Critically ill 'love' letter

After Cheng Ming woke up the next morning, he ate a whole bowl of dumplings as he wished.

After nine o'clock, Cheng Ming and Li Shichang went to the hospital where Lu Chen was. Li Shichang made a reservation last night, so the two of them waited for about half an hour before seeing Lu Chen.

Lu Chen raised his eyes and joked, "Hey, look who's here?"

Cheng Ming knew he was wrong, so he pursed his lips and laughed it off, but Li Shichang coughed twice and answered.

"Cheng Ming had a stomachache yesterday, and I don't know why."

After hearing this, Lu Chen was shocked. What Li Shichang said was really scary. You must know that if it gets worse, the difficulty of treatment and recovery will be doubled or tripled.

Then Cheng Ming realized that it was not long before the diagnosis was made, and Cheng Ming's physique was not so bad that the cancer cells could run rampant. Thinking of this, Lu Chen felt relieved when he raised his throat.

"Let's have a gastroscope first." Lu Chen knew Cheng Ming's condition best, so he wouldn't waste time on detours.

Hearing Lu Chen's words, Li Shichang thought of something and said, "He ate something in the morning."

Lu Chenmei held back his eyes and rolled his eyes slightly upwards, tried his best to suppress the fire in his chest, took a deep breath, and said to Cheng Ming: "I've convinced you, even if your husband doesn't think about it, why don't you still Can't remember? How can anyone come to check the stomach after eating?"

Li Shichang was puzzled, he hadn't seen him for a while, Lu Chen's temper was much lower than before, and Lu Chen would definitely quarrel in the past.This thought flashed by, and then he was full of self-blame. He made a lot of preparations, but in the end he didn't remember anything, and he only thought about Cheng Ming's desire to eat.

This time, without waiting for Li Shichang to respond, Cheng Ming beside him replied: "I just forgot, come back in the afternoon, every time I have a gastroscopy, I will die of discomfort, and I will avoid it for a while."

Li Shichang suddenly felt something was wrong, his eyes fell on Cheng Ming, and Lu Chen was even more stunned.

In the past, Cheng Ming would have noticed that Li Shichang and Lu Chen were a little strange, but now, seeing that they were like this, Cheng Ming raised the corner of his mouth and smiled at them.

Li Shichang looked at Lu Chen with confused eyes, Lu Chen frowned slightly, and asked Li Shichang silently.

Li Shichang's throat hurt for a while, and his brain was buzzing. Regardless of Lu Chen's presence, he suddenly hugged Cheng Ming from behind.

Lu Chen finally realized something, tears welled up in his eyes, and slid down his already blank face.

Both Lu Chen and Li Shichang knew that Cheng Ming was adopted by his adoptive parents, and they also heard from Cheng Ming that Cheng Ming might have inherited mental dysfunction.

Cheng Ming's adoptive mother said that Cheng Ming was taken to the orphanage by his biological mother's parents, that is, Cheng Ming's blood relatives.What was written in the orphanage's records roughly meant that Cheng Ming's biological mother had a mental illness and was still a single parent. The two elderly people, grandparents and grandparents, had to take care of their daughter and were unable to raise another child.

The adoptive mother told Cheng Ming these things, probably to let Cheng Ming know her identity.Cheng Ming himself didn't care about these things, compared to the illnesses he might have, he didn't complain as much as he did to his biological father.

But after making friends like Lu Chen and lovers like Li Shichang, he told them.

He told Lu Chen that he hoped that if Cheng Ming was really sick, Lu Chen would not dislike him too much.He told Li Shichang that it was because the two of them were going to live a lifetime, and he didn't want to drag Li Shichang down.

Lu Chen's answer was: "How can I, if you really get this disease, can I take care of you every day?" You still don't believe me because of our friendship, who do you think I am?

Li Shichang said: "No matter what you look like, I love you." I will always love you, which means I will always be willing to take care of you by your side.

The two were in a trance for a moment, Lu Chen raised his hand, wiped away the tears on his face, tried to calm himself and said: "It's okay, Cheng Ming, do whatever you want, do you still feel sick to your stomach?"

"I'm ready for you to scold me, why aren't you angry?" Cheng Ming thought it was funny, laughed a few times, and asked again: ""What's wrong with you today?Can you tell me if you are unhappy? "

"It's a bit bad, but it's okay." Lu Chen said with a difficult smile.

