Rebirth of the Uncrowned King

Ren Min walked over, but I subconsciously backed away to the edge of the bed, my body was knocked out of balance by the edge of the bed, and I sat down on my buttocks.

"Why did you come?" I sat on the bed and asked him, and then I felt that this posture of looking up was too imposing, so I quickly stood up again.

Ren Min didn't say a word. He walked to the side and sat down with a bag of things, and then took out... a small knife from the bag?

The moment I saw him take out the knife, I felt that my breathing was stagnant, and the tragic memory that had been a little distant was clear again, and I saw him walking towards me with the knife in the darkness... the whole body All of my strength was emptied all of a sudden, and I tried my best not to let myself collapse on the bed.

It wasn't until he took out the apple again, bent down and slowly began to peel the apple, that my breathing eased a little.

I hugged my knees and leaned against the railing at the head of the bed with the pillow on my back, keeping the furthest distance from Ren Min.Looking at the sharp blade glowing with silver light, separating the flesh of the apple little by little, I gradually felt the flesh on my chest start to feel hot and numb, accompanied by throbbing pain.

Just now, it was a momentary burst of panic, but now it is the stimulation of a long stream of water slowly deepening.I clutched my chest, the pain erupted from the epidermis and heart at the same time, so I had to bite my lower lip tightly to keep myself from exhaling in pain.

"Don't, don't cut it anymore..." I heard my trembling voice, the voice was soft and floaty: "I beg you, don't cut it anymore..."

"Really?" Ren Min raised his head and looked at me in surprise.He moved his hand with the knife, and a silver light reflected from the surface of the knife, which just hit my eyes.

My eyes hurt so badly, tears came out so violently, I closed my eyes, frantically took out the quilt and wrapped it