happy night

Drug addiction is deeply ingrained and difficult to get rid of.After that, Nian Ting added another dose to Chen Fei to inoculate the poison deeper, and the cycle of poisoning quickly accelerated from three days to one and a half days.

Living every day in a daze, Chen Fei can no longer remember what day it is, but he will silently count how many hours are left until the next drug addiction attack, such days are really too painful for him.

In the past few days, Chen Fei couldn't count how many times he lost his temper. In short, Nian Ting took care of it every time, and that person scolded him for being self-willed and depraved. He thought it was funny when he thought about this reprimand.

If it weren't for your Rong Nianting's good methods, where would there be Yin Chenfei who is willing to degenerate today?

After the first poisoning, Chen Fei moved to Nianting's bedroom. According to Rong Shao, it was to take better care of him, and Chen Fei still sneered at this.

Nian Ting said the words "I love you" to him more than once, but Chen Fei didn't respond at first, except for one time, he had a big fight with Rong Shao because of this funny confession.At that time he said: "Rong Nianting, do you know what love is? Stop being hypocritical, your love will only make me feel sick."

Hearing this, Nian Ting was naturally not happy, so he immediately retorted, "I don't understand love? Oh, no matter how humble I am, I'm better than you? Chen Fei, do you think that if it weren't for my love for you, you would still be alive until now? ?”

"Who cares?" In a rage, Chen Fei picked up a glass on the table and threw it at Nian Ting. Fortunately, the latter reacted quickly and immediately dodged away. Accompanied by the sound of glass shattering, Chen Fei Fei's voice became sharper and sharper, "I'm like this, I might as well take a bullet from you and die!"

Originally, what he said was just angry words, but when Nian Ting heard the word "death", he really got angry, grabbed the collar of Chen Fei's pajamas, and he lifted his whole body, "Now this What's the matter? How can I treat you badly, Yin Chenfei, don't push yourself!"

Chen Fei was forced to leave the ground half a point, his neck was strangled by his collar and he was almost out of breath. He beat Nian Ting's chest hard, and finally both feet touched the ground, gasping for breath like a fish lacking oxygen , and then glared at Nian Ting viciously, and asked in a weak tone: "Who is going to make progress? You can use drugs to control my body, but why do you ask me to give you my heart?"

"I thought you had some feelings for me." Nian Ting said this sentence in a slightly sad tone, very much like the sad male number two in an idol drama.

But Chen Fei laughed out loud after hearing this, as if he had heard the funniest joke in the world, "I have feelings for you? Probably!" He walked to the window with a smile, and stared at the distant blue sky obsessively , "It turns out that I am not the only one who is naive, you are also naive enough." Then, he turned his head and met Nian Ting's eyes, "After so many things, can you expect me to be kind to you? How much affection?"

Nian Ting frowned and didn't speak.Chen Fei seems to have opened up the chatterbox, and said to himself: "If you want to talk about love, there may have been, and I don't remember it myself. In short, today I am different from the past, and I might still think about it before." Think about what love is, but is it meaningful to think about it now? But you ask Yin Chenfei like this to love you, isn't it too difficult for others?"

"Why not?" Chen Fei's words once again pushed Nian Ting's emotions to a critical point. In contrast, Chen Fei calmed down, "Why should I fall in love with someone who hurt me? Forced me to take drugs , Rong Nianting, can you be more scumbag?"

After that, the room was silent, Nian Ting had nothing to say, and Chen Fei didn't want to say any more.

And that night, Chen Fei became addicted to drugs, but before the drug was released, he was still having sex with Rong Nianting.Loveless and joyous, just to vent their desires.

Rong Shao is on top, Chen Fei is on the bottom, in a back-entry position.Chen Fei didn't tell Nian Ting, it was because he couldn't see Nian Ting's face, so he could imagine that he was being penetrated by someone else, not the one he hated so much.

Every time Chen Fei becomes addicted to drugs, Nian Ting will give him an injection as soon as possible, so as to relieve the pain he endured. How understanding it seems, even Chen Fei can't help feeling that Rong Nian Ting is indeed a " Good man".

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Tonight is still after a love affair, Nian Ting carried Chen Fei to the bathroom to clean up, Chen Fei lay lazily in the bathtub, his eyes were a little distracted.The warm water wrapped the body, washing away a lot of fatigue from the whole body.

Afterwards Nian Ting went to get the body wash, Chen Fei took advantage of the gap and buried his face in the water, not intending to commit suicide, but simply wanting to feel the stimulation brought by suffocation.

It's a pity that in less than a minute, he was lifted up to the surface of the water by Nian Ting's arms.Chen Fei opened his eyes, his wet hair was messily sticking to his face, looking a little embarrassed.He looked at Shang Nian Ting's eyes that seemed to be showing some anger, and asked in a cold voice: "What are you looking at?"

Nian Ting's tone was also cold, it was not difficult to hear that he was really angry, "You want to die that much?"

Chen Fei narrowed his eyes and snorted disdainfully, "Who told you that I wanted to die? Rong Nianting, you are too self-righteous?" If he really wanted to die, how could he take advantage of such a short gap to commit suicide?And drowning, the appearance of death is too ugly.

