Becoming a Cat

"Ah, I heard that there is a super handsome boy coming in this year's freshman year!"

"Really? What's his name? What kind of handsome guy?"

I listened to the gossip of the girls around me, and smiled warmly in my heart, but I knew that my expression definitely hadn't changed in any way.

The girls are very cute, especially when they are nympho, their eyes are bright and their expressions are very vivid.Some girls blushed when they stood in front of me, and as soon as I stared at them, they lowered their heads and ran away after a while.

But, I don't know how to communicate with them, they call me "Iceberg Beauty"... Do I feel cold?Or is it because I don't laugh?

It was not easy to study in a prestigious school. It is my favorite Chinese department. I will take every class seriously.Preview, take notes, review, then go home and write your novel.I will definitely go to the library to read books on weekends, and sometimes make some excerpts.

Although I am always alone and occasionally lonely, I feel that this is the best time since I grew up, doing what I like to do, enjoying this peaceful and fulfilling life, as long as I don’t expect extravagantly, a People can also be very happy.

"I heard it's called Ye Yixing..."

"Ahh! I see you, your smile is so warm and charming!!"

"Is it Wang Leehom's type? Or Jimmy Lin's?"

"I don't think so...he is the handsome guy in the comics! Looking at him from a distance, I think there are little flowers blooming around him!"

"Oh, it's too exaggerated! You said it!"

I started to write, but I didn't write seriously at all, because it was so fun to listen to them chatting.

That boy came out of a comic?Isn't that flat?How do flat people compare with three-dimensional people?I have also read some comics, most of them in bookstores, and the boys in them all have pointed chins like foxes, how could someone look like them!

"Does He Yanlu look good in our class?" A girl said softly in a low voice.

"It's different! He Yanlu is beautiful, and Ye Yixing is handsome!"

"Hey...then you can match..."

I felt a little thumped in my heart, no boy would feel particularly happy when a girl said he was beautiful.If I had a choice, I hope I look more ordinary and slower, just like Yang Qu.Ah no, Yang Qu is actually quite handsome, because he has a very mature and reliable aura, full of aura.

I looked at my watch, it was already five o'clock, I closed the book, and decided to go home.

Although I still want to stay in the study room, there are so many people here, but my stomach is protesting, I am so hungry...

Walking out of the study room, the weather turned cold in September. While holding the book, I also hugged my arms hard, so I must not catch a cold.I am most afraid of getting sick. Every time I get sick, my terrible weight will drop a few more catties, and it will hurt my vitality!Therefore, when you are alone, you cannot fall down anyway!

Surrounded by students coming and going, many people went to the cafeteria to eat at this time, and some came out of the study room to go back to the dormitory.

I am entangled in tomorrow's math class, depressed and worried, I haven't written a single math homework question yet!

As I was walking, two people passed me by. I vaguely heard my name, and the voice of that person was very familiar.Ah, it seems to be Yang Qu...

I rarely turned my head to look at them. Sure enough, Yang Qu was wearing a casual shirt. I didn't know the boy next to him, but his back was very nice, and his figure looked strong and slender.

They laughed and walked away, shoulder to shoulder, and seemed to be in a good relationship.

Once I overheard a boy in my class say that I am a vase in the Faculty of Arts, so I will never get along with me, because it will be broken if I hit it.

Hey, I wish I had that body too...

A week later, I met Ye Yixing who had been widely rumored by girls in the department.This is a major professional class, two classes are taught together, Ye Yixing and Yang Qu are here together.

Looking at his back from a distance, I knew it was the person who was by Yang Qu's side that day.But he seems to be a lot whiter than that day, oh, I forgot, freshmen have to do military training at the beginning of school, no wonder his neck and arms were so dark last week.

During my military training last year, I fainted after being in the sun for a long time!The instructor carried me to the school infirmary. The doctor said that I had an irregular heartbeat and severe hypotension, so I could not participate in military training.Well, although I really want to persevere, I can't do it.

