Adoption relationship

Xiang Weiding snuggled into Zhang Jian'an's arms, surrounded by Zhang Jian'an's breath, he felt relieved and warm. Hearing Zhang Jian'an's words, Xiang Weiding obediently closed his eyes.

After Xiang Weiding closed his eyes, Zhang Jianan looked at Xiang Weiding in a daze. The son just now was very similar to the child he just met back then. Dumb and cute, like an obedient child, child... that child who has experienced misfortune, closed himself, and has no one to rely on.

Zhang Jian'an didn't quite understand why Xiang Weiding was stimulated today, but judging from the content of the conversation, it seemed to be related to his remarriage, but... a child, a son, does he need to care so much about his parents' marriage issues? ?

There was something strange in Zhang Jianan's heart. For a while, he thought of Xiang Weiding's eyes full of sadness, for a while, he remembered Xiang Weiding's words when he was excited, for a while, he thought of Xiang Weiding's trembling and uncomfortable appearance, and then Xiang Weiding was sleeping deeply. Be as quiet as a child.

Xiang Weiding never wanted him to worry, so Zhang Jianan has always been at ease with Xiang Weiding, and it may be because he was too worried about Xiang Weiding's ability to take care of himself, so Zhang Jianan did not pay too much attention to his son's mood and feelings in the past , and today... what happened to Xiang Weiding?

Zhang Jian'an looked at Xiang Weiding, thinking wildly, and then fell asleep without knowing it.

During the light sleep, Zhang Jianan felt some movement around him. Zhang Jianan, who had been sleeping heavily during the day, woke up. As soon as he opened his eyes, his eyes were reflected in a pair of deep pool-like pupils. Zhang Jianan was a little startled. , calmed down, and asked, "Are you awake? How long have you been awake? Do you feel better now?"

Facing Zhang Jian'an's question, Xiang Weiding didn't answer. He didn't open his mouth. He just looked at Zhang Jian'an with focused and deep eyes. "What's the matter?" Zhang Zi's head felt something hard and hot against his lower abdomen, and his movements froze, Zhang Jian'an's body suddenly backed up, almost falling out of bed, but fortunately Xiang Weiding pulled him back in time.

"Cough... Seeing how energetic you are, it should be fine. Then I'll go out first. You... you. Solve it yourself." Zhang Jianan forced a smile, sat up and prepared to get out of bed.

Xiang Weiding's gaze followed Zhang Jianan's movements. When Zhang Jianan sat on the edge of the bed, put on his shoes and was about to get up and leave, he reached out and grabbed Zhang Jianan's clothes, very...very pure, very stubborn, He looked at Zhang Jian'an very... speechlessly.

Zhang Jianan looked back. Looking at Xiang Weiding, without even turning his eyes, Zhang Jianan tugged at the corner of his clothes that Xiang Weiding had grabbed, and Xiang Weiding's hand moved up and down with the corner of his clothes. Zhang Jianan hesitated In fact, Xiang Weiding didn't use much force. He could have snatched the corner of his clothes from Xiang Weiding's hands, but "Son, what's wrong?" Zhang Jianan lowered his head and looked at Xiang Weiding who was still behaving abnormally. Viding.

no response.

"What's wrong with you? I haven't heard of this kind of disease!" Zhang Jian'an was very distressed, and murmured: "Suddenly you don't speak... Do you not want to speak in your heart? Or... Suddenly you don't know how to speak, Or don't know what to say?"

There was still no answer, and some only looked at Wei Ding's dark eyes.

"Alas..." Zhang Jianan sighed, stretched out his hand to caress Xiang Weiding's face, and said, "What happened? It's so abnormal all of a sudden? Is it because of my marriage? Son, whether I'm married or not, we We'll always be family, understand?"

Xiang Weiding said slowly in his heart: It's different...it's not the same...When you get married, you will live with another person, and we will be more intimate than now. She will kiss you, and she will kiss you without hesitation. Holding you, she will take over everything about you... I am no longer qualified to stand by your side.

Zhang Jian comforted Xiang Weiding's face, then touched his forehead, watching Xiang Weiding's eyes gradually become distant, he thought of Xiang Weiding when they first met, he remembered Xiang Weiding when they first lived together Weiding, he thought of Xiang Weiding who was bullied by others just because of his words in the hospital, and remembered the Xiang Weiding who needed protection from others, not the outstanding and capable Xiang Weiding now.

Unknowingly, he has been Zhang Jianan for almost eight years, unknowingly, he has lived with Xiang Weiding for nearly eight years, unknowingly, the child has grown up, unknowingly, he treats the child as an adult , forgetting the thin child who needed someone to protect at first, "Son, let go." Zhang Jianan said softly to Xiang Weiding, but he didn't get any response. He smiled lightly, from the heart, very warm, and said: "I Don't go, I'll lie down and accompany you."

Zhang Jianan's gentle voice and warm smile made Xiang Weiding lose his mind, and he let go of his hand without hesitation.

