiao, come to Dad."

"Father." Zhang Jian'an's name made Zhang Jiao feel familiar for a long time. The little girl's eyes widened, she threw herself into Zhang Jian'an's arms, hugged his arm, pursed her mouth, and said, "Dad, what are you doing?" Why don't you come to see Jiaojiao? My classmate's father always picks him up at school, why do you never pick me up from school? Dad, don't you like Jiaojiao, don't you want Jiaojiao..."

"...Uh, of course Dad misses baby Jiaojiao, but because Dad lives too far away, I can only think of Jiaojiao in my heart, every day. When Jiaojiao sneezes, Dad is thinking of you..." Seeing that the little girl in his arms was so wronged that tears were rolling in her eyes, Zhang Jianan hurriedly coaxed her.

The little girl sat on Zhang Jian'an's arm, wrapped her hands around his neck, rubbed Zhang Jian'an's face with her small head, and complained with a pout: "Mom said Dad is busy with work, so I don't have time to see Jiaojiao, But it's been so long..."

"I'm sorry, Dad won't do it next time." Zhang Jianan patted the little girl on the back, promising to make her happy.

Seeing that the father and daughter got close so quickly, Bai Yu smiled with satisfaction. At this moment, she looked at the silent young man beside her, and asked, "Jian An, is this the child from the hospital?"

"Well, his name is Xiang Weiding. He is 15 years old this year. He is a very smart and capable kid." When it comes to Xiang Weiding, Zhang Jianan immediately introduced him, emphasizing his own children's smartness and ability, just like ordinary parents showing off their excellence to outsiders Like a child, the tone is light and self-satisfied.

"Hehe, Weiding, Jian'an has to go to work every day, and Jiaojiao has to trouble you during this time, auntie, thank you in advance!" Bai Yu greeted Xiang Weiding politely.

At this moment, even if Xiang Weiding wanted to show his politeness in front of Zhang Jianan, he couldn't do it, because when he saw Zhang Jianan's intimacy with the little girl, his eyes were already red, and he even bit the skin of his mouth. , fingernails dig deep into the palm of the hand...

He found that he had become greedy. When he was a child at a relative's house, he felt that it was enough to eat enough and wear warm clothes every day. He could not tell whether he was eating leftovers or whether he was wearing old clothes. Will you care?

Then when he was in the orphanage, all he expected was to return to the life of his relatives. When he was adopted, what he thought of was reduced to just returning to the life of the orphanage. The environment is changing, and what he wants will change. , when he can’t ask for more, he only needs a little. For him who was once young and struggling between food and clothing, he never thought about the esoteric issues of life and death. The instinct of life is to survive. Just to be alive.

The first time I met Zhang Jianan, and then he was left behind, Xiang Weiding thought that he would be treated badly. Who knew that this man was so good, he made him hope that a man could keep him. At that time, he thought, even if a man It doesn't matter if he won't be that good all the time, as long as he doesn't throw him away, he even told this man himself that he doesn't need to be that good to him...

The man has always been so good, even better, taking care of his life, getting close to him, caring for him, loving him, as if he is the most important person for a man... He is used to this man being so good to him, he is used to it... …I am so used to it that I don’t want to lose it, I am so used to it that I can’t bear it even if I lose it, I am so used to it that I want to monopolize it, I want to occupy it...

Why?Why did these two people come out?

An impulse to destroy everything that he didn't want to see spread throughout his body. Xiang Weiding could only control his emotions by clenching his fists tightly. He asked bitterly in his heart, why... why...

Hearing Zhang Jianan call the little girl "Baby Jiaojiao", Xiang Weiding's eyes were sour, and his stomach tightened up and down. There was fear in his heart and unstoppable panic. He knew that he was no longer four. He knew that he was an excellent student in the eyes of teachers and classmates at the school. He knew that he was also a future master in the words of the coaches of the martial arts training school. He knew that he had grown up. He knew that he had improved a lot compared to four years ago. So many, so useful, so good that I am envied by all my peers around me.

But... In Xiang Weiding's eyes, Zhang Jian'an brought all of this to him, and it was only for Zhang Jian'an that he studied hard.

If... eventually Zhang Jianan let him go...

Zhang Jianan said that home is a place where he can come back by himself even if he leaves, but thinking that Zhang Jianan will care about another person, hold another person in his arms all day long, stop smiling at him, stop caring about him, No longer getting close to him... Just thinking about it like this makes Xiang Weiding's brain start to feel hot and dizzy, and his whole body becomes stiff...

"I don't want him, I want Dad." The little girl asked Jian'an nervously.

Zhang Jian'an was almost dying of being hugged by the little girl's two hands, and he didn't pay much attention to Xiang Weiding at all, and Bai Yu didn't wait for Xiang Weiding's answer, so she didn't mind, what can an adopted child do?Naturally, she would know her role and treat her daughter well. After all, he was not born by Zhang Jianan. Zhang Jianan had been with this young man in the past few years, but with his own daughter by his side, normal people would love their own children more.

"Come on, these are the clothes I prepared for Jiaojiao. If she is in short supply during this period of time, you can take her to buy them. Give her less candy, and her teeth will be bad. You should also watch less TV, which is not good for your eyes. You must go to bed at nine o'clock every night, not too late, it's not good for your health..." Bai Yu handed the small bag in her hand to Zhang Jian'an, and instructed carefully.

Zhang Jianan wanted to hug the little girl again, and reached out to take the small bag. It was not heavy, but it was troublesome. He was a little surprised. His own children saw his situation, why didn't they come up to help... Bai Yu's instructions, he was serious Listen and write it down, in fact, the first two years of raising Xiang Weiding were similar, not too complicated.

After explaining, Bai Yu looked at the time again, and said to Zhang Jian'an: "I'll go back today, I booked the ticket when I came, and I'll pick her up again when Jiaojiao starts school, so I'll trouble you during this time."

"Okay, don't worry, if you don't have time to pick her up after school starts, I'll just send her there." Zhang Jianan nodded in response.

"Baby girl, mom is leaving. During this period of time, you have to listen to daddy and be polite, okay?" Bai Yu kissed her daughter, and seriously communicated with her for the last time.

The little girl hugged Zhang Jian'an's neck and was reluctant to let go. She leaned out and kissed her mother back, then retracted into Zhang Jian'an's arms, and obediently replied: "I will listen to my father, mother, goodbye."

"Remember to miss your mother." Bai Yu was a little reluctant to let go, pinched her daughter's little face, waved to Zhang Jian'an again, and said, "Then I'll go first."