Critically ill 'love' letter

"Chief Poetry, the dried lemon slices are gone. I'll go out and buy some. Lu Chen will pick me up at the door of the company. I'll go home first."

Cheng Ming and Lu Chen are always together, Li Shichang knows, he can't accompany Cheng Ming every day, Cheng Ming will inevitably be bored.And even if he had time to accompany Cheng Ming, there was no way to stop Cheng Ming and Lu Chen from being together.

"Yes." Li Shichang put down the work in hand, stood up and helped Cheng Ming tidy up his clothes, and brought a scarf for Cheng Ming, "Send you down."

Although Cheng Ming felt it was unnecessary, but in order to make Li Shichang feel at ease, he never stopped Li Shichang.What's more, he also enjoys it, feeling Li Shichang's care for him, Cheng Ming is really satisfied and happy.In addition, once Li Shichang started to work, he would not rest until he finished. Even if Li Shichang would go to the gym, Cheng Ming was also worried about Li Shichang's body. It is always good to move more.

"Go home for dinner tonight." Cheng Ming said.

"it is good."

The journey was not far away, and they arrived in the blink of an eye. They kissed each other naturally without communicating.They don't care about anyone's eyes, they only care about their lover.

The kiss ended after a few seconds, Cheng Ming let go of Li Shichang's hand, and pushed him, "You go back, finish work and go home early, pay attention to safety."

Li Shichang nodded and replied: "You too, pay attention to safety." Li Shichang helped Cheng Ming open the car door, and protected Cheng Ming to sit in.

"Tired and crooked..." Cheng Ming muttered softly, but his heart was so sweet.

Li Shichang was very close to Cheng Ming, so he could hear clearly. He smiled at Cheng Ming, bent down and kissed Cheng Ming's mouth again, "Wait for me to go home."

"En." Cheng Ming nodded slightly.

Li Shichang turned his head to look at the driver's cab, and repeated the words he often said, "Lu Chen, help me take care of Cheng Ming."

"Well -- you don't need to tell me." Lu Chensheng replied perfunctorily without love.He leaned on the window with his elbows and looked out, obviously he was used to it.

Cheng Ming was a little embarrassed, but he felt it was funny, and quickly kissed Li Shichang on the face as if he had done something bad, and when Li Shichang looked at him, he blinked at Li Shichang and said with a little joy: "Okay, don't worry, Let's go back."

Li Shichang was teased by Cheng Ming, and he didn't want Cheng Ming to leave for a moment, but he quickly suppressed this feeling, he knew that Cheng Ming would be boring if he stayed by his side all the time, Cheng Ming is not someone who can relax.

"Hey, if you are busy, you can go back. If you don't believe me, you have to believe it." Lu Chen urged after being idle and bored.

"En." Li Shichang didn't say anything else, he helped them close the car door, waved to Cheng Ming earnestly, and turned back when the car was out of sight.

Cheng Ming and Lu Chen didn't go anywhere else, they went to the shopping mall around Cheng Ming's house, to be more precise, Li Shichang's house.In short, this place is close to the company, so Cheng Ming moved in to live with Li Shichang. He didn't need to do that job anymore, so he didn't need to keep guarding the house alone.

The company is not far from home, and this is not the peak period, so it will be around twenty minutes.

"Is the gift ready?" Lu Chen asked.

"...Hmm..." Cheng Ming blushed a little.He didn't tell Lu Chen what he was going to do, but Lu Chen actually guessed it.Thinking about it, he would spend all his time preparing for this time of year. In the early years, Cheng Ming would ask Lu Chen what he should buy, and he would struggle with it for a long time. No exception.

"what?"

Cheng Ming smiled and said, "Nothing special."

"Hmph, why don't you tell me that?" Lu Chen joked.

Li Shichang has never been short of anything, and Cheng Ming has always known it, so the gifts for Li Shichang will not look at the price, they are often full of heart.

When he was young, Cheng Ming gave him a hand-woven scarf, bought a set of clothes for Li Shichang with the money he had saved for several months, bought pens, ties and cufflinks with the same money he saved for a long time, and gave him his favorite books.Cheng Ming is keen on creating surprises for others, Li Shichang and Lu Chen both know this.

Ever since college, no matter how busy Cheng Ming was, he would find time to write in his diary, part-time job, and school. After falling in love with Li Shichang, Cheng Ming's diary included Li Shichang's name almost every day.

I didn't do anything else today. I spent a day at home with the chief poet. I haven't been so leisurely in a long time. I can also eat the meals cooked by the chief poet all day. It's so cool. I really want to take another day off.

