Go ashore

Whoever you want to see, go see.

You Yu avoided doing whatever he wanted for ten years, and under You Wei's enlightenment and semi-coercion, he finally took a step forward.

The intensive care unit is not noisy, but it is not quiet.Ventilators, monitors, and various types of syringe pumps were operating in an orderly manner under incandescent lamps, and the sounds of pumping blood pressure monitors and blowing water from oxygen supply devices could be heard endlessly.

Wrapped in an isolation suit, You Yu sat beside Zheng Xi's bed with the case in his arms. He didn't look at anyone, but just stared at the oximeter clamped on Zheng Xi's index finger.

Whoever you want to see, come and see.

But when he sat next to this person, he couldn't think of the meaning of what he did.

like?That's long gone.From the moment he got on the plane leaving here, the love between him and Zheng Xi gradually faded away with time until it was exhausted.

So why did he search for this person yesterday relying on instinct like a lost soul?You Yu sat on the bench and thought, even if it is love that has long since disappeared, it will be like a squid. Even if the body and brain are severed, will the tentacles still squirm due to the reflection of bioelectricity?

It's like a flashback moment.

You Yu blinked, and shifted his gaze to Zheng Xi's head, which was covered with gauze everywhere except his cheeks.His skin is now more tanned than before. It seems that even if he didn't become the armed policeman he dreamed of, he didn't miss out in the field in those days when he was in the police.The thin facial features of his youth have turned into firmness and resoluteness. If the two of them meet on the street now, it is estimated that You Yu will not be able to recognize him immediately.

According to the medical records, Zheng Xi accidentally fell from a height and smashed through the floor-to-ceiling windows in order to dissuade a young man who was about to jump off a building while on duty.His head and back were hit violently, and broken glass pierced into his chest. Fortunately, he was rescued in time, and most of the symptoms of pneumothorax were relieved when he was sent for surgery, and he won more for the more deadly cerebral hemorrhage and lumbar spondylolisthesis. operation time.

"It's really your style." You Yu's eyes fell on the tip of Zheng Xi's nose, and for some reason he said this.

Of course no one would answer him.Zheng Xi was being comforted by anesthetics and analgesics, and was sleeping soundly.

"How are you? These years."

He closed the medical record folder with one hand, his eyes stayed on the monitor screen for a while, and then calmly turned back to Zheng Xi.

You Yu asked and answered by himself, his voice was as low as a whisper: "I know you are doing well. The new peaceful life, the harmonious and complete family, and you who are no longer entangled with me are all doing well. If you can hear now When I speak, you must ask me back, then I will not ask and answer myself, my life is so-so, not bad, but not good either."

"However, just listen to what I say, and don't take it to heart. After all, which kind of life I choose has nothing to do with you. It was I who gave up the courage to grab the driftwood and wanted to go with the flow. You Yu chuckled like self-deprecating, and said softly: "I'm a very fragile person, right? When I was studying, I had to hide behind you and my brother whenever something happened, and even the whole class participated in the sports meeting." You have to find a way to avoid the primary election, and if you fail to meet your expectations in the exam, you have to hide and cry... because of my self-esteem that I can't afford to lose, you have always tolerated me too much."

"We have been separated for ten years, can you imagine? Ten years, what a long period of time. My doctor Xiaosu has graduated, can you imagine? She has changed from knowing nothing about Xiaodouding to being able to understand Lovely little girl. Over the years, I have walked slowly, but I have gradually figured out a lot of things. Thanks to you, I finally ignited a flame, and now I plan to open my eyes again and try to move forward Let's go."

The voice fell, although it was a whisper, it was already loud enough.

You Yu stood up, put the medical record folder back to its original position in a businesslike manner, and his eyes fell on the monitor screen again. The calm and stretching pulse pattern made him feel peaceful from the inside out.

In the environment he was familiar with, facing the familiar old man in the past, You Yu finally said the last and most important sentence: "That's it, I'm leaving, you take care."

Whether the other party wants to see him or not, he has already met the person he wants to see.The feelings that have affected You Yu's younger half of his life came to an end quietly in his self-contained question and answer.

These fragmented questions and answers fit the last corner of the jigsaw puzzle of Youyu's first love story, and he was finally able to put the framed piece into the cabinet without repeatedly questioning and rubbing it.

