drifting in the north

Ling Fei never systematically sorted out the mess between him and Zhou Hang.In the past, I was soaked in a honeypot, thinking that every day in the future is brand new, and it’s too late to look forward to, so I don’t have the heart to recall the past; later, I can’t continue thinking about the past, and every time I think about it, I feel uncomfortable at the beginning , or get angry after thinking about it, or get annoyed after looking at the current situation, it is a kind of deep powerlessness, people become numb in this powerlessness, and don't even feel pain.

Drunk life and dream death.

Once, Ling Fei thought this was the most suitable epitaph for him.Even if he was beaten to death, he never thought that he would sit face to face with bears one night in the twelfth lunar month to analyze his mental journey, or analyze chapter by chapter, paragraph by paragraph, word by sentence, and occasionally use a pen to tick off key points, insert comments and words. Glossary.

Jin Yunhai listened very carefully, without taking his eyes off, with a dignified expression.At first, I drank a couple of sips of wine, but then I stopped drinking, and just lingered in other people's painful past with all my heart.

So the audience cheered and the speaker was very supportive. Waiting for a dog-blood story that can easily change the gender of the second male lead to be on the prime time, it finally fully revealed its original appearance. Ling Fei breathed a sigh of relief, as if the things that had been accumulated in his body for a long time were finally released When he came out, he no longer had to hobble forward alone with this pile of scrap metal.

"So you were not only green hated, but also a mistress?" Jin Yunhai is outstanding in that he can instantly extract the central idea from a complicated and tortuous story, and he can also sublimate it, "Fuck, there are so many people out there. There is suffering beyond suffering."

Ling Fei resisted, and silently recited "You are now a bosom brother, please pay attention to your quality" several times for mental construction, and finally succeeded in suppressing the soles of the feet that were about to move: "OK, do you feel that you are quite happy now?"

"No," Jin Yunhai answered very quickly, but before Ling Fei changed his face, he added, "I feel that the anger is not so great, and part of it is probably transferred to your man."

"The former man."

"Understand the spirit!"

"Whoo."

He hadn't had a few sips of the wine, and he wasn't interested, so Jin Yunhai simply lit a cigarette and puffed.

"Then again, why didn't you tell him when he first got married?"

Ling Fei tilted his head and thought about it: "I think he still likes me, I'm not reconciled." After speaking, he smiled embarrassedly twice, a little bit bitterly.

"I think he also values ​​you now." Jin Yunhai said suddenly, "I guess because of you, he might really be able to give up a big forest."

Lingfei black line, who is this to persuade whom: "You mean I shouldn't break up with him?"

Jin Yunhai dusted off the soot: "I mean he can do this too. You can give up the whole forest for a tree, but you can't give up the whole world for a tree."

"..."

"Don't look at me with such adoring eyes, it's easy to sum up. Men, there are no more than three types, family type, career type, and me."

"Alien type?"

"Fart, you have both ability and political integrity!"

"No, where did your inexplicably good sense of self come from? As an ignorant earthling, I have never figured it out."

"Then keep thinking, live and learn."

"I've never heard of a person who lives and struggles until he grows old."

The two of them chatted until midnight, and apart from the arguments, it was basically Ling Fei who was talking and Jin Yunhai who was listening.Because Ling Fei's broken matter has long passed the prosecution period, and Jin Yunhai's green hat is right in his head, and he gets angry just thinking about it. Naturally, it is impossible to bring it out calmly. What's more, there are many things that he and Shen Rui haven't clarified yet. .

But there is one thing that he has summed up from the painful lessons he and Lingfei have learned.

"The unlucky thing for us is that we like men. If a woman is with you, she will be with you wholeheartedly, but it's still not good for a man."

Ling Fei disagreed: "Women must be determined? Then how does Pan Jinlian'er explain?"

Jin Yunhai snorted: "That means she and Wu Dalang have no children."

"what?"

"Women are all maternal animals. When we have a hostage in our hands, are we afraid that she will run away?"

"Brother, are you from Venus?"

"Hey, don't engage in personality cults."

"..."

Ling Fei's blood bar was completely emptied, and he no longer had the strength to PK. He was in a mess in the wind, and he just wanted to get back to life right away TT "Sleepy?"

"Wow."

"Then I'll clean up your bed next time."

"I want to play the floor."

"Think the floor heat is warmer than the bed?"

"I'm terrified of something crawling out from under the bed in the middle of the night and dragging me away..."

This is not the earth, this is the home of gold, where everything is possible.

In the end Ling Fei still chose the bed in the guest bedroom, because the floor was too dirty and the second master Jin Ling refused to clean it ==

Back in his room, Jin Yunhai didn't fall asleep right away.The moon outside the window was as cool as water, and the noisy and irritable heart finally calmed down slowly. All kinds of revolving lanterns from a few hours ago passed before my eyes, so blurred that people couldn't tell the truth from reality.

When Shen Rui just said that he was going to have a showdown, he really wanted to kill people. He hated being played by others the most in his life. As a result, Shen Rui not only did it, but also played tricks.In three years, he could even feed a wolf, but he didn't feed Shen Rui, and even fed Qiu.Heh, he used his connections, money, and feelings to use up everything he had, and ended up offering a heart in exchange for a dustpan of glass shards.As Ling Fei said, I'm not reconciled.Not reconciled, so it became hatred, anger, unquenchable anger and deep coldness.

what about love?Also.But he would rather hide that thing in a place where he can't find it, because now he takes it out and observes it in this matter, he is disgusted.