"Oh... really like a child." Zhang Jianan lay down and patted Xiang Weiding's face, feeling a little sad.

He suddenly felt sorry for this child. He used to be poor and helpless, but after living with him, because the child was too sensible and well-behaved, too quiet and obedient, he always accidentally forgot to care about things other than the child's life. If the child doesn't take the initiative to express it to him, he always forgets the child's inner needs. Almost in the blink of an eye, the child has grown so big that he can hardly hold him. "Son, what a child, always a child." Zhang Jian'an stretched out his hand and hugged Xiang Weiding into his arms, let the child's head rest on his neck, and patted the child's back.

Xiang Weiding followed Zhang Jianan obediently. He sensitively noticed that Zhang Jianan's attitude was a little different at this time, as if he was recalling something from the past, as if... he loved himself infinitely, and even his voice had a sound that could make people feel all over the body. Things that have a sweet and sour feeling make people feel slightly sour, slightly astringent, but warmer. "Are you going to stay silent today?" Zhang Jianan asked in a low voice, and then said with a smile: "You have never talked since you were a child." You know how to lose your temper, but you don't know what to ask of adults. In the past... I hoped that you could learn from other children, even if you were naughty. When Jiaojiao came to our house, I also hoped that you would be influenced by her, but you still Quiet, I thought you would always be obedient... Why, did you suddenly realize that you are expressing your dissatisfaction with behavior today? Or son, have you finally entered the rebellious period of youth?"

It's been a long, long time... It's been a long time since I was hugged by Zhang Jianan like this. It's been a long time... It's been a long time since I heard Zhang Jianan speak to me in this tone, so gentle, so warm, so... Xiang Weiding wanted to cry.

"Still not talking?" Zhang Jianan asked again, but still did not get a response. He seemed to compromise, and said in a doting tone, "Okay, if you don't talk, then we Weiding will not talk today."

Xiang Weiding was a little awkward, because Zhang Jianan's tone was like coaxing a child. Even when he was 11 years old, Zhang Jianan seldom talked to himself like this, but... Hearing Zhang Jianan's doting words at this time, Xiang Weiding What I like most is that it is like soaking in warm water in the cold winter, and the whole body is warm and comfortable.

"Forgive me, forgive me for being careless. I never know when you will be sad, and I don't know why you will be sad. Weiding, if you have something on your mind, you must tell me, you know? You are my most important person, I said that year, I hope everything will be fine for you and be happy every day, understand?" Zhang Jianan said slowly.

Xiang Weiding leaned closer to Zhang Jianan, feeling a little uncomfortable, the most important person?It seems that he should be satisfied, and he should be satisfied. What qualifications does he have to ask for more?

It's just... Can this most important person include all the people in Zhang Jian'an's life?Can it be... It is enough for Zhang Jianan to have him as the most important person, can he not have others?

Zhang Jian'an sighed faintly, stroking Xiang Weiding's back more gently, a little bit of self-blame, when he decided to adopt Xiang Weiding in Hwaseong, he understood that this was the responsibility of a life, life... how much Heavy two words!

At the age of 11, Xiang Weiding was hugged by Zhang Jianan with one arm. A young child, a poor child, a fragile child, a child who cannot control his own destiny, a child without parents and relatives is like a leaf of duckweed , I don’t know where I am next, maybe in an orphanage, maybe I’m adopted, maybe I can’t stand something and wander alone, I don’t know which corner of the world is a place where children can rest.

For the aggressive child who looked at people like a wolf, Zhang Jianan was always full of pity in his heart. He was such an obedient and quiet child. He encountered so many things that he should not have suffered at his age. No one Extending a helping hand, life has turned a lovely child who should have been carefree into a cold and defensive one, making it impossible not to feel distressed.

At this time, the grown-up child was in his arms in a leaning posture, the tall body of the child curled up slightly, Zhang Jianan's eyes were a little hot, and he felt that the body of the child in his arms was growing up and his mind was slowly maturing, but deep down It was always the same child back then, the child who thought he was going to be abandoned, the child who sat alone on the chair of the police station, came out of the police station together, hugged himself tightly and said with sobs, "If you think you are sent back, you won't be taken away" he We should be more careful. Children who encounter ups and downs are always more sensitive than ordinary people, have less sense of security, and are more afraid of being alienated, abandoned, and kept away. No matter how old they are or how cold their attitude towards others is, their There is always some shadow deep in my heart, and there is always some timidity.

"Son, are you afraid that after I get married, I won't care about you as much as I do now? It won't be like this. I promise, I will still love you and care about you. You will always be the most important person to me." Zhang Jian'an held Xiang Weiding's hand tightly.

Xiang Weiding shook his head with difficulty, but he could only say in his heart: It’s not like this, it’s not like this, I’m that child back then, I long to be cared about by you, longed to be cared for by you, longed to be close to you, but I’m more than It was that child back then, I don’t want you to own others, I don’t want others to own you, I’ve changed, I’ve become greedy, I want to have you, not just relatives, not just family