the years when i was in heaven

Why did you split up?

Ming Li was still answering the phone, completely stunned.

Same-sex attraction is not something everyone can accept, this is the first time someone has asked him this question so bluntly.For a moment, he didn't know how to speak.

"Mingli? Are you listening?"

"I'm here." Mingli regained his composure, walked into the innermost toilet cubicle, and closed the door behind his back.

"I didn't mean to bring up your sadness. Everyone who doesn't find a new family after breaking up, even if he doesn't say it, can't get over that hurdle in his heart. I think Qiu Hai is, and you are no exception."

Mingli's drooping eyelashes trembled.

Weekend continued: "Society is now very tolerant of... this kind of relationship."

Boss Zhou exhausted 100% of his brain cells to search for words that are not too touching.

However, Mingli didn't care at all, it's just that there was no one else. If someone asked him about his past relationship experience, he would definitely put Qiu Hai in the list of "ex-boyfriends".

Only him.

Ming Li sat on the clean toilet seat, subconsciously touched his pocket, looked up and sighed, if only he had a cigarette now.

After a long time, he slowly said: "The day after I gave Chen Qianyi the love letter, she was with Qiu Hai. Within a week, Qiu Hai dumped her. It is said that she cried in the dormitory until she couldn't take care of herself. At that time, I was very angry, thinking that if it were me, I would never let this girl suffer any harm."

Listen quietly on weekends, even though it has nothing to do with the question he asked.

"Before this, Qiu Hai was just a senior to me. He was a legend in the school and was talked about by many people, but in my network, he was just classified as an 'ordinary' who had little to do with each other. But after this incident , I started to approach him slowly."

Mingli took a deep breath, "Because I want to take revenge on him."

The weekend on the other end of the phone was silent.

"I want to take revenge on him." Ming Li repeated, shaking his head and smiling, "I was also stupid at the time, I didn't think about anything at all, I just thought that making Qiu Hai unable to approach women from now on was also an explanation to the girl I like."

Zhou weekend suddenly whispered: "Then you rely on your own body to get to the top?"

Mingli heard that the tone of the weekend was slightly different from usual, but he didn't care. He said, "Why don't you be in the top position, please don't be so muddled!"

"Originally, I can't see that you still have such thoughts. You have watched too many Gongdou dramas." On the weekend, he grabbed his phone and sprayed wildly, "And then?"

"And then we're together."

"So many girls can't deal with a god-level figure, so you took it down?" Weekend sighed in disbelief.

Having said that, Ming Li suddenly felt strange.

That's right, there are a lot of people who have a crush on Qiu Hai, why is it that he just hooked him casually, and Qiu Hai agreed?

The snow is falling, the roof of the library.

A "Do Not Enter" warning sign hangs crookedly on the half-open door.

In order to find out Qiu Hai's daily route, Mingli stayed in the library for two weeks, broke his own world record, and very unexpectedly made a good relationship with a part-time student in the library, and got the key to the rooftop.

The old door was pushed open with a "squeak".

It was evening class time, and the noisy human voice was isolated by the tens of meters high building, as if covered with an illusory enchantment.

Mingli turned around, and he didn't know whether it was the lighting or the angle, but he vaguely saw a different expression in Qiu Hai's eyes, and the slyness in his eyes flashed past.

"Is this called revenge!?" Zhou Yizheng said, "This is called private inquiry!"

Ming Li smiled wryly, "I really didn't at first, I just want him to be unable to treat women again from now on."

"..."

"Later, it became more fantasy, and I don't know what day and time it was, but when I found out, I already liked him very much." Ming Li straightened his two long legs, staring blankly at the small lamp on the ceiling, not knowing what time it was. Know what you're remembering.

"Brother, I think you are torturing yourself."

"?"

"Since Qiu Hai agreed to you, he must also be interested in you, so why don't you all live in harmony and happiness?" Zhou Zhou said.

This Mingli also thought about it.

But when you approach a person with some kind of impure purpose, only to find that that person treats you sincerely, you gradually sink deeply into it.

The feeling of love and hate for the other party and oneself is unclear and cannot be explained in words.

I didn't have the courage to explain.

Or like a killer who killed someone close to you loves you deeply.

You love him, but also hate him.

After waiting for a long time on the weekend, he sighed, and he didn't say anything more.

"I've been out for too long, it's not good, I'll hang up first," Ming Li said.

"Fly well, turn around and ask you to dress up and come to my shop for dinner."

"Ah."

Mingli hung up the phone, and sat on the toilet seat for a few more minutes before standing up in a daze and pushing open the cubicle door.A figure from behind came into his eyes, and he suddenly opened his eyes wide.

Qiu Hai was washing his hands, flicked the water drops and looked up at him through the mirror.

calm down!

Mingli, you have to calm down.

The sound insulation effect of the door is very good, Qiu Hai didn't hear anything.

Just as he was thinking about it, there was a clearly audible "vomit" sound from a certain compartment.

Mingli: "..."

The sound insulation of the private room is so good, isn't there no privacy in the toilet cubicle! ?

"What a coincidence, you also come out to go to the bathroom." He scratched his forehead and smiled awkwardly.

Qiu Hai stared at him without saying a word.

Mingli turned to leave, but Qiu Hai grabbed his wrist the moment his hand touched the doorknob.

His fingertips were trembling slightly, and his heart was already roaring like a tsunami. Mingli forced a smile and said, "What's the matter?"

Alcoholic breath lingered in his nostrils.