FUCK LOVE LOVE LOVE!

Go fuck and have a good time!

fuck it...

When the mobile phone rang out inappropriately, Jin Yunhai unconsciously lifted his heart into his throat.To accept or not to accept?Heaven and man are at war.

The song kept repeating the single, and finally, Jin Yunhai cursed "Fuck", took the phone and didn't even look at it, and pressed the answer with the determination to fight it out——

"Hello..." Jin Yunhai heard his heart beating.

"Haven't you slept yet?"

"..."

"Gold?"

"You fucking call me from next door!!!"

"I just want to ask what time we go to your house tomorrow so I can adjust the alarm on my mobile phone..." Lingfei was extremely wronged, and he was yelled at once for being careful once in a century, "What time do you get up? You won't come over and knock on the door ask?!"

"Then you have to lift the quilt, get out of bed, put on your shoes, open and close the door, and knock on the door..."

"Why do not you go to hell--"

Ling Fei was so shocked that he had no choice but to take the phone away from his ear, and hung up the phone in great disappointment.Why do you want to die?He still has nostalgia for the earth, okay>_<The fire-breathing monster dragon, since you just broke up with him, this young master doesn't care about you.

Touch your head, good night.

A night without dreams, sleep soundly until dawn.

Waking up peacefully in the sun, no hangover headaches, no hoarse throat, thought he had only drank half a can of beer yesterday.But the strange thing is that he slept more soundly than drunk.

Beijing time, ten o'clock sharp.

December [-]th of the lunar calendar.

The master bedroom door was unlocked. Obviously, his master did not lack a sense of security at all, and he was very welcoming.

Ling Fei unscrewed the door, without going in, Jin Yunhai's stalwart carcass in the shape of a large character came into view. The bed measuring 1.8 meters by [-] meters looked like a single bed under him, and no matter how warm the room was, it would still be In the winter, do you need to sleep without a quilt ==

Walking in, walking around to the head of the bed, Ling Fei first observed the sleeping face of the other party, and after finding that it was the same as usual and not even weak in arrogance, he leaned forward slightly: "Jin Yunhai got up——"

Brother Jinzi is dreaming of marrying a wife, the bridal chamber is full of festivities, and the spring night is full of splendor. He is about to lift off the hijab of the bride, but the other party uncovers it by herself. The most terrifying thing is that there are no facial features, only a bloody mouth TT "You can't be whole A gentler Morning Call... ah... what..." A yawn was added to the sentence, and Sleeping Bear woke up.

"Hurry up, it's ten o'clock... ah... it's time, you can go straight to have lunch if you wait any longer." Everyone said that yawning is contagious ==

"He just said that, you still take it as an imperial decree."

It was rare that Ling Fei didn't reply, and stood by the bed, frowning and thinking hard.

Jin Yunhai didn't understand what kind of routine this was, and pondered for a long time, what was he thinking?

How could he have guessed that Lingfei saw the general epitome of an unfilial son from him, and he was reflecting on himself there.

It was nearly eleven o'clock when the two packed up and went out.The area on Ling Fei's face that Zhou Hang slapped was no longer visible, because new bruises covered it.You can't see it in the dark at night, but the effect is obvious in broad daylight.One piece of green, one piece of purple, no broken skin, all internal injuries.

The culprit was still muttering when he went downstairs: "I really did it?"

The victim was calm: "You think I kicked it myself?"

The culprit bowed his head: "Well, this is a bit difficult."

Because Baozi briefly mentioned Jin Yunhai’s family background, Lingfei naturally sketched out a villa in his mind—similar to the one his old man lived in, and then pulled up a row of barbed wire fences at the door to keep strangers away, and then set up another villa. On the gun tower, there is an armed policeman standing guard with a gun on it. Whoever dares to break in will directly snipe without explaining...

When describing this scene to Jin Yunhai, the man just said, you must have seen too much jailbreak.

In fact, when he actually saw the Jin family's old house, Ling Fei was really ashamed.It is true that it is a single family, but it is a small red brick building on the second floor. It looks old, and you can come here with a camera to take pictures of the revolutionary era.There is a small round pier at the door for sentries to stand guard, but unfortunately there are only pier but no one.The neatly trimmed pine trees replaced the sentries, and saluted the guests with a sassy military salute.

Jin Yunhai walked over carelessly, and rang the doorbell, two short and one long, like a secret signal.

Ling Fei stood behind Jin Yunhai with his hands full of things, thinking that if Jin Yunhai with a gun really rushed out, his back would be enough for all-round three-dimensional protection.

Soon, eager footsteps came from inside, and within a few seconds, the door was swung open without even asking.

"Stinky boy, why don't you come back on the first day of the new year!"

With a roar, Ling Fei knew who opened the door.He didn't expect that Father Jin would come to open the door in person, so he poked his head out from behind Jin Yunhai and smiled politely: "Hello, Uncle."

"Ah, you are Ling Fei!" Father Jin pulled Jin Yunhai away and directly grabbed Ling Fei's hand, "Come on, come on, fast forward, oh, what are you doing with such things by yourself! Old Feng, your son Come back, hurry up and stop busying in the kitchen—"

Ling Fei wanted to wipe his sweat, but he had no hand, and was almost dragged into the house by Father Jin.

Jin Yunhai was left alone at the entrance of the station, crying against the wind: "Dad, your son is here..."