drifting in the north

Some people say that love is meeting the right person, and happiness is meeting the right person at the right time.If you ask me, it's all fucking nonsense.If you don't fight for it and don't work hard, it's right that you don't have time, and she is not Bai Suzhen, who came down from Mount Emei all the way to repay your kindness.Similarly, if you are willing to let go, have determination, faith and perseverance, no matter how bad the timing of meeting is, it will not prevent you from marrying a wife——

A man has to be ruthless to himself, and then he can be more ruthless to his wife o(╯□╰)o When I met the monster, I was in a bad state.If I have a wife, I don’t have a wife. The whole Plato is not caused by objective reasons. There is no need for two places to live apart from each other. Shen Rui is in the same world as me, but it’s just fucking different Willing to live with me as if I had a thorn in my body.I suspected that he was frigid, but I didn't tell anyone, including Baozi.I always feel ashamed to talk about housework, especially unmanageable housework, with my buddies, and I always think that as long as it is warm enough, no matter how hard the ice is, it can melt me.Of course, I later realized how stupid this is. Ice cubes can be melted, but stones can't.But these bad things have been exposed, there is no need to reveal them to scare people.

Monsters weren't much better then.The man is married, but the wife is not him, even sitting in the car without moving, can be hit all over the sky.There were shadows in his teenage years, and he was overwhelmed in his youth, and he managed to earn his living until he was thirty. With all of these, he would be considered the eighth wonder of the world if he didn't make a mistake.But I didn't know this at the time, I just thought that this person was idle and wandering around all day long, now he is in Shenyang, maybe he will go straight to the Maldives tomorrow, like a rich man, a prodigal son who only spends money without making money rich second generation.Appearance and character are also desirable, but, isn’t it just a matter of character when making friends?How did the one hundred and eight heroes in Liangshan get together? Isn't it just that when the road is uneven, the younger brother will follow the elder brother.Later, Baozi asked me several times, saying that Shen Rui and Ling Fei couldn't match each other from appearance to personality, how could you fall in love with both of them?To be honest, I don't know, it's true to fall in love with Shen Rui, it's true to fall in love with Ling Fei, I can only say that time has brightened my heart.

Closer to home.

There was a lot of snow in the winter that year, and it seemed that the left field and the right field could not finish falling.I figured out a rule that the success rate of finding a lazy monster like a monster in a snowy day is the highest.He seems to have come here for the snow here, and once he is covered with ice, his whole body will be stained with a different style.Of course, it seems to be amorous feelings now, but at that time I only felt that he was talking.

It was not a whim to buy a full-level account for the monster, because I found that the Demon Continent without the Lamborghini has become lifeless, and I don’t feel anything when the buns come and go, but if the monster doesn’t come, it’s boring.I don't know why this happened. After thinking about it, it should be that the monster is too aggressive, so once it disappears, it will be deserted.It’s just that every time I see the words SpongeBob SquarePants moving on the screen, I always want to reach in and grab the person out and try to see if I can squeeze out a puddle of water...

Introducing Shen Rui to him was purely on a whim. Of course, the premise is that I really want to sublimate Ling Fei into a buddy like Baozi, so liking men is part of my golden cloud sea, and there is nothing to hide.However, I also really want to see the monster's reaction.I have scared Baozi, Qiangzi, Dagang and many other buddies with this matter. I admit that my spare time life is quite boring ==

But the monster's reaction was very subtle. You said he was frightened. He was very orderly and calm when he spoke and answered his words, but if you said he was not frightened, his eyes stared straight at Shen Rui as if he was going to kill him. swallow it.But after the hot pot was served, I lost my mind to think about him. If the monster is not strange, then it is not called a monster. So in comparison, I actually care more about Shen Rui's performance.To be exact, I don’t give my husband any face at all, what happens at home is what he does outside, and what he does in private is also what he does in front of others. I have told him many times that no matter what opinions you have about me, at least respect you I have to let me live in front of my friends. I think this is the most basic face of a big man, but he never cooperates, even if it is pretending.I look down on men who beat their wives, but what if the wife is a careless man?I don't know, my limited patience is almost at its limit anyway.I think maybe the two of us will have a fight sooner or later, and we will fight to the death. Maybe Shen Rui thinks so too, because I always feel that I am holding my breath and he is holding my breath.