At that moment, Cheng Ming began to look like a child.It was so sudden that people couldn't get used to it, Cheng Ming seemed to have become another person.

During the days when the two got back together, Li Shichang found that Cheng Ming sometimes became more childish than others.However, it won't be long before Cheng Ming will return to his original appearance.At first Li Shichang thought that Cheng Ming learned to act like a baby because of the blossoming of iron trees. Later, Li Shichang felt more or less strange, and guessed in his heart whether Cheng Ming would have other illnesses, just like the day Cheng Ming came to see him after separation, his intuition was right. Yes, Cheng Ming really needs to see a psychiatrist.

After Li Shichang paid attention to it, he found that Cheng Ming could still control his situation, so he was relieved, and planned to ask Cheng Ming to see his psychology when Cheng Ming no longer resisted seeing a doctor.

Now Cheng Ming's situation is much more serious than what Li Shichang thought. Mental problems are more serious than physical problems.When patients with mental illness suffer from illness, they can't control their thoughts, actions and emotions, and their expressions begin to become chaotic. In severe cases, they can't communicate with normal people.

Nowadays, when many people can't understand a person's behavior, most of them will subconsciously label this person as "crazy".There are even more people who use "psychopathy" as a derogatory term, or even swear words.

This is enough to represent that the behavior of patients with mental illness when they are "out of control" cannot be tolerated and understood by most people.

They have never underestimated patients with mental illness. They are also human beings, and no patient actively wants to get sick.

Come to think of it, Cheng Ming definitely doesn't want to be unable to communicate with people normally, he doesn't want him to look abnormal in the eyes of others.

Li Shichang let go of Cheng Ming, took Cheng Ming's hand, and said softly: "Cheng Cheng, let's see a doctor."

"What's the matter with you two, didn't I come to see it?" Cheng Ming was a little unhappy.

"Isn't it because you ate in the morning? Let's check in the afternoon." Lu Chen took off his white coat, put it on the back of the chair, and said, "Let's go out for a stroll."

"Aren't you going to see a doctor?" Cheng Ming asked.

"What else are you doing? Don't do it."

Cheng Ming scolded: "You are so irresponsible."

"Isn't this responsible for you, you white-eyed wolf." Lu Chen punched Cheng Ming.

Li Shichang didn't understand either, he only thought that Lu Chen was impulsive, and persuaded him: "It's okay, I can take care of him."

Lu Chenbai glanced at him, snorted coldly, and said: "Don't think that I don't know what you did, I don't worry, Cheng Ming is like this and still stays by your side alone, shut up if you are sensible, or I will Take him to my house, don't think it's great to have two broken coins, you can't stop me."

Li Shichang knew that Cheng Ming and Lu Chen had a very good relationship, he was not surprised that Cheng Ming would tell Lu Chen about him, but Li Shichang did not explain to Lu Chen, he knew that Lu Chen might not believe him.

Lu Chen directly asked for leave and found someone else to take the shift. After making arrangements, he led Cheng Ming and Li Shichang to the park next to the hospital.

It was just years ago that the park was beautifully decorated, with many lights hanging on the trees and some red ribbons.In the park near the hospital, many hospitalized people come here for a walk every day, so the road is very smooth.There has been no snow recently, and the floor tiles are all exposed, with some vermilion floor tiles interspersed with camel-colored floor tiles. In this way, the trees on both sides of the road with almost fallen leaves are no longer monotonous.

The seats are cleaned every day, so the three of them found a place to sit for a while without fear of getting dirty after snowing.

"Cheng Cheng, are you cold?" Li Shichang asked Cheng Ming?

Cheng Ming shook his head and replied: "It's not cold now, maybe it will get cold after sitting for a while. You can come closer to keep warm."

Li Shichang approached Cheng Ming obediently, but Cheng Ming got up again. Li Shichang was wondering and wanted to ask, Cheng Ming came to Li Shichang, pushed Li Shichang's legs away with his knees, and then squeezed into Li Shichang's arms, with his back pressed against him. Li Shichang held Li Shichang's hand in his chest, and said: "This way it won't be cold."

"Hey..." Lu Chen looked at the love between the two, sighed deeply, looked at Cheng Ming and called, "Ming."

"Ok?"

I was going to have you come today, so I'll tell you. "

Cheng Ming recognized people and understood words, but his way of thinking was simpler. He blinked twice and asked curiously, "Tell me what?"

