purple double bed

After going back, Rong Zi searched for all Yan Jing's past lovers on the Internet like crazy, and after comparing them, she found that almost all of them had some similarities with the person named Yu Ming in their eyebrows and eyes.And that man named Yuming, whose surname is Rong, is the second young master of the Rong family and the younger brother of Rong Yucheng.

The hand holding the mouse couldn't help shaking.Such a relationship is like one of the most ironic jokes God has played on him.

Rong Zi suddenly remembered that when she was young, that person saved her night from those gangsters.

That night was as cool as water, and he stood in front of him with the moonlight behind his back, his smiling eyes were very beautiful.He picked himself up from the ground very gently, and thoughtfully smoothed his messy hair with his fingers.

No one has ever treated me so tenderly, not even my closest grandmother.Being picked up by a stranger, Rong Zi even panicked, froze in his arms and did not dare to move, for fear that her hands would stain his nice shirt.

I really like the way he puts his fingers on his head and gently strokes it, it makes people feel warm and reassuring.

The half month with him was the happiest part of Rong Zi's entire childhood.

Because of this, Rong Zi has a very deep memory of him, even after arriving at the orphanage, she waited for him foolishly, because he said "I will come to see you", Rong Zi believed it was true, thinking that he would really Come see for yourself.

However, after waiting for a long time, I still haven't waited for the big brother.

Rong Zi never blamed him, thinking, maybe he has his own affairs to be busy, and it will be the same when he grows up to see him.At that time, we must give him a lot of gifts, treat him to a big meal, and say thank you to him.

Afraid that he would look down on him when they meet in the future, Rong Zi has been very obedient and hardworking in the orphanage.When enrolling, the dean said that he should have a formal name and not be called Xiao Rong all day long. Rong Zi remembered that the person loved purple the most, and the bed sheets and curtains in the room were all dark purple, so she smiled and said, "I will call you Xiao Rong." Rong Zi is ready, purple purple."

The children next to him laughed at him, saying that his name sounded like a girl, but he didn't care.After having this name, he was very happy because he finally had a way to commemorate that person.

Later, he was adopted by Liu Zhigang and his wife. At first Liu Zhigang wanted him to change his name to Liu, but he stubbornly refused to change it, just because this name has a special meaning to him.

This name was chosen in memory of that person.

As I grow older, the gratitude and fascination with that big brother when I was young gradually settled in my heart, and occasionally when I think about it, I still have a warm feeling in my heart.I have always regretted that I didn't know his name, and I couldn't see him again, thinking that my fate with that person really only ended here.

Unexpectedly, under Liu Zhigang's description, Yan Jing, who was interested in psychology, looked very much like that person.

At first, Rong Zi was not sure whether Yan Jing was the person who took him in back then, but looking at his photo, he had a very friendly and familiar feeling, as if he had known him for a long time.Out of curiosity, I bookmarked his blog, and the more I read it, the more I like it... Since then, I have been deeply in love with him.

Thinking back now, the person who took him in back then was Yan Jing. There was no mistake. The Yan family lived next door to the Rong family. Yan Jing and Rong Yuming were childhood sweethearts. They had known each other and loved each other for many years. For some reason, they just broke up, and the Rong family immigrated to the United States collectively.

Yan Jing kindly took him in that night, perhaps because... he looks alike, right?

The more Rong Zi thought about it, the more sad she felt.

It turned out that my persistence for so many years was only because of such ironic reasons.

From the day we first met, he'd been nothing more than a... pathetic fake.

He had never hated his appearance for a moment, and he even hated his blood relationship with the Rong family.

If it wasn't for the face that resembled Rong Yuming, Yan Jing might not have noticed him at all. He would have starved to death on the street many years ago.

So, should he be thankful that he looks like that second uncle?Or should I be sad that I will always just "look alike"?

Yan Jing slept very restlessly this time, and his dreams were always fragments of fragments from when he was young. Familiar and unfamiliar faces of the Rong family brothers, Yan Ru, father and mother shook repeatedly in front of his eyes, and finally froze in Rong Yuming's eyes. The image of leaving early in the morning with heavy rain.

The boy in the dream had a straight back, and his back gradually became blurred in the rain and fog. Yan Jing tried his best to reach out to hold him, but in the end he couldn't catch anything.

When I was struggling to wake up, I found a hairy head by my hand.

It's Rong Zi.

He obviously took care of himself all night and was so tired that he fell asleep beside the bed.Yan Jing's heart softened, and he stretched out his hand to gently touch his head, and said softly, "Go to bed and sleep."

