Dear you

His eyes were wet, eager to write in his eyes, very well-behaved.

Shen Qiu looked at him, Su Wan specially wore this black sweater today, he spotted it at the door of the hotpot restaurant.Because of this sweater, he instantly understood Su Wan's intentions.

Su Wan has a small hobby, and always has a preference for items that have appeared in certain special times.

The price of this sweater is not very expensive, but because Su Wan wore it on the day the two of them were together, he stored it well.Compared with other clumped and crumpled clothes in the closet, this sweater enjoys special treatment and is always hung neatly.

Su Wan cherishes it very much.

He waited nervously for a reply, rubbing his fingers over the hem of his jeans.

After a long time, he didn't hear anything, so he raised his eyes quietly.

Shen Qiu remained expressionless, as if he was not at all moved by his confession.

He asked: "You mentioned breaking up and getting back together quite casually, depending on your mood?"

Su Wan always felt that this sentence was a little mocking, and her heart sank.

He moved his lips, lowered his head again, without confidence, but denied in a low voice: "No."

He thought it was Shen Qiu's unwillingness to temporarily reject him.It was inevitable that he felt a little depressed, but it was understandable from Shen Qiu's point of view.

Who can bear him like this, breaking up when he said to break up, and then saying that he wants to stay together in a blink of an eye, he comes and goes when he asks, what a scumbag man is.

Su Wan exhaled slowly, spurning herself in her heart, and felt better.I secretly sorted out my mood and comforted myself in my heart: I said on the Internet that it is normal, normal, how can I succeed once, don't be discouraged, don't be discouraged.

He knew that it would be impossible to ask for WeChat.

The rain continued outside the car window, Su Wan was still thinking about Shen Qiu getting wet, afraid that he would catch a cold, and said: "Just leave me at the gate of your community later, I'll take a taxi back by myself, you go home and take a shower first. "

Shen Qiu glanced at him, Su Wan lowered her head, feeling very pitiful, Shen Qiu restarted the car without saying a word.

Pretending to encounter this set by chance will most likely not work, and it would be too embarrassing and too embarrassing to be exposed. Su Wan should pursue her pursuit after being distressed.The car drove into the community, and when it reached the underground parking lot in the community, Shen Qiu turned off the engine, turned around and said, "It's raining and it's hard to take a taxi now. Is there anything else to do today?"

This question is too strange.Su Wan was stunned for a moment, then glanced out the window.He quickly recalled that the last time he was in this parking lot, he made random excuses to avoid going upstairs.Shen Qiu obviously asked this question on purpose, Su Wan shook her head and said, "It's okay."

Shen Qiu unbuckled his seat belt and said: "Then go upstairs first, I'll take a shower and change clothes before sending you back."

Su Wan didn't expect such a good thing to happen, she was hit by surprise and nodded.

Standing at the door of the apartment again, Su Wan's mood was quite different from last time.Last time I flinched and avoided, but this time, apart from being a little apprehensive, my state of mind is quite peaceful.

After the door opened, he followed Shen Qiu into the door.

At the entrance, there was a pair of slippers on the floor, still of a familiar style.It is estimated that I was in a hurry to go out, so I didn't put it in the shoe cabinet.Shen Qiu put on and walked to the living room first, leaving Su Wan behind.They didn't treat him as a guest, let alone greet him.

Su Wan stood there blankly, a little afraid to reach out to open the door of the shoe cabinet.

The last time he was here, he wanted to maintain his self-esteem, so he asked Shen Qiu to pack everything up and throw it away.

At this moment, the shoe cabinet was like a switch box, and he didn't know what was waiting for him.

Shen Qiu was also wearing another pair of couple slippers, so he should not have thrown away his pair.

But what if.

Su Wan thought, if Shen Qiu really complied with his request at that time and threw away his share, he would be very disappointed.

But the request was made by himself, so Shen Qiu can't be blamed.

Shen Qiu ignored his ambivalence, and walked through the living room to the bedroom. Su Wan mustered up her courage, bent down, and exposed.

In the shoe cabinet, his slippers are neatly arranged.In addition, the pair of basketball shoes he gave to Shen Qiu were also there.

Su Wan saw it at a glance on the official website and bought it. This was the first time he saw the real thing.

He thought that his eyesight is really good, Shen Qiu must look very handsome in it.

He took out the slippers, knelt down to untie the laces, and put them on.The feet stepped hard in the comfortable slippers.

He thought to himself, what Huo Li said was right, Shen Qiu really waited for him at the same place.

