happy life?strange

Twenty thousand pounds, although Severus carefully calculated and found that this money could not guarantee a comfortable and lazy life in the future, but there was still a qualitative improvement in his current life.He no longer needs to drink milk mixed with water, eat rough bread that is harder than a rock, and he doesn't even have to work hard like a whip chasing after him.

In this case, Severus finally had time to learn English.Don't be surprised, the current Severus doesn't have any memories of the real Snape. Although it may be the benefit of time travel, he has no problem with listening and speaking, but when it comes to writing, it is definitely a big problem.All he could remember were the simple words he had learned in the distant past. If he really asked him to read a newspaper and write a composition, little Severus would be completely blinded and go crazy. In other words, he, pseudo-Severus. Snape was illiterate, sadly illiterate.Fortunately, I have learned some English in my previous life, and I can learn by myself with a dictionary.But before I had money and leisure (compared to when I worked several jobs every day), I ran around for food and life every day, and the number of times I picked up a dictionary was very few. Five fingers count.

Little Severus was an ordinary person, and he only had dreams that ordinary people would have, that is: to go to university, find a good leisurely job, marry a beautiful wife and have a few children.If Vidi can be cured well, it would be the best for the two families to interact happily with each other.If Viddy was like this all his life, he would also like to keep him forever.Of course, he never talked about his dream with Vidi, the little light blue flower of hope only bloomed in his own heart, and only he would occasionally think of the past when no one was around.

Severus dreamed that one day, he was lying on a deck chair in the garden, with clear green tea in his hand, golden osmanthus flowers falling from the sky, and several lovely sons and daughters surrounded him, chirping for him to tell stories. The beautiful wife glanced at them from the kitchen every now and then, and brought out delicious cookies for everyone to share.Sometimes, Vidi would bring his wife and children to have dinner together. In the beautiful afternoon, everyone was laughing and having fun.

Of course, Severus' most immediate goal now is to study hard in school and then work hard to get into college. Of course, part-time work is also necessary in spare time.

In order to be able to catch up with the learning progress directly after entering the school, Severus started to pick up the dictionary and start self-study first. While studying by himself, he taught Viddy by the way. Viddy remembered it once.In the evening, after eating Severus's homemade Chinese-style dinner, Severus can sit with Viddy on the big sofa in the living room, listening to the radio or watching TV, or he will read to Viddy. story.Every time Vidi closed his eyes, smiled and listened quietly.After listening, he helped Vidi to wash up as a routine, and then carried him to the bed by the way.Since the first night, the two had resumed their good habit of sharing a bed, and Viddy didn't even want to set foot in the room that was supposed to be his when Severus couldn't see him.

In the warm spring, when Severus was resting, he would take Viddy's hand and go for a walk along the river, telling him that there was a boat with white sails in the river, covered with various flowers , all kinds of colors are very noisy.Tell Viddy that the daffodils have opened, and the light yellow petals have a silky texture, and he will hold Viddy's hand to touch the delicate petals and stamens.He would take Viddy to the shade of a tree and spend the afternoon listening to the singing of the birds in the trees.

Severus began to seriously consider the issue of studying. He should be able to choose to enter a nearby public school, which can save most of the fees.As for Vidi, he should go to a special school for the deaf.If Vidi goes to school, he should be able to make friends and he won't be so autistic anymore.Viddy became more and more reluctant to go out the gate, not even to the front yard.Originally, for Viddy's sake, Severus still spent money to tidy up the front yard, planted flowers and plants, specially made a white swing, and installed a deck chair between two big trees.He was only willing to go out when he was accompanied by Severus, but he still hated places with many people. Viddy seemed to only want to go with Severus to places where only the two of them existed.

Regarding school matters, Severus still went to consult Father Cliff. As a child, the information and consultation available to him were always limited, and having an enthusiastic adult to help him could solve many problems.After learning about Severus' needs, Father Cliff earnestly and enthusiastically agreed to help him find out.After another week, Father Cliff asked Severus to stay and tell him what he had found.Father Cliff took Severus by the hand and sat down on the bench.

"Severus, I've already asked for you. You can go to Crosin Public School in your case. It's not far from your home, and the teachers are very kind and enthusiastic. Your brother Viddy, you can go to St. Lauren The Academy for the Deaf, which is a school run by the church for handicapped children, arranges accommodation in another suburb of London. If you decide, I can ask the school to exempt your brother from part of the tuition fees and all the accommodation fees."

