happy night

After coming out of Chen Fei's room, Nian Ting did not leave, but went to the bar on the first floor to order a bottle of foreign wine, and held the bottle in the corner to drink alone.

After Yuan Hai found out, he rushed down to see him. At that time, Nian Ting was already in a state of drunkenness. He put his arms around Yuan Hai's neck, and handed him the wine glass in his hand, "Come on, Ah Hai, have a drink with me!"

Yuan Hai took the wine glass from Nian Ting's hand and persuaded him, "Young master, don't drink it, shall we go back?"

"No, I won't go back!" As soon as Nian Ting heard Yuan Hai say go back, he immediately hid him far away, then picked up the bottle of foreign wine on the table, and drank it directly, "I don't want to go back, at home And, oh...there is no Chen Fei at home." After speaking, he laughed, but that laughter was more heartbreaking than crying.

Yuan Hai quarreled with him for a while, but failed to deal with him. Xiyan happened to pass by and saw that scene, so he turned and went upstairs.

At that time, Chen Fei had just come out of the bathroom after taking a shower. He was still wearing a bathrobe and his hair was wet. That scene was really charming and charming.It turned out that he was going to sleep after taking a shower, but Xi Yan came over at this time, and brought him news that was enough to make him depressed for a while.

"What? Rong Nianting was drunk downstairs?" Chen Fei was startled, his brows were slowly drawn together, facing such troublesome things, his stomach, which hadn't been sick for a long time, began to hurt.Looking up into Shang Xiyan's eyes, Chen Feifu asked again: "How is he doing now?"

Xi Yan shook his head, and said in a low voice: "He was very drunk and unconscious, and he couldn't answer when asked him, but kept calling Second Young Master's name, and the person he brought said he would take him home, But Rong Shao refuses anyway." Speaking of this, he deliberately raised his head to glance at Chen Fei's expression, and then asked: "According to Er Shao, how should we arrange Rong Shao?"

Chen Fei's mood at the moment is really terrible, Dang even shook his hands at Xi Yan and said: "Boom out, Boom out!"

Xiyan was stunned for a while, but didn't say anything. After answering, she turned around and left, but just as she reached the door, she was stopped by Chen Fei again, "Wait!"

Xi Yan turned around and asked, "What else does Second Young Master want?"

"Is there any vacant room on the third floor today?" Chen Fei asked this, and Xi Yan already understood the meaning, "The room opposite is vacant."

"Well, then let Rong Nianting live in, and I'll keep him for another night." Chen Fei lowered his eyes, a look of sadness appeared in his eyes.As if to conceal his concern, he deliberately added, "Remember to ask him for money tomorrow morning, this night is not for him to stay in vain."

Naturally, Xiyan would not expose him face to face, so he nodded cooperatively and said, "Yes."

Seeing the door close in front of his eyes, Chen Fei sighed again, and complained secretly: "It's really worrying." After saying that, he turned off the light and lay down on the bed, but for some reason, he tossed and tossed on the bed for a long time , tossing and turning in a daze but unable to fall asleep, Chen Fei simply sat up and lay on the bed for a while, finally still worried about that person.

Walking to the door, Chen Fei opened the door, but there was no one in the aisle, and the door opposite was closed tightly.He walked over and tried to turn the doorknob, only to find that the door was not locked at all.But this time he hesitated again, should he go in?

Just like this, he struggled outside the door for a long time, and in the end, Chen Fei himself was annoyed by his own awkwardness, and he wondered why he had so many scruples?With that thought in mind, he lifted his footsteps and walked in.

The light in the room was still on, but there was no one on the bed, Chen Fei was taken aback for a moment, and then he heard the sound of vomiting from the bathroom, he rushed in and saw that Rong Nianting was throwing up in front of the toilet.

"How are you doing?" Chen Fei ran in and helped Nian Ting get down to the ground, "Why did Yuan Hai leave you here alone?"

Nian Ting didn't know whether he was sober or confused, he vomited for a while before opening his mouth, "I let him go back." After saying that, he was nauseated again.

Seeing him like this, Chen Fei felt his stomach churning violently. With the last conscience, he didn't leave Nian Ting alone at this time, but stayed by his side until this guy finally took the contents of his stomach. He vomited cleanly before helping him out.

Asking Nian Ting to sit down by the bed, Chen Fei went back to the bathroom, washed the towel, and then came back to help Nian Ting wipe his face.But seeing the blush on this guy's cheeks that hasn't receded for a long time, Chen Fei became angry again, "Don't drink if you don't know how to drink, and learn to pretend to be a thousand cups without getting drunk? Don't be ashamed, let people look at it like this Jokes make you happy, don't you?"

At this time, Nian Ting's drunkenness has not completely dissipated, his head is still swollen, and his consciousness is clear and blurred at times. Although he can recognize the person in front of him as Chen Fei, his reaction is always several beats late.

Being scolded by Chen Fei, Nian Ting laughed, and then pulled Chen Fei to sit beside her, and said vaguely, "So, you still care about me, right?"

Chen Fei shook off Nian Ting's hand in disgust, turned his face away, "Who cares about you? I just came to see it because I was afraid that you would dirty the sex room."

