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When Su Wan moved out from Shen Qiu's apartment, she packed all her belongings away.

When he first moved in, he was cautious and left a way out for himself, so he only brought a small amount of clothes.

Even the toiletries were bought in the supermarket with Shen Qiu again later.

After more than a year, the longer he lived, the deeper the traces of him in the apartment.From thin coats in spring to sweaters and padded jackets in winter, Su Wan found out that Shen Qiu had so many things that they took up half of the apartment when he was sorting out one night on a business trip.

He couldn't take a suitcase with him, so he drove back to his place the next day to take an extra suitcase.

But even so, some small items still couldn't be taken away.

For example, his slippers in the shoe cabinet, or his mouthwash cup and toothbrush in the bathroom.

These are the couple's models that I bought after living together with Shen Qiu.

Su Wan struggled for a long time, but finally did not take them away.

He thought, he must keep something.Let Shen Qiu know that there are people who lived with him in this apartment, and these small objects can be regarded as having witnessed their feelings.Remind Shen Qiu, don't forget too quickly.

But when he was driving on the road, he couldn't help worrying, if Shen Qiu didn't care, he didn't take these things seriously and threw them away together, he would feel so sad.

He restrained the thought of turning around and taking them back a few times, and told himself, this is a small test, if Shen Qiu really throws it away and doesn't care, it means that he is also not important to Shen Qiu, so this feeling, It's useless for him to stay alone.

He made up his mind so much, that night when he sent Shen Qiu home, in the car, he was forced to question by Shen Qiu, but he almost couldn't hold back the desire to tell the whole story.

After saying those nonsense answers, he felt guilty and dared not look directly at Shen Qiu.For fear of being exposed.

Shen Qiu was determined to find out the reason for the breakup, and after staying up for a few nights, he was able to finish work early, and finally got two days of rest.He rushed back without hesitation, not in vain.

But he knew that after spending more than a year with Su Wan day and night, he gradually figured out Su Wan's character and temperament.

If you can't get the truth out of the questioning in the car, it means that this trick is useless.

But Su Wan also has a good point, he eats soft but not hard.

Throughout the day, Su Wan did not receive any more messages from Shen Qiu.

When he is free, he sits at his desk and plays with his mobile phone openly.Staring at the mobile phone chat page, he came to a conclusion: Shen Qiu seemed really free in the morning.

Su Wan quit WeChat with some melancholy, swiping her fingers back and forth on the main page, not interested in other entertainment software.A colleague who was also fishing asked him in a low voice if he wanted to play games.

Su Wan shook her head, and her colleague said okay, let's go to the game world alone.

Su Wan's eyes stayed on the phone's photo album, he looked around, no one paid attention to him, so he clicked in.

Even though they lived together for so long, there were very few photos of him and Shen Qiu together.

Shen Qiu doesn't like taking pictures very much, and Su Wan sometimes wants to record it, but she is too embarrassed to ask for it.

The public photos in his photo album are all irrelevant, and the real treasure is an encrypted photo album.

Su Wan entered the password skillfully.

The password is a very memorable number, it is the day he and Shen Qiu officially got together.

0321

In the encrypted album, it is no surprise that everything related to Shen Qiu is included.

In the morning, Shen Qiu was still sleeping soundly with disheveled hair;

Wearing house clothes and standing in the kitchen cooking, Shen Qiu's long back;

Walking together on the street, he took a step behind and quietly recorded the street scene and Shen Qiu standing in the scene;

The shopping basket in the supermarket contains the ingredients that two people bought together;

He even saved some screenshots of the two people's previous chat records.

Not to mention, he occasionally secretly took photos of the two of them holding hands, and he turned the camera to the front lens, sneaked into the mirror by himself, and took "group photos" without Shen Qiu noticing.

Some of the photos were not very clear and blurred because of guilty conscience and haste when they were taken, but Su Wan was not willing to delete them.

Shen Qiu didn't know about the existence of this photo album.

Su Wan never thought of revealing this.

This is his passionate feeling, and there is no need to move others with it.

What's more, he has always firmly believed that in this relationship, he and Shen Qiu are not equal.

He likes Shen Qiu better than Shen Qiu likes him.

Once this photo album came to light, it was as if he was being held accountable.

Su Wan was deeply impressed. One time when he was looking at this photo album, Huo Li accidentally scanned it. Huo Li was shocked and laughed at him, like an idiot.

"Obviously in a relationship, but acting like a secret love you can't ask for." Huo Li said.

After get off work, Su Wan slowly packed her things.

Alone at home anyway, his desire to get off work is no longer what it used to be.

He got off the elevator and walked out of the company gate.

Suddenly, there seemed to be someone standing at the door, as if waiting for him.

Suspecting that he had misread, he blinked vigorously, and the man was still there.

In memory, Shen Qiu also waited for him like this, although not many times.

The distance between the two companies is not too far, so they reluctantly dropped by. Occasionally, Shen Qiu left work early and would come to pick him up, so Su Wan left the car at the company and chose to go back with Shen Qiu.

There are not many such opportunities, but every time Su Wan feels happy the moment he sees Shen Qiu, but he will try his best to hide his happiness, and then walk towards Shen Qiu calmly.

