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After dinner, Yan Jing found an excuse to leave Liu's house. He didn't want to face Rong Zi's adoptive parents with a smile on his face.

Walking alone on the street, blowing the night breeze to sort out his chaotic thoughts, he thought of his life of more than 30 years, except for some achievements in academics, he had failed to the extreme in terms of emotions.

Yan Jing knew that he was actually a very paranoid person. When Rong Yucheng died in a car accident, he never wanted to drive again. He would rather go out and take a taxi than learn by himself.When Rong Yuming gave up kneeling in the rain all night, it also made him no longer believe in love. He would rather have a romantic life in the game than to seriously manage a relationship.

Really once bitten by a snake, afraid of well ropes for ten years, paranoid to the point of nervousness.

Maybe it's just that I'm afraid of becoming stupid in the eyes of others, so I behave indifferently and calmly.

Everyone thought that Yan Jing was heartless and possessed the vitality of an unbeatable Xiaoqiang.His mood has never been questioned.Therefore, he is not worried that his hidden fragility will be discovered by others.

After walking for some time, Yan Jing saw many children learning roller skating in a square ahead, and the roller skates under their feet were shining with colorful lights. There happened to be some activities today, and many bottles were neatly placed on the ground, surrounded by a group of parents. Shouting and cheering, the children took turns to step forward and pass the obstacles, having a great time.

Yan Jing walked over and sat down on the chair. Not far away, there were a few beginners who were wearing roller skates and couldn't stand still. They fell down countless times, but they still climbed up happily and continued to skate. He remembered that when he was young, he used to He has learned roller skating, he was so naughty, and he was bruised and swollen without fear. Every time he came home, Yan Ru would helplessly push him on the sofa and apply medicinal wine, but the next day, he still put on Those roller skates went out for a walk.

If it were changed to now, after falling down, he would choose to change those shoes.

After so long, the mood is different after all.

While watching the children play boredly, the mobile phone rang suddenly, looked at the name of Bai Shaobo in the caller ID, Yan Jing picked up the phone, and heard the man over there say softly: "Ah Jing, come to the hospital tomorrow morning to report Well, I'm really too busy here."

Yan Jing asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

"There was a typhoon last night, and there were several car accidents on the highway. A large number of wounded people were sent to our hospital. I have to deal with a lot of things. I can't spare time to pick you up. You'd better come here tomorrow morning."

Yan Jing paused, "Okay, I'll be there tomorrow morning."

After hanging up the phone, Yan Jing got up and walked back. After walking a few steps, the phone rang again. This time the caller showed an unfamiliar local landline number. Maybe it was some insurance company's promotion?

Yan Jing frowned and picked it up, "Hi, may I ask who you are?"

"It's me." The voice on the other end of the phone had a warm smile and a very gentle tone, "My phone is out of battery, so I will call you from a public phone outside. Fortunately, I will recite your number gone."

——It's Rong Zi.

But at this time, hearing Rong Zi's voice, Yan Jing's heart was not happy at all.

He knew how much Rong Zi cared about him, so he deliberately memorized his mobile phone number.To be honest, the only thing he can memorize is his own mobile phone number. The numbers of relatives and friends are all directly found in the phone book.

That stubborn and serious young man was sincerely kind to him, but unfortunately, he could no longer give him the love he wanted.

"Is there anything you can do for me?" Yan Jing asked lightly.

"I want to hear your voice." Rong Zi said with a smile.

Yan Jing was not used to such intimate teasing, so he couldn't help frowning, "Speak up if you have something to say."

Rong Zi hurriedly withdrew her teasing words, and said seriously: "Where are you, why is it so noisy around?"

"I'm outside. I just finished eating and I'm going back."

"Oh, one more thing. Didn't you lose a wallet some time ago? What color is it? What's in it, do you remember?"

Yan Jing remembered that he had indeed lost his wallet the day he reported to school, and Rong Zi had invited him for dinner.But he never thought about getting it back, so he didn't care. At this time when Rong Zi asked, Yan Jing recalled it carefully, and then said: "The wallet is black, and there is a bank card of mine in it. It's 4957, and there are several membership cards and so on. What are you asking for?"

"A few days ago, I posted a post on the lost and found section of the forum, trying to help you find your wallet. Today, a junior sister contacted me after seeing the post, saying that she happened to pick up a purse at the Academic Affairs Office on the first day of school. The wallet has been sent to the school's claim center, I'll go see if it's yours tomorrow."

