The Hunting Diary and the Fox's Skin

Gu Yan slowly opened his eyes, and the blurry figure in front of him gradually became clear, until he saw Yan Ye's worried face clearly, his first thought was that he was still alive——

"You finally woke up—" Yan Ye seemed relieved.

Gu Yan stared at him blankly for a while, then moved his body to get up.

Yan Ye leaned over to help him up, and after he sat down firmly, he asked, "Is there any pain in your body?"

Gu Yan wanted to say something but couldn't speak, so he quickly shook his head, lowered his head and stopped looking at Yan Ye.

Yan Ye looked at him for a few seconds and asked, "Are you afraid of me?"

He didn't say yes or no, Gu Yan just lowered his head.

It was rare for him to be so silent, Yan Ye didn't ask any more questions, but walked up to Gu Yan and knelt down, reaching out and wrapping his arms around his waist.

"I'm sorry." Resting his head on Gu Yan's chest, he felt that he had become obviously stiff, but Yan Ye didn't want to let go.

Although he wouldn't tell Gu Yan, but when he saw Gu Yan lying motionless on the ground with his clothes shredded, he really felt distressed.

"Don't be afraid, let me hug you for a while, I won't do anything, just hug you like this."

The hand on the bed was clenched and loosened, Gu Yan didn't know whether to push him away first or punch him first.

In fact, he wasn't afraid of Yan Ye, at least he wasn't worried that Yan Ye would hurt him, but—his mind was in a mess, and he seemed to be drained of strength and didn't know what to do. Gu Yan sighed, but in the end he didn't push back. Open the person in front of you.

The two of them maintained this posture, and the time passed by every minute, as if something was brewing between them.

After all, he was still familiar with this person, Gu Yan subconsciously relaxed.

Suddenly, Yan Ye looked up at him and said, "I'm sorry."

How much does the word "I'm sorry" really mean?Gu Yan frowned, and stopped talking many times before asking: "Is it really already in my stomach—" He felt awkward even asking, but he had to ask.

"Yes." Yan Ye nodded, and answered very simply, "I planned to tell you later, because I haven't figured out how to speak."

Hearing his confession, Gu Yan finally understood what happened to him.However, the funny thing is that he didn't know what kind of expression he should have, maybe because it was too absurd, he couldn't even find anger for a while.

After a long while, he laughed dryly, looked at Yan Ye and said, "Are you kidding me? I'm a man, a real man! How could it be - pregnant?"

It's a big joke!

Yan Ye looked at him for a while, and finally nodded. "Indeed, the reason is not with you, but with me." Now that he has reached this point, he doesn't think there is any need to hide anything, and he believes that Wu Ge has already said something to Gu Yan.

"I got you 'pregnant'."

Gu Yan was completely stunned, only feeling dizzy.He thought of the man who wanted to kill him. The man said that he and Yan Ye were not human——

Yan Ziye stopped talking, just looked at Gu Yan, as if waiting for him to ask.

"Are you really - not a human?" Gu Yan asked almost cautiously after recovering his mind.

Yan Ye nodded, looked at his unbelievable expression and smiled slightly, "I thought you would be more shocked, but you seem to be mentally prepared."

Gu Yan wanted to say that apart from being almost strangled to death by his hair, the fact that he was pregnant shocked him more than not being human.

He was neither noisy nor noisy, and he could even be said to be a little strangely calm, but in Yan Ye's opinion, something was wrong.

"You don't believe it?" he asked, "Or do you want me to prove it to you?"

Gu Yan shook his head. It's not that he didn't believe it, but even he felt that he was incredibly calm.

After a while, he smiled wryly and said: "If you just want to find someone to play with, that's fine—" Although in fact he is not as free and easy as he said.

Yan Ye frowned, but continued to listen.

"But you asked me—" Gu Yan put his hand on his forehead, he thought of what that person said to him, Yan Ye just wanted to find a surrogate, a tool that would be useless after giving birth—he found himself asking Not exported.

In the end, I can only ask, "Why me? Why not find a woman?"

Yan Ye held his hand firmly, and waited for Gu Yan to look at him before saying, "Indeed, there are many people to choose from, but you were the first thing I thought of at that time." At least this point is absolutely true.

But Gu Yan didn't understand.