The instructor was also very nervous at the time. He yelled at the students and hid like a hide-and-seek. Maybe he was afraid that I would faint again if he spoke too loudly, so he said softly, "Then you can sit by the tree as a trainee."

In fact, I am not afraid of the sun at all. When I was in middle school, I went to school in the summer vacation and went to school under the scorching sun. A layer of skin was sunburned off my body. The new skin was whiter and rosy.So I think it's better to tan and have a healthy complexion!

The boy named Ye Yixing is indeed handsome, and the girls described him right.He has a very sweet mouth, and the girls are chattering around him, being coaxed by him to make their flowers tremble.And cheerful, it is natural to mix with a few boys in our class.

When I entered the classroom, he stared at me for a few seconds, and suddenly my palms were sweating nervously.His eyes are like a pool of water, as if he wants to suck me in.

I hurried past with my head down and sat in the front row.It seems that I can feel why girls bow their heads when standing in front of me.

——He is so bright, looking directly at him makes me feel burned.

I felt drowsy halfway through a professional class, my eyes were almost squinted, but I still propped up my body to take notes.In the end, he really fell asleep and squinted his eyes slightly, but he didn't stop writing.

After dozing off for about 15 minutes, I dreamed about the novel I was writing, and when I opened my eyes, I found new inspiration written down in the notebook.I firmly believe that when a person is asleep, the brain will continue to think, and the body will work instinctively!

I hastily sorted out a few key words of new inspiration, and get out of class is almost over.I followed everyone out of the classroom, this time, I never dared to look in Yang Qu's direction again.

When I got home, I couldn't wait to open Luo Mu's column. He will update the latest chapter of "Legend of Light Cloud" today.

But... it hasn't been updated yet!Well, Luo Mu should also be a student, maybe he hasn't finished class yet...

I am a little bit lost. Luomu's novels are my spiritual food and the source of strength to support my own novel writing. Every time I read it, I can be excited and happy for several days.

Last week, he announced that he would not update for a week because of something, and he didn't know what it was.I feel that if I don't read his novels any more, my soul will be exhausted.

Eating the fast food bought downstairs, while wearing a vest called "Dabai", he left a message under Luo Mu's post to remind him to update: "Luo Mu, please update!"

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Our major does not offer physical education courses, and physical education elective courses are not credited.Students who want to exercise in their spare time can go to the school gymnasium, basketball court, tennis court and badminton court. These facilities are very complete.

There is an open-air basketball court near the south gate. Because it is very close to the Faculty of Arts, you can often see familiar classmates playing there.

I never paid attention to it before, but today I can't help but stop by the tree and look towards the basketball court.

The junior named Ye Yixing was playing on the basketball court, with a heroic appearance and a body like a jaguar.

They seem to be playing a friendly match between freshmen and sophomores, because I also saw Yang Qu.

I never knew that Yang Qu, who usually looks calm and elegant, also has such a wild and unruly side on the basketball court.

To be honest, I am both envious and inferior.Looking at them, I feel that I am not the same creature as them at all...

Ye Yixing is very good at the game, he seldom misses his shots, and only Yang Qu can suppress him.Although I don't know much about basketball, I can roughly tell that the others are their supporting roles. The two of them are born to be the protagonists on the stage.

Fortunately, Ye Yixing and Yang Qu are not in the same team, if they teamed up, they would be invincible.

At this time, Ye Yixing had just intercepted Yang Qu's ball, he quickly rushed to the basket, and with a backhand, the ball went into the net obediently, followed by shouts from his teammates.Ye Yixing turned around and smiled at them, his hair on both sides was sticking to his ears because of sweat, and the top of his head was gilded dazzling golden by the sun.His face was facing the direction where I was standing, and his eyes were as bright as stars.

The book in my hand almost fell to the ground because I couldn't hold it.

I really don't want to admit it, I was electrocuted in the legend! (==)

Clutching my chest and leaving quickly, I swear I will never peek at him again!

