Twilight you are my light

After a hearty exercise, the room returned to tranquility.Nora put on her white pajamas again, she quietly looked out of the window, her big and bright eyes looked at the sky dreamily through the open curtains.She played with the gold tassels on the red velvet curtain, tremblingly feeling Caius' embrace.

"Caius, who do you think I am?" Nora asked without thinking.

Caius was in the post-exercise sage mode. He lazily rested his head on Nora's head and replied, "You are my Ahinodora."

"Really..." Nora replied numbly. Although she had already expected this answer, she still wanted to get a different answer.

Nora didn't know where she belonged, everyone told her she was Ahinodora, but she knew she wasn't.She is Nora, Bella's good friend, Charlie's adopted daughter, and Esme's little cooking helper, but she can't be Ahinodora.The name Ahinodora carries 3000 years of history and memory, but none of these are in Nora.

"Would you still love me if I wasn't Ahinodora?" Nora asked cautiously.

"Don't be stupid, you will always be my favorite Ahinodora." Caius rubbed Nora's blond hair, thinking why the little idiot in his arms was so emotional today.

Nora pursed her lips when she heard this answer, trying not to cry.

She desperately wants to go back to Fox right now.

She wanted to go home and eat Charlie's always burnt fruit tart, and watch nasty love movies with Bella, who was not good at comforting people.Or reluctantly caught by Alice every day to try on clothes as a model, and then listened to Edward express all her complaints in her heart.Or nestled next to Esme and listened to Carlisle telling all kinds of anecdotes, being pranked by Emmett from time to time, and then watching him being beaten by Rosalie with glee.The worst thing is to go back and try to drink animal blood instead, and then be trained by Jasper every day.

"I want to go home," Nora murmured, "I want my phone, I want to drive fast on the highway, I want to live my life."

"Why do you always want to leave me? Last time you promised me that you would never leave again!" Caius broke the edge of the bed forcefully, and the scarred bed was about to be torn apart.He straightened Nora's body roughly, his scarlet eyes showed the anger of being hurt and betrayed.

"Ahinodora, let me tell you, I won't let you go, you'd better give up your heart." Caius let go of Nora and stood up, looking down at Nora like a tyrant. There is no doubt in his tone.

Nora didn't know the exact moment she fell in love with Caius, perhaps she had already gotten used to Caius' indulgence and tolerance without a bottom line.She was really moved by the idea of ​​living with Caius for the rest of her life, no longer obsessed with finding the truth, and tried not to mind the existence of Ahinodora, she also wanted to live in peace of mind.

But this too-real dream woke her up completely, and her life of self-deception would be punctured sooner or later.

Nora glanced at the man who haunted her dreams, she almost lost herself because of him, all she got in exchange for her love and tenderness was a flower in the mirror, a moon in the water.Now that the mirror is broken and the moon is gone, it's time for her to learn to see reality clearly.

How to explain this psychology?

It's like a real person has a clone, and this clone is exactly the same as the real person except for having no memory.But this clone also has a sense of autonomy, can laugh and cry, feel pleasure and pain.But no matter how much she looks like the real person, she will always be a product of "immorality", a fake, a dummy.

Nora twitched the corners of her mouth, that smile looked very dull.Restraining her turbulent emotions, she solemnly said to Caius: "I am Nora, not Ahinodora."

"I don't understand." Caius grabbed Nora's hand and put it on his heart, "I don't understand why you always refuse this name when you are clearly Yahenodora. If you want to change your name, I will I’m calling you Nora, okay?” Caius coaxed Nora like a child, but Nora knew that Caius might still not understand.

She opened her mouth to explain something more, but what she felt was endless tiredness.She looked at Caius in disappointment, suppressed the irritability in her heart, and spoke again for a long time.

"I don't feel like Ahinodora, Caius, I think you love only this body, not me. I am in pain, and I don't want the person I love to look at me like Looking at the other person, I don't even know whether you love me or this face." Nora pulled her hand out of Caius' shackles, and Caius began to panic at her crying words.

"Ahinodora." Caius' heart was sore and aching, his patience had been worn out, and his voice was harsh because of anger: "You and Ahinodora are the same person, Does it matter who I love? Why can't you stay in the Volturi Palace obediently like before?"

"It's collected by you like a doll, and all emotions are under your control? I'm not your string doll!" Nora roared hoarsely, and her days in Volturi were about to get her out of control. crazy.

Caius' Adam's apple moved, he stabilized his emotions, and there was a trace of pain in his eyes: "Losing you was the biggest mistake I made, and I will not make a second mistake. If you don't It doesn't matter if you remember our past, because you will remember it slowly, and I will also accompany you to remember it slowly, just be patient."

"Have you ever thought about what if I can't remember? I have amnesia, I really have amnesia. Amnesia means you can't remember anything, do you understand? If I stay like this all the time, you will still..." Noah Before she finished speaking, she stopped, and she swallowed the word "love".She began to doubt Caius' love in her heart, and she even wondered sadly whether Caius was the same as "Ahinodora" said, only because of her body...