The door was pushed open suddenly, and both of them took a step back.

A high-spirited guy came in humming a little tune and froze in a daze, looking at them with round eyes like cart wheels without blinking, "Brother, please let me put some water."

"The toilet is clogged." Qiu Hai said coldly.

Spiritual guy: "?"

The spirited guy was politely invited out, wondering if all ten pits have been blocked?Besides, he can't use the toilet even if he turns on the water? ?

"You can explain now." Qiu Hai leaned his back against the door, as if "you don't want to get out of here unless you explain clearly today".

"What are you talking about?" Mingli smiled unabated.

"Tell me what you just said."

Ming Li played "A dead pig is not afraid of boiling water" to the fullest, pretending to be surprised, and said, "I didn't say anything just now, Captain Qiu, you heard it wrong, right?"

What can you do with me.

"It's not good for the protagonist to leave the scene for too long." Ming Li turned sideways to grab the doorknob, "Go back."

Qiu Hai remained motionless, and the two of them were deadlocked in place.

I don't know what the owner of this store thought, but he actually hung a clock in the toilet.The time passed by one minute and one second, and the second hand made a "da da da" sound.

Ming Li let go of the doorknob as if giving up, "There's nothing to explain, what you hear is what it is. Can I go now?"

Qiu Hai was silent, his eyes drooping.After a while, get out of the passage.

Mingli opened the door, and the distant singing finally made the atmosphere a little more lively.

Perhaps it was the pilot's long-term excellent hearing, or the focus was always on the back, but he clearly heard what Qiu Hai said, word for word.

"Do you think I didn't see your little thought?"

Qiu Hai's tone was full of sarcasm, he didn't know whether he was mocking Mingli or himself, "Registration for the new semester, registration for new students. I like you much earlier than you like me."

When Qiu Hai pushed open the roof door of the library and the cold wind poured into his collar, he didn't take it seriously.

He didn't remember how bright the stars were and how beautiful the night scene was, he only saw the slender and tall figure in front of him.

The screen of the mobile phone lit up, and the evening class group began to sign in, and the roommate asked him why he didn't come.He simply replied with two words, turned his phone to silent and put it in his pocket.

Hearing the movement behind him, Mingli turned his head and smiled at him with an incomprehensible expression, "Senior, it's rare that you don't have class at night, it's too difficult to ask you out."

Qiu Hai closed the door with his hands behind his back, as if shutting out all disturbances.

The roommate's WeChat message bombarded me: something happened! ?If you don't come to this class, your full attendance this semester will be gone!Credits and full scholarships are no longer wanted! ?

However, the other party never replied half a word.

With a "boom", Mingli's mind exploded.

start of school?register?what happened that day

His brain couldn't think, and he just stood there with the posture of opening the door, and he seemed to see the pen handed over before his eyes, the pen that was taken out of Qiu Hai's shirt pocket and handed to him by himself.

The brain began to run rapidly, and countless details rushed to the face.

Qiu Hai only held the cap part of the pen, but he took it very casually, touching half of Qiu Hai's finger.Qiu Hai pulled his hand very fast, Ming Li didn't think much about it at the time, he just thought it was a bit reckless.

When handing it back again, he also held the cap of the pen.

Qiu Hai's palm wrapped around the body of the pen, and his fingers lightly passed over the back of his finger.

Further on.

When Mingli squeezed through layers of crowds and came to Qiu Hai, he panted heavily as if he was going over mountains and ridges, swearing not to give up until he reached his goal.

Qiu Hai just glanced at him and quickly looked away.

Is it indifference or evasion?

One look, can you decide the rest of your life?

"Dangdang!"

A certain cubicle was kicked open, Zhao Jiagui walked out bending over and clutching his chest, with an ugly face, he raised his trembling fingers, "You..."

"You are?" Zhao Jiagui stared at Mingli's profile.

Mingli: "I'm not."

"I don't think you are either, but you are again."

"..."

Chinese test series for foreigners.

It's already a bit cold in Xiamen at night in autumn, but it can calm people down and brainwash people.

The two squatted on the curb with cigarettes in their mouths.

After smoking the third cigarette, Mingli took out the cigarette case and prepared to light the fourth.

"It's almost done." Zhao Jiagui put out the cigarette butt, "One cigarette after a meal is better than a living god. Four cigarettes after a meal, a god is powerless."

Zhao Jiagui's appearance is typical of harmless to humans and animals, with a small round face and curly hair, and innocent eyes that look like a puppet.He snatched Mingli's cigarette case and lit another one for himself, "I'm the second one, don't be afraid."

Mingli: "..."

Fadou smokes.

Zhao Jiagui looked at the street lights in the distance, "I was foolish enough to think that you two were just working."

Ming Li said weakly: "We are indeed just a working relationship."

Zhao Jiagui glanced over with a contemptuous look of "I still think I'm stupid", "Now that I think about it, it was wrong to hold a meeting in the preparation room from the first day. How could it be that two people came in at the same time by such a coincidence, they must have come together."

This kid sang a few songs and then let himself go. He didn't even call "Brother", put his arm on Mingli's shoulder, "Then in the cockpit today, Brother Qiu is still so fierce to you."

Mingli was taken aback, "Is there any question?"

Zhao Jiagui was also taken aback.

Mingli immediately came to his senses and smiled, "You don't know us too well."

These detailed words are actually very meaningful, but Mingli said it as a matter of course without knowing it.

The car lights dazzled his eyes, and Zhao Jiagui saw something in his eyes that he didn't even notice.