Originally, it wasn't Gu Han who came to deliver the meal today, but he seemed to have developed a conditioned reflex, thinking that the more you thought about it, the more he would run to the hospital.Anyway, both left and right wanted to come, so Gu Han volunteered and continued to be Gu Xiaomao's nanny.

He sat on the edge of the bed, absent-mindedly forcing the children to eat the broccoli and carrots, his eyes always looking out the door intentionally or unintentionally.He was fantasizing that maybe Youyu would be able to walk in from the door in the next second.

Unfortunately, fantasies are just fantasies and did not actually happen.

You Yu said that he was on duty today, and there was no news after chatting for a while in the morning, probably because he was too busy to return.Even if Gu Han checked his phone eight times a minute, not a single message from him came through.

While waiting for the kitten to eat, Gu Han followed You Yu's instructions on WeChat, took a travel backpack and filled it with the daily necessities that the kitten brought to the hospital, leaving only the ones for the evening.In this way, when Gu Song brings dinner, he can skip the packing step and take the bag home directly.

"Uncle, I want to drink iced apple juice..." Gu Xiaomao said in a weak and artificial manner as he finished off the broccoli and carrots in a heartless manner, as if his energy had been sucked dry by these two evil vegetables.

Gu Han checked the lunch box carefully, and after confirming that there were no vegetables left, he nodded in satisfaction: "Wait, I'll go downstairs to buy it for you now."

If only I hadn't come downstairs then.

If he hadn't gone downstairs, he wouldn't have met You Yu's sister who was tossing and turning in the lobby of the inpatient department, and he wouldn't have known that his whereabouts were not what he acquiesced.

Teng Su recognized the owner of the massage shop at a glance. Her eyes lit up, and she ran to him in small steps as if she had found a life-saving straw, and said anxiously: "Gu Han? Are you here to find You Yu? That's great! I received something temporarily and I need to deal with it right away. Can you give this to him for me? I called and he didn’t answer. Dr. Jiang texted me saying that he is in the ICU, but I don’t have time to wait for him... ...This document is very important, may I trouble you?"

The girl spoke with a coquettish tone in her voice, making it embarrassing to refuse.

Gu Han could only take the bag in her hand, nodded and agreed.

Teng Su thanked him repeatedly, turned his head and was about to leave when he remembered something and returned, and said delicately: "By the way, there are my newly baked cupcakes in the bag. If you don't mind, you can take a box and try it. Take it as my simple thank you."

"It's just a little effort, you're welcome. But... I can eat the cake, thank you." Her thanks were also unacceptable. Gu Han spoke politely, and his tone was much softer.

In his opinion, Teng Su's words and deeds were somewhat formalized. She was like a child who was caught in a model of politeness. She ran away from the hospital straight away after finishing the last step in a formulaic way.

Seeing this coming and going like the wind, there should be something really urgent.

Gu Han searched for the hospital guide board to find the ICU, and called You Yu, but still no one answered.He had no choice but to wait obediently at the door with a bag full of cakes and documents.

All the excitement, fascination, and unexpected events gradually settled at this moment, and what happened yesterday resurfaced in Gu Han's mind.After receiving the call, You Yu acted as if he lost his soul. He saw everything in his eyes.

That person must be very important to him, otherwise he wouldn't lose his composure like that.I really envy the person who can easily occupy Youyu's mind.

Some people were scattered in the common room outside the intensive care unit, some of them stared blankly, some were anxiously looking at their mobile phones, not knowing what they were dealing with.

Every time the isolation door is opened, it can attract the attention of these people unconsciously. No matter which doctor walks out, they all stretch their necks, waiting quietly for the moment to be called.

Gu Han observed all this calmly.

At that time, You Yu's expression was more deeply reflected in his mind.He was obviously a person who treated armed conflicts with unreasonable calmness, but after receiving the call, he was so panicked that his face turned pale.It was the first time Gu Han saw You Yu like that, like those people in front of the ICU gate who were separated from the life, old age, sickness and death of relatives and friends, tough and fragile, under the numb shell, there was still a beating soul.

The person who touched You Yu...