Yan Jing was silent for a while, "No need, I already bought a new one."

"It's okay, I'll stop by and have a look. Besides, it would be nice to get back those membership cards of yours."

"Then... thank you."

Rong Zi smiled and said, "Why are you being polite to me, you should."

Yan Jing fell silent, suddenly not knowing what to say.With the familiar voice from the microphone and the warm smile, Yan Jing could even imagine that the young man had a bright smile on his face at this time.

At this moment, Rong Zi's concern for him was like a stone on his chest, so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

Rong Zi seemed to realize that Yan Jing didn't want to talk too much, so she thoughtfully found a sentence as a closing sentence: "That's it, you go home, I will come to your house to look for you tomorrow with my wallet, you should be there at seven o'clock in the evening, right? "

"Well. See you tomorrow."

After hanging up the phone, Yan Jing held the phone tightly in his hand and stood by the roadside for a long time.For some reason, the smiling face of the young man keeps popping up in front of his eyes again and again, but the bright lights of this bustling city and the busy traffic on the streets look like an unreal dream to his eyes.

He had never been in such a dazed moment before, he didn't know how to face the person who was always smiling, and he didn't know how to look into his serious eyes and say the word "breakup".

After returning home that night, Yan Jing had a nightmare all night.

It was always raining in the dream, he was kneeling in front of the house alone, there was some faint light through the crack of the door, his forehead was torn, and the cold rainwater flowed down his forehead, mixed with blood and blurred his vision. The whole world seems to be dyed with a hazy layer of blood, and the stone slabs under the knees are bitingly cold, that kind of cold, like throwing the whole person into an ice cellar, even the slightest chill rises from the bottom of my heart.

He always wants to hug something to keep him warm, but the strange thing is that his whole world is cold.

The terrible nightmare lasted for a long time, and was woken up by the sound of the alarm.When he woke up, he was wrapped in a quilt and huddled up on the bed. The coldness in his dream seemed to extend to reality. Yan Jing found that his whole body was cold and his hands and feet were a little stiff. When he looked up, the temperature of the air conditioner was adjusted. It was 21 degrees, no wonder I felt like sleeping in an ice cave all night.

Yan Jing shivered and climbed out of bed wrapped in the quilt, found the remote control and turned the air conditioner back to 26 degrees, and went to the bathroom to take a hot shower, only then did he feel warmer.

It's just that the knee is still aching, which is the root of the disease after kneeling in the rain all night many years ago. For more than ten years, whenever it rains or the temperature of the air conditioner is turned too low, his The knees will be very painful, as regular as the rheumatism of the elderly.

Yan Jing put a hot towel on his knees for a while, and then began to organize himself in front of the mirror.He is used to combing his hair meticulously, and his shirt and tie are also neatly arranged. Satisfied, he randomly found a piece of bread from the refrigerator, took his briefcase and went downstairs while biting.

Because he took a shower for a long time, his time budget was insufficient, and if he procrastinated, he would be late.

Take a taxi to Shixin Hospital, and report to Bai Shaobo's office first as agreed. Bai Shaobo is now in charge of the hospital's personnel part-time. When Yan Jing arrived at the office, he was on the phone with someone. A calm and scheming person, the little Shaobo who cried and snatched fruit from others when he was a child has gone far in his memory.

When he saw Yan Jing, he gestured for a seat, and Yan Jing sat on the opposite sofa by himself.Bai Shaobo finished chatting quickly, hung up the phone, and said with a smile: "This is the contract for Shixin Hospital to hire you. Take a look and sign it if there is no problem."

"Okay." Yan Jing took it over and wrote down his name without even looking at it.

Bai Shaobo was surprised and said, "Don't you take a look?"

"It's nothing to look at. I have been friends for many years, and I still trust you in this regard."

Bai Shaobo nodded, "Of course, I have won the best remuneration for you. You will work here starting today, and you can tell me any dissatisfaction at any time."

Yan Jing smiled, "I'm not dissatisfied, you know, I'm easy to support."

Bai Shaobo also laughed, "Then shall I take you to the psychology department first?"

"it is good."

"By the way, change into your work clothes." Bai Shaobo was very careful, and even prepared a white coat for Yan Jing, so he took it out of the cabinet and handed it to Yan Jing.

