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The surrounding environment was noisy, but the two of them seemed to be isolated from the outside world, staring at each other, and the atmosphere was deadlocked.

Shen Qiu is obsessed with one reason.

But Su Wan really couldn't give it.

His self-esteem is higher than the sky.

After his mother died of illness when he was young, Su Hongyuan was busy with work, and he never enjoyed the treatment of being picked up by his parents when he went to school.Every time he saw his classmates rushing into the arms of their parents happily, he would just watch quietly for a while, and then put his head away, comforting himself that he was the only one who was applauded and became independent early.

Later, Su Hongyuan's job became stable, and Su Wan had grown to an age where he no longer needed care, and the father and son had long been estranged.

When Ruan Lan appeared next to Su Hongyuan, he had just entered high school, and when he learned about this, he sat in the room all night without closing his eyes.

It had been many years since his mother had passed away at that time, and Su Hongyuan had been single during this period. Although he lacked company for him, he remembered everything about his mother clearly, making it impossible to find fault.

So even if there is a new person around now, Su Wan can't accuse him of anything.

But when he hides in the dark, he still inevitably feels lonely and lost.

When the first rays of morning light appeared on the horizon, he made up his mind.

After finishing that semester, Su Wan took the initiative to tell Su Hongyuan that he wanted to live in a boarding house for the first time, and the reason was to study better.

He still doesn't know whether Su Hongyuan saw through his real thoughts at that time, but he rarely showed weakness in front of Su Hongyuan, and he would not take the initiative to express his wishes and ideas. Know how to deal with it, let alone how to break it.

He remembered that Su Hongyuan sat at the desk that day, looked at him for a long time, finally didn't ask anything, nodded and said: "Okay, if you want to board, you can board."

Back to the present.

Su Wan looked at Shen Qiu, and couldn't tell that I accidentally saw you chatting with your ex, and judging from the hastily skimmed chat records, the conversation between the two of them was not just a few words.

That sounds like a lot of sour jealousy.

He also cannot guarantee whether the result obtained after speaking out will be as he wishes.

So simply restrain yourself, let yourself not have expectations, and you will not welcome any disappointment.

He raised his head and said softly, "Didn't you say to try it at the beginning? After the trial, I don't want to continue."

He didn't mention Shen Qiu, he almost forgot, what he said when he confessed his love at the beginning was - "Do you want to try it with me?"

When he thinks about it now, he is only surprised: try to say something, it's just because the love is too nasty to say.He thought they were all adults, and when he said those words, it was a tacit and serious relationship.

At this time, Su Wan said lightly that the test was over and she didn't want to continue, in his opinion, it was irresponsible.

After a few days of business trip, I came here as soon as I came back. Feeling tired and irritated when I heard this understatement, Shen Qiu was full of blood, and said with a sneer: "Then your probationary period is long enough. , for more than a year. It's the first time I've seen you."

Su Wan looked away, thankfully the music was loud enough to cover their voices.

He doesn't like breaking up to steal the limelight on occasions like a friend's birthday.

In the end, he chose to use silence instead of answering.

Shen Qiu gradually became impatient.

Sensing this emotion, Su Wan suddenly remembered that Shen Qiu's temper was not good.

The first time she knew this was when she first met her not long ago, when Shen Qiu was entangled by a suitor, that person's aggressive posture made the trouble known to everyone around her.

Shen Qiu was blocked on his commute to and from get off work, and he was able to "encounter" successfully with his friends when he was having a party. He was so annoyed, he flung his face in public, and said bluntly to his suitors, I'm not interested in you, so don't dawdle in front of me all day long.

That person obviously dressed up meticulously, for this seemingly coincidental meeting, but he didn't expect Shen Qiu to be so straightforward, his face turned red in an instant.

As a bystander, Huo Li couldn't help feeling sorry for him, and whispered to Su Wan, "Isn't that a little too much? How embarrassing."

Shen Qiu's group of friends took it for granted, playing the role of easing the atmosphere, and persuaded with a smile: "Don't mind, Shen Qiu is heartless, you are wasting your energy on him, forget it."

