Hanyu's candy is not sweet anymore

Everyone has had a fanatical dream in their life, and this dream is sincere and passionate.

And Tang Tang's dream is very simple and sincere. Her dream is just to have many, many people love her.

Tang Tang is a child who lacks love. Although it is a bit hypocritical to say this, I have to say that Tang Tang is really lacking in love.

As if cursed, Quan Xiyan has never had anyone who can be called a friend by her side.Maybe it's because of her boring personality, or maybe it's because she's not good enough.Maybe she got something like emotion or maybe she didn't get it, it's all like the quicksand in the palm of the hand, gone with the wind.

This world is always unfair, just like some people are born with sound limbs, while others are born with physical defects.

So is love.Some people seem to do nothing, and they are born with thousands of pets, obviously they have nothing to do but many people love them.But there is another kind of people who search and search across thousands of rivers and mountains and never get anyone's love.

Tang Tang is one of the latter.

What she fears the most every day is to face the bustling crowd alone after school, and to see countless hurried and indifferent faces. There are no students here, and no one will say hello to her. Someone will smile at her, because she is also hasty and indifferent in the eyes of others.It's ironic, her profession is an engineer of the human soul, she can guide every child to find their own goals in life, but she still can't redeem their souls to find the meaning of their own existence.

Abandoned by his parents, without the attention of the orphanage, the children in the orphanage all wear hypocritical masks, and Tang Tang has no one to rely on.She is like an old and lonely soul wandering in the world.

Tang Tang went to the street again after work this day.

The sky was raining sparsely.

And the hazy sky of the city is divided into pieces of different sizes by high-rise buildings, one piece of glass after another, I don’t know how many empty bodies are buried under this colorless sky.

She looked at a passerby holding a briefcase to hide from the rain under the towering skyscraper, smiled slightly triumphantly, and took out the umbrella from her bag.In fact, it was enough for her to love herself, but the smile froze on her face in the next second.

She saw a young man striding over to take off his coat to block the rain on the head of the person hiding from the rain.She saw the two people looking at each other and smiling, supporting the dress together and disappearing into the street.Tang Tang looked at the back of the two people leaving, and there was only sadness in her heart. Yes, in fact, there is nothing more than her own love in this world.

The umbrella in his hand was no longer in the mood to open it. Tang Tang looked at her mother-in-law who was begging in the rain on the street, and she couldn't help but feel compassion in her heart.She walked over and handed the umbrella to the mother-in-law.Then he took out some coins from his wallet and put them in the small bowl in front of the old man.

When she turned around and was about to leave, the mother-in-law behind the voice stopped her, "Girl, if I give you a wish, what kind of wish do you want to come true?"

Tang Tang turned around and looked at the mother-in-law, and couldn't help showing a bitter smile, perhaps because of the lingering drizzle, her smile seemed a little sad "My wish is nothing more than giving me a new beginning , so that I am qualified to love and be loved."

When she got home that day, she felt extremely sleepy for no reason, and she went to bed early without having dinner.

She vaguely had a long, long dream. The memory of the past 27 years was like a long movie. In the dream, she felt that she really became an audience watching other people's stories until In the end, the picture was frozen, and there was a vast expanse of whiteness in front of her eyes. She saw the face of the old mother-in-law today, but full of holiness and brilliance.

In the chaos, she heard an old and ethereal voice.

Girl, there are all kinds of mortals in this life, but what is there to miss.From now on, there will be no Tang Tang in the world, and you will start over with a new attitude and another identity.Would you like it, child?

Tang Tang felt that her consciousness was still floating in the chaos, and an unprecedented sense of relaxation spread throughout her body like an electric current.

She nodded vaguely, she wanted to start over.I just hope that she will never be alone again in the next life.

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like night

I don't know how long I have been in this chaotic darkness. In a trance, Tang Tang seems to hear the sound of a heartbeat, a very healthy and powerful heartbeat.Is it her own heartbeat?

But why did this heartbeat make her feel very at ease.Tang Tang's consciousness slowly fell asleep with the sound of the heartbeat, and slowly recovered in the sound of the heartbeat.It was as if there was another soul accompanying her. Although they couldn't communicate, and they didn't know whether the other party knew of their existence, this feeling made her heart slowly filled with warmth. After being alone for so long, Tang Tang felt Until there is such a person by her side all the time, without any doubts, she just feels happy.

Gradually, although Tang Tang couldn't see anything and didn't know where she was, she couldn't help falling into this warm and safe place for her.Here inexplicably made her throb, although she didn't know where this feeling came from, it seemed that there were hands gently stroking around her soul, whispering softly, full of love that she had never felt before.This made her feel happier than ever.

Time passed quietly in this feeling of happiness, and Tang Tang's consciousness was still sleeping and waking up.

Until one day, she felt a ray of light, yes, she felt it instead of seeing it, and Tang Tang felt the warmth around her was passing away.She felt inexplicably panicked, but what made her even more panicked was that the warm heartbeat that had always accompanied her was slowly moving away from her.She was caught by a big hand and pulled her out of the warmth. She felt that she was squeezed by the bright place and passed through the passage that almost suffocated her. Tang Tang left the place where she had been staying before and felt a big piece She felt pain in her body, and she couldn't help but make a sound, but what came out was the baby's tiny crying sound. "Congratulations to Mrs. Quan, she is a cute little girl." Because she often watched Korean dramas and listened to Korean songs in her previous life, Tang Tang immediately recognized that the person holding her was speaking Korean.

But she only knew it was Korean but couldn't understand it!

But is she turning into a baby?She was born again?

Feel yourself in warm water.Warm, a pair of hands stroked Tang Tang's body back and forth, and the sticky and slippery discomfort on his body disappeared.She closed her eyes and let others play with her.I felt wrapped in warmth, and then hugged her firmly with both hands.

She felt a blinding light.She felt herself being hugged, "My wife, look, this is our daughter"

"Come, give me a hug." A gentle female voice sounded.

Tang Tang still can't understand these conversations-=, she wants to widen her eyes to see what happened

What's the matter, it's a pity that I don't have any strength in my body, and I can't lift my eyelids at all.

It turns out that the legend that a newborn baby cannot open his eyes is true.

Because he couldn't see any objects, and couldn't understand what anyone said, sleepiness struck, and Tang Tang gradually fell asleep.

Today is August 1988, 8

Thousands of children are born on this day.Among them, Tang Tang is not the most honorable child, but she is so different.She cherishes her life more than any other child.Because she knows.There are always two people waiting for you in this world, no matter when or where, she knows that there are always two people, their names are Mom and Dad.This kind of cognition makes Tang Tang feel at ease like never before, maybe her heart will never wander again.

The author has something to say: This article is very slow, and it will be written in detail, so I hope everyone will like it~~~~~~ The next chapter will be worn~~~

Regarding the heroine's surname Quan, because Wenwen's male protagonist was not Quan Zhilong at the beginning, so. .Then I heard a suggestion from a relative that people with the same surname in different regions of Korea can get married, so the heroine is not considered a Seoulite, so she can get married!

2 Go to the silly hat?

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Everyone must find the value of their own existence when they live, so tell me the meaning of living.

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