……

Time flies, and it is another year in a flash.I still live a solitary life. Occasionally, I invite my only friend, Chu Wenxing, to the library to read books. He will read some legal clauses, and I will help him pay attention to novels related to law.

He studies very hard and gets a first-class scholarship from the law school every year.Unlike me, my essay scores are very poor.But I didn't take those things too seriously. It's good to have good grades, but you can't force them if you don't get better.I only have this level, and I am content to read happily every day.

Chu Wenxing and I occasionally talk heart to heart, but rarely, mostly "how are you doing recently", "how is the food" and so on.

Two lonely people know that they cannot accompany each other hidden in their shells.

We need some external force, with which we can break our respective shells.

However, I still like to stay in my own shell, because I am used to it and feel that it is very comfortable.

Because I didn't pay attention or pay attention, just when I thought I had driven the boy named Ye Yixing out of the special area of ​​my heart, I heard an extremely horrifying rumor——

"Ye Yixing and He Yanlu are a couple recognized by the Faculty of Arts, don't drag other people into it to destroy them!"

"Isn't that the attack of the year? Ahhh! How is their relationship? Is there any gossip?"

"Hush...! They have nothing to do with each other, but as long as they stand a little closer, sparks can be sparked at any time!"

"Hey... so there's nothing there!"

"Oh, it's not because of everyone's obsession. Who made their temperaments match so well? One is hot and the other is cold, one is like the sun and the other is like the moon, one is attacking and the other is suffering hahaha..."

I smugly thought that I could treat Ye Yixing equally without paying attention to him, but after hearing this passage, I realized that my self-deception was completely overthrown!The psychological defense line of the virtual construction collapsed, and my heart beat like a drum...

I just don't know where this inexplicable excitement and excitement comes from!

They are talking about pairing me with Ye Yixing!Obviously there should be no such joy!But why!

God!what's wrong with me!

I hid in the bathroom and kept pouring cold water on my burning face.

I need the power of Luomu, I want to read Luomu's novels!Fallen wood, please help me!

I read Luomu's novel from beginning to end again!Facts have proved that I was very correct in doing so, which established that my heart of admiration for Luomu will never change. No matter whether it is "Alien Ye" or "Heterogeneous Ye", neither can seize the supreme status of Luomu Great God in my heart!

Luomu is the complement of Zhiyan. Luomu can perfectly express what Zhiyan lacks.To be able to see Luomu's attractive words is to express the completeness of Zhiyan's heart!

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Recently, I couldn't help but giggle because Luo Mu actually started mentioning his personal affairs in the column!

Never before!Luo Mu has never talked about anything other than fiction in a column before, and he separates reality from his identity as an online writer.

Although there is only a short sentence each time, such as "I am late for get out of class today, I have been waiting for a long time", "I have a party with my friends tomorrow", "I have gained a few pounds recently" and other information... I am still like a small fan who sees tabloid entertainment. Like the idol gossip published on the forum, he paid close attention to every single item and secretly enjoyed it.

Ah, that's the real fallen wood!I feel like I know him better.

People are greedy, the more they see, the more they want to know. Later, I even wished that I could dream where he was, his real name, his appearance...

It would be nice to be friends with him!Then I can go to the library to read books with him, talk to him, exchange ideas with each other most directly, tell him every inspiration of mine, and share every joy and sorrow with him!

Hope too...he treats me like I treat him...

However, I know this is just my fantasy.Luomu doesn't know who I am at all, even if I say I'm Zhiyan, but my novels are ranked above him, as proud as he is, he will definitely keep a certain distance from me, and shut me far away in his heart Besides...

Moreover, he and I are completely of two biological species. He must be a dazzling person, as can be seen from his message.He has a lot of friends, like—

Ye Yixing's shadow suddenly appeared in front of my eyes!

Quickly shook his head, shaking off his ridiculous connection!I'm so panicking over my associations!