The man was embarrassed and ashamed.

According to Shen Qiu's friend's evaluation of Shen Qiu: Unless this person likes himself, don't take the initiative to get close to him, you won't get any good results.

This sentence was remembered by Su Wan for a long time, and she never forgot the scene when Shen Qiu rejected him. Therefore, during the ambiguous time between the two of them, Su Wan kept carrying it, pretending to be chic.

Until they got together, they still got used to maintaining the superficial persona for a while.

After moving into Shen Qiu's apartment as Shen Qiu's boyfriend, the two had a sweet relationship at first for a short period of time. Afterwards, their respective living habits were exposed, various problems appeared, and a lot of friction arose.

One time, just because Su Wan chatted and played games with her friends too loudly, she woke up Shen Qiu who came back from overtime work to catch up on sleep. , the tone is more serious, and the impatience in the words is also obvious.

Su Wan has been scorned very rarely since she was a child. Even if the relationship between father and son is average, she has never been treated like this by Su Hongyuan.

He was dazed for a moment at first, but after regaining consciousness, his temper also came up.

That was the first time the two had turned cold faces at each other since they were together.

Shen Qiu didn't sleep well, didn't wake up, and didn't have the energy to coax others.Su Wan was so angry that he stopped playing the game. He had no experience in arguing with his love partner. After Shen Qiu let out his anger and closed the door, he retreated to the bed and went to sleep. Phone and wallet are gone.

He went back to his apartment for three days, and Shen Qiu hadn't contacted him in these three days, and Su Wan hadn't bowed his head. Just when he was wondering if it was a breakup, his phone rang and a message came——

【Baby, come to the balcony and look down】

The person who disappeared for three days suddenly appeared, Su Wan almost thought that she was hallucinating.After blinking, the message was still there, so he dared to believe it.

But the arrogance in his bones appeared at this moment, he pretended that he hadn't received the message, exited the page, and played the game again.

It took nearly half an hour for this game to end, and within this half hour, Shen Qiu did not send any more messages.

Su Wan guessed that maybe he was impatient and left.But with the thought of what to do, he nervously walked to the balcony and looked down——

Shen Qiu was wearing a black coat, leaning against the car door, looking down at the phone.

Shen Qiu is only three years older than Su Wan, but has a more mature temperament than Su Wan.

Su Wan stood on the balcony for nearly a minute, Shen Qiu seemed to have sensed something, and suddenly looked up from the phone.

Shen Qiu's appearance is particularly in line with Su Wan's aesthetics. Obviously, Shen Qiu also knows how to use his own advantages.He smiled brightly, Su Wan couldn't resist, and ran downstairs without any hope.

As soon as he went downstairs, Shen Qiu was like magic. When he appeared in front of Shen Qiu, Shen Qiu suddenly conjured two tickets.

"Here, an apology gift."

Su Wan took a closer look and asked in surprise, "Where did it come from?"

It was a tour ticket for a band that Su Wan had liked for a long time, and it was very difficult to grab. Su Wan once paid a high price to buy a scalper ticket, but in the end she couldn't spare the time because of something.

Shen Qiu said: "I snatched it, I called my friends to help me snatch it together."

"The time just so happens to be this weekend, I'll go with you."

Su Wan still remembered the grudge from three days ago, and wanted to accept it, but held back her hand.

Shen Qiu knew what was going on when he saw him, and said weakly: "It was because of my bad attitude that day, so stop being angry."

Someone offered to pass the steps, and Su Wan finally saved face.

He ran back angrily and full of grievances, but was bought off with a smile and two tickets, and was taken away.

After getting in the car, neither of them mentioned the unhappiness that day.

Su Wan didn't apologize for disturbing Shen Qiu because she didn't consider Shen Qiu was sleeping that day.

Shen Qiu also didn't explain why he didn't contact him these three days.

This matter was turned over by both of them at the same time.

Shen Qiu impatiently raised her hand and rubbed the center of her brows, and caught a glimpse of Su Wan beside her unconsciously twisting her fingers together.

This was Su Wan's habitual trick.According to the experience of the two of them together, it often appeared when Su Wan was tangled and at a loss.