On the 29th day of the twelfth lunar month of that year, I didn’t feel anything at the time. It was nothing more than encountering something that I didn’t want to recall in my life. It had no other effect except to prove how heartless I was.But looking back now, it really kicked off the climax of the second half of my life.Uh, it seems to be literary again, let's put it another way, my wife and I noticed that the current daughter-in-law wouldn't be able to make it to today.So sometimes when I think about it, I should also thank Shen Rui. Knowing that I am not good, I will automatically and consciously give way to the right person, because sometimes I am stubborn, no one will put me behind, push me forward, kick me on the side, maybe just one The road went dark.

I still don’t know when those two men and women got married. Don’t blame me for speaking harshly. I think it’s strange that the monster can break up with Zhou Hang and still be friends. Anyway, it’s marriage and domestic violence. Well, if I don’t kill him, I’ll be kind. Baozi said I’m not generous, and I feel wronged, because after all, I didn’t kill Shen Rui. To be exact, I didn’t touch a single hair of him, so he’s okay now. He is in love with that woman, of course, whether life goes smoothly or not is his own business.But if you want me to forget everything about the past and meet and smile as friends, I’m sorry, I can’t do it, I’m not Maria, and the queen is kneeling on the ground begging Wu Song, Wu Song chopped her up, this kind of A good virtue is to be jealous of evil.

I really can't remember how angry I was at that time, it was like the great flood in 2012, my head was bang, it was the first time I beat Shen Rui, I am really not a good-tempered person, then If the monster didn't stop me, I might beat him to death. When my head is hot, I never hit hard, so I beat the monster hard enough.Until now, none of the buddies I know have said that the monster has a good personality, such as narcissism, jealousy, arrogance, eccentricity, and impatience.Pooh!What is it?He is the kind of person who treats you as a friend and thinks about you all the time. For example, when making equipment, he will think about whether to make a set for you, and when he has good-looking clothes, he will think about whether to keep them for you. Although he can't say good things, his actions are there. I almost kicked his solid-color down jacket into a printed style that day, and he just didn't say a word.This is called being a friend, okay?In that world, there is no one who would do anything for a friend, including God.

That day was also the first time that the monster talked to me honestly. The so-called honesty means that we no longer speak up or make jokes, but actually talk about our own affairs.The incident between him and Zhou, to be honest, shocked me.It's not that I'm shocked that he also likes a man, but that he can compromise for so long for that man, it shocks me.That's not the monster I know. The monster I know will only step on others under his leather shoes, and maybe he's holding an alligator belt in his hand. When will it be his turn to play the scene of suffering.

I've had a lot of buddies, but never a monster like this.They have obviously different personalities, but they can hold up arguments for hours, never worrying about no topic to confront each other, and then they are all the same, they are all dumped, and they can talk by candlelight on the night of New Year's Eve.Later, when I thought about this passage again, I wished I could travel back in time and take a hoe to open my head to see if it was bean curd or rotten cotton inside. How the hell did I not know how to pounce on such a perfect wife in front of me? !But in fact, I was really not tempted at the time, not even a little bit.I just feel warm, and I feel that it is good to have such a brother by my side at this moment.

Every time I think of this, I feel quite scared again, because if I don't miss monsters in the end, then I may not be able to find such a comfortable wife in my life who is worthy of my dedication.I am not afraid of missing him, but I am afraid that I will miss such a good person without knowing it. Whoever says ignorance is happiness, I think it is the greatest sorrow, second only to the second...

I really can't figure out when I fell in love with monsters.

