Idol alpha's long pursuit of his wife

Lan Tian sighed and said, "The me you see is not the real and complete me."

Seeing his haggard look, Xia Yichen felt a little distressed. "Everyone has a sunny and optimistic side, and correspondingly, there is also a dark side. As your friend, can I only accept your sunny side, which is good for me? Then you can't help it. You underestimate me too."

Lan Tian: "You are really like a little angel. An Zhiye has failed you, and I must be regretting it."

Xia Yichen: "Please remove the small. I am several years older than you."

"I wish I had a brother who is gentle and caring like you." Lan Tian helped Xia Yichen fiddle with the bangs that were sticking to his forehead from cooking in the kitchen just now, "Have I known you for so long , never told you about my family?"

"You don't want to say there must be your reasons. If you want to say it, you will naturally say it." Xia Yichen has natural empathy in this regard, after all, he himself doesn't like to share his family affairs with others.

Lan Tian was silent for a while, as if he had made up his mind, and finally said: "I really have an older brother. I look exactly like him because we are twins. Didn't you ask me why the name of my bank card is Lan Hao? Xin?"

"That's my brother's name. Although we both look almost the same, maybe one of us is an alpha and the other is an omega, but our personalities are not the same at all. We have been separated since we were very young, because our parents told us when we were five years old. We got divorced. Many years later, when we met again, we were already in high school. I was in the top class of a key middle school, but he was in the ordinary class of that school."

"Then what happened next?" Xia Yichen couldn't help asking.

"Although I haven't seen him for many years, in my impression, my brother is a very normal and ordinary kid except that he doesn't talk very much and likes to play with himself. But when we met again, he seemed to be a completely different person. "

Xia Yichen: "What happened to your brother?"

Lan Tian recalled: "He stuttered, not only lost his mind in class, he couldn't even focus when talking to others, so his grades were poor, teachers and classmates didn't like him. You know boys at that age are quite rebellious , someone is always bullying him, he stutters even more when he speaks in a hurry, and the whole class roars with laughter."

"This group of people is too hateful!" Xia Yichen said angrily, "Didn't you help your brother?"

Lan Tian: "I helped him several times, and beat those people up. But after all, he and I are not in the same class. Those people are always making small moves behind the scenes, and things like campus bullying , often very covert, sometimes just an insulting statement, and there is no evidence afterwards, so my help is only a palliative, not a root cause."

Xia Yichen heaved a long sigh, since he was poor and thin since he was a child, he has experienced a lot of this kind of pain that cannot be shared with others.He didn't have any good friends since he was a child, and he understood too well the aggrievedness of being bullied and having to endure it silently.

Lan Tian continued to recall: "He has never had many friends. He regards me as the best friend in the world and tells me everything. I also feel that I need to protect this brother. Our relationship has always been good. Until a certain weekend in the second semester of the second year of high school—”

"I remember it very clearly. It was the day before my birthday, and of course it was his birthday. I bought his favorite sneakers and went to his house, which is the house my mother later formed to find him. Because I wanted to give him A surprise, I didn't knock on the door, but just opened it with the key."

Lan Tian glanced at Xia Yichen with very melancholy eyes, Xia Yichen's whole heart was almost in his throat, very nervous.

"I will never forget that image. I saw him and his stepdad cuddling and kissing on the couch. It was so disgusting that I couldn't eat for a week. I threw everything away and ran! I didn't want to Leave him alone."

"Did you know? His stepfather was almost 50 years old at the time, such an old man and a young man who has not yet developed well..."

Xia Yichen was too shocked to say a word.

"He came to me by himself later, and asked others to come to me many times, but I never paid him any attention."

Xia Yichen asked: "Although the saying goes that what you see is true, it may not be true. Could it be that your brother was coerced?"

"That's what he explained to me at the time. But I didn't believe it because I was so angry. Because I was self-righteous at the time, he obviously looked very happy when he was with his stepfather..."

"So, I took it for granted that he was willing to degenerate. Not only did I ignore him, but I also deliberately bypassed the only way he had to go home, and stopped helping him drive away those who bullied him. Those gangs Seeing that no one is covering him anymore, the little bastard bullied him even more."

"During that time, I avoided him deliberately, and even felt annoyed when others mentioned his name. Suddenly one day, I saw him waiting for me at the intersection I had to pass. He directly asked Can I do him a favor. Before I could answer, he unzipped his school uniform and brought out a kitten that was all white."