"It has nothing to do with men and women, I just hope that you are the one who gave birth to my child."

Yan Ye spoke very calmly, unlike the usual eagerness and excitement when confessing, but it was his style, but it also made Gu Yan's expression even more bewildered.

In fact, Yan Ye himself was also a little confused. What he said just now was not made up by him, and he said it without even thinking about it.After thinking about it, I realized that this really didn't seem like something that a flirtatious person like him would say. Although the effect seemed to be good, Gu Yan seemed to accept it for the time being.

Lowering his head, Gu Yan was not completely sure that this was Yan Ye's confession. After knowing the truth, he found that they seemed to have become strangers again in an instant.Yan Ye is not the Yan Ye he knows, this man may even live in two different worlds from him.

As if seeing through his worries, Yan Ye stretched out his hands to hold his shoulders, "Trust me, okay?"

Gu Yan raised his head to look at him, and after hesitating again and again, he asked, "Who are you?"

Blinking his eyes, Yan Ye smiled slightly, "Just treat me as a monster who came to repay your favor."

This is just a joke between them, maybe it's just perfunctory, but Gu Yan doesn't want to ask any more.He is very tired now, he feels like he is dreaming, and he can't tell what is real and what is fake.

Finally, Yan Ye stood up. He had been squatting and talking to Gu Yan just now.

"Take a rest, sleep well, and everything will be fine when you wake up." His words were like a gentle but unquestionable order.

Gu Yan lay down again, just as Yan Ye was about to cover him with the quilt, he suddenly asked, "How is that man?"

Knowing who he was talking about, Yan Ye replied, "Don't worry, he won't show up again, and I won't let anyone hurt you."

hurt him?It still hurt his stomach - Gu Yan stretched out his hand to cover his stomach in a daze, and then Yan Ye's hand also covered it, and the overlapping palms seemed to feel that they belonged to their little lives.

This scene of an ordinary couple waiting for their child to be born unexpectedly happened to him——

All of this was absurdly ironic, Gu Yan looked at the ceiling blankly, and said, "I still can't believe that I would—"

Yan Ye reached out his hand and gently touched his face soothingly.

"You don't have to worry about anything, as long as you know that our two children are about to be born, that's all."

A storm passed quietly between Gu Yan and Yan Ye.

Everything is really as Yan Ye said, it seems to be back to the past, it is so simple that Gu Yan feels that he has just walked into the trap set by Yan Ye so ignorantly.

Yan Ye is still gentle, taking care of him meticulously, like a father who is looking forward to the birth of his child, but Gu Yan doesn't feel that way.In the end, he still didn't quite believe that he was pregnant. No matter what others said, it was subconsciously unacceptable.

But soon, he found that some things can not be accepted.

There were some minor physical changes in his body, but they all reminded him of pregnancy.

In addition to the lethargy at the beginning, his appetite also increased. Although he didn't want to eat sour food, he especially liked meat.Whenever Yan Ye sat across the dining table and watched him wolf down a whole steak with a smile, he felt like a carnivore being raised.

Maybe it was a psychological effect, Gu Yan began to accept it slowly.When he took a tape measure to measure his waist, Yan Ye told him not to worry, his belly would not get bigger.

It's true that Gu Yan's figure hasn't changed in any way, but this is exactly what he can't figure out.He ate so much, but he didn't gain even a kilogram?So where did he eat it?

When Yan Ye entered the door, he saw Gu Yan sitting on the sofa, lifting his clothes and frowning to study his stomach.

Originally, this was a somewhat ridiculous gesture, but because of his serious face, it seemed—cute.

Yan Ye raised the corner of his mouth, walked over and asked, "What are you doing?"

Gu Yan raised his head, but before he could put down his clothes, Yan Ye squatted in front of him and put his arms around his waist, rubbing his face against his stomach.This coquettish action is something men often do recently.

"You—" Gu Yan pushed him, "Get up, your beard has pierced me!"

Yan Ye laughed, lifted Gu Yan's clothes up again, looked at the two breasts on his chest and said a little sexually: "I said you, rather than worrying about your stomach, you might as well worry about whether it will get bigger here— —” After speaking, he fiddled with one of them with his hand.

"You, what nonsense are you talking about!" Gu Yan was so angry that he slapped his hands away and put down his clothes, but after hesitating for a while, he couldn't help asking: "Hey, it won't really get bigger, right?" He looks like a big dog looking at him pitifully.

