sin city twins

As a detective, it is not easy to want to live, but it is even more difficult to want to die.

Lu Xuan, I'm sorry——

When she opened her eyes, Lu Xuan's ears were filled with these words.He dreamed of You Hao, in the dream, You Hao said sorry to him over and over again.

It was very dark around, and the lights were not turned on. He didn't know what time it was, but he felt his head was heavy and the back of his neck hurt, as if he had been beaten.When he sat up from the bed, he realized that it was not like, but that he had been beaten at all, and his neck was swollen with a big lump.

The one who beat him was none other than You Hao!

"Damn..." He gasped in pain.Saying sorry in a dream after hitting him, what kind of apology is this?

Just when he realized what You Hao was going to do after knocking him out, he quickly jumped out of bed in shock and searched the whole room, but he didn't find anyone.

Lu Xuan's heart was beating fast, and he was afraid.The You Hao in the dream just now seemed to be saying goodbye, which made him terrified, he grabbed a piece of clothing and put it on, and rushed out the door.

He didn't know where You Hao was, but he was the first to think of looking for Shen Chuan.Because apart from him yesterday, Shen Chuan was the last person to see You Hao. Afterwards, You Hao grabbed him without thinking and said that he wanted to check his man's eyes for him, and insisted on telling him Shen Chuan's address. and names etc. background.

When I ran downstairs to the apartment, there was silence outside, and there was no one around. Lu Xuan could even hear her own breathing clearly.Without much hesitation, he ran down the street again, but stopped after a few steps.

I saw a car parked under the dim street lights ahead, and the person standing beside the car was none other than Shen Chuan.

He was wearing the same clothes as before, like a vampire that haunts the night, leaning on the car, his posture was incomparably elegant, and every angle seemed to be precisely calculated.

Lu Xuan stood there for a while, then walked over.

When he came to Shen Chuan, the latter smiled at him.

"Do you feel that I am here waiting for you?"

"Where's You Hao?" Lu Xuan asked coldly.

Shen Chuan didn't speak.

"Where's You Hao?" He asked again.

"Why do you ask me?" Shen Chuan asked back.

Lu Xuan didn't speak, just stared at him, clenched his fists with both hands.

After staring at each other for a long time, it was Shen Chuan who compromised first. He reached out and touched Lu Xuan's head, showing a doting smile.

"Whenever, you can work so hard for me." He said, "Lu Xuan, I like you."

Lu Xuan froze for a moment, never expecting him to say that suddenly.The best time for the relationship between the two was on the bed, and he always ignored the sweet words at that time, because he knew that the man's words were only true when he got out of bed, so he didn't care what Shen Chuan said at that time.Besides going to bed, the conversations between the two of them at other times are often full of gunpowder.

Apart from the gunpowder-flavored confrontation, he remembered that Shen Chuan only said that he started to care about him, and never said that he likes these two words.

Seeing his blank look, Shen Chuan couldn't help laughing.

"What's wrong? Like a high school student being confessed for the first time, are you so surprised that I like you?"

Indeed there is.Lu Xuan frowned, but couldn't say the same vicious words as usual, because Shen Chuan gave him a different feeling than usual.

"You, are you Shen Chuan?" He asked boredly.

But Shen Chuan also answered him, "I am not."

Then, there was the sound of something piercing the flesh, like torn fabric, and for a moment, Lu Xuan's mind went blank.In fact, he had already realized that he was about to reach out to block it, but the knife still passed through his fingers.

When the knife pierced his body, he really wanted to scream, but in the end he was extremely calm. Seeing Shen Chuan in front of him with a look of unbearable indifference, he didn't think this was the expression he would show.

Blood began to drip onto the ground one after another, and when the knife was pulled out, he also heard the sound of his own blood splattering.

"Pa-ta-pat--" He subconsciously stretched out his hand to press the wound on his abdomen, but he couldn't stop the blood from gushing out.

Looking up, there was no sign of Shen Chuan, replaced by Shang Shan.

"I thought you wouldn't mind the attack." Frowning, he said.

Lu Xuan really wanted to jump up and give him two big slaps, but he couldn't, so he could only grit his teeth and stare at Shang Shan when he fell down and said, "I, fuck you..." His stomach is not made of cotton Yes, after being stabbed and pulled out, he was still safe and sound!

With a "plop", Lu Xuan fell to the ground. This action was a bit embarrassing, but when he was covered in blood, it could be completely ignored.

Shang Shan looked at him and said playfully: "I thought you were smart, but in fact, you are not stupid. Lu Xuan, I am very curious about you. You are a good person who cares more about others than yourself. Because of this, one day you will be too concerned about other people to make a choice.”

Lu Xuan gasped for breath, every time she took a breath, it felt like a needle was stuck in her lungs.He couldn't hear what Shang Shan was saying, he just tried to suck in the increasingly thinner oxygen.