The fallen tree can't be Ye Yixing!Even if I know that Luomu is one year younger than me, there can be no such coincidence in the world!

He Yanlu, you are insane to connect the two of them!

I hugged my head, my heart was held by an invisible hand, and my mind was completely uncontrollable!

No, I can't go on like this... The only way to save myself is to know Luo Mu Zhiqiu's real name, to prove that he and Ye Yixing are not the same person!

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There are no results in various searches on the Internet, but this is inevitable.Fallen Wood is serious about his privacy, and it's clear he doesn't want readers to get involved in his normal life.It's not like me, when I search for only words, there will be a lot of gossip, whether it's fan praise or malicious attack, fortunately, it's impossible to test in all likelihood.

I'm not a detective, and I don't know how to use computer technology to extract the flesh of the fallen man, and I can't bear to ask him what his real name is, so I look around anxiously like a squirrel that can't find the fruit.

From the beginning of his junior year, Ye Yixing often blatantly followed Yang Qu to class, and his classmates almost regarded him as a member of the class.

But I haven't spoken to him yet, who gave me the courage, standing in front of him, I don't think I even have the courage to breathe!

I always feel that he is also watching me secretly. I panic because of my self-indulgence and wishful thinking. Because I care, I am too sensitive to him, and he just treats me like an ordinary classmate...

During a break between classes, the girls in the class chatted with him, and I sat relatively close to him. Although I didn't want to, my ears were still instinctively pricked up——

Girl A said: "Ye Yixing, you don't have a girlfriend?"

Ye Yixing said cynically: "No, what should I do? I can't find someone who makes me fall in love, or you will try dating me?"

Girl A laughed coquettishly: "I don't have that kind of luck..."

Girl B asked curiously: "It's so strange that such a handsome guy doesn't have a girlfriend yet. You can't be gay!"

Everyone burst into laughter.

Girl C encouraged: "Let's talk, even if it is, we won't laugh at you!"

Ye Yixing sneered: "I don't know, can you recommend me a suitable one? I'll see if I can call him..."

Hearing this sentence, my heart suddenly twitched, and the fingers holding the pen were tense.

Girl D said: "I still have to choose again? There is a perfect beauty in our class..."

The volume of this sentence suddenly became low, as if realizing that I

Sit not far from them.But they didn't see my expression, and I'm glad they were behind me...

Ye Yixing asked, "Which beauty?"

Girl C covered her mouth and said, "Don't pretend you don't understand, isn't it He Yanlu!"

It was very soft, but I still heard it.

I stiffened my back, and heard Ye Yixing smile softly: "It's really beautiful."

The girls suddenly became excited and chirped.

"Then hurry up and take down the iceberg beauty!"

"It will be snatched away by others later!"

Ye Yixing said: "If I like it, I can just grab it back."

……

My face is hot enough to fry an egg!

I don't know how I got home at night, my brain has been in a state of fugue, as if my body is not my own.

I opened Luomu Zhiqiu's column, looked at his novels, his writing style, and felt more and more that those words could be expressed in Ye Yixing's tone...

The two people, Luo Mu and Ye Yixing, can already completely overlap in my mind!

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Trembling all over because of my imaginings, I called my good friend Chu Wenxing and asked him for help.

Of course I wouldn't tell him that I worship Luomu and my heart beats faster when I see Ye Yixing, so I doubt they are the same person!

After deliberating for a long time, I asked Chu Wenxing: "There is a man whose secret I want to know, but I don't want to ask him directly..."

Chu Wenxing was not curious about who that person was, but he always answered the question to the point: "Is there anyone else who knows the secret? Just ask the person who knows the secret."

I thought about it, and knew that Luomu had his own editor, not the same as mine, but they definitely knew each other. If I wanted to ask, I could only ask my own editor.

"Yes." I was a little hesitant, but this seemed to be the only way to solve my inner anxiety, "I don't want others to know that I'm asking about him..."

Chu Wenxing was silent for a while, and said, "How much do you know about him?"