Shen Qiu calmed down a bit, and began to look for the problem.

He thought of Su Wan blocking the message he sent before:

[It is said in the movie "A Chinese Journey to the West" - people always have to wake up.One day, enlightenment enlightenment, some people, some things, if it is not yours, then it is not. 】

He thought for a while, keenly aware of something, and asked, "What happened?"

Shen Qiu thought about it, before the business trip, Su Wan didn't feel anything unusual.

Suddenly said to break up, without even a little sign.

Apart from some unexpected situation, Shen Qiu couldn't find any other explanation for his sudden change of attitude.

He knew Su Wan's character, she pretended not to care about many things on the surface, but she was sensitive and delicate on the inside.

He hadn't been with Su Wan before, and when he first met, Su Wan gave him the impression that he was very popular, and anyone who organized any event liked to call him, but he was like a noble cat, except for the Except for the words of familiar friends, I don't take the initiative to hit other people.

After getting more familiar, he will lower his body and get closer to you, and play with you with his eyes bent, but he still feels a sense of alienation from him.

He always thought that Su Wan was this kind of person, just like a little prince, wearing a crown and proudly holding his head high.But after living together, he gradually discovered another side of him.

Su Wan has strong empathy and compassion.

When watching classic movies at home, he would be moved to tears, but when he shed tears, he didn't want to be seen, maybe because he felt ashamed or embarrassed, quietly, and occasionally turned his head to wipe away the tears quietly.

In some plots, he will be filled with righteous indignation for the characters.

At first, Shen Qiu felt that the proud little prince was very good, owning him would make you feel full of accomplishment, because he belonged to you.

Later, I felt that the little prince who can cry and act like a baby is better. You can embrace his softness and see his unknown side.

The former means that you own a part of him, and the latter means that you own all of him.

Su Wan didn't speak, and he regretted it not long after the message was sent.The more I look at it, the more stupid I feel.

Not in line with his usual temperament.

But at that time, the withdrawal time had passed, and seeing that he was upset, he simply blocked Shen Qiu.

He didn't speak, Shen Qiu pondered for a while and guessed wildly: "At work?"

But on second thought, it's unlikely.

It's not that he looked down on Su Wan's work.

Su Wan's job is truly stable. He has been there for a long time, so there is no reason for him to have any work problems now.

The only possibility is that the problem is with him.

"Did I offend you?" he asked.

Thinking about it carefully, during the few days of the business trip, he was mostly busy when Su Wan sent messages, and it took a long time before he found time to reply, and Su Wan had already blocked him when he replied last time.

Maybe it was because he lost his temper because he didn't respond in time when he was trapped in emotions?

He belatedly comforted: "It's my fault, don't be angry."

Just as Su Wan was about to speak, Xie Mingyuan, unable to drink, turned to look for help.

"Hurry up, Su Wan won't drink tonight, Brother Shen help me out. I'm going to throw up."

Shen Qiu was busy with her own affairs, and said that she was helpless: "I can't drink too much, you should find someone else."

Xie Mingyuan cried and begged for a while, everyone saw that the opponent was Cheng Wen, and waved their hands in refusal to express their courage.

Xie Mingyuan was helpless, and finally raised his hands in surrender.

Su Wan was interrupted by such an interruption, and swallowed the words again.

When the show ended, Xie Mingyuan organized a supper.

Su Wan said that she had an upset stomach and wanted to withdraw early, but Xie Mingyuan didn't agree at first, and kept him on the grounds that it was still early.Seeing Shen Qiu later, thinking about his little Bie Sheng's newlyweds, he smiled and let go.

Su Wan stared at the shadow behind her, walked all the way to the parking lot, and finally turned her head unbearably: "Why are you following me?"

Under the dim streetlights, Shen Qiu put one hand in his pocket and said, "I'm not driving."

Su Wan was upset and said, "Call a car on the mobile app or there is a taxi outside."

Shen Qiu approached him, bent down, and stared at him with pitch-black pupils without blinking.

Su Wan was caught off guard and stared at him for a long time before remembering to take half a step back.