Shang Shan sighed, "Unfortunately, if it weren't for this situation, I think we would have become friends."

Hearing the word "friend", Lu Xuan finally had a reaction. He slowly raised his head and smiled coldly.

"You do not deserve!"

Shang Shan didn't speak, just looked at him quietly for a while, and finally shrugged.

"I can't help myself. It's not the main thing to kill you. I just want to prove it. If you can survive, I will apologize to you next time." As he said, he stretched out his hand and touched his face, pointing The tip was stained with his sweat, seeing that the stubborn eyes of the person in front of him did not disappear with the pain, at that moment, he was a little bit reluctant.

"I said you owed me a favor, and now we owe nothing to each other. However, if there is a chance, I welcome you to seek revenge from me, remember." Shang Shan raised the corner of his mouth, "I am looking forward to it."

Lu Xuan coughed twice, unable to speak.

Standing up, Shang Shan put the knife in his pocket, suddenly felt something, and after glancing at Lu Xuan, he turned and walked into the night.

Lying on the ground panting, Lu Xuan suddenly remembered the past.

This seems to be the second time he encountered this kind of situation, every time he was very embarrassed, but this time he found that he was far less scared than last time, it seemed that he was wandering on the edge of death again and again, he finally Still got used to it.

Now he just wants to know what happened to You Hao, and You Zuo—unexpectedly, he will go to accompany him so soon...

Then, Shen Chuan's face suddenly appeared in his mind.Last time, he was the one who saved him, and after that, he thought of that person again, and then he and Shen Chuan inevitably overlapped.

He didn't know when he started to have this fantasy.He doesn't like it very much, really...

In the secluded building located in the corner of the bustling city, it was early morning, but the lights were still brightly lit. In the almost quiet room, a man's bold laughter came from this moment.

"It's better if you stay here. If nothing else, these wines alone are enough for me to enjoy myself."

Shang Shan sat on the armrest of the sofa, picked up the wine bottle and took a long gulp.

The expensive red wine should have been poured into a crystal goblet and tasted slowly. His drinking method, which is almost like a cow's drink, is undoubtedly reckless.

"Ha - enjoyable!" Putting down the bottle, he closed his eyes and thought about it.

On the opposite sofa, Shen Chuan watched his every move expressionlessly.The person who has not seen for several years but suddenly appeared, the relationship between the two is still not deep or shallow, Shangshan has been like a day for more than ten years, and him, a day has been like decades.

Shang Shan didn't look at him until he had drunk enough, "You've been looking at me, didn't you fall in love with me?" He said and touched his face.Although this is not the most handsome face so far, it is the most comfortable to look at.

Ignoring him, Shen Chuan frowned and spoke lazily. "I remember reminding you a long time ago, if I find you look like me again, be careful I will let you—"

"What are you in a hurry for? I just borrowed your face a little bit. It's not like you don't know that I often do this kind of thing." Shang Shan raised the corner of her mouth teasingly, "Or, I stabbed your little lover, you feel sorry already?"

Frowning, and then quickly loosening, Shen Chuan gave him a cold look and lowered his eyes.

Shang Shan couldn't help laughing, "Are you worried?"

Shen Chuan did not deny it.

"God! You're not—" Shang Shan, who reacted, yelled, and then showed a gloating expression, "This is a good show—" Before he finished speaking, there was a "snap" in his hand. The wine bottle suddenly shattered, he was stunned for a moment, and then an arm instantly burst into flames.

"Ah!" He yelled in pain, kneeling on the ground, but he didn't try to put out the fire, because he knew that the fire couldn't be extinguished, so he could only scream in pain.

On the side, Shen Chuan propped his chin with one hand, watching him struggle expressionlessly.

"You, you don't have to be so ruthless, right?!" Shang Shan yelled, "My hand is almost useless! Stop it!"

But he remained unmoved.

Knowing that the joke was too big, this person would not let her off easily, Shang Shan broke out in cold sweat in pain, and gritted her teeth before her hands were burned to ashes.

"Shen Chuan..."

The next second, the fire went out.

Shen Chuan frowned, looking at "Lu Xuan" lying on the ground crying, the latter looked at him with tear-wet eyes, begging.Normally, he would never see this kind of expression. Even when he was hurt by passion, that person's eyes were only forbearing and strong, unlike at this time, his eyes were full of temptation.

It wasn't like him, but it had to be admitted that it was alluring.

Shang Shan took a breath, looked down at his arm, except for the burnt clothes, there was nothing unusual about the arm itself.But he remembered the pain just now, clearly.

Well - he just hasn't been this excited in a long time.

"You seem to have forgotten my advice just now," Shen Chuan said in a deep voice, "Change back."

Raising his head, Shang Shan looked at him, then raised a slightly erotic smile, stood up and walked towards him.