Nian Ting grinned, looking a little silly, "You're lying again." His head shook, and he suddenly fell into Chen Fei's arms.Resting his chin on Chen Fei's shoulder, Nian Ting said, "Why do we have to separate? Isn't this very good?"

Chen Fei wanted to push him away, but just as he held his shoulder, Nian Ting's voice suddenly came from next to his ear, "It's a good thing you're fine, otherwise I'll go with you." He smiled and stretched out his arms to hug Chen Fei waist, "I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid of losing you."

Chen Fei was stunned, and finally retracted the outstretched hand, and then stroked Nian Ting's back, patting lightly and rhythmically, as if comforting a child to sleep, "Go to sleep!"

Nian Ting was very dizzy, but he was reluctant to close his eyes, "Don't sleep, if I sleep, you will definitely leave." It is said that drunk people are either like lunatics or children, this is true.

Chen Fei supported Nian Ting to lie down, he said: "I won't leave, you can rest assured to sleep." As if to prove his words, he also got into bed together.

When Nian Ting heard what he said, his eyes lit up, "Really?"

Chen Fei nodded slightly, "Really." He turned sideways and turned off the floor lamp, and then carefully tucked the quilt for Nian Ting, "Hurry up and sleep, it's past midnight."

"Obey!" Nian Ting laughed, still looking so stupid, after lying down, he still held Chen Fei's hand tightly.

Chen Fei turned his face to the side, saw Nian Ting's eyes were wide open, and asked again: "Why aren't you asleep?"

"I want to see you more." Nian Ting's love words became more and more sensational, making it really hard to tell whether he was drunk or awake.However, Chen Fei fell silent. After a long while, he suddenly brought his lips closer together, and dropped a shallow kiss on his lips. Just as he was about to leave, Nian Ting bit his lips, followed by a burst of madness. Wet kiss.

This time, Chen Fei did not push Nian Ting away, but responded to the kiss, he thought: This may be the last tenderness between the two of them, after dawn, everything will just be a thing of the past.

But at least, he hopes to pamper himself one more time before everything is over, so that at least he won't regret it in the future.

Chen Fei put his arms around Nian Ting's neck, and the two embraced tightly. At that moment, Chen Fei was soft in Nian Ting's arms, imagining that they were still lovers and still loved each other deeply.

The kiss was almost suffocating, but still reluctant to part, Nian Ting's lips were pressed against Chen Fei's lips, like a petal-like touch, gently caressing, and it took a while to end the long kiss.

Staring at Chen Fei's eyes affectionately, Nian Ting said softly, "I really want time to stop at this second, I really want to just keep looking at you like this."

When Chen Fei heard this, he felt sad for a while, why didn't he want to, but at this moment, he had already decided to leave, "Wake up and see, sleep first?"

Nian Ting must have been really drunk, that's why he was so easy to coax. When Chen Fei let him sleep, he immediately closed his eyes and fell asleep. After a while, his breathing gradually calmed down, and he must have slept deeply.

But Chen Fei couldn't fall asleep, he just stared at Nian Ting's face intently, his eyes gradually covered with a layer of melancholy that seemed to be inseparable.

It's ridiculous, lying on the same bed again, obviously an hour ago, I had said absolutely impossible to Rong Nianting.But what's going on now, Nian Ting is lying on his pillow, making the two of them look like lovers, but they have already broken up, haven't they?

As Chen Fei thought about it, his heart felt sore again, he and Rong Nianting had experienced too much, for this man, he even subverted his persistence all the time.Originally, what he insisted on was sex without emotion. He liked the process of dating, but he didn't want to take the game too seriously, but Nian Ting moved him sincerely.

In order to pay back what he owed to Nianting, he cut his wrist and committed suicide, intending to pay for it with his life. How could the former Yin Chenfei do such absurd things?Since Nian Ting came back from the United States, Chen Fei has changed little by little. Many times, even he himself feels that he is no longer the heartless Yin Er Shao.

The feeling of loving someone is very special. He enjoys the process of love. If the other person is not Rong Nianting, he thinks he is willing to continue. However, love that is doomed to be impossible makes people suffer. Instead of suffering, he would rather cut off the thread of love with his own hands. .

Withdrawing his hand slowly, Chen Fei lifted the quilt and got out of bed. There was a suggestion book and a pen in the drawer of the desk beside him. He took them out, then sat at the table, and began to write by the moonlight.

Unlike the last time I wrote a suicide note, this moment seems to be more hopeless than suicide.The black fountain pen slowly writes word by word on the notebook, as if wanting to engrave the love for Nian Ting minute by minute.

It was only a few hundred words, but Chen Fei felt that writing this paragraph seemed to exhaust all his energy.

"Nian Ting, good morning, did you sleep well last night? Did you dream of me? You must have, because you were always laughing when you fell asleep.

I'm sorry that I finally decided to leave. This was planned earlier. You don't have to come find me. If I really want to hide from you, you will never find me.

What I said to you last night was serious, maybe I hurt you, here I say sorry to you, but some words are indeed my true thoughts in my heart, my departure is not because I don’t love anymore, but because I really love you Sorry.