The chief poet went to see his brother and said he would come back in the evening, but it was around 10:30 in the evening and he hadn't come back yet.Calling may disturb him, he is a bit sleepy, but I want to wait until he comes back to sleep.

Oh my god...why didn't I realize that suits look so good before, um...he looks good in anything, but he's even more handsome in formal suits.

The poet not only knows how to cook, but also makes desserts. He doesn’t make anything sweet, as if he knows that I don’t like sweets.

At this moment, I even feel that I am lucky to be able to sit here and write a diary. I was almost hit by a car when I went out in the morning. Hey, I’m okay. Li Shichang’s station is closer to the car, which scared me to death.The driver finally hit a tree, and he didn't know what happened to the man. Li Shichang quickly called first aid and firefighters.I don't understand how he managed to be so calm when encountering this kind of thing. I haven't recovered yet. I feel very uncomfortable when I think that I am so close to death. The happy days have not lasted long, and they will be taken back by God. If something happens to Li Shichang, it's too sad. If something happens to Li Shichang, I don't know how to survive.

……

Hmm... There was a girl who confessed her love to the chief poet in front of me. That girl was pretty, and she looked richer than me. Hey...

The poet asked me not to think about it, he only likes me, hehe, it’s not that I don’t believe him, it’s that I don’t believe in myself.

……

I saw Brother Poetry, he came to Poetry's house today, and he was a little nervous at first, but because his brother is so kind and gentle, he is not so afraid.It was great getting to know them.

……

Later, this diary was given to Li Shichang as a gift by Cheng Ming.

Li Shichang seemed to be... quite moved.

Thinking about it now, Cheng Ming thinks this is too stupid.

When I first started keeping a diary, I thought it was a pity that one day had passed, and he had such an ordinary life, but after this past, there was nothing to remember.Although his life was not very good, he always wanted to record some good things. Cheng Ming wanted to record his previous diary, but he didn't know what to record.After falling in love with Li Shichang, it was different. He felt that as long as it was about Li Shichang, everything was good.

Cheng Mingchang only started to enjoy life when he was so old. He was reluctant to forget these beautiful things, so he always remembered a lot, one after another.

After the diary is given away, Cheng Ming will buy another one, continue to write, and give it to Li Shichang on his birthday.In this way, it has become a necessary part of every birthday, giving the diary to Li Shichang.Even in the few years when they were not harmonious, Cheng Ming sent the diary to Li Shichang, and the content was less than half. Li Shichang read it and didn't say anything.

Li Shichang proposed to write with Cheng Ming, but he refused. For this kind of thing, he can do it alone. Li Shichang has other things to do.

Ah...shame.

But after being together for so many years, if you lose face in front of Li Shichang, you lose face.

Thinking about the time from Li Shichang's birthday to today, Cheng Ming's diary has only been worth a few pages. He doesn't blame anyone, he just feels sorry for wasting time and not getting together with Li Shichang.

"I'll tell you tomorrow." Cheng Ming smiled.

"Sell me." Lu Chen parked the car, turned around and walked over to Cheng Ming's side, leaned sideways, pointed at his face, "I'm the one."

Cheng Ming scolded with a smile: "Childish."

Lu Chen pretended not to hear, and kept that posture motionless, as if I wouldn't let you get out of the car unless you kissed me.

Cheng Ming had no choice but to lean forward and kiss her.

"Hmph," Lu Chen just released Cheng Ming, turned around and opened the door, and said, "Let's go."

The two walked around for nearly three hours, bought a lot of vegetables and fruits, and carried them to the car and then upstairs, exhausting the two of them.

"Water—water..." Lu Chen quickly took off his coat, and hurried to the refrigerator to get water.

"Hey, hey," Cheng Ming dragged Lu Chen back to the sofa, "What's the matter with you, you won't let me get along with you, what are you looking for in the refrigerator right after you're busy? You look, here, drink this .” Cheng Ming poured Lu Chen a glass of warm water.

"You know you can't drink like this, okay, let's keep healthy with you." Lu Chen was so thirsty that he drank the whole glass in one go. After a while, he looked up at the clock: "Five o'clock There are too many, when will I make them?" So many dishes can't be finished in a short while.

Cheng Ming also drank some water, leaned on the sofa and looked at the ceiling with a cup in his hand, "Let's do it," he said without moving.Cheng Ming found that he was a little lazy recently, and he felt sleepy after taking a rest.He knew that he should get up early to do things, but he seemed to have no strength, and it took a lot of effort to control himself to raise his hand.