It is possible that he will be at my house during the Chinese New Year.

It was possible when I forcibly pulled him away from the hotel and moved to my house.

I retreated alone to play and hurt my feelings, and he helped me... Oh no, it was possible when I was looking for a part-time job to help me clean the house.

When he made me a 3 minute curry, it was possible.

When he told me about the two ghosts fighting Jing Ke, it was possible.

It is possible when he goes to my house to celebrate the fifteenth day of the first lunar month.

When I drove him to visit his mother's grave, it was possible.

……

At that time, I always felt that there was a small hand that came out from time to time to scratch my heart, a little itchy and a little numb.At that time, I thought Shen Rui was so angry that there was something wrong with my body. Now that I think about it, your mother is a pig and given so many opportunities, she should seize it once and realize it. In the end, I am not as good as a pig.

Then I heard from a friend that Shen Rui got married on May [-]st.

I don't want to admit it, but we have been together for so long, the relationship is not fake, maybe that bastard never had one, so I pulled away at any time, but I couldn't, a business friend said that my biggest problem was that I was too narrow-minded. Honestly, I really don't know when it all went wrong, am I falling behind or is the world moving too fast?

I go to the bar for a drink and subconsciously know the monster is coming, he always shows up when I need it and gives me something I need, sometimes it's comfort, sometimes it's enlightenment, sometimes it might just be his not-so-thick cock Shoulder.I drank too much that night, and there were too many monsters. Before I drank too much, I really didn't think about what would happen to the monsters, but once the alcohol hit my head, some things were out of control.I can drink as much as the three provinces in the Northeast. I was really depressed that night, so I got drunk quickly, but I didn’t get drunk. I knew what I was doing. open.

But the next morning, I was embarrassed. I would rather drink and have sex with a stranger than that person is a monster who didn't make friends in bed.But at the same time, I feel that this is not a big deal. If you are a gentleman, you are wrong, and there is no moral responsibility issue. But I ignored the regional differences between the north and the south. After half a month of cold war, I forgot how to reconcile later, and only vaguely came to a conclusion-the monster is not strange, and it is not difficult to deal with. If I have to find a metaphor, it is like a lychee, which looks rough and rubs hands , Once peeled off, it is soft meat.

In fact, I had peeled him off at that time, but I didn't know it myself.

Until the monster said he was going home, I didn't feel anything. My father had to go back when something happened, and I was very attentive to help him clean up this and that.As a result, the monster is like a talisman. As soon as he left, something happened to my company. During those two months, I was so busy that I hit the back of my head. When I was finally free, I could look at the Russian moon, and the moon gradually turned into a monster. Face.I found that I missed him a lot. At that time, I thought he was the most special of all my buddies, but I couldn't say what was so special.I got an Internet phone call, and finally chatted with him again after more than 60 days. At that time, I felt that my waist was no longer sore, my legs were no longer painful, and my whole body was full of energy. I thought I might really take him seriously. I think I should go to Shenzhen to have a look.

I don't like Shenzhen, and I still don't like it.It's like the tropics there for me.Can you let Africans go to Antarctica and let Eskimos go to Africa? Everyone has his own suitable place to live in. That place is not suitable for me, but I still went there because there is Ling Fei there.In fact, I don’t like calling him by his name very much. I feel uncomfortable when I call him, and sometimes my scalp gets numb. Baozi said that this is a very awkward and shy expression. Well, there is nothing to dare to admit o(╯ ╰ ) o Those few days in Shenzhen were very enjoyable. I enjoyed the fun and the heat, so when I left, I returned with a full enjoyment.

But, the monster kissed me.

In fact, monsters are always straightforward. No matter in the game or outside the game, he laughs at whoever he likes, frowns at whoever he doesn't like, gets tired of playing with you if he likes playing with you, and doesn't even bother to talk to you when he doesn't like playing with you, so He kissed me because he was interested in me, and I knew it.Even if my head was wooden at that time, I knew it subconsciously.