Su Wan stepped down the steps and came to Shen Qiu.

"What are you doing here?" he asked.

Unlike before, even though he pretended to be calm, he still couldn't help saying "Why are you here" with a raised tone.

Shen Qiu looked at him, feeling nostalgic for the past, and said: "Something happened to pass by."

That night was sort of a breakup.Standing face to face like this, Su Wan was a little embarrassed.

Shen Qiu was calm, he lowered his head and asked, "Did you sign for a courier but didn't take it?"

Su Wan didn't remember this, he hadn't shopped online for a while, and said, "No."

Shen Qiu said: "Think about it carefully."

He reminded: "It seems like a box, like shoes."

Now Su Wan remembered.

It was indeed shoes, the courier arrived two days before Shen Qiu's business trip, but he didn't open them and put them away.

He forgot the shoes when he moved out of the apartment.

Su Wan said vaguely, "I won't take it."

"Huh?" Shen Qiu was surprised, "No?"

Su Wan was puzzled and nodded, "Let it go."

Shen Qiu stared at him for two seconds, comprehended something from his expression, and said, "I don't want it either."

Su Wan raised her head suddenly.

He suddenly got angry, and said in a petty temper: "Then you throw it away."

Shen Qiu is innocent: "I can't wear your shoes again."

To be honest, Su Wan was speechless.

"Then I'll get it another day."

But Shen Qiu said: "Just today, I'm free today."

Su Wan wondered why he was so persistent?Could it be that he can't accommodate a little of his things?

Su Wan was depressed and aggrieved, and said angrily, "Just take it."

As if Shen Qiu didn't sense his emotions, she said "En".

Su Wan quickly walked towards the parking lot, and Shen Qiu followed behind him unhurriedly.

Walking to the front of the car, Su Wan turned her head abruptly.

Shen Qiu said: "I didn't drive, it happened that you drove me back."

Su Wan: ...

Aggrieved, he let Shen Qiu get into the car and galloped all the way, obviously venting his bad mood, Shen Qiu was completely opposite to him, relaxed and at ease.

The car drove all the way into the underground parking lot of the community. After turning off the engine, Shen Qiu unbuckled his seat belt, and just about to open the car door, seeing Su Wan sitting in the co-pilot motionless, he turned his head and urged, "Let's go."

Su Wan was a bit shy and didn't want to follow, he pursed his lips, and discussed, "I'll take you back." He sold it first, and then said, "I have something to do now, how about you I put the courier in the security booth, and I can come and pick it up anytime."

Shen Qiu found that Su Wan was also very cunning occasionally.

It seems that I have rarely seen this side before.

He laughed secretly and refused: "No."

"It won't take long to go upstairs to get a courier."

Su Wan had never felt that Shen Qiu was so fussy and difficult to discuss before.He was almost forced to get out of the car and into the elevator.

The numbers on the elevator display kept jumping, Shen Qiu bought the apartment on the seventh floor, and it arrived in a blink of an eye.

Shen Qiu took out the key from his pocket, ready to open the door.

The sound of the door lock turning seemed to be amplified, Su Wan took a deep breath.

This apartment carries too many memories and records too many fragments.A relationship of more than a year is not a long time, but the memories are too good to be easily let go after breaking up.

Before Su Wan was ready, the door opened.

He raised his eyes carefully, nothing had changed, only the trace of a person's life was missing.

Shen Qiu was changing shoes at the entrance, and the pair on his feet was still the couple's model they bought together in the supermarket. Even though they broke up, he seemed to have no qualms and put it on calmly.

But Su Wan can't.

Shen Qiu called him to come in, Su Wan shook her head: "No, take it out for me."

Shen Qiu looked at him for two seconds, and instead of going into the room, he backed to the door, "It's not Su Wan." As he said so, he stretched out his hand and dragged Su Wan across the threshold into the living room.

"The slippers are in the shoe cabinet, you can change them if you want, or you don't need to change them." Shen Qiu dragged him in, and walked in first with the tone of "I don't force you".

Su Wan hesitated on the spot for two seconds, Shen Qiu didn't stop walking, he gritted his teeth, bent down, and took out his slippers.

The courier is placed in the bedroom.

Su Wan thought this place was the safest place before. Shen Qiu didn't stay in the bedroom for a long time, and he wasn't used to searching for things in the bedroom. He put the courier in the cabinet and covered it with other items, and everything would be fine.

He himself had forgotten it, and he didn't know how Shen Qiu found it out.

Shen Qiu picked up the courier, but did not put it back to the original place, and moved it from the cabinet to the table.

He walked over, picked it up, turned around and handed it to Su Wan.

Su Wan reached out to catch it, but Shen Qiu unexpectedly did not let go.

The two of them were holding the express delivery, Su Wan raised her head wonderingly, Shen Qiu lowered her head, her eyes were heavy, neither of them made a sound, as if they were competing with each other, and they did not compromise.

The atmosphere was too weird, the existence of this courier seemed to be reminding him of something, Su Wan was about to be unable to hold on anymore, as soon as he exerted his strength, Shen Qiu spoke suddenly.

"Is this for me?"