Rong Zi was actually awake.Feeling his fingers gently caressing his hair, the movements are as gentle as in memory.There was bitterness in Rong Zi's heart, but she pretended to be fine, avoiding his gaze, and asked in a low voice, "Are you okay? Are you still burning?" Then he stretched out his hand to test the temperature of his forehead, and the temperature was sure enough. When it came down, Rong Zi withdrew his hand in relief, bowed his head and remained silent.

Yan Jing smiled slightly and asked, "Did you stay here last night?"

"Ah."

"I remember Ouyang sent me back, right?" Yan Jing rubbed his sore forehead, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, "I don't remember when you came, I was too drunk last night." Slippers went to the bathroom, walked two steps, then turned back and said, "By the way, what do you want me to do?"

"Your wallet... I found it." Rong Zi said calmly, "Put it on the table."

"Oh, thank you." Yan Jing picked up the wallet from the table, opened it, and his back instantly stiffened.

There is a photo in the transparent interlayer of the wallet, the two teenagers are hugging each other intimately, looking very happy.

This is a commemorative photo when they graduated from high school many years ago, and Ouyang Shuo took it for them personally.He keeps this photo all the time, not because he doesn't want to forget that relationship, let alone to miss Rong Yuming, he just uses this way to remind himself not to be as stupid as he was back then.

After figuring it out, he put the photo in the mezzanine of the wallet and stuffed a credit card to cover it.Unexpectedly, the credit card was lost, and the photo was revealed like this.

Yan Jing was silent for a moment, suppressing the urge to explain, and said calmly: "Seeing this photo, do you have any questions to ask me?"

"I've found it all." Rong Zi's face didn't show the anger he should have, and he didn't even ask a question. He looked very calm, looked into Yan Jing's eyes, and said word by word: "His name is Rong Yuming. , was your first love when you were a student. Right?"

Yan Jing didn't know how to deal with such a smart Rong Zi.He would rather Rong Zi scold him loudly than see him so forbearing and calm.

Yan Jing avoided his gaze and said in a low voice, "Since you know everything, then we should also..."

"It's okay." Rong Zi suddenly interrupted the word breakup that he was about to say, "I don't care about your past, nor what you think of me. All I know is that I love you very much."

"..." Yan Jing froze in place, unable to speak.

"Unless you have a better lover by your side, unless you find happiness. Otherwise, I will not give up on you."

"..."

"I love you very much. This reason is enough for me to continue." Rong Zi walked over, stretched out her arms, hugged Yan Jing tightly, rubbed her chin on his shoulder, and whispered in his ear Said, "I know, you haven't fallen in love with me yet. It's okay, I can wait, I still have a lot of time."

"I waited for you back in the orphanage for two full years. Now when you come back, I can wait for another two years."

Every word he said was so serious that there seemed to be an echo in his ears, and the hugging arms were as hard as trying to integrate himself into his life.

What he said later, Yan Jing didn't listen at all, his mind was in a mess, only one sentence echoed over and over again, I love you very much, I can wait...

When he turned to leave, Yan Jing was still in a daze, unable to find his own voice for a long time.

A strong bitter taste gradually rose in his mouth.

--wait?Is it okay to just wait?

How to solve so many obstacles in front of us?How do parents deal with it?Especially in the case of my sister, how should I tell her that I am with Rong Yucheng's illegitimate son?

then?Orphanage?He actually remembers all of them?However, he forgot that it doesn't mean that as long as you persist, you can wait for what you want.There are not only the two of us in this world, and if you don't treat me sincerely, I can abandon everything to be with you.I am no longer young, I have passed the impulsive age of "love first".

Maybe it's just that we met too late.

Yan Jing suddenly thought, if the person who walked side by side with him back then was Rong Zi, it would be this person who treats him seriously, will be by his side no matter what, and insists on saying "I will wait for you" youth.Then, there must be a perfect ending between them.

Unfortunately, a person was born ten years late.But the other person has changed too much in the past ten years.

What they missed was not just ten years of time.

They are just two intersecting lines, and after that unexpected intersection, they will only go further and further away.

Yan Jing's heart was obviously calmed down.After so many years of experience in foreign countries, he has long since strengthened his belief that even if he dies alone, he will never love easily, but at this moment, Yan Jing feels that his eyes are sore, and he even has a strong urge to cry.

He raised his head and gently closed his eyes, not letting the emotions in his heart show a single bit.

He thought, maybe he should say sorry to Rong Zi.