Adoption relationship

A few days before school started, Bai Yu came to pick up Zhang Jiao, and Zhang Jianan and Xiang Weiding sent the little girl to the station.

"Hey, the baby has gained weight with Dad, do you miss Mom?" Bai Yu hugged her daughter and kissed, then asked the little girl with a smile.

"I think, I miss my mother, I miss it very much." The little girl replied sweetly while hugging her mother.

Bai Yu smiled at Zhang Jian'an, and said politely, "I will trouble you during this time."

"Jiaojiao is also my daughter, it's all right, how can you say it's troublesome!" Zhang Jianan pointed to Weiding, and said: "Besides, I work all day, and Weiding is taking care of her during this time."

"Well, my brother is very kind to me, he cooks a lot of delicious food, and even takes me to play." The little girl agreed, and then made a face at Zhang Jianan, saying: "Daddy is lazy, not as good as my brother."

"Hehe...you child." Bai Yu tapped her daughter's little head, and taught her a lesson: "Don't be rude to Dad. If Dad doesn't like you, he won't let you come to play next time."

The little girl covered the place where she was knocked, looked at Zhang Jian'an anxiously, and said, "Jiaojiao won't say daddy is lazy anymore, will daddy still like Jiaojiao?"

"Haha... I like it, I like Jiaojiao." Zhang Jian'an touched the little girl's face and said with a smile, "You say daddy is lazy, and daddy will like you too. Next time you have a holiday, just ask mommy to send you here."

Bai Yu waited until the father and daughter got close enough, she said to the little girl: "Say goodbye to Dad and brother, we should go back."

The little girl looked at Xiang Weiding first, and said very reluctantly: "Brother, Jiaojiao is going to leave with mother, you think about Jiaojiao... Jiaojiao will come to play with you next time she is on vacation."

think?It's almost the same if the little girl doesn't come.

He nodded slightly to Wei Ding, expressing his understanding.

After receiving her brother's response, the little girl looked at her father and said, "Dad, Jiaojiao left with her mother. If you miss me, Jiaojiao will miss you too."

"Well, I see, baby Jiaojiao." Zhang Jianan looked at the reluctant little girl and smiled.

After returning from the station, Zhang Jian'an entered the house and said with a smile to Xiang Weiding who closed the door behind him: "Jiaojiao is gone, you can move back to your own room today, so you don't have to be wronged to squeeze me in."

"..."

Xiang Weiding stood at the door in a daze, and slept with Zhang Jianan for nearly two months, and he almost forgot that he had another room.

Before going to bed at night, Xiang Weiding, who had washed up, walked habitually to Zhang Jianan's room, and stopped three steps away from the door, because the door that had been waiting for him to enter the room was closed tightly at this moment... ...Xiang Weiding remembered that he had already moved back to his room.

Pushing open the door of his room that had already been tidied up, he walked in to Wei Ding, looking at the room he had lived in for nearly four years, he suddenly felt a little strange...

Close the door, turn off the lights, get in bed, and go to sleep.

If two people sleep together for a long time, there will be a habit. Even if they occupy each side of the bed when they go to bed, they will often be next to each other when they wake up in the morning, and the body will automatically search for the body temperature of the other person.

In the middle of the night, Xiang Weiding's accustomed body moved to the right side of the bed little by little. In the past two months, when he slept with Zhang Jianan, Zhang Jianan always slept on the right side, and he slept on the left side.

Xiang Weiding fell asleep facing the left side, and moved his body to the right to lean on his accustomed body. When he rubbed against the edge of the bed and was about to turn over and almost fell off the bed, the nervous system gave a subtle warning, and then Xiang Weiding woke up. I was awakened, and my eyes widened for a moment.

There was no light in the room, and a little moonlight came in from the window. Xiang Weiding vaguely saw the whole room in the posture of waking up. There was no one around, and the room was quiet. The feeling that his back was about to hang reminded him what happened.

He froze for a while at Wei Ding, then stretched out his hand and touched the empty bed a few times, there was no one, only him...

From the day he moved back to his room, Zhang Jian'an slept comfortably by himself, but Xiang Weiding tossed and turned. There was no familiar body temperature, no smell that he liked, and Xiang Weiding couldn't fall asleep. , eyes open in a daze.

Xiang Weiding was very puzzled, he had been sleeping alone before the little girl appeared, why is he not used to it now?

I always feel that there is something missing around me, and I always want to hug something when I am half asleep, or something to lean on my back, so that he can feel at ease... Sleeping alone, Xiang Weiding feels empty, empty around him, and empty in his heart. Landing.

After a month of lack of sleep, Xiang Weiding's eye circles were severely darkened, and he was often in a trance. Zhang Jianan was very worried about his son's condition, and asked nervously, "Weiding, what's wrong with you recently? It's the pressure from studying. Is it too big or something is on your mind?"

Xiang Weiding opened his mouth, but swallowed the words. He didn't want Zhang Jianan to worry, and he felt that it was useless to say it. He is not a child, and he doesn't need an adult to sleep with him. He has been alone for so many years Sleeping, he felt that he could overcome his body's habit of sleeping with two people.

Therefore, Xiang Weiding forced himself to get used to sleeping alone again, controlled his body and mind's desire for body temperature, and tried every means to keep himself at the most basic level of sleep.

After Xiang Weiding began to work hard to get used to sleeping alone, when he woke up one morning, he found a white mucus on his pajama pants. Xiang Weiding understood that this was the nocturnal emission Zhang Jianan had mentioned, and he also learned about it from the Internet. I understand, it's just... Although I have read many explanations saying that after the nocturnal emission, I will only have a vague feeling, maybe even no feeling, but when it really happened, Xiang Weiding still felt a little inexplicable.

Why is it so far from the feeling of what Zhang Jianan did for him that day?

Life is going on, and it will not stop because of someone's emotions, nor will it linger because of a teenager's doubts.The young man is growing up, and the little doubts are left behind by him until... some strange dreams come into being.

It is a young man with full blood, and the occasional nocturnal emission in his body can not relieve the boy's desire very well. At night when his body is restless, the boy will also soothe himself.

The venting of desire is not to turn on and off the lights, but to press a button. This requires the body and mind to be excited to the extreme at the same time.

Almost everyone has fantasies or pictures about sex in their minds. When they want to get excited, they will infinitely magnify those imaginations. These stimulating fantasies may be naked women with big breasts and buttocks, or some The star they like may be someone they like, or it may be the picture in a certain H movie they have seen. When they need it, what picture they think can stimulate their desire to the maximum, and they will be helpless. Limit your imagination.

Because of the many experiences in his childhood, Xiang Weiding once hated the word sex, and was not interested in anything related to sex. When he needed to fantasize to get himself excited, the only thing he could use in his mind was Zhang Jianan What he did for him that night, so when Xiang Weiding wrapped himself up, he fantasized that Zhang Jianan was hugging him at this time, and that it was Zhang Jianan who was acting for him...

For a long period of time, Xiang Weiding only relied on that bit of imagination to provide him with excitement, and then one night, he began to dream, some vague dreams, faint voices, and indistinct tactile sensations.

Step by step, the dream began to have content, colors, figures, movements...

At the beginning they were very subtle, as if separated by a layer of gauze, looming, every time after waking up from the dream, Xiang Weiding always wanted to see the content of the dream clearly, subconsciously felt that he should find out, it seemed that it was very important.

Constantly dreaming, enriching the dreams little by little, when Xiang Weiding finally saw clearly, he was horrified...

The third volume of sad struggle