Severus was taken aback for a moment, but he didn't think about the problem of leaving him to go to another place for accommodation if Viddy was studying.He hesitated for a while, and then said, "Then, are there any schools for the deaf that don't need accommodation?"

Father Cliff looked at him with a smile, "There are schools that don't require accommodation. But it is relatively far away. If you start from Spider's End Alley, it will take a long time to get there. In this way, accommodation is better. In addition, St. Lawrence I am familiar with the principal and teachers of Lun College, and I can ask them to take care of your younger brother, so you can rest assured. You can also visit him on weekends."

Severus rubbed his hands, he still felt a little inappropriate, would he be afraid to let Viddy go to a completely unfamiliar environment?

Father Cliff saw Severus' concerns, and he continued, "Severus, you are a good boy. But, don't you think you protect your brother too well and closely? Of course, I am not Condemn you, your brother, for having friends and a life of your own. Severus, the Lord has blessed you with a good heart and a mature mind, and the Lord will bless you."

Did he really overprotect Vidi?Severus pursed his lips in thought as he looked at the sympathetic Virgin Mary on the altar.Said softly, "Thank you Father, I will go and talk to Vidi."

Father Cliff lovingly touched the top of his head, "Good boy, the Lord will bless you."

Back home, Viddy was leaning back on the sofa listening to the news, and when he heard the door open, he turned to Severus with a big smile on his face.

Severus walked up to Viddy first, touched the temperature of his hand, it was still warm.Then Severus went to the kitchen and poured Viddy a glass of milk, watching him sip it.

Hesitating again and again, Severus spoke anyway.

"Vidi, I went to tell Father Cliff about going to school with you today. He also gave me a lot of advice. I asked him to help me contact the nearest public school, which should be pretty good." Fleurs paused for a moment, and Viddy listened intently with his little head on one side.

"Father Cliff said that it might be better for you to go to St. Laurent College, where there are professional teachers and nurses. However, it is a residential college over there. We may need to separate at that time. But I can visit you on holidays" West Fleurs lowered his head and finished speaking in one breath without a pause. When he looked up, Viddy seemed to be completely stunned, his face lost any expression, and the cup in his hand fell to the ground with a "clang" and fell into pieces. A few petals.

"Viddy, Viddy, what's wrong with you?" Severus panicked, he wanted to comfort Viddy, but he didn't expect Viddy to push him away vigorously, stood up and wanted to run upstairs, But it was too hasty or flustered, coupled with the fact that he couldn't see, Viddy fell heavily to the ground.Severus rushed forward, Viddy lowered his head, still trying to push him away angrily, accidentally, Severus bumped into the corner of the table, and a large piece of oily skin was wiped off his hands, blood oozing faintly come out.

Severus ignored the pain in his hand and hugged Viddy who was still struggling desperately.I said sorry loudly over and over again, until the person in my arms gradually stopped struggling and began to sob.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Viddy, I never thought of abandoning you. Really, I'm sorry, if you don't want to go, don't go, at worst I will support you forever." Severus promised again and again, apologizing guiltily with.

Viddy grabbed Severus's hand so hard that his nails almost made Severus bleed.Don't abandon me, don't leave me, Severus, you are mine and will always be mine. Listening to Severus' apology and promise, Viddy secretly declared his ownership and absolute monopoly in his heart.

In the following period of time, Severus never mentioned anything about St. Allen's College to Viddy again. He thought bitterly, how about he learn it by himself first, and then teach Vidi?Although I feel that Vidi's reaction to leaving him to go to the accommodation is too strong, but considering that this child has only been with himself for so many years, no one can bear to let him go to a strange environment suddenly.So, Severus did some serious self-examination, and felt guilty for making Viddy so angry at the time.

Severus could only tactfully tell Father Cliff that Viddy might be more repulsive about leaving him for a lodging.Father Cliff smiled tolerantly, "Severus, the Lord is fair to everyone. You have your life, and your brother has his. I think he will figure out that you are actually doing it for his own good." .If he wants to go to St. Lauren, I can still help."

Severus could only smile, maybe, maybe someday Viddy would actually figure out that he should have a life of his own.Before that, as an older brother, he had to take on a lot of responsibility.Suddenly, Severus remembered a certain sentence: You will leave me sooner or later, if you want to pursue the distant sky, I will kick your back and said with a smile: "Get lost!"

Looking up, the birds outside the church are flying extremely gracefully, and the arc across the sky adds to the beauty of the blue sky.

I have always thought that life can be taken slowly and the scenery can be appreciated.

But when time falters across the skin, I feel the tingling sadness