Yan Ye laughed out loud, "You are so cute——"

Gu Yan was so angry that he blushed, but when he heard this sentence, he only blushed.Knowing the distance between his appearance and the two words, he began to doubt Yan Ye's taste.

"Okay, stop thinking about it." Yan Ye stood up and sat next to Gu Yan, "Everything is up to me, so you don't have to worry about anything."

His words are indeed reassuring, but Gu Yan still frowned and muttered, "But I always feel that something is wrong—"

"What's wrong? You just eat a lot."

"It's not just that my appetite has changed, I don't even have hair!" Gu Yan raised his calf and pointed to Yan Ye.Although he doesn't have much body hair, it's not so bald!

Looking at his smooth calf, Yan Ye smiled obscenely and lewdly, and pushed Gu Yan onto the sofa to take off his pants.

"What are you doing?"

"Let me see if the hair has fallen out there?"

"Didn't you read it last night!" Gu Yan didn't defend his pants, so Gu Yan changed to defend his underwear.

"Touch again to confirm."

"Ah! How the fuck is this touching? You pulled it off even if you couldn't take it off!"

The last line of defense was still lost, and Yan Ye did it again forcefully but gently.

The sofa had a small space, and when it was the most intense, Gu Yan could only wrap his legs tightly around Yan Ye's waist, holding his neck and shaking it with the man's rhythm.

Sometimes Gu Yan felt that he was too lewd, he had never been so addicted to desire before, but now he climaxed under Yan Ye again and again.When the man's semen filled his body, it even brought him an unprecedented feeling of palpitation.

After it was over, Gu Yan lay on Yan Ye's body and panted.

Yan Ye closed his eyes, rested one hand behind his head, and stroked his back with the other.

After a long time, Gu Yan raised his head, hesitating a bit, "There is something I want to ask you—"

"Huh?" Yan Ye opened his eyes and looked at him.

Gu Yan thought about his choice of words, "Am I a little dissatisfied with my desires recently?"

Now Yan Ye was also stunned.He forgot to ask the elder if his sexual desire would increase during pregnancy, but compared to this, he would rather believe that he developed Gu Yan and made him lustful.

"Isn't that good?" He touched Gu Yan's slightly raised butt because of his posture, and said with a smile, "It proves that our bodies are getting more and more suitable." After speaking, he kissed Gu Yan hard on the lips .

Knowing that he would never say anything serious now, Gu Yan stopped asking any more questions, and had a fight with Yan Ye for a while. Seeing that he was about to shoot out again, he stopped and lay down on Yan Ye's chest, listening to the words With a strong heartbeat, he suddenly said, "Tell me about you?"

Yan Ye was stunned for a moment, Gu Yan never asked about him after that day, and he didn't take the initiative to bring it up either.After thinking about it, he asked, "What do you want to hear?"

Gu Yan didn't know how to answer. Regarding Yan Ye's identity, he was always conflicted about what to ask, because Yan Ye looked like an ordinary person from head to toe.

"Just say something, like your family affairs, and—" Maybe the atmosphere is too good, the sweaty body and the lingering lust in the air make people drowsy, Gu Yan closes his eyes and whispers As he spoke, his voice became smaller and smaller——

When Yan Ye wanted to speak, he found that he had fallen asleep lying on his chest.

Lifting the corner of his mouth and sighing, he reached out and touched Gu Yan's head, and lay down quietly with him.The last rays of the setting sun shone in from outside the window, dyeing the whole room orange-red.

Yan Ye remembered that when he was at the shrine, he was sitting alone in the corridor watching a similar scenery, but now, someone was with him.

It felt wonderful and strange, at this moment, he himself felt a little unreal——

As far as Gu Yan is concerned, although Yan Ye treats him very well now, he dare not think about the future, and just live from day to day.This kind of mediocre life now always seems to be escaping from something in happiness.

As before, he always dreams, but now he wakes up and can't remember anything, only some fragmentary pictures, which can't be pieced together at all.

One night he woke up suddenly in a dream, and the cramps in his abdomen made him almost groan.

"What's wrong? Gu Yan?"