"Our previous problem has not been resolved, and you have not answered the question in the bar just now." Shen Qiu had a rare good temper, and asked again, "Why are you unhappy?"

In fact, what he originally wanted to ask was, what happened to you and lost your temper?

But it is estimated that asking the export will add fuel to the fire.

So I put it in a more euphemistic way.

Su Wan obviously liked this way more.

There were lights on behind them, and when they passed by, there was an ambiguous teasing sound from the half-down window.

Shen Qiu still bent over, not being affected, and waited intently for his answer.

Su Wan looked at him, squeezed the car key in her hand, and compromised: "Get in the car first."

Su Wan's car was a birthday present from Su Hongyuan last year.

Originally, Su Hongyuan's previous plan was to send him off when he started working.But he didn't expect Su Wan to be so lacking in ambition, she didn't want to go to high places at such a young age, she just cared about having fun.

He asked Su Wan what kind of job she was looking for, and Su Wan said nonchalantly, "Oh, it's nothing, it's just a small company."

Su Hongyuan wanted to ask more specific questions, but Su Wan misunderstood and shouted to stop: "Don't think about it, I don't want to follow you for the time being."

Su Hongyuan was hurt internally by his anger. He did mention several times that he wanted Su Wan to go to work with him so that he could take over from him in the future.Every time Su Wan showed resistance, now she even blocked it with one sentence.

The consequences of his anger directly caused Su Wan to lose a car.

Su Wan drove out of Huaxing Street and changed the route to Shen Qiuna's address.

Along the way, he pondered how to organize his speech.

Shen Qiu didn't bother him, let him think clearly and speak well.

There was silence in the car for a while, Su Wan turned her head and took a look, perhaps because she was tired, Shen Qiu nestled in the passenger seat with her face sideways, her eyes closed and she probably fell asleep.

When the car drove to Shen Qiu's downstairs, Su Wan stopped steadily, he didn't intend to make a sound, Shen Qiu opened his eyes first.

"Huh? Do you have an answer?" Shen Qiu's voice was hoarse.He did squint for a while, but he was not asleep.Woke up the moment the car stopped.

Su Wan organized a journey and said: "I thought about it carefully, everything we were together seemed to be fast-forwarded. It was the same when we were together. Even after we got together, we lived together not long ago. It is easy to lose Novelty, not long-lasting."

"Freshness?"

"Ang." Su Wan tucked her fingers on the steering wheel and said, "Anyway, I think it might not be a bad thing to be separated. Let's calm down and find a rhythm."

Shen Qiu confirmed it again: "It's because you don't feel anything new anymore?"

Su Wan was silent for a while, then nodded: "It's sort of."

Shen Qiu said: "Then you decided to break up after careful consideration? Wasn't it sudden?"

Su Wan licked her lower lip and said, "Yes."

Shen Qiu was suddenly quiet.Turning to look at him, nodding to show that he understood: "What does that message mean?"

Su Wan said: "I don't know how to speak, I found it on the Internet."

Shen Qiu said oh, and then said: "Then why are you blackmailed? Do you want to make a clean break?"

Su Wan said, "No... I don't know how you will reply."

I don't know how he will reply, so I blocked it?Shen Qiu suddenly smiled shortly, said yes, opened the car door, and asked, "Go back to your own place?"

Su Wan said yes, a little confused.

He didn't know if Shen Qiu agreed to break up.

Shen Qiu got out of the car, and before closing the door, said: "Get me out of the blacklist."

After that, without saying goodbye, he turned and went upstairs.

The car door slammed loudly, Su Wan was startled, and shuddered reflexively.

He stared at the co-pilot's door, feeling a little distressed.

Outside the car window, Shen Qiu's figure disappeared.Su Wan didn't start the car immediately, he stayed in the car for a while.The words he and Shen Qiu said were half true and half adulterated.

The screen of the mobile phone on the center console lights up, and there is a new message notification.

He clicked on it, it was a new friend added today, the daughter of Su Hongyuan's partner.

The first sentence on the chat page was greeting, and the girl said her name was Song Qing.

Song Qing: [I forgot to say today, bless you all. 】