Nian Ting, can you understand?I am too tired to love, so I don't want to continue. The reason why I choose to leave is because I think we need to be apart for a while. I hope that when I come back, I can face you bravely. I also hope that at that time, you Can introduce me to the man next to you, tell me that is your lover.

I bless you, and hope that you can get happiness more than anyone else, but it's a pity that I can't give you your happiness, and you can't give me my happiness either.

Don't be too sad, no one is inseparable from anyone, you will definitely meet the right person in the future, he will love you and take care of you, so that you don't drink so much alcohol.By the way, you look really silly when you're drunk, haha!

Okay, let’s stop here, I really have to leave now, otherwise I won’t be able to leave when you wake up, Nian Ting, goodbye. "

Chen Fei felt that he was pretty useless, it seemed that after walking in front of the King of Hell's palace once, his feelings became extremely fragile, and he shed tears at every turn, he didn't look like Yin Chenfei at all.

But while writing, tears flowed down unknowingly, Chen Fei didn't realize it, until the tears fell on the paper, smearing the last word "see", he stretched out his hand to touch his face, Only then did I realize that the tentacles were wet and cold.

Tore off that page of paper, and Chen Fei placed it in the center of the table with a fountain pen.Then he walked back to the bed, and he stood there, quietly looking at Nian Ting's sleeping face, then lowered his head, and kissed his forehead again, "Goodbye, my dear."

……

After coming out of SEX, Chen Fei walked alone under the street lights. Instead of going home, he took out 2000 yuan from the ATM, and then walked along the side of the road.

He didn't know where he was going, but he was just thinking, there will always be a place for him in this world, right?If it doesn’t work, I’ll go back to get my passport and leave Shanghai for a few days.

But for some reason, when he thought of the expression Nian Ting might have when he woke up and found the letter, his tears fell down again.

Chen Fei wiped his eyes with his hands, and said to himself: "Don't cry!" Then he continued to walk forward.Night Breeze's face was extremely cold and painful, like a sharp knife cutting across his face.

Chen Fei kept walking, walked through alleys, and then he was really tired, so he stopped a taxi by the side of the road, and after getting in, he realized how stupid he was, obviously his car was parked at In the parking lot of SEX.

But he was too lazy to go back to pick it up, so he said to the driver uncle, "Go to Songjiang University Town."

A few years ago, he met a guy who was clean and handsome, but dressed in a non-mainstream way. Fortunately, he was not too exaggerated. Overall, he was not bad. Last year, the kid was admitted to the Department of Visual Art of Fudan University. Just in Songjiang University Town.

The boy was very thoughtful, and he dated him with a playful mentality at the beginning. The two broke up after two months together. On the day of the breakup, the boy said to him very easily: "Come and play with me when you have time." Ah!" So Chen Fei was very impressed with this man.

Sitting in the car, Chen Fei looked out of the car obsessively. It was late at night, there were no people on the road at all, and Songjiang University Town was very far away. The fare for this journey was estimated to be more than 200.

Chen Fei was bored in the car, so he clicked on the phone address book, only to realize that his previous phone had been smashed by Nian Ting, and this new phone would naturally not have the boy's number, so he gave Xiyan made a phone call, and Xiyan had backups of the contact information of the boyfriends he had dated in the past.

After getting the phone number, Chen Fei immediately dialed it.But he forgot that although that guy has a somewhat rebellious personality, his work and rest habits are very regular. He will definitely be in bed before eleven o'clock every night, and now it is two o'clock in the morning. No need to think about it, he must be sleeping soundly .

But Chen Fei forgot about it at first, until he heard an extremely lazy voice from the phone, then he remembered that the other party was never a night owl.

"Who is it?" Just as Chen Fei was in a daze, the voice from the other end came again.Chen Fei immediately came back to his senses and asked, "Is it Lin Sheng?"

"Oh, who is it?" Lin Sheng was woken up in the middle of the night, and his thoughts were completely in a half-down state. Fortunately, Chen Fei didn't intend to show off, but replied very straightforwardly: "I am Yin Chenfei."

Then there was a long period of silence. Chen Fei didn't know what Lin Sheng's expression was there, but he probably wouldn't react too much. As far as he knew Lin Sheng, he was really too calm.

Sure enough, not long after, Lin Sheng's voice sounded again, "Oh, Chen Fei, long time no see."

"Yes!" Chen Fei smiled, and didn't bother to be polite to Lin Sheng, and immediately cut to the point, "I said, are you in school now?"

"Yes, what's the matter?" Lin Sheng sat up, rubbed his sleepy eyes with his hands, and then said, "Second Young Master Yin, do you want to come and play with me?"

Chen Fei felt a little embarrassed when he asked so bluntly, but he still pretended to be pitiful.Sniffing deliberately, Chen Fei said: "Lin Sheng, I'm so pitiful, I'm homeless, you have to take me in, or I'll sleep on the street, woo woo woo!" In order to achieve a realistic effect, He pretended to cry twice on purpose.

So, like this, Er Shao Yin successfully won Lin Sheng's sympathy, and directly moved into his dormitory.