Critically ill 'love' letter

The weather is really nice today, although the clouds all over the sky are spectacular, but I prefer such a clear sky, I don’t know how many times I can see such a calm sky.

It's too pessimistic to say so, and the poet made me want to open up.

I think, before that, no one should be more open than watching.Looking at it now, the decision at that time was not so ridiculous, it could even be considered wise...

In the past few months, I have traveled to many places with the chief poet, in addition to the ones mentioned before, there are also Maldives, Angkor Wat, Ayers Rock, Rocky Mountains, and went to the World Cup, and there are too many to count small place.

Now I’m in a hotel near Dali, Yunnan. I’ve been shopping all day today and I’m still unsatisfied. The beauty of nature is amazing...

It was lucky to see it with my own eyes.

In addition, Poetry Chang's company has been managed by Brother Yuqing, and he has left a lot of time to accompany me.I thought it was time to go back, but the poet always said there was still enough time.

I bought a camera with the chief poet, and took a lot of photos every time I went to a place. If I forget those scenery, I can't help but go there again.

It's a pity that Lu Chen couldn't come together.

Something happened to Qin Shuo, and Lu Chen was taken away by Qin Shuo.He sent me a message last night, only saying that it was not going well, and that he would reply later, so don’t worry—this was the first time he sent me a message in the past four months.

After New Year's Eve, I haven't seen Lu Chen again.

I miss him a lot.

To be honest, I envy Lu Chen very much.

Qin Shuo is at the age of youth, and Lu Chen is also very energetic, and he does not lack the stability and childishness that this age should have.Sometimes... I even find that I am not in the same rhythm as him.Qin Shuo is more than 01:30 points more mature than his peers, and has a very high EQ judgment.

Fate is really unpredictable.

I hope they are safe and well, and wish them happiness.

Now that Lu Chen is gone, I can only be by the chief poet's side every day. I don't like this... But he said he was worried if he wasn't with him.I don't want him to worry.

Going around and around, it seems to be back to the original point.

When I was a child, I thought about many sad and depressing futures. Compared with reality and those fantasies, this is nothing at all, at least not worse, I should be grateful.

But I can't be thankful. I have to admit that I still feel that I am a drag on the poem.

Maybe I shouldn't come back to him.