"...a little bit." Not at all, probably only a drop in the ocean.

"Can you pretend to be familiar with the owner of the secret?"

"How to pretend?"

"In front of someone who knows his secret, pretend that you also know that secret. In this way, he will pull you into the secret circle, and he will unintentionally reveal some clues to you when he speaks. You can also guess and verify, don't use doubts Tone."

When Chu Wenxing mentioned it, I suddenly had a solution.

Indeed, the editor didn't know about my relationship with Luomu, so it wouldn't be surprising if it was naturally mentioned that I knew Luomu.Our original rankings are about the same, and the age difference is not too big. Besides, there are indeed many Internet authors who are friends in private...

After two days of drafting, the next time the editor asked me to discuss the development of the novel's follow-up plot, I mentioned Luomu.

My novel has come to the end, and Luo Mu's "Legend of Light Cloud" is similar.I pretended to be casual and said: "I heard from Luo Mu that his essay is almost finished."

The editor was quick to take the bait: "Oh? You know Luomu?"

With a trembling voice, I said, "Yes, we are from the same department."

The editor was very excited: "Haha! Then you usually go to class together?"

My fingers holding the phone were pale, but the person continued to say like a demon: "No, he is a grade lower than me."

The editor laughed and said, "Well, no wonder the ranking is not as high as yours. Are you familiar with him?"

I said, "Just a nod."

The editor realized: "Because you are his opponent, you meet on a narrow road, and the torrent is undercurrent."

I pretended to be relaxed and asked: "He mentioned me in your place?"

The editor laughed and said, "That's not true. Luomu is very mysterious. My editorial team doesn't know anything about him except that his name is Ye Yixing..."

I didn't listen to what the editor said later, and I forgot how I hung up the phone.Just leaning against the bed and sitting on the floor, dazed, dazed, dazed...

Luomu is Ye Yixing, Luomu Zhiqiu is Ye Yixing, Luomu Zhiqiu is really Ye Yixing!

It's not uncomfortable, nor joyful, but my mood is mixed, my eyes are sore, I don't know why I shed tears...

If Luomu was not Ye Yixing, would I be happier?

The answer is no, my subconscious mind has already admitted this fact!

A little bit of sadness, a little bit of low self-esteem, a little bit of longing, gathered into my grievance and despair.

Really, too hypocritical!Why is it only him who can make my mood fluctuate so much...

I cried and cried until my eyes were swollen.

When I went to school the next day, I was even more afraid to see Ye Yixing.After that, keep your distance, and walk around when you see him.

However, people are like this, the more I dodge, the more I long to see him in my heart, no matter if I pass by or have a quick glance, as long as I see his figure and hear his voice from a distance, I will be excited for a long time.

You miss him when you can't see him, but you want to turn around and run away when he is in front of you.

I couldn't extricate myself from this contradictory psychology, until one day in the second semester of my junior year, Yang Qu stopped me after a class——

"He Yanlu, my birthday is next weekend, can you come?"

"Next weekend?" I was at a loss, Ye Yixing would definitely be there for Yang Qu's birthday!

I was about to refuse, but Yang Qu said, "Ye Yixing will come too."

Sure enough, Yang Qu mentioned him.

"Also, if possible, I hope to invite your friend Chu Wenxing to play with me." Yang Qu smiled friendly, and this sentence also stopped me from rejecting him.

He not only invited me, but also Chu Wenxing.

I know that he and Chu Wenxing are old acquaintances, so mentioning this is also for my consideration.

Oddly enough, I nodded.

[End of extra episode]

The author has something to say: The cat dad puts a little flower:

He Yanlu's humble thoughts: Go to the library with him to read books, talk to him, exchange ideas with each other most directly, tell him every inspiration of mine, and share every joy and sorrow with him!Hope too...he treats me like I treat him...

[Ye Yixing is so special to you, he also exchanged body temperature and body fluids with you, does it matter...

run away~~~