happy life?strange

In order for the boy to sleep better, Voldmort opened the large floor-to-ceiling windows with a thin gap, and the cool and fresh air at night sneaked in playfully. The chirping of insects as crisp as a bell.However, in fear that the young man's frail body would not be able to withstand the chill of the night more than ordinary people, Voldmort carefully cast a heat-warming spell on him.

Once, a few years ago, little Severus did many things for him, opened the windows for him, covered him with quilts, worked hard for him, bought him candy and sweets.The little child has done a lot for him wholeheartedly within the scope of what he can give.Severus was healthy at the time, and despite the hardships of life, he was healthy.Instead of being thin, pale, and slender like a flower that has withered under the moonlight as it is now, the whole person has lost vitality, and the vitality dissipates silently and unconsciously.The youth's weakness is not only physically weak, but also mentally weak, like a furnace, getting smaller and smaller.

The young man lay quietly on the bed, his voice was so soft that it was quieter than the wind under the moonlight. Thinking of the past, thinking of the small, thin but healthy child standing by his side, holding his hand and walking across the London road. Thinking of this once healthy child walking slowly back to that humble but warm home in Spider's End Lane under the dim light at night, Voldmort suddenly felt a strange sourness filling his heart .

Voldmort lowered his head to look at Severus on the bed, and pressed against the boy's forehead, it was cool, although it was cool, it always seemed to be lower than normal people, just like this person's body is always shorter than normal people By a few points. Voldmort sighed, thinking of the terrible scene in his dream, and gently kissed the boy's forehead. Fortunately, although it was a little bit cold, it was not as cold as ice.Perhaps disturbed in his sleep, Severus moved his head slightly, alert like a small animal.

Once, this child was all the focus and support of little Viddy. In the heart of the child who lost his memory, little Severus represented all the beauty and importance in the world.

Voldmort raised his head, under the night, Severus' face was paler than in the daytime, as white as a shroud. Voldmort took out his wand again, and checked the sleeping boy's body again.Seeing the changes and jumps of the colorful brilliance, Voldmort suddenly raised one eyebrow, and there were doubts and surprises in the dark red eyes.As if to confirm something, he checked again.This time, Voldmort narrowed his eyes, rubbed his chin thinking about something, and suddenly seemed much more relaxed.

The boy accidentally turned over on the wide bed, revealing his thin and pale shoulders, Voldmort looked at Severus's thin body, and slowly got on the bed, he gently held Severus in his arms middle.When he hugged the boy's head tightly to his chest, a feeling of fullness and warmth surrounded Voldmort, and his soul seemed to be singing excitedly because of Severus' company.

---Even if I try my best, I will pull you back from death to my side.

I had no dreams and slept well all night, but I always felt uncomfortable as if I was being held tightly in my arms.The sun has risen, and the bedroom is still very quiet, so quiet that the air in the bedroom has fermented into a serene and delicious cake, only the occasional chirping of birds outside brings the breath of day.Severus slowly opened his eyes. As usual, when he just woke up, his thoughts might still be in the garden of night, and his mind would always be unclear for a while, feeling as if he was being hugged tightly. Stop, he moved uncomfortably, and then moved again, still feeling restrained, in a daze, Severus rubbed his eyes, and the next moment, he saw Voldmort close in front of him with a brilliant smile. Smiling enlarged handsome face.Severus's drowsy mind didn't react, he looked at the strange room in panic, and the person in front of him who should be familiar but still a bit strange.Like a conditioned reflex, he wanted to widen the distance between the two, but when he looked down, he was tightly hugged by Vidi like a big pillow.Severus struggled uncomfortably, but how could his frail body break free from Voldort's embrace?

"Viddy, here, let me go." Severus was very uncomfortable, always feeling that the distance between the two was too ambiguous, and Viddy was too dangerous.It never occurred to him that Viddy would sleep in his arms all night.When Voldmort asked him to drink the potion, he thought it was for better detection, but he didn't expect to fall into a deep sleep as soon as he drank it.Maybe he always thinks that Viddy is still that timid child, sometimes he will subconsciously ignore the danger and obsession of this young man, he will unconsciously lose his due defense in front of Voldmort and always treat others alienation.

"Sev, what's the matter? Didn't we all sleep together before? I hugged you every day?" Voldmort replied cunningly, secretly changing the concept, without relaxing the strength in his hands at all, just , he darkened, the person in his arms was still too thin. "Although you bought me a teddy bear, I still like to sleep with you in my arms."