"Would you like to do something with this face?" He knelt in front of Shen Chuan's knees, with a devout gesture, coupled with Lu Xuan's face, it was an indescribable picture for Shen Chuan.

"I'll say it for the last time, change back." But his tone was still cold, without any hesitation.

Shang Shan shrugged, and after blinking at him with regret, "Lu Xuan" disappeared.

"I haven't seen you for so long, why are you treating me like this? Can't you be gentle?" Shang Shan, who had returned to her original human form, complained, and kept thinking.

Finally, Shen Chuan said softly: "I thought you were dead."

He was not polite, but Shang Shan didn't mind, because it was the truth.After the calculation, he really should have died, but the result has been delayed until now. I don't know if his life is good or not.

"I can't help it. I just can't die. I almost jumped off the building, but that's not a good way to die."

"You can just stay honest. If you don't die, you can continue to live." Shen Chuan reprimanded him a bit like a lecture.

Without saying anything, Shang Shan sat on the ground and leaned against the sofa.

"I've lived long enough, and always have been, that almost no one remembers my age." He chuckled. "Looks like forever young, and only I know how rotten I have been."

Shen Chuan didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.

Shang Shan sighed, "After a while, you will forget about me. I believe it will be the end of me at that time. However, I really have to continue living now." After a moment of silence, he turned his head and looked at the Shen Chuan, "That boy You Zuo, I left before I developed a relationship with him, so I decided to cultivate a deep friendship with Lu Xuan before I die!"

Shen Chuan couldn't help laughing, and folded his arms around his chest. "Just because you stabbed him?"

"You don't seem to be worried?" Shang Shan asked meaningfully as if she had caught something.

"It's not that easy for him to die." He stood up and walked towards the huge French window in front of him. "Even if he dies, I will find a way to bring him back to life."

"Oh—" raised an eyebrow, Shang Shan nodded, stood up and looked at the sky outside. "I should go. I have to go. I don't mean to stay here. I have to go back and report. Do you have anything to say?"

Shen Chuan didn't speak.

Shang Shan didn't ask any more questions, just took his clothes, said goodbye and left.It was only when he walked outside that the door was closed, his chest suddenly hurt, and he staggered and almost fell down. Fortunately, he stabilized in time, but the bursts of pain in his chest did not stop.

"Hmm!" There was a sudden smell of blood in his mouth, Shang Shan covered his mouth with his hand, and after a few heavy coughs, he raised his head and continued walking without looking at the hot and humid palm.

In fact, they are all the same, going round and round, and finally returning to the original point.

"Sir—sir? Are you all right, sir?"

Who is calling him?

A voice rang in his ears, and Lu Xuan opened his eyes weakly. The sunlight made him cry, but he vaguely saw a figure looking at him.

who is it?

"Sir, are you okay? Would you like to call an ambulance for you?"

"You are--"

"I'm the milkman."

"Huh?" Feeling some strength in his body, Lu Xuan put one hand on the ground and sat up slowly. His palm was a little tingling, and then he found himself lying on the side of the road.

"Are you hurt?" The young man squatted beside him, asking with concern.

Lu Xuan lowered her head and looked at her abdomen.There was a hole in the clothes, and the skin inside could be seen, except for a shallow scar, there was no trace.

The memory began to become confused, as if a lot of things happened, and it seemed like nothing happened.He raised his head and looked around blankly.The ground is very wet. It should have rained just now. The sky is a bit cloudy, and there may be heavy rain soon.

"gentlemen?"

"Thank you." Lu Xuan stood up and walked back with heavy steps.

When I got home, the door was unlocked, but there was no one inside, and the sofa was empty.

After taking off his clothes, he lay back on the bed, and the soft bed made his body gradually warm up.

He is now at his own home, having slept for a long time, and his head hurts a bit.Maybe he had a drink last night, but he doesn't remember it.He said so to himself.

But this feeling is familiar, and the answer that is about to emerge is like a lie, afraid of being exposed by himself.He simply got out of bed and walked to the bathroom, splashed cold water on his face several times, and finally regained consciousness.

Then he went to the kitchen and took out a pack of instant noodles from the pile of food, filled the pot with water, then unpacked, put the noodles and seasonings down together, then turned on the fire, stood still and watched quietly The water is slowly heated up until it boils.

Afterwards, he returned to the living room with his noodles in his hands, sat on the sofa where You Hao had slept, and ate the swollen noodles bit by bit, like a robot, until he ate half of the noodles in the bowl, and suddenly remembered something , put down the bowl abruptly.

With a sound of "?", the soup splashed out and spilled on the coffee table.He stared at the table and slowly frowned.

He is obviously dead, this is the second time he was stabbed in the stomach, but nothing happened.