Gu Yan opened his eyes and found that Yan Ye had hugged him in his arms at some point. Seeing him, Gu Yan felt a little relieved, even the pain on his body was relieved a lot.

"Stomach hurts—" He closed his eyes and said weakly.

Yan Ye stretched out his hand from Gu Yan's chest to slowly touch his abdomen, and he was relieved after confirming that there was nothing abnormal, and asked with a smile, "Did you eat too much at night?"

"Who ate too much!" Gu Yan glared at him, but he was actually a little guilty, he did eat a lot at night——

Yan Ye first patted his stomach lightly, then rubbed his buttocks, and then said solemnly: "Well, indeed, the stomach is not very big, the flesh seems to have grown here."

Gu Yan was so angry that he wanted to kick him.Although Yan Ye liked to joke with him before, his recent actions have been mixed with ambiguity.He felt that he had no fear of Yan Ye, and the main reason why he could accept each other so easily should be the feeling they had when they were together.

After Yan Ye took advantage enough, he stopped teasing Gu Yan, helped him to lie down, and got out of bed to pour water.

Watching him drink a glass of water, Yan Ye put the glass on the bedside, and said: "This is a normal reaction at the beginning, and it will be better in a few days."

Gu Yan asked casually, "How many days will it take?"

"It won't hurt after the baby is born."

After being stunned for a moment, Gu Yan realized that something was wrong, he was going to have a baby - how the hell is he going to give birth as a man!

"Wait, wait a minute!" He is such an idiot, why did he only react now!Gu Yan struggled to sit up, "Child—where is the child going to come from?"

Yan Ye didn't speak, and looked at him silently for a few seconds, raised the corner of his mouth and smiled, "Don't worry, leave it to me."

"Don't worry!" Gu Yan was so angry that he wanted to punch someone, "Do you know that every time you laugh so disgustingly, it's because of a guilty conscience? Leave it to you? You're not a midwife!"

The confident smile was described as disgusting, Yan Ye didn't care, he reached out and hugged Gu Yan tightly in his arms, as if trying to comfort a child who was angry, "But I'm your man, I'm the child's father, believe me Me, you'll be absolutely fine."

Provoked by his words "your man" and "the child's father", Gu Yan gritted his teeth, but he couldn't refute.

"Stop yelling at me! Tell me, where did the child come from?"

Yan Ye frowned with embarrassment, and advised earnestly, "I think it's better for you not to know, just bear with it and let it go."

Seeing his expression, Gu Yan reflexively tightened his buttocks.joke!No matter how old he is, he can't escape a child!Thinking of that scene made his scalp tingle.

"Fuck you!" The pent-up anger finally broke out, Gu Yan felt that he had probably taken some drugs a few days ago, so he was fooled by him in a daze.

"How can you use it there? You are laying eggs like my hen!" He no longer had a stomachache and dizziness, so he picked up the pillow and threw it on Yan Ye's head.

Yan Ye blocked it symbolically, begging for mercy but couldn't help but smile on his face.

"You're overthinking it, but 'pregnant' moods can easily go up and down, and I don't blame you. "

Gu Yan threw the pillow, leaped over and bit him on the shoulder.

Yan Ye couldn't stop laughing because of the pain.As far as he could remember, he hadn't smiled like this for many years.

As dull as Gu Yan, he finally realized what he was going to face now.Clutching his flat stomach, he frowned and pictured the scene of a baby in his mind, it was simply—horrible.Although I once looked forward to having a child at home, but after the divorce, this idea never appeared again.Although it was about to come true now, he never thought it would be his next life.

He hugged the pillow in the posture of holding a child and took a picture in front of the mirror, wanting to practice, but no matter how he looked at it, he felt that he was very strange in the mirror.

Unexpectedly, Yan Ye came in suddenly, and when he saw him hugging the pillow and giggling, he leaned forward and back with laughter, Gu Yan was so angry that he wished that the pillow in his hand could turn into a stone so that he could knock Yan Ye unconscious.

The pain that night, Yan Ye thought it was just a normal condition of Jing Yuan's growth, and it wouldn't last long, but a day later, Gu Yan felt the pain worse.

Not remembering when he woke up, Gu Yan dragged the sheet under him and panted heavily, feeling as if something was about to come out of his stomach.