"If there is no if, you will definitely remember. Don't you forget the 3000 years of memories between us, Ahinodora, I beg you not to be so cruel to me." Caius became hysterical, he The paranoid character is completely revealed in front of Nora.

He seemed to understand what Nora meant, but he completely refused to think about the possibility of Ahinodora's personality disappearing forever.For the first time, he had grudges against Ahinodora and Nora. Now that she is back, why can't she return to him completely?

Even knowing the existence of Nora is already a "miracle" worth cherishing for his whole life, but human nature is like this, once you get it, you will want more.

3000 years of ups and downs and mutual support, if there is no one, there will be nothing.

Caius locked Nora in his arms, and the uneasiness he had endured for months finally broke out.He didn't dare to imagine how terrible it would be if his Ahinodora couldn't recover his memory. The memories of 3000 years disappeared in the blink of an eye, and those little secrets and little funs that belonged to them seemed to be thrown into the trash can .

"I can't stand this kind of torture. I want to find the truth. I will return Yashinodora to you." Nora raised her begging eyes. Although she said so, the thought of giving away her beloved Nora's heart was uncontrollably occupied by jealousy and pain.

Caius turned his head to avoid Nora's eyes full of despair. He looked at Nora's eyes with habitual softness.But this time he had to harden his heart and show his thorns to prevent his canary from escaping the cage.

"Don't even think about it, just stay in the room for me, or I don't mind chaining you up, you know I can do it." Caius ruthlessly pushed Nora back to the bed, and put on his own clothes. A black bathrobe walked out of the room.

One is longing for pure love, even if that love will make her miserable; one is longing for life and death with her lover, even if that person has already changed.But even then, I'll cut through all your loathing and just keep loving you.

Caius heard the sound of glass breaking just a few steps away, followed by the sound of objects falling to the ground.The hairs all over his body stood on end, he quickly turned back to the room and opened the door, and saw that the decorative glass on the window sill had been broken, and Nora had disappeared from the room.

"Ahinodora!"

Caius looked down from the broken glass. Nora had fallen to the balcony downstairs, motionless.Her limbs were twisted, her crystal-clear skin gleamed under the moonlight, and the nightgown shrank to just above her knees under the force, exposing her slender legs.

Caius jumped off the tower like crazy, and the vampire's fine body control made him fall to the ground unharmed.He checked Nora's head, and after seeing that her head was not deformed by the smash, he stared at Nora's injured body.

Caius noticed that Nora's wound was slowly healing, but the speed was much slower than that of ordinary vampires, but it was enough for him to breathe a sigh of relief.He didn't dare to hug Nora's dislocated body, for fear that even a slight movement would cause Nora pain.So he could only hang Nora on the ground and wait for Nora's body to heal by itself.

"So you pretended to be so good this month just for this moment? Leave me? I told you, I won't let you leave again." Caius felt his chest was congested, filled with Soreness and resentment.

He still remembered how pain-sensitive Ahinodora was. He used to lie in his arms and moan for a long time when he was injured, but now he had the courage to jump from such a high place.

It was only at this time that Caius understood Nora's words a little bit. Indeed, she is far from the original now.They have been so close in the past few months, why are they going around and back to the original point now.

"Caius, I don't want to live by your side in such a daze. I can't bear the way you look at me, as if you are looking at another person. I hate that look, and I hate that you take me for granted. Shinodora!" Nora yelled at Caius, and she let out a muffled groan as she pulled her fractured body with excessive excitement.

"Don't move around." Caius threatened.

Nora turned her face away and didn't want to look at Caius. She also knew that she would not die by jumping off the building, but she didn't mind provoking Caius in this way.To a certain extent, Nora and Caius are both extreme people, but the former Ahinodora was able to disguise this wildness very well.

Caius sat beside Nora in a black robe. He waited for Nora's body to heal slowly, but the big hole in his heart was getting bigger and bigger.He didn't know how to get along with Yashinodora like this. In his memory Yashinodora was always smiling, and when did he have such a big conflict with him and did such a thing? Strong move.

"After you lost your memory, you lost your temper a lot." Caius looked helplessly at Nora who was lying on the cold floor tiles. He dodged a few times and took a blanket to gently cover Nora who was only wearing pajamas.

"Honey, tell me, how can I make you stay here with peace of mind?" Caius stroked Nora's hair. He was so infatuated with Nora's long golden hair.He couldn't get angry even if he wanted to, and the anger burned until the end, leaving only deep helplessness and helplessness. He had been pinched to death by Ahinodora long ago.

Nora turned her head and looked at the man in front of her. She had already figured out the character of Caius. He was rebellious, proud and conceited. favoritism and tolerance.

She is already very experienced in jumping from buildings. She jumped from the second floor when Fox lost control before.It's just that the floor is higher this time, and Nora was also very nervous before jumping.But how can you get a tiger cub if you don't enter the tiger's den, you have to be ruthless to achieve your goal.In fact, she regretted it halfway through the jump, and there was only one sentence in her mind: Fuck, I'm an idiot.

Too many things happened that night, and now the two have no strength to quarrel.

"Let me go back to Fox." Nora looked at Caius seriously.