Lu Chen was a little surprised to see him like this.Cheng Ming has always finished what he can do as early as possible, and he will definitely not delay what should be done, not to mention that today is Li Shichang's birthday, Cheng Ming should be more anxious.But after thinking about it, Cheng Ming needs to take a lot of medicine recently, which will affect his body to some extent. Thinking of this, Lu Chen couldn't help worrying.

"Are you sleepy?" Lu Chen asked.

"Um...a bit."

"You take a break first, I'll wash the vegetables and pickle the meat first."

"It's okay, give me a hand."

Hey, Lu Chen sighed silently, got up and pulled Cheng Ming up from the sofa, "I'll help you look at the medicine tomorrow."

Cheng Ming shook his head, "The chief poet has asked someone to read it, and there is nothing wrong with it. It's just that I sleep a little longer than before, maybe it's because I'm free now, I have time to sleep, and I feel a little tired occasionally, but I have nothing to do every day, sleepy You can sleep now, don't worry."

"Come on, if I say look, you have to show me."

"Let's go, let's see. Let's go, let's cook."

It was busy again, marinated, stewed and fried, and the last dish was finished at four o'clock.

The first dish was a little cold, Cheng Ming washed his hands and called Li Shichang.

"Poem chief? What are you doing?"

"I'm driving, I'll be home in a while. Is there anything I can bring?" There are a lot of cars now, and the speed is not fast. Li Shichang didn't wear earphones, and called Cheng Ming on the hands-free.

"It's nothing, don't drive too fast."

"Well, there are still more than ten minutes."

"Okay, hang up first."

Cheng Ming hung up the phone, turned around and saw Lu Chen was putting on his coat.

"Why are you here?" Cheng Ming asked.

"Go home, I'm not a light bulb." Lu Chen replied naturally.

Cheng Ming turned his head to look at the dishes on the table, and pointed with the hand that was still holding the phone, "There are so many dishes, the two of us can't finish them all."

Lu Chen was a little speechless and said: "The three of us can't finish eating, what do you think of me?"

Cheng Ming felt very sorry, Lu Chen had been helping him for so long, how could he not even let him eat.

Lu Chen knew what Cheng Ming was thinking, "Come on, I'll take some back, there's still one person at home." Cheng Ming couldn't let it go.

"Okay." Cheng Ming went to the kitchen to get the takeaway boxes and disposable fresh-keeping bags that they washed before, "Use this first, and change to other packaging when you go back."

If someone else, Lu Chen, absolutely despises this, Cheng Ming won't, Cheng Ming has been used to thrift since he was a child, although these boxes are useless to keep, but it's a pity to throw them away, Cheng Ming washes them if they are of good quality and keeps them.Lu Chen doesn't worry about the dirt, Cheng Ming likes to clean it up, and since it's left behind, he will definitely wash it up.

Seeing Cheng Ming bring a small stack of boxes, Lu Chen said, "Let's decorate less, you won't eat much."

"I didn't pretend much." Cheng Ming said so, but his hands were clean and neat.

Lu Chen didn't bother to argue with Cheng Ming, so he did whatever he wanted.

Cheng Ming put the things in the bag and wanted to pass them to Lu Chen, but he saw Lu Chen sitting on the chair in a daze.

"What do you think?"

Lu Chen shook his head, "It's nothing, I've been leisurely lately, and I always think about messes."

Cheng Ming carried the bag to the table in front of Lu Chen, "Tell me."

Lu Chen glanced into the bag, pretending to be more than Lu Chen thought, "I'll leave when Li Shichang comes back."

Just now Cheng Ming and Li Shichang made a phone call, and with a few words, Lu Chen felt as if his heart was covered, feeling uncomfortably bored and flustered. At that moment, Lu Chen forgot that Cheng Ming could not be away from others, and just wanted to stay away from this warm place.

He didn't understand, no matter what happened, he couldn't forget it, not to mention that it wasn't a big deal at all, it was worse than a glass heart.Lu Chen was so stupid that he couldn't figure it out.

Lu Chen was a little hot, so he put his coat on the back of the chair and half-lyed on the chair.

"I'm thinking...whether I should break up with him." Lu Chen murmured.

The author has something to say: the diary is written for oneself, not for others to read.If you know that your diary will be seen by others, the content written in the diary may not be what you want to express in your heart.

Cheng Ming just likes to record, and Li Shichang just helps keep them.

Cheng Ming didn't ask Li Shichang to read all the contents inside.

Li Shichang will not read every one of them.

That... takeaway box, the food is put in a bag and then put into the takeaway box, so keep it if you keep it.