"Oh!" There was another burst of unbearable pain, he gritted his teeth and turned over, panting on the bed, sweating all over his body, and when his tense body relaxed, his face was so pale that even his lips were bloodless .

He has always been able to endure pain, but this time it was extremely painful.

After a brief absence, his eyes gradually became clearer, but his body had no strength at all. He could only move his eyes and look around, but Yan Ye was not in the room. He had been by his side just now, but there was nothing he could do. Stop the pain.

Gu Yan closed his eyes, feeling that he was almost unable to hold on anymore - after a while, he opened his eyes in a daze, only to find that Yan Ye had returned.

Yan Ye stood expressionlessly beside the bed, holding a sharp fruit knife in his hand.

Seeing him lift the knife, Gu Yan's whole body went numb, and he was still thinking whether Yan Ye was going to give him a caesarean section, right?

But the knife didn't come towards him, only Yan Ye took the knife and swiped at the wrist of his other hand.

Gu Yan was stunned, and watched Yan Ye bring his bloody wrist to his mouth.

"Drink it."

Gu Yan shook his head, thinking that this is something only a madman would do.

"Hey, drink it quickly, it will hurt if you drink it." Yan Ye put his wrist on Gu Yan's mouth, smiling like coaxing a child to take medicine.

"I—" Gu Yan wanted to say no, but when he opened his mouth, Yan Ye's blood flowed in.The thick bloody taste in his mouth suddenly became sweet.

The moment the blood flowed down the throat and into the body, an intoxicating warmth surged up.As if possessed by a demon, Gu Yan uncontrollably concentrated on sucking the warm blood.He felt like a vampire, Yan Ye's blood was a sweet poison, and he knew it was impossible but couldn't help but taste it again and again.

Yan Ye looked at Gu Yan quietly, feeling that his blood was bleeding, but he was more concerned about the burning sensation of Gu Yan's lips against his wrist.

After drinking Yan Ye's blood, the pain was indeed relieved a lot, and his body suddenly relaxed. Gu Yan leaned against Yan Ye's arms, feeling a little swayed, but he didn't like this feeling.

Reaching out to wipe away a little blood from the corner of his mouth, Yan Ye asked softly, "Is it better?"

Wanting to nod, but didn't want to, Gu Yan moved his lips, and finally lowered his head and didn't speak.

Before he could answer, Yan Ye thought he was still in pain, so he reached out and lifted Gu Yan's chin.Seeing the wet corners of his eyes, he froze for a moment.Yan Ye knew that it was not because of pain.

"Why are you crying?"

As if being exposed, Gu Yan wiped his face indiscriminately, turned over and lay down with his back facing him, and grabbed the quilt roughly to cover himself.

Looking at Gu Yan curled up into a ball, Yan Ye felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.He knew that this man was really worried about him, without any purpose, and worried about him as if he were his own.

It was a last resort to drink Gu Yan's own blood. He put the essence into Gu Yan's body, and it also melted into his blood. He wanted the essence to calm down without hurting Gu Yan. blood may have an effect.And it turns out he was right.

However, for a moment, Yan Ye wondered whether he cared more about Gu Yan, or because he had more essence in his stomach?

He shook his head without thinking too much, leaned over and pulled the quilt away, leaned behind Gu Yan and said, "Don't worry, this injury is nothing to me." Yan Ye stretched out his hand in front of Gu Yan, the wound was indeed gone No more bloodshed.Besides that his face was paler than usual, he didn't have the weakness of excessive blood loss.

Gu Yan glanced at the wound on the wrist in front of him that was beginning to heal, and suddenly felt a little glad that he was not human.

"It's okay—" Yan Ye lay behind Gu Yan, reaching out to hug him.

The two lay quietly for a while, and Gu Yan suddenly asked softly as if talking to himself, "Will I die—"

Yan Ye frowned, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

"No, trust me, you'll be fine."

Gu Yan smiled silently.

"I swear I'll keep you safe."

At this moment, Gu Yan felt that he was really relieved.No matter whether Yan Ye is just for the child as others said, he would rather believe him once, whether he is stupid or stupid, what else can he lose as a man?

Thinking of this, even the child in his stomach began to make him look forward to it.After a long while, Gu Yan gave a soft "um" and patted Yan Yehuan's hand on his chest.

In the darkness, the two cuddled tightly together, quietly waiting for the birth of a new life.