"However, we were all young at that time, and now we are all grown up, don't you feel uncomfortable?" Maybe it was the heat from the body of the person holding him, which made Severus' face feel a little hot , except for the contact with Vidi that year, he has never had such an intimate action with others.However, Severus was also a little tangled, because the young man in front of him who smiled leisurely was Viddy in another way, just a grown-up Viddy.

"I don't think so. If you're not used to it, Sev, I can drink the potion and become 11 years old or younger." Voldmort replied shamelessly. "Sev, you know, I haven't been able to sleep well for so many years, and I've always been without you by my side."

"It doesn't seem to be too early, you should get up, Viddy." Facing such a grown-up Viddy, who was reckless, Severus really didn't know what to do. Dee was so well-behaved that it made people feel distressed, but now this Vidy made Severus always feel awkward and uncomfortable but couldn't find the reason.He always felt that something was wrong, but under Viddy's various explanations and teary eyes, Severus would always step back step by step, softening his heart and compromising bit by bit.

"Severus, let me help you take a bath." Voldmort looked at Severus and asked casually

Severus blushed completely, "No, no need. I can do it myself."

"Is it really unnecessary? You used to help me wash every day..."

"No, I can't..." Obviously, what he was facing was Vidi, who was like a younger brother, but this person had grown up, bigger than himself.Watching his face say what should have been said by little Viddy made Severus uncomfortable.Seeing his indifference, Severus wondered if he was too preoccupied and misunderstood Viddy's kindness.

"How about I become ten years old and help you wash?" Voldmort began to think seriously about the feasibility of this proposal.

"No, no need. Really no need."

"So, can you let me go?" Seeing that after talking for a long time, Voldmort still had no intention of relaxing, but instead became more and more excited as he talked, Severus could only help himself helplessly.

"Well, yes, Sev, give me a good morning kiss." Voldmort tilted his head, looking very innocent and asked.

"Morning, good morning kiss?" Severus found helplessly that he couldn't cope with Viddy's weird thinking at all.He can politely respond to enthusiastic classmates, and he can tactfully refuse to pursue his little girl.However, he didn't know how to deal with Viddy's sudden thought.

"Yes. You used to give me a good morning kiss." Voldmort nodded his smooth forehead, taking it for granted.

Severus looked at the resolute Voldmort, knowing full well that if he didn't kiss him good morning, he wouldn't let him go.He could only blush, frown, imagining kissing little Viddy, and then very uncomfortable and awkward, gently kissed his forehead like a dragonfly.

"Sev, you are not sincere." Voldmort said coquettishly, not caring about his 25-year-old handsome face at all.He let go of Severus, though.

Severus blushed and ran into the bathroom as if fleeing.

----Sev, you really can't refuse my request.This taste is really, very wonderful.

Voldmort looked at his hand, Severus, I don't know what will happen if I hold it any longer.It turns out that I want you more than I thought.However, I will no longer use pressure to force you to stay by my side. What I want is your willingness and your willingness to stay.

Sitting at the table, Voldmort looked at Severus without saying a word, his strange gaze made Severus fidget.

"I, what's wrong with me?" For some reason, Severus, who had always been calm, always felt awkward and uncomfortable when facing Voldmort.

"No, you're... refreshed today." Although Severus brought a change of clothes, he didn't make it to the bedroom in time, so he was actually wearing Voldmort's clothes by the bed.A black T-shirt with a large neckline revealing fair skin and his protruding collarbone, and smooth black hair fell slightly on his thin face.Maybe the clothes are bigger. If he bends down a little, the neckline will reveal more scenery.

"Sev"

"Huh?" Always thinking Viddy was weird today, Severus looked up at Voldmort suspiciously.

"Sev" Voldmort called his name again with a smile

"What's wrong, Viddy"

"Severus, promise me, don't leave me." Voldmort held Severus' hand firmly, and said seriously, he looked into Severus' black eyes, and said each word clearly, "Because, I Love you."

It is like the sound of wind from a distant place that never changes, like the sun that rises and sets forever.At this moment, there may be a mysterious voice in the air speaking of some ancient feelings, Voldmort finally understood his feelings for Severus, he finally knew why he cared so much about this person, why everything in the world Among the numerous crowds, what he could see in his eyes, and what he could only imagine in his heart was this thin and pale young man.It is those simple words, I love you.

---I love you, so I want to have you, so I want to bind you completely by my side, so don't leave me, and don't leave me...