Lu Chen lowered his head and didn't look at Cheng Ming again, but he answered Cheng Ming's question. He said, "I have a boyfriend."

Lu Chen seemed to see Cheng Ming looking at him in surprise, then bent his slightly widened eyes, and said with a gentle smile: "Congratulations, you have such high vision, you must be your boyfriend."

But in reality, the real Cheng Ming in front of him was leaning in Li Shichang's arms, and he could only understand Lu Chen calling him, but Cheng Ming couldn't understand the meaning of the next sentence, only his face was full of doubts.

Lu Chen would definitely scold at ordinary times, but now he can't lose his temper with Cheng Ming, he tried his best to restrain his expression, and said to Cheng Ming: "It's okay, I will bring him to see you later."

"Master Li." Lu Chen called out.

Li Shichang hummed.

"What's going on, tell me."

"You mean..."

Lu Chen beat around the bush, and couldn't be more direct: "Have you slept with other men?"

Li Shichang frowned lightly. Although Lu Chen said it a bit harshly, it was still the truth.

Li Shichang did not refute: "Yes."

"Hmph." Lu Chen stared at Li Shichang coldly for a while, then Lu Chen raised his leg, stepped on the edge of the seat with his heel, rested his arm on his knee, and rested his chin on his upper arm. In this posture, he smiled cruelly at Li Shichang. She smiled and asked, "Is it cool to sleep with other men?"

Li Shichang subconsciously hugged Cheng Ming tightly. He knew that Lu Chen was right to be dissatisfied with him, and he deserved it. He deserved to be asked by Lu Chen at this time. Li Shichang replied flatly: "No."

Lu Chen cut off, and stopped looking at Li Shichang, and muttered in a low voice: "When did Cheng Ming become like this?"

When Cheng Ming heard someone calling him, he moved in Li Shichang's arms without making a sound.

"There were signs before. Yesterday was not as serious as it is now. It should be this morning." Li Shichang said.

"Let's take him to see him later. He has to take medicine, and he can't let him run around. Many people with this disease will walk around." Staying in the hospital every day, Lu Chen saw him several times.

Li Shichang agreed that even if he knew that Cheng Ming was against him, he had no choice but to take him there.

"Can you take care of it? Your company can manage it? If you don't have time, let Cheng Ming follow me, but don't send Cheng Ming to a mental hospital."

"The company's problem is not big, I have time."

"Oh, I believe you for the time being." If there is any mistake, I will apologize with death.

Cheng Ming didn't speak, Li Shichang and Lu Chen had nothing to talk about, and it was over in the winter to breathe and calm down. After a while, the three of them returned to the hospital, and it took nearly three hours to register for the checkup.

What the doctor meant was that Cheng Ming wasn't too serious. It's normal to have good times and bad times. The current situation should not be serious anymore. He can be hospitalized for observation or not.Cheng Ming was in good health before, so he didn't get sick, but now that his physical fitness has declined, he can't hold on anymore, so he has to take good care of his body.Cheng Ming must not be stimulated now, otherwise it will be difficult to say whether it will be aggravated or not.Just as Lu Chen thought, he prescribed a lot of medicine.

Li Shichang also planned to find someone to look at these medicines. Lu Chen told Li Shichang that there is no need for him. He studied all subjects when he was in school. After Cheng Ming told him that there is a possibility of hereditary mental illness, he studied it seriously. These medicines are just right for Cheng Ming, just take them on time, but it is rare for him to stop taking this kind of medicine.

Lu Chen's actions surprised Li Shichang a little, but it was reasonable.

Li Shichang had an idea in an instant. He asked Lu Chen if he could become Cheng Ming's personal doctor, and the salary would be any amount.

Lu Chen's answer was: Even if you don't give me money, I still have to stay by Cheng Ming's side, and it won't work if you don't agree.Since you give me a salary, then I want it, knowing that you are not short of the money, and you will give me as much as my current salary.

This put almost no pressure on Li Shichang, of course he agreed, and the two settled down like this.

After tossing and tossing for so long, Cheng Ming got a little better. He felt that something was wrong, which was very strange. After a little tidying up his thoughts, he was still in a mess.At this moment, the three of them were walking, and Cheng Ming didn't know where they were going, so he asked Li Shichang who was holding Cheng Ming's hand: "Where are we going? What's wrong with me..."