drifting in the north

Jin Yunhai worked from nine to five as usual, if it wasn't for the occasional hesitation to speak, Ling Fei really thought that the other party didn't sense anything unusual.In fact, the cold war has been going on for a while, and it stands to reason that the anger should be about the same, but Ling Fei is still not happy.Once he is unhappy, he doesn't want to make others happy. Secretary Liao said that this is a very despised habit. Ling Fei remembered his answer at that time, I am happy, I am happy.

But now, he couldn't be happy, Happy couldn't get up, he was unhappy, he was anxious.

Him, uncomfortable.

This day, Jin Yunhai didn't come home from get off work on time, and there were several times before, it was nothing more than working overtime or socializing with clients.But before Ling Fei would call to confirm, he didn't feel anything at the time, and he answered naturally what was the matter.But thinking about it now, that move seems too ambiguous.Jin Yunhai is not someone like him, he is not qualified to inspect the post.So this time, he didn't call back, and naturally, Jin Yunhai didn't call back either.

The part-time worker has not come for a few days, and Ling Fei has always felt that it is a mess from inside to outside recently, so he doesn't have the time to worry about it, but this night, looking at the messy living room, he suddenly felt bored, and wished he could rush out to get some fresh air Air.

In fact he did too.

The night in the northern country at the end of April was still chilly.Ling Fei was wearing a thick coat, but still felt the wind pouring in from the neckline.Everything is good in this place, but it's too cold, Ling Fei thought, he's not very warm in the first place, if it gets colder, he can freeze directly.

Ling Fei walked aimlessly all the way, all the way around, and then felt really tired and cold, so there happened to be a coffee shop nearby, so he went in and ordered a cup of coffee and a piece of cake, then stared at the sidewalk outside the window in a daze.For some reason, he didn't want to go home at all, and would rather sit in front of the French windows all night.He always likes to drink when he is bored, because drinking can make all the troubles disappear temporarily, leaving only the pleasure of stepping on the clouds in a daze, but now, he doesn't want to drink.

I don't know how long I sat in the coffee shop, it was so long that Ling Fei fell asleep on the table, and when Yoyo woke up, he was the only customer left in the coffee shop.Ling Fei called the waiter to pay the bill, but when he was touching his wallet, he accidentally caught a glimpse of a figure passing by outside the French window.

Ling Fei paused, his gaze followed the other person until the figure disappeared at the corner of the street.I can't tell where the feeling came from, he obviously didn't recognize that face, but he just felt inexplicably familiar.Ling Fei was sure that he had seen it somewhere, but he wanted to break his head, but still couldn't figure it out.

After paying the bill and walking out of the coffee shop, a gust of cold wind blew by. Ling Fei was caught off guard and sneezed three times in a row, and then the light bulb in his head lit up - he had seen the photo of that person in Li Chuang's place!At that time, he also said that that person would be the second old Han in ten years, but the child said very depressed, what kind of eyes do you have, that is my true face!

He didn't know if it was true, but anyway, the child said that he had swapped souls with others, so he just listened.It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not, because that's not what he cares about.He just likes the other person, and then the other person grows there naturally so that he likes it.Yes, as long as the other party continues to live his own life, he doesn't need to give any feedback on his liking, just like now, he doesn't even have the slightest urge to catch up and ask, hey, are you Li Chuang?

Except for Zhou Hang, his liking for anyone is only a one-sided matter. If he had to find a nice word, it would be no desire and no desire.Because he knows that if he asks, he will not be able to ask for it, and if he can't ask for it, he will feel uncomfortable.He didn't want to feel uncomfortable, he was always on guard, he still didn't understand why he fell here at Jin Yunhai.

A clear night with bright stars.

Ling Fei stood by the side of the road and looked up, thinking that if a shooting star appeared at this time, then he would make a wish to take back the glass heart that fell out at some time from Mouer.

Ling Fei looked up for a long time, his neck was sore, but so many stars were still hanging in the sky, none of them were willing to fall for him.Ling Fei secretly despised his popularity, and was about to look away, but the phone started singing in his pocket.

Ling Fei took out his mobile phone, and three characters danced on the bright LCD screen - square two.

All of a sudden, Ling Fei felt that he was really stingy >_< I will change it back later, Ling Fei thought so, while answering the phone: "Gold?"

"Where are you hanging? It's almost eleven o'clock." Jin Yunhai's voice was as carefree as ever, and it couldn't be more natural.

Ling Fei is sure, if he wants to find emotions like embarrassment from the other party, it is better to pray for the old man to have a second spring and give him a younger sister ==

"I don't know where it is, I haven't left Shenyang anyway." Ling Fei said and raised his hand to look at his watch, it was really 55:[-].

"You can walk around the city on foot. If we have the physical strength, we will go climbing tomorrow."

"I want to buy a murderer to shoot you!"

"Hurry up and take a taxi back. I just finished socializing with a group of Russians, and the food they ordered is not edible. I'm starving to death. Come back and see if there is anything to eat for me. A bit."

"Then you don't know how to buy it when you come back?"

"I thought it was in the fridge!"

"Can it grow by itself if you don't continue it!"

"Isn't there you!"

"I am your mother?"

"My dad couldn't be happier."

"……Depend on!"

Jin Yunhai on that side hung up the phone, feeling refreshed, feeling like "I, Hu Hansan, is back".In this room, Ling Fei hated the darkened mobile phone screen so much that his teeth were itching, and he thought that if this person was righteous enough to a certain level, God could really bow to him.

After rolling his eyes, Ling Fei went back to the coffee shop to pack some Indonesian fried rice.In fact, he has never eaten it, but there are only a few items in this coffee shop that can fill his stomach, and the photos on the menu show that this is the largest portion.