Although the teacher came from an unknown person, at this moment, Gu Han couldn't help feeling a sense of anxious waiting.He seemed to be able to grasp the reason for his anxiety in a haze, but unfortunately, he couldn't say it clearly at this moment.

He understands very well that there are still many, many problems that need to be resolved between himself and You Yu, and the matter about this person may be at the back of the list.

Of course, Gu Han felt that it was not a good taste, but at present, he could only cheer up from another angle. After all, he was looking forward to You Yu himself, so why would he need a bicycle?

However, perhaps, it would be best if one day his eyes could only stay for himself.

About 15 minutes later, a tall and familiar figure came out of the door. He was wearing the same green wash clothes and white short overalls that all doctors had, and he was wearing a mask, but Gu Han still recognized him at a glance. .

You Yu's warm eyes that belonged to him always reappeared in Gu Han's mind, no matter how long it took.Every time he closed his eyes and thought of him, he couldn't help but kiss them reverently.

You Yu obviously saw him too.He walked from the crowd, and with his long legs, he arrived in front of Gu Han in a few steps. He looked at him carefully, and then asked softly, "Why are you here? You look so wronged, what happened?"

Gu Han shook his head, and held up the bag Teng Su gave to him: "I was entrusted by someone to deliver something to you."

Hearing what he said, You Yu noticed the cute paper bag with bowknot bunny and cherry blossoms in his hand. This pattern was drawn by Xiao Su himself, and he was the only one in the world who used such a bag to hold things.

"Did Teng Su come to see me? Why didn't you call me?" You Yu was like a conditioned reflex, trying to figure out if he had forgotten something, while touching his phone up and down to himself.

"Yeah." Gu Han couldn't help laughing seeing him in such a hurry, and explained: "She said that this is an important document, and she wanted to wait for you at first, but she had other things to rush. I happened to be in the hospital hall at that time When I meet her, she asks me for help."

After touching for a long time but not finding anything, You Yu remembered that the phone seemed to be charged by him in the duty room.Facing Gu Han who had been waiting for an unknown amount of time, You Yu didn't even think about making excuses, and just said angrily, "I don't have my phone with me."

"Let's see what the document is first." Gu Han didn't bother with him, but handed him the paper bag generously.

There are quite a lot of things in the little rabbit paper bag. Two boxes of cookies, cupcakes, and fresh milk puffs are neatly stacked together. The so-called important documents can only be huddled in the corners, like water slipping through the cracks.

You Yu pulled out the folder, flipping through it without hesitation.The front and back papers are not of the same kind, and it seems that there is more than one important thing. You Yu took a rough look and found that the previous ones were his reply letters for applying for an academic journal review consultant and publishing a new article. They were all passed, but some more need to be sent Email confirmation, the deadline is the day after tomorrow.The following are some real estate catalogs that Bai Yeshi likes, please ask them for on-site reference, so that they can be used for later purchase.

These two irrelevant things can be put together and delivered to him, and You Yu began to wonder if Xiao Su had been spinning around for too long, making the child's brain stupid.

"It's nothing serious, I'll solve it later." You Yu put all the papers back into the folder, smiled at Gu Han who was watching eagerly, and comforted him: "Please wait for me."

"You're welcome." Gu Han winked at You Yu, took out a box of cupcakes from the paper bag, and smiled brightly, "Your sister said this for me to eat."

"The two of you have only met twice and your relationship is so good..." You Yu pretended to be dissatisfied, "Xiao Su is a good hand at making sugar-coated cannonballs, be careful to be kidnapped by her!"

Gu Han knew that he was joking, but it was really fun for You Yu to do this, so he followed his words and continued: "You will only know if you eat the abduct or not."

"You can't turn it if you eat it." You Yu snorted almost inaudibly, and gently picked his earlobe with the file folder, "Although you are not required to stick to one end, you can only choose one in our family. No two."

Sounds like a serious threat.

But the people who run the train with their mouths full of words are not convincing, even if they are, they can be thrown out as a joke.

Gu Han didn't answer directly, but changed the subject and said, "I still want to buy juice for Kitty Gu." She took the cupcake and left by herself.

Dr. You was left holding the rabbit paper bag alone, feeling the aftertaste of indulgence.