It seems that Rong Nianting is not very smart, he can't even figure out such a simple truth.

In fact, Nian Ting was really wronged. At that second just now, when he saw Chen Fei burying his head in the water, his mind went blank. He didn't have time to think about so much. He only thought that nothing would happen to Chen Fei.But at this moment when Chen Fei said that he had no intention of seeking death, he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Stretching his arms, Nian Ting put Chen Fei back into the bathtub, then took the shower gel that he had thrown aside in a hurry before, squeezed a little on the bath ball, kneaded a lot of foam, and then deliberately let out a soft voice Said: "Come on, let me rub your back for you."

Chen Fei did not refuse, and sat obediently with his back to Nian Ting, but for a moment, he felt that if there was no forced injection of drugs, he might really fall into the big net that Nian Ting wove with tenderness, but Now, under the premise of being addicted to drugs, all kindness seems so superfluous.

After taking a shower, Nian Ting took a large towel to help Chen Fei dry off the water droplets on his body, and then carried him out of the bathroom.

Chen Fei has lost a lot of weight these days, after Nian Ting carried him to the bed, he carefully covered him with the quilt, and then complained: "Look how thin you have become? My bones hurt so badly."

Chen Fei glanced at him, and said in a neutral tone, "You can choose not to hug me."

Hearing this, Nian Ting laughed, and pampered Chen Fei's head, "You are still so uncute." Even though he said so, his eyes were full of love.

Chen Fei didn't want to talk to Rong Rong anymore, so he simply fell asleep on his side, Nian Ting didn't bother with him, went back to the bathroom to tidy up, and then came out and turned off the light and climbed onto the bed.

Feeling that Nian Ting got into the bed, Chen Fei held the corner of the quilt tightly with his hands, but still refused to turn his head. He planned to treat Rong Shao as air, but unexpectedly, the man hugged him from behind suddenly.

Chen Fei was slightly startled, turned half of his face to look at him, and asked defensively: "What are you doing?"

Nian Ting bit Chen Fei's earlobe lightly, and after a while of teasing, he replied softly: "I like to hold you like this, it makes me feel at ease." He buried his head in Chen Fei's neck, and the warm air flowed on On the side of his neck, "Chen Fei, don't you think it's good for us to be like this now? So, don't be angry with me again, okay?"

Chen Fei narrowed his eyes slightly, and soon turned his face back, facing away from Nian Ting, he buried his head in the pillow, and after a long silence, he opened his mouth in a low voice, "Not good." Depressed Two words seemed to be squeezed out between his teeth, and then he sat up suddenly, with his legs crossed and his hands on his knees.

With the moonlight on his back, Nian Ting couldn't see Chen Fei's expression clearly, only vaguely felt that his eyes were as black as bottomless pits, Chen Fei said: "Why should I forgive you? You did such an excessive thing..." The words stopped abruptly , The sadness in his heart seemed to burst through his throat, he let his breath stabilize, and then continued: "You think this is very good now, but I don't think so, why should I not be angry with you? "

Nian Ting felt that every word Chen Fei said was very heavy, and it seemed to make a dull sound on his heart, so he sat up and asked in a tone that he thought was relatively gentle: "Then what do you think? Right or wrong, I've done it all, and there's no going back."

Nian Ting's tone sounded like a stubborn student who would not change after being taught repeatedly in Chen Fei's ears. This attitude of refusing to admit his mistake made him sneer, "Yes, it's a foregone conclusion! Didn't the reason for increasing the dose at the beginning was to make me go back to school?" Can't get over it? Rong Nianting, you succeeded, I was ruined by you like this, isn't that enough?"

"I didn't intend to destroy you!" Nian Ting's voice also picked up, and he was a little at a loss in his words. He didn't know how to explain it. When the matter developed to this point, he did not deny that he was indeed at fault. He also thought about it and regretted it alone in the dead of night, but when he did this kind of thing impulsively, he just wanted to tie Chen Fei to his side. Even if he was domineering, it was out of love, not for Hurt Chen Fei.

"I really didn't..." Nian Ting wanted to say something, but Chen Fei suddenly interrupted him, "That's enough, I don't want to listen to your explanation anymore, it doesn't matter whether your original intention is revenge or something else, You can do whatever you want with me, I am powerless to argue with you anymore." Up to this point, he slowly closed his eyes, "I'm really...too tired." After speaking, he lay down again.

Sure enough, no matter how tired the body is, it is not as tired as the heart. Chen Fei still lay facing the window, and he stared at the curtains with his eyes open, as if he could see the night sky in the distance through the gauze.

Unknowingly, there was a burst of soreness at the tip of his nose, Chen Fei suppressed his crying, unwilling to show his inner fragility.

But at this moment, Nian Ting bent down and hugged him in a strange posture, but hugged him tightly, "Chen Fei, I'm sorry, let's stop making trouble, okay? I was wrong, I shouldn't be so right You, how about you give me an injection, even if you are an addict, I will accompany you."