Yan Jing took the clothes from him and put them on, and straightened his tie in front of the mirror. Bai Shaobo was smiling at him all the time. Yan Jing was puzzled, and couldn't help but ask, "What are you looking at? My face hasn't been washed clean." ?”

Bai Shaobo said solemnly: "You seem to suddenly become gentle when you put on the white coat."

Yan Jing smiled slightly: "Isn't it better to be gentle? A dark face will scare the patients away. I don't want to be complained about the bad attitude of the medical staff every day, and you don't want to answer the court summons for me all day, right?"

"That's right. I'm glad you have such an awareness." Bai Shaobo nodded honestly, "Let's go, Dr. Yan."

Although Shixin Hospital is a private hospital, the facilities are very sound. The outpatient building alone is five stories high. Each floor is divided into east, west, north, south, and each department has its own consulting room. It said the well-known doctors who visited that day, Yan Jing accidentally saw the name of his father Yan Shu in the list.

Bai Shaobo followed his gaze and explained: "Your father just came back, and he just has time to make a doctor's visit today. Do you want to go upstairs to see him?"

"No." Yan Jing glanced at his father with a serious face in the photo, smiled and said, "I think he would rather spend more time talking with patients than seeing me. Let's go directly to the inpatient department."

Bai Shaobo looked at Yan Jing, and found that although he was smiling, his eyes were still very cold. His smile never really reached his eyes.

The psychology department is set up on the eleventh floor of the inpatient department. Bai Shaobo introduced to Yan Jing as he walked, "The psychology department of our hospital has been established for less than three years. Before the patients encountered psychological diseases, they all went to the local mental hospital. My father opened a department of psychology in this hospital, which is also convenient for some patients with less serious conditions to receive treatment in a relatively relaxed environment, and it is more convenient for patients with mental illness in other departments to come to consult and consult."

"Well, your father is really thoughtful." Yan Jingting nodded, and quickly scanned the ward. The environment in the ward is indeed good. Being hospitalized in such a place will make people feel much more relaxed.

The morning shift meeting of the psychology department just came to an end. Bai Shaobo took Yan Jing directly into the office and introduced to everyone: "This is Dr. Yan. He has been working with everyone in the psychology department since today."

Yan Jing smiled slightly, "Please take care of me."

"Welcome Dr. Yan." "Welcome!" A group of people applauded enthusiastically.

After the shift was over, Bai Shaobo went to work on his own, and Yan Jing went to the ward rounds with the big team. First, he had a rough understanding of the situation. There were not many patients here, and more than ten beds were still vacant. The patient with schizophrenia was undergoing regular treatment. The head nurse came to introduce the operation method of the hospital information system to Yan Jing. Yan Jing entered his account number and password for final confirmation. After everything was explained, it was almost 11:30 .

At this time, the department's phone rang suddenly, and Yan Jing picked up the receiver conveniently.

"Hello, Psychology Department."

"Hello, I'm Dr. Chen from the Department of Cardiovascular Medicine. Have you received the consultation form we sent yesterday afternoon? The hospital number is 808675."

"Wait a minute, let me check." Yan Jing turned on the computer and entered the hospital number, and sure enough, he saw a consultation request, which was written very simply. A male patient under the age of 30 wrote his general medical history and announced that the department was cardiothoracic surgery. , The department requesting consultation is the Department of Psychology, and the purpose of consultation is to assist in diagnosis and treatment.

"Is that the patient named Yan Xu?" Yan Jing asked.

"Yes, it's him."

"Oh, the consultation form has been received, we will send someone there in the afternoon, okay?"

"okay, thank you."

After hanging up the phone, Yan Jing turned back to his colleagues who were still in the office, "Doctor Zhang, there is a consultation outside the heart, who is in charge of it?" General departments will have a special person in charge of the consultation inside the hospital. He just came here , I don't know what the rules of the psychology department are.

Dr. Zhang said with a smile: "As long as no one is named in the consultation form, we will go whenever we have time. There are only three of us in the psychology department, and sometimes we are really busy. Dr. Yan, if it is convenient for you, I will come to you in the afternoon. Just go there."

Yan Jing thought for a while, and he really had nothing to do in the afternoon, so he nodded and said, "Okay, I'll go."