Baozi joked more than once, saying that the two of you can get together, I have never seen such a good match.I didn't take it seriously, because it's not so good to switch from a buddy to a partner. This is the same as the transformation of an actor. You are used to acting as a woman, and if you play a woman, it will be awkward no matter how you look at it.Moreover, Shen Rui's matter has not completely passed from my heart, so I don't think it's kind to find a monster at this time.

The monster watched me step back, and I counted, and with each step, I thought he should turn around or maybe give me the middle finger, he could do that.As a result, before the monster turned around, it took seven steps back and waved goodbye generously.Later I thought, that might be his bottom line, he is a monster, as proud as a flower peacock, he can't get down into the dust, not for anyone.

but i can.

When I left Shenzhen, I really felt that I would not regret it. I have always felt that regret is the most useless thing in the world. Even for Shen Rui, I did not regret it, but I broke the precept here with the monster.Baozi asked me when I thought it through and decided to give up Shen Rui and look for a second spring.I thought about it for a long time, but didn't come up with an answer.I only know that within a few days after returning from Shenzhen, I started to scratch my head and think about that shining face, and then simulated over and over again what would happen if I hugged people back and forth and gnawed them back and forth. Like a bitch, I tossed and turned, wondering if I was doing the right thing. I even took the two out of my mind and made a comparison, and then I found that there was no comparison at all.The only thing they have in common is that they both moved my heart, but there seems to be a subtle difference, I can clearly find out which one of the day I fell in love with Shen Rui, but I don't know when I fell in love with the monster, I felt it At that time, the seedlings had already taken root and sprouted.

I like monsters, there is nothing I dare not admit, I just dare not tell the other party, because I am afraid that I will not have the ability to be responsible after I finish speaking, so I might as well not say it.Thinking about it later, I seemed to be possessed by Qiong Yao during those days. I thought about it all day long, as if I were the number one hero in a romance drama. If it wasn’t for the phone call that let me hear Ling Fei having a room with someone, I guess I can masturbate to myself for the rest of my life.

Later, the monster asked me, what was I thinking at the time, really not angry at all?How to put it this way, if the person you like has a room with another man, if you don't get angry, you are still called a gentleman.But then I thought about it for a long time on the plane, and I didn't think of a position where I could be angry. I even thought that the monster had reunited with that surnamed Zhou, and I didn't think it was wrong for the monster to do this.No one owes anyone, He should have worked hard for you for 18 years. It is your blessing to see you. If you are not happy, people will turn around and look for better ones. You can’t make a mistake based on emotion and reason. After all, , you deserve it.

But thinking so, I still couldn't wait to fly to Shenzhen.I think this is the last chance. I don’t mean that it’s fine to confess, but I have to fight for it. If it’s really cannon fodder, I’m also happy.I can't be Qiong Yao in this life, I was born to go to Liangshan.

But the monster is softer than I imagined.

Tell me how many good things I did in my previous life to move the Jade Emperor to send me a monster in this life. If I have the chance to dream of Jin Yunhai in my previous life, I will definitely kowtow to him!

You don't need to stroke it later, just live your life, just work hard together.Even my presbyopic dad asked me if I was in love recently, I think I might be too happy.In fact, I am a very low-key person, but if I am close to Zhu Zhechi, my daughter-in-law will eventually evolve (^o^)/~Hoo, sleepy.

I have to sleep alone again tonight.

After two more days, I guess he should soften his heart. The dawn is waving to me, encouraging me, Comrade Jin Yunhai, hold on.I think I will persevere. Perseverance is the magic weapon for my daughter-in-law. If I want to live well for the rest of my life, I must bear it to the death.As for those nasty memories that have been smoothed out, let's just stay where they are cool.

A daughter-in-law can be spoiled, but not used to it.

Who am I?The great sage, Wukong, and his head is not tight, and he is not afraid of people chanting mantras.