Rejoicing and joy came to his mind together, and he ran to the bedroom full of joy.

Shen Qiu took a shower in the bathroom, the water was rushing.

Su Wan walked around in the bedroom, he didn't pay much attention last time.I just took a closer look today, and the part of the closet that belongs to him is still empty, the quilt on the double bed is messy, but the two pillows are close to each other.

He pursed his lips, happy on the surface, afraid that he would be too complacent, so he forcibly hid his smile.Before the sound of the water stopped, he exited the bedroom and sat on the sofa in the living room.

Shen Qiu came out of the bathroom brushing her hair, glanced at the bedroom, and walked out. On the sofa in the living room, Su Wan looked down at her phone. She wasn't as cramped as he imagined. Instead, there was a pillow on her lap, and her hands rested on the pillow, feeling quite relaxed. pose.

Shen Qiu stood behind him, this picture immediately diluted the estrangement of the past few days of breaking up.Shen Qiu felt comfortable and nostalgic.

He kept quiet and didn't step forward to break the scene.

The misunderstanding was resolved, and Su Wan's attitude changed, from avoiding to actively pleasing, but because she couldn't figure out his attitude, she was embarrassed and cautious.

Shen Qiu didn't pay much attention to him today, not on purpose, he didn't like the atmosphere between the two of them at all, and he enjoyed the sticky state when they were together.

But he was not willing to expose this matter immediately, he wanted Su Wan to have a long memory.

He stood for a few minutes before he moved again and approached.

Su Wan heard footsteps, immediately sat upright, turned off her phone, and turned her head.

Shen Qiu was wearing a white pure cotton T-shirt and comfortable trousers. With this attire, he could get into bed and get ready to sleep at any time.

Su Wan was stunned for a moment, didn't she mean to send him off?Don't give it away?

Shen Qiu's hair didn't drip any more water, and he didn't bother to wipe it.He took the towel in his hand.

Su Wan suppressed her doubts and said, "Do you want to dry your hair? Be careful of headaches."

Shen Qiu's hair is short, and he can do it in a short while, he said: "It's okay."

Su Wan was just looking for something to say, "Oh", paused, and said, "I just searched in the living room, and it seems that the elixir for preventing colds is gone."

Shen Qiu glanced at him and said: "Last time you caught a cold and gave you a drink, but you forgot to buy it afterwards."

It seems that there is such a thing.

That time when she caught a cold, Su Wan coughed in the middle of the night, waking Shen Qiu up.Shen Qiu got up, went to the kitchen to boil water to make medicine for him without any complaints, brought it to the bedroom himself, and stared at him to drink it.In the evening, she held her in her arms with the quilt, preventing Su Wan from kicking the quilt.

Recalling that night, Su Wan raised her hand and touched the tip of her nose, feeling embarrassed.

They sat one by one and stood by the other, and no one mentioned Su Wan's return.

Time passed by, Shen Qiu didn't speak, Su Wan could only take the initiative.

He put it tactfully: "I just browsed Moments, and it seems that because of the rain, there is a traffic jam at my house."

Shen Qiu saw through it, and deliberately asked: "Then what should I do?"

Su Wan hesitated for a second and said, "It's not convenient for you to see me off, or I'll stay overnight?"

Shen Qiu looked at him, the word "stay overnight" was too polite, he said flatly: "It's up to you."

Su Wan was at a loss, he didn't know if it was an illusion, he felt that Shen Qiu was not very happy either.

Could he be wrong?

Shen Qiu went back to the bedroom, while Su Wan lingered in the living room for a while.

Although he was no stranger to this apartment, Shen Qiu didn't have the self-awareness of the owner and didn't take care of him at all.

The guest bedroom in the apartment existed before, but after Su Wan and Shen Qiu lived together, the guest bedroom was cancelled.

The reason is that Shen Qiu said that she was afraid of sleeping in separate rooms during the quarrel, which would affect their relationship.At that time, Su Wan actually wanted to say that it didn't matter much, at worst, he ran back to his place to sleep.But he imagined the consequences of saying this, and silently shut up.

The guest bedroom has been unoccupied for a long time and is not cleaned often, so Su Wan plans to spend the night on the sofa in the living room tonight.

He slipped to the door of the bedroom and politely knocked on the door before going in. Shen Qiu leaned on the bed and looked over.

"I'll get a new towel and a toothbrush," he said.

There is a spare at home, which has been kept in the closet in the room before.

Shen Qiu told him: "You were in the bathroom before."

It's only been a few days since I moved out, but it's still usable.

Su Wan thought not to waste it.