On the way back with fried rice, Ling Fei made a decision.It's rare for him to make a decision, because most of the time he muddles along and doesn't bother to use his brain.But the phone call just now gave him an idea, it was too uncomfortable to be cold with Jin Yunhai, instead of leaving the other party alone, he was irritated.If the purpose of life is to be happy, then the happiness index of being a couple with Jin Yunhai is [-], the happiness index of being a buddy is [-], and the happiness index of being stiff is negative infinity.Now the system has removed one wrong answer, leaving only B and C. As a senior hedonist, he naturally chooses B.

Jin Yunhai said that this might be the only one in his life, Ling Fei believed it.Because Jin Yunhai is more reliable than himself, so he cut off that little thought, no matter what kind of relationship it is, it's fine if it doesn't start.If you don't ask, you won't exist, you won't be troubled, anxious, sad, or lost.

By the time he got home, Ling Fei had already completed the transformation from a resentful woman to a happy painter.

Jin Yunhai obviously felt it too. After receiving the fried rice, he listened carefully to all kinds of compliments, and could taste a little flattery.

Lingfei supervised him to finish the meal with extreme contempt, and Jin Yunhai did not live up to his expectations. He ate so cleanly that there was not even a speck of crumb left on the bottom of the plate. Those who didn't know thought that the plate was all cleaned up ==

"Now I'm consummated." Jin Yunhai patted his belly contentedly, and burped into the distance.

Looking at this situation, Ling Fei felt a lot of emotion: "I said, haven't you been so carefree all your life?"

Jin Yunhai grinned apprehensively: "Do you want it? I'll teach you."

Ling Fei wanted to nod, but all the cells in his body were clamoring to resist. He had no choice but to follow the public opinion: "You should keep such a domineering survival mode for yourself."

Jin Yunhai was amused, and naturally raised his hand to sweep the top of Ling Fei's head, just like he had done countless times before.

Ling Fei slandered in his heart, and then let him go, just like countless times before.

The ice and snow officially melted, and the brotherhood between Ling Fei and Jin Yunhai ushered in a brand new spring.

The next day, Baozi got the latest news from Jin Yunhai.So far, he has mastered the whole process, because there is such a humanoid broadcasting station as Jin Yunhai, from the helplessness before to the bright future behind, Bao Xiaoguang overlooked the whole process.According to Jin Jin, this matter is too troublesome, don't expect him to make up his mind, just listen to himself talking about it, otherwise it is easy to hold back internal injuries.

"Are you sure it's over? Didn't leave any indelible trauma or anything?"

"No way," Jin Yunhai sneered without thinking, "His heart is made of glass."

Baozi sighed, if this was not a phone call but a face-to-face meeting, he could use a whiteboard marker to write a big "two" on Jin Yunhai's face: "If he wants to be as hard-hearted as he is, can he still be angry with you for so long?"

Jin Yunhai frowned: "Isn't that also over?"

"That's because your thick lines are comparable to the eighteen bronze men of Shaolin Temple. Ling Fei can't rush through even if he is fully open and wearing a plug-in." No one knows Jin Yunhai better than him, a man who can make God cry.

"It's not that exaggerated," Jin Yunhai thought that Baozi was exaggerating, "If you treat him like a kitten, it's just a leopard, it won't hurt you. Don't worry."

"..." let your sister go ==

Baozi knew it would be useless to talk too much, what Jin Yunhai believed was that even if his mother came, there was no way to turn things around.All I could do was hang up the phone and just sit there by myself.

Ling Fei really can't be hurt, he doesn't think so.From the very beginning when Jin Zi told him about it, especially when he learned that Ling Fei was also gay, Bao Zi felt that something was wrong.What Ling Fei's reaction meant could not be more obvious. Saying love and liking is a bit pretentious for the two men, but at least Ling Fei must be interested in Jin Jin.In the end, Jin Yunhai, that big fool, didn't realize what the two fools could see!

In fact, several times, Baozi wanted to say it, and he expressed and hinted it several times, but the receiver didn't respond in the slightest.But it's not easy to clarify this matter, because obviously Jin Zi didn't think about that at all, but if there is a little bit, sleeping in the same bed shouldn't be that reaction.Maybe it's because Shen Rui's matter hasn't passed yet, maybe it's because Jin Zi didn't call Ling Fei, or it's some other reason that straight men can't figure it out at all, but no matter what, since Ling Fei didn't say anything, he is a bystander, Naturally, it's not easy to get out of this.If it was self-defeating and the two of them didn't even have to be friends, he would instead do bad things with good intentions.

But did things really pass as smoothly as Jin Zi thought?

Baozi was quite skeptical.He doesn't doubt Jin Yunhai's statement that he and Ling Fei are reconciled as before, but he doubts Jin Yunhai's emotional intelligence in analyzing this aspect ==

On May [-] International Labor Day, Jin Yunhai and Ling Fei joined hands to clean up the house.With the foundation laid by the sisters-in-law before, it will be twice the result with half the effort to clean it up.

The two of them had a tacit understanding and didn't mention Shen Rui's wedding. The conversation centered around the reasons for frequent tsunamis and earthquakes in recent years, from plate movement to environmental pollution, from Obama's election to the earth's rotation.

Secretary Liao's call came in when Ling Fei was cleaning the window sill.

Ling Fei held the phone in one hand and squeezed the rag in the other: "I'm busy, you are concise."

Secretary Liao was very obedient: "The old man has had a stroke."

Ling Fei was stunned, unaware that the rag fell to the ground.

Jin Yunhai couldn't see anything wrong, and asked with a little worry: "What's wrong?"

Ling Fei said four words over and over again: "I want to go home..."