"That kitten is called August. He picked up a stray cat. I have always liked it. I asked him for it several times, but he was not willing to give it to me. I don't know why he suddenly wanted me to raise it that day. .I finally found out why, because the next day he jumped off the roof of the school."

"It was only later that I found out that he had suffered from depression and hysteria. In fact, he had told me that he always heard bad things about him. He told me more than once that he felt that high school The pressure is too much, he wants to go to work early, or learn some technology..."

"But at that time, I always felt that it was because his character was too weak, and I even secretly felt that he was too hypocritical..." Lan Tian shed tears unknowingly as he spoke.He took the tissue from Xia Yichen, wiped away his tears, and began to talk about the past again.

"It wasn't until I read a lot of books that I realized that this kind of situation would still happen. Sometimes boys and girls who have been sexually assaulted will convince themselves that the person who sexually assaulted him really loves him. He, would have done that to him. But it's too late."

Lan Tian took out a small yellow tablet from the white medicine bottle in the drawer, swallowed it with warm water, and then said: "You should have guessed what happened later. After my brother died, I blamed myself strongly, or Because I have almost the same genes as him after all, I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder by a psychiatrist."

Xia Yichen recalled the knowledge of psychology he had accumulated for a long time before, and asked, "Is it the kind of mental illness that is known as the favorite of geniuses?"

Lan Tian nodded and said: "That's right, sometimes I feel very excited, I feel like I don't need to sleep for a few days, and sometimes I feel that the whole world is dark, and I can't wait to jump from the top floor immediately."

Xia Yichen: "Just like your previous state? Do you have many situations like this?"

Lan Tian shook his head and said: "Not many, I committed three crimes. The first time was not long after my brother died, the second time was when I was hit by a car in August, and the third time was this time. I was afraid of being scared. To you, so I disappeared for a few days."

Xia Yichen walked up to Lan Tian and hugged him distressedly. "Lan Tian, ​​can you promise me one thing? If you get sick next time, can you tell me? I will definitely take care of you by your side."

Lan Tian asked, "Really?"

Xia Yichen immediately nodded firmly. "Now that medicine is so advanced, as long as you insist on taking medicine, any disease can be cured, even if it can't be cured, it can be relieved, even if it can't be cured, I won't leave you alone, don't worry!"

The corners of Lan Tian's lips gradually curled up, and he asked: "Yichen, you have checked a lot of information on mental illness recently. Thank you for your hard work! However, the jokes you sent are not funny at all!"

Lan Tian's smile was very sunny and contagious, and Xia Yichen also smiled unconsciously.

The two talked for a long time, and they talked until almost midnight, and they should have rested.However, Xia Yichen may have been in great mood swings throughout the day, and the baby was also greatly affected, turning over and kicking him, as if he had taken a stimulant, very agitated.

Xia Yichen tossed and turned on the bed but couldn't fall asleep, so in the end he had to ask Lan Tian to send him back to Ji Xing's dormitory on the grounds that he was not feeling well and wanted to go back to take some placebo prescribed by the doctor.

Xia Yichen touched his stomach with one hand, and held the placebo prescribed by the doctor in the other. He remembered what the doctor said was a cure for the symptoms, not the root cause, and he naturally thought of the things Shu Wen sent in the refrigerator this morning .

Xia Yichen stood in front of the refrigerator, holding this small white box that was worth a thousand dollars in his hand. In his mind, there were two small people on the left and right who were arguing fiercely, and they were about to fight.

"Didn't you hear? The validity period is only seven days! One a day is just right, otherwise it will be wasted!"

"Xia Yichen, you clearly know his purpose! You can't leave him, and he binds you with pheromones!"

"But this is the pheromone from the blood of the baby's alpha father, it's good for the baby!"

"Stop using the baby as an excuse. You obviously like it yourself, but you still don't admit it! Shameless!"

... He just held a pheromone and struggled with himself for no less than 10 minutes. Finally, he accidentally lost his grip while thinking hard, and the glass bottle in his hand slipped from his hand.

With the bang of the glass bottle in free fall, the smell of rosemary spread from the ground directly to the entire room in an instant.Driven by instinct, Xia Yichen couldn't restrain himself and desperately sniffed these familiar scents that he hadn't smelled for a long time.

In the air with such a high concentration of pheromone, he stayed in the air for less than 5 minutes, and he seemed drunk. He returned to his room with a red face, top-heavy, and quickly climbed onto the bed. Finally, the flag died down, and he had the sweetest sleep he had had in the past few days.