Adoption relationship

"...stop...don't...don't slap your face..."

Xiang Weiding's fist swung towards his head with the sound of the wind, and Coach Wang hurriedly backed away to avoid Xiang Weiding's attack, panting and said: "Being seen by people... will destroy the image of a master... …destroyed……"

"Come again." Xiang Weiding stopped his hand, raised his foot and swept towards his lower body.

"Don't...don't, don't." Coach Wang quickly took a few steps back and assumed a time-out posture.

Xiang Weiding wiped the sweat off his face, his body was excited by the exercise, and said impatiently: "Hurry up, this is just after warming up."

"No... no, I won't fight you today." Coach Wang sat down on the ground, making it clear that the fight was over.

"Why?" Xiang Weiding frowned displeased.

"What's wrong with you boy? Have you taken stimulants? You are not in the right state today. You are too ruthless and there is no room for it. I am your master, not your enemy. And there is more than enough fierceness, not enough calmness. You have to remember that you can't last long ...If I were a few years younger and dealt with you steadily, I would definitely win you today."

Then Coach Wang gave Xiang Weiding a weird look, and guessed: "Now that you are an adult, do you start to think about women, and you are suffocating, so you are particularly energetic? But you can't come to school to vent your excess energy... ...You should get a girlfriend...I don't think your father Zhang Jian'an will object to you, a cold boy, getting a girlfriend, right?"

Xiang Weiding was already on fire, but when he heard Coach Wang mentioning Zhang Jianan and the word "girlfriend", he stared at Coach Wang with a gloomy expression and shouted, "Go on."

"Hey hey...don't, count me as wrong. I guessed randomly. If it's not this question, forget it. Why are you so angry?" Coach Wang didn't know what he said to offend Xiang Weiding, but in order to avoid further After fighting, he hurried to appease.

Xiang Weiding also knew that he was not in the right mood today. He kept silent, put away his preparation posture, and asked, "Why do you say I should have a girlfriend?" He seemed to be seriously asking Coach Wang this question, but stared at Coach Wang. But the look in his eyes seemed as if if he got an affirmative answer, there would be another round.

"Oh? You don't want to have a girlfriend? Then you can have a boyfriend, and it's okay to have a boyfriend." Coach Wang responded casually, and suddenly realized what he said, and suddenly raised his head and looked closely at Xiang Weiding. : "Could it be...you really fell in love with a man? Didn't succeed? That's why you've been so angry?"

Xiang Weiding looked at Coach Wang, who was sweating profusely, and saw that his face was only surprised, and there was no discrimination or an expression that seemed to be unacceptable. Xiang Weiding felt better, but faced with Coach Wang's question , but he couldn't answer.

"I've lived half my life. I haven't seen anything. You are nothing. If you like it, go after it..." Coach Wang was not surprised, and even spoke courageously, while thinking in his heart, "Wait for your boy to kiss your lover." Kiss me and me, and stop coming to school to toss."

"Chasing?" Xiang Weiding was stunned, with a dazed expression: "How to chase?" That is the person he can't offend, the person he can't be disliked at all, the person he longs to get close to, but also the person he dare not get close to...

"It's simple, I'll help you find a few books about one hundred tricks for chasing men, cheat books for chasing men, etc..." Seeing the face of his best immigrant brother who was troubled by love, Coach Wang touched his chin with a serious expression. joking.

Emotion is something that only the person concerned can control, and outsiders can only watch the excitement. The relationship between the opposite sex is difficult, but it is even more unpredictable between the same sex.

After saying that joke, Coach Wang got up and patted Xiang Weiding who was in a daze. Today he finally understood what the proud disciple was hiding in his heart, sighed inwardly, and walked out.If he likes it, he can pursue it, but he actually hopes that it's just Xiang Weiding's infatuation when he was younger.

...so expect it!

Xiang Weiding watched Coach Wang leave, and then sat on the ground leaning against the wall, holding his hands on his knees, in a somewhat fragile posture. It is said that this is an external manifestation of inner insecurity.

Xiang Weiding understood the meaning of the beat when Coach Wang left, like the silent tacit understanding between men, it represents "I know", and at the same time expresses "you do it, I support you", it is encouragement and support , is to give courage, but...it is also "give up if you can't, it's okay".

Chase?

This word cannot be used on that person, it seems a kind of obscenity.

When Coach Wang went out, he closed the door. Looking at the confined space at this time, Xiang Weiding felt stuffy, suffocated, and oppressed. He was sure that he did not have a phobia of locked rooms...

He feels uncomfortable only because this small space is not only for his people, Xiang Weiding feels that his heart is firmly locked by such a closed space.

At this moment, his body is closed by a concrete wall that can be felt and seen, and his heart is also closed by an invisible wall. The body can leave at any time, but his heart cannot get out of that wall, because the wall above his heart is What I added is that no matter where others are, that wall will keep up.

Trapped beast... At this moment, Xiang Weiding is such a trapped beast, trapped in a small room, a small room he set up for himself, with no exit, no retreat, and no way forward. He can see everything around him clearly, but only The wall, the cold wall, so hopeless and helpless...

He lowered his head to Wei Ding and buried his head on the knees with his hands wrapped around him, like this - his hands seemed to embrace his whole body, and this posture was also curled up like a baby still in the mother's body, just But... the baby is tightly surrounded by the mother in the mother's body, but at this moment he is surrounded by the cold concrete wall, and there is only cool air around his body.

Xiang Weiding is uncomfortable, confused, helpless, longing for warmth, but only needs and accepts the warmth of that one person.

Xiang Weiding loathes, hates, despises, wants to hate, but hates himself who is becoming more and more strange.

After the first love affair at the age of 15, Xiang Weiding often had dreams, which were nothing at first, but... the contents of the dreams made him more and more scared, yes, scared.

Xiang Weiding remembered what his third adoptive father did to him, because it hurt so much, it hurt like he was about to die, and he would never forget that feeling for the rest of his life... Because of the pain, he hated sex, hated it as if it could destroy himself sex.

but……

Xiang Weiding hugged his head tightly, as if wanting to break his own neck.

He would actually do such a painful thing to Zhang Jianan in his dream...

Xiang Weiding was shocked, even if it was just a dream, he couldn't accept it, Zhang Jianan was the best person in the world to him, how could he hurt him?

What made Xiang Weiding even more unacceptable was that after having that dream, when he occasionally comforted himself, he would unknowingly fantasize about the scene in the dream... Every time after the liquid sprayed out, he hated it even more Own……

He was going crazy, and Xiang Weiding felt that he was going crazy.