He also wondered if he remembered it wrong, but he remembered clearly the last few words that the man named Shang Shan said.

Maybe one cut wasn't enough to kill, but the wound healed so quickly, it was absolutely impossible.

As if to confirm, he went to the sink to get the razor he usually used, removed the blade, looked at the sharp blade for a while, raised his hand and slowly cut the blade off his wrist.

Along with the sharp tingling sensation, blood also gushed out slowly, and soon dripped from his hand.

Lu Xuan didn't know when to stop. If things were not as he imagined, how could they stop before it was too late?Seeing the red blood flowing down from the wound without any hindrance, at that moment, he felt that time stopped.

It seems that this will be fine.

The wound was not too deep, definitely not deeper than being stabbed, but the blood still remained quickly.

After a while of dizziness, he thought he couldn't hold on anymore, and slowly fell backwards, sliding and sitting on the edge of the wall, but soon realized that the blood had stopped slowly? !

Although it is said to be slow, the speed of blood coagulation is still far beyond that of normal people. What is even more frightening is the speed of wound healing. The flesh seems to be consciously gathering and healing desperately.

With his eyes wide open, he couldn't believe the weird scene in front of him. If it wasn't for the pain, he would definitely think it was a dream.

Impossible, he said in his heart over and over again, absolutely impossible.So, the second cut, the third cut... He finally stopped until the blood almost stained the tiles on the ground red.

The act of self-mutilation did not leave any wounds, and after the wounds were completely healed, there was not even a trace.

Lu Xuan looked at the unscathed arm, then at the blood remaining on the blade, and smiled self-deprecatingly.

The blade slipped from his hand, and the moment it fell to the ground, there was a light sound, which lasted for a long time——

end

From today onwards, the countdown to their lives begins...

On the streets where people come and go, men shuttle among the crowd.He carried a simple travel bag in his hand, which looked very light.The hustle and bustle of people around him continued to pass by him, but he acted like he was the only one in the world.

Smiling, the man slightly raised the corners of his mouth, revealing an indescribable joy.

"Are you hungry?"

"Then let's go eat first, and then buy a ticket——"

"Well——after buying the ticket, I have to buy something to take with me on the way."

The man nodded after talking to himself, and smiled alone.

Suddenly, "Ugh!" He covered his heart, the pain made him moan, and then, he seemed to feel another heartbeat in his body.

It was the heartbeat of the two of them.

The beating heart seems to be proving something at this time, the chest is extremely hot, this is not a good sign, the strange feeling of rejection finally came early.Although he knew that this would happen sooner or later, it was much earlier than he imagined.

His heart ached again, and he quickly smiled.

"It's okay, we can be together."

They have been walking on the verge of death since birth, and now, finally, they no longer have to be afraid of leaving each other.

Slowly closing his eyes, the man was obviously very happy, but tears kept falling from the corners of his eyes, as if uncontrollable.

When he opened his eyes again, his eyes became warm and moist, which was a completely different feeling.

Starting today, the countdown to their lives begins.

*Want to know what weird commissions Lu Xuan will accept next?Feng Yexin's "Black Rose" of the Moonlight City series 3 "Sin City" released on March 9 will soon reveal the answer, don't miss it!

Brother love!Feng Yexin

The setting of ambiguous brothers is finally here!

Before writing "Gemini", I decided to have this element. Although there is no clear expression of the relationship between the two, and there is not much interaction between the two in the text, the love between brothers seems to be blurred. Let people have more room for association.In fact, sometimes I also think to myself, what kind of feelings does You Hao have for You Zuo?

Love is affirmative, as for what kind of love it is, it doesn't really matter anymore.Every time I think about it, I feel like this is just right.Whether it's family or love, as long as you know that person is the most important to you, that's enough.

It seems a bit sentimental, but this pair of brothers is really sad.

I will let them play in the future, but then it may be a different ending... Ugh!This isn't a spoiler, is it?

Here is a personal evil of mine. I don’t know if anyone has discovered that the names of the two brothers You Zuo and You Hao were separated by a certain name?That gorgeous and enchanting man——

"Sin City" series When I wrote this "Gemini", all kinds of doubts followed, and sometimes I felt like I was writing a detective novel, with complicated clues tangled together , and so fantasy, but the most important essential point has never changed, that is, this is a BL novel!

I have been walking along this main line, but besides love, there are also various emotions that are more complicated than love.

Now I want to find some more sad and heart-wrenching feelings, but it is indeed much more complicated than simple emotional entanglements. Sometimes, when the author abuses the characters in his works, he is actually torturing himself!Although I never get tired of it—(Beat!)

After this series is over, I want to try other themes next, such as ancient texts that have never been written.

I once said that I would write ancient Chinese, but I was laughed at, so the abuse factor in my heart began to stir again.

Then, goodbye to our third "Black Rose"!

完结