purple double bed

It was summer when Yan Jing returned to City B.The impression of this city in my mind is still ten years ago.He spent his childhood and youth here, but he doesn't have many unique feelings for this city.The deepest memory is nothing but the neat rows of banyan trees on the street, which are lush and lush, casting a large shadow for people to enjoy the shade.

The year he left was also summer.At that time, the city was rebuilt, the roads were widened, the trees were cut down, construction sites were everywhere, and even the air was filled with an unpleasant smell of mud.It hadn't rained for a month, and when he was walking on the street, with the white sun above his head and the dry and cracked road under his feet, he even wondered if the city was going to melt under the sun.

After living abroad for many years, and now returning to the place where I was born, except that the weather is still as hot as ever, the city has changed too much.A brand-new modern city with criss-cross streets and tall buildings. Even the dilapidated sculpture in Times Square has been painted with a new layer of silver. As a symbol of the city, it is excitedly hugged and photographed by travelers all day long.

When the wanderer came back, things were not people, and I suddenly felt a little more emotional.

When he was young, he was romantic, cynical, and rebellious. Almost all the words to describe bad boys can be applied to him.When those elders mentioned Yan Jing, they always frowned helplessly and sighed, and said to their children, that kid from the Yan family is very naughty, you must not learn from him.

After being a negative textbook for so many years, when he arrived at university, his father really couldn't control him, so he couldn't see him and sent him to Australia.

Over the years, I have been eating, drinking and having fun with my friends everywhere, and I have seen almost all the big things in the world.I spent too much when I was young, and now I feel a little tired physically and mentally. I always feel that life is gradually becoming boring. My whole body is lazy and I don’t want to do anything. Sometimes I can sleep in a daze all day when I lie on the bed. It was boring as hell.

This time I came back to City B, because my father helped him find a relatively leisurely job, and my mother and sister tirelessly said, "You should be careful when you are in your 30s" and "You can't spend your whole life outside alone." Yan Jing really couldn't stand their repeated bombing, so he had to pack his luggage and come back, planning to settle here in the future.

His good friend Ouyang Shuo couldn't help making fun of him, "Your thinking is really like an old man looking for a place to spend his old age."

Yan Jing did not refute, and replied in a flat tone: "When people are old, they always return to their roots. I am already middle-aged now, and it is right to prepare for my old age in advance." After a pause, he said seriously, " Why don't you buy me a cemetery in Beishan by the way, the cemetery is quite expensive now, maybe the price will increase again in two years."

Ouyang Shuo was shocked for a long time before he lowered his voice and said, "You are too forward-thinking, you bought a cemetery so early?"

Yan Jing raised his eyebrows, "In case of any accident, I will die in advance, so that the body will have something to do with it. As a human, you should always think about yourself, and make all-round plans before and after death."

Ouyang Shuo was blocked by him and had nothing to say, so he had no choice but to hang up the phone silently.The cemetery must not be bought, and the friends in the circle all have this consensus: whoever is serious with Yan Jing, this bastard, is definitely full.He can tell hilarious jokes with a serious face and lie with a straight face.Who told him to study psychology? He has really thoroughly studied human psychology.

In fact, Yan Jing always said that he was an old man, but his age was not considered old.

The age of more than 30 is the best time for a man.Especially since he also has a face that is too delicate for a man.Different from the young and immature, different from the sunny and enthusiastic youth, the masculine charm exuded by Yan Jing's gestures has a mature charm that has been accumulated over time.

He's just a little old mentally.After studying psychology for a long time, there is always a sense of vicissitudes of seeing through the world.

Yan Jing has always pursued hedonism, enjoying every day and never wronging himself. He has played too crazy these years, and now he is not interested in many new things.The so-called dreams and enthusiasm have long been diluted by time.There is no passion in life, not even the mood to seriously talk about a relationship.

It's been such a long time, it's really boring.

Sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night, lying alone on a large bed in a foreign country, I feel quite lonely.I even wondered if it would be easier if there was someone by my side.

But he is gay, so he is destined not to have an ordinary family and children.

I made clear my sexual orientation very early, and I also knew very clearly that it is difficult for two men to get along for a long time.Today, when the divorce rate is rising, so many couples who have children break up, let alone two men who are not recognized by the law and have no guarantee.

It is also because he is too sober and rational that he never thought of being with a man for a long time.He didn't even believe that there would be that legendary love between men.

Open your eyes when you wake up, and occasionally see a face you like, which will naturally make you feel happy.

But if you wake up every day and see the same face, day after day, year after year, it will be a bit boring.