"Change another one." Caius' implication was that there was no need to discuss it.

Nora lowered her eyes in frustration, she didn't expect that Caius would still not soften her heart after she had done this.

Footsteps came towards them one after another. Caius looked up and saw Aro, Sulpicia and Marcus.

The three of them are also dressed very casually, but Sulpicia still has a curler on their heads that they haven't taken off in time.The three of them glanced at Nora who was lying on the ground and Caius who was sitting silently by the side, and probably guessed what happened. Sulpicia rushed to Nora to check it carefully, and then angrily asked Caius Erce gave an explanation.

Caius glanced at Sulpicia and was unwilling to say anything. In his opinion, this was a problem between him and Nora, and there was no need to tell an outsider.

"Dear brother, let Sulpicia take care of... Nora, I think we should talk." Aro raised a reassuring smile, and he turned sideways in a "please" gesture.Marcus also gave Caius a rare serious look.

Seeing Nora who was still angry, Caius could only reluctantly follow the two to the study.Among the three elders of Volturi, Caius must be No. 1 when it comes to fighting, but Caius is probably at the bottom when it comes to how to make his wife happy.

Di Timmy is naturally lively and cheerful. When he was alive, he gave Marcus many problems. Quarrels and cold wars are common.Marcus was originally a gentle and elegant scholar, a nerd who was about to be taught by Didimi to become a lover.In the current situation, Marcus felt that he had to give Caius a few trump cards.

Not to mention Ah Luo, he was originally the king of fools in Volturi, and the two merchants are always online, otherwise, how could he compete wits and courage with Sulpicia.Contrary to Aro, Sulpicia's IQ is basically full, but he is rough in handling emotions, and he has to rely on Aro for advice from time to time.Of course, one of these two couples is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer, and the little life is so impressive.

Caius and Ahinodor pulling a pair is probably the easiest thing for Volturi.One has a soft and gentle personality, and the other is irritable and delicate. Their life is similar to that of "the domineering president's little wife".Now that Nora has lost her memory, it is embarrassing for the two of them to get along like this.

Aro held Caius' hand, and he saw the two quarreling through his power.Ah Luo sighed, he patted Caius on the shoulder and said, "You two are really like children, even if Ahinodora loses his memory, you have lived for 3000 years anyway, why don't you return?" So impatient? Ahinodora seems really determined to go back. In my opinion, you should let her go back. You have to understand that Ahinodora’s current physique is much weaker than that of a vampire. What about doing extreme things? You can't just do nothing and watch her for the rest of your life."

"You mean to let her go away from me again?" Caius lowered his face, "You should know that I will not let go, and I have the ability to watch her forever."

"My dear brother, you have misunderstood me." Aro smiled and shook his head, he wagged his fingers and said in a high-spirited manner: "Now you have two paths. Either you let dear Ahinodora get back Her lost memory, so that she can return to her original form and continue to live in the Volturi."

"Sounds good, but no one knows when Ahinodora will recover her memory. You'd better be prepared to lose her, I don't think you will forget that Ahinodora was also very stubborn in the past .” Marcus added lightly.

"...What about the second way?" The two people in front of them were still in the mood to sing a double reed.

"The second way is to try to make Ahinodora fall in love with you again. As Nora, let her believe in your love. In this way, she will be by your side no matter whether she regains her memory or not." Arrow put away His mocking expression.He knew that this was a difficult decision, because it meant that Caius needed to start over with Ahinodora. Not everyone has the courage and courage to give up a 3000-year relationship.

Caius was silent, and then sneered: "I can lock her in the tower with chains, as long as she doesn't leave me."

"There are too many unsolved mysteries about her, which means that there will be many variables in the future." Marcus broke through Caius' fantasy at a glance, and left a meaningful sentence: "Caius, people and The connection between people is not static, it can be established."

There was a trace of exclamation and reminiscence on Marcus's face that hadn't changed for a hundred years, and he had been secretly hoping that Ahinodora could restore his memory, because she might know a way to revive his Didymi.In fact, Aro is also looking forward to this. The "resurrection" sounds like a magical and charming thing. This is of great help to the Volturi. Aro will never make a loss-making business.

"Then I can only accompany Ahinodora back to Fox." Caius made a difficult decision. He can't bear any risk of losing Ahinodora now.He remembered his promise to Ahinodora 3000 years ago, saying that he would never betray Ahinodora, protect her forever, and love her all the time until the end of his life.Since Caius said it, he must carry out his promise.

Aro and Marcus looked at each other with relief as Caius made his final decision.Arrow was all for Caius going to Forks.Ahinodora finally came back, and he didn't have to work overtime forcibly.A few days later, the young couple started to quarrel again.In this way, Caius would not be able to concentrate on his work for a long time, and he did not want to see Caius affect his work efficiency due to emotional problems.

Marcus is also very desperate. He is miserable enough without his wife, but now he is asked to mediate the conflict for the young couple. Is he a neighborhood committee?Listening to the content of their quarrel, Marcus always felt that he was stuffed full of dog food.

"Then it's settled, you can go back to Forks after Ahinodora's injury recovers." Ah Luo clapped his hands happily.