He said "Oh", moved in, and said tentatively, "Then I'll wash in this bathroom."

Shen Qiu ignored him.

Su Wan pondered for a while, not saying anything meant objection, so Shen Qiu acquiesced.

He entered the bathroom, saw the mouthwash cup and towel placed with Shen Qiu on the sink, and happily smiled at the mirror.

He thought to himself that it was lucky that Shen Qiu was not as impulsive as he was, and kept everything.

He undressed and tried to take a quick shower.

It didn't take long for the hot water to splash on the skin, and there was a knock on the bathroom door.

"What's wrong?" He turned off the shower switch, raised his voice, and asked through the door.

Shen Qiu said outside the door: "Come and get the clothes. After taking a shower, you continue to sleep in your daytime clothes?"

Su Wan walked to the door, opened the door a crack, and stretched out a delicate hand.

He grabbed the soft home clothes in Shen Qiu's hand, and just about to say thank you, Shen Qiu turned and left.

Su Wan:  …

After taking a shower, he put on the clothes that Shen Qiu handed over.

He used to wear it often, Shen Qiu's clothes were too big for him, but looser ones are more comfortable.

I can't tell what my psychology is, it's obviously not the first time I've worn it, and I've done more intimate things, and it's only been a few days since we broke up.Now that he was wearing Shen Qiu's suit, his heart was beating violently.

He put it down to perhaps being too hot in the bathroom.

After Su Wan brushed her teeth, she put the changed clothes in the bathroom, and she had to put them back on tomorrow.

He opened the door and walked out slowly, stopping beside Shen Qiu's bed.

Shen Qiu focused on looking down at the phone, without distinguishing his eyes.

Su Wan's heartbeat slowly returned to its normal rhythm, and he asked again: "I'll take a pillow and a quilt."

Without looking up, Shen Qiu handed him another pillow on the bed.

Su Wan hugged her, and found a thin quilt from the closet, hugged them together, and moved to the living room.

Before going to bed at night, the rain outside the window had been pattering for several hours, and finally stopped.

Su Wan turned off the lights, lay on the sofa, and turned over carefully.The sofa is too narrow for a person like him who is used to sleeping in a big bed, and he is worried that he will fall down at night.

But you have to bear your own choice.

He sighed, chasing people also has to pay.

Su Wan got up from the sofa and poked her head to look. Shen Qiu was still asleep, and there was light coming from the crack of the door.

He wasn't sleepy either, so he lay down and continued swiping his phone.

After an unknown amount of time, the bedroom door opened, and footsteps approached. Shen Qiu stopped near the sofa, and the light from the phone screen illuminated Su Wan's face.

Su Wan raised her head and asked innocently, "What's wrong? Do you want some water?"

Shen Qiu didn't answer him, and just said: "Come in and sleep with a pillow."

Shen Qiu turned around and went back to the bedroom, the door was open, but left to him.

Su Wan blinked her eyes in disbelief but didn't dare to delay, for fear that Shen Qiu would change her mind.

He jumped up from the sofa, and before the quilt could be put away, he picked up the pillow and rushed into the bedroom.

He closed the door, and Shen Qiu sat on the bed, leaving more than half of the space beside her.

Su Wan walked to the bed, gently lifted the quilt on the other side, put the pillow on it, kicked off the slippers, and lay down on it.

Just lying down, Shen Qiu said: "I turned off the light."

The room became dark all of a sudden, beside her, Su Wan noticed that Shen Qiu was also lying down.

The bed is wide and there is a lot of space.Lying together again, the two of them didn't hug each other to sleep like before, there was a wide space between them.

No one spoke, and no one played with their phones.

Su Wan couldn't sleep.After many days, his nose was full of Shen Qiu's exclusive breath, surrounding him.

Su Wan lay flat, not daring to move.

He didn't turn over carefully until he was tired from lying down.

Just after turning over, holding his breath, he didn't hear Shen Qiu talking about him.

Su Wan breathed a sigh of relief, thinking back on everything that happened tonight, he realized that Shen Qiu seemed to be pampering him a bit.Thinking of this, he suddenly couldn't help wanting to be presumptuous.

Shen Qiu felt as if a hamster was lying beside him, and it kept making rustling noises.

He closed his eyes and listened, and suddenly noticed that someone was slowly approaching.

Su Wan knew that he was not asleep. In the darkness, his courage increased greatly, and his face thickened accordingly.

He whispered the question in the car.

"Shen Qiu, can you add a WeChat account?"

"I promise this time, it will never happen again."