Begging for forgiveness, Chen Fei could hear the seriousness in Nian Ting's words.Biting his lower lip hard, he endured it again and again, but the tears could not be stopped after all.Warm tears rolled down his face, Chen Fei silently let the tears flow wantonly.

Nian Ting probably saw the tears glistening in the corner of his eyes, so he forcibly turned him around, lowered his head and gently kissed the tears off Chen Fei's face, and then said: "Let's start again, I won't take revenge Even if I, Rong Nianting, are unfilial, I will be struck by lightning in my next life, but in this life, I just want to live a good life with you."

Chen Fei didn't know how much courage and perseverance it took for Nian Ting to say such a thing, and he didn't care, he just thought it sounded ridiculous.

With a pair of slightly swollen eyes, he looked at Nian Ting, and after a long time he choked up and said, "Do you really think that what happened before can be written off?" He laughed at himself, accompanied by a tear-stained Face, that look is particularly strange, "Don't dream, you and I are not people living in the fairy tale world, we have lost the qualification to have happiness." , he forced himself to close his eyes, not wanting to see or hear, just hoping that the night would pass quickly and dawn would come quickly.

At least that way, you don't have to live in a nightmare.

When the first ray of sunlight shone into the room in the morning, Chen Fei's body trembled suddenly, his feet kicked unconsciously, and then he suddenly opened his eyes, his forehead was covered with a fine layer of sweat.

His action woke up Rong Shao who was sleeping beside him. When Nian Ting got up, he saw Chen Fei's head was covered with sweat, so he quickly took out a tissue to wipe it off for him, and then asked worriedly, "Have you had a nightmare again?"

Chen Fei's face was very pale, and his eyes were even more empty, obviously he hadn't recovered from the thrill of the dream.Nian Ting didn't urge him, but just stood by his side quietly, and waited until Chen Fei's consciousness came back little by little, before he asked again, "Do you feel better?"

Turning his eyes to Nian Ting's face, Chen Fei stared at him indifferently, and after a long time, he asked in a low voice, "My brother...has he troubled you recently?" He pondered, thinking that asking this way should avoid Some unnecessary embarrassment.

Nian Ting heard the oblique tone in Chen Fei's tone, and immediately laughed, "Are you caring about me?"

"I..." Chen Fei seemed to want to retort, but when the words reached his lips, he swallowed them back abruptly, "Even if it is, has my brother ever looked for you?"

If you want something from someone, you will inevitably have to soften your tone. Yin Ershao understands this, and Rong Shao understands it too, but when Nian Ting saw Chen Fei's deliberately forbearing expression, he still showed a little disappointment.

"You don't need to be so careful when you talk to me, Chen Fei, I still like the outspoken Yin Er Shao." Nian Ting stretched his hand towards Chen Fei's face, originally wanting to touch the other's face, But before the fingertips touched the skin, Chen Fei suddenly turned his face away, avoiding his touch.

Nian Ting's fingers were hanging in the air, he was a little embarrassed, after a while, he retracted his hand, and said two words bitterly, "Sorry."

Chen Fei pursed the corners of his lips, his hands hidden under the quilt tightly clutched the sheets, and the atmosphere in the room became very stiff for a while.Nian Ting felt that he had said the wrong thing, and immediately changed the subject, "Your brother hasn't done much in the past few days, but he called me and said some warning words."

Sure enough, as soon as he came back to this topic, Chen Fei immediately turned his head and looked at Nian Ting seriously, "Don't hurt my brother." He said anxiously, with a little pleading in his words.

Seeing his appearance, Nian Ting felt uncomfortable, so he simply got out of bed, "You don't have much confidence in your brother? How can I move a character like Yin Muyang casually?" He smiled, turned around and entered Wash up in the bathroom, "Go to sleep, it's still early anyway."

Hearing the sound coming from the bathroom, Chen Fei curled up all of a sudden, wrapped the quilt in his arms, his self-protection looked like a shrimp, very pitiful.

Nian Ting came out after brushing his teeth and washing his face. Seeing Chen Fei like this, he was really shocked.Running forward in a hurry, he pulled the quilt over and asked in a panic, "What's wrong? Are you a drug addict?"

But Chen Fei clutched the quilt tightly, as if it was the last straw in his hands.

The two stalemate for a while, before Chen Fei finally opened his mouth, "I'm not addicted to drugs, but I'm a little cold." After finishing speaking, he pulled back the quilt vigorously and wrapped himself even tighter.

cold?Nian Ting looked down at Chen Fei, and couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.One must know that it is July now, in such a season, Chen Fei actually wraps himself up tightly, but is still screaming cold?

Touching Chen Fei's forehead, Nian Ting withdrew his hand back after making sure he didn't have a fever.Sitting on the edge of the bed, he stared intently at Chen Fei for a long time in a daze, until this moment, Nian Ting really realized that the person in front of him had already been ruined beyond recognition by him.

He is not Yin Chenfei, he just has the same body as Yin Chenfei, and the heart that belongs to Yin Chenfei may have frozen to death under that cold needle a long time ago.

The author has something to say: I didn't expect that a lot of overlords would be blown up after the abuse... However, this period of abuse is necessary, it is a process that the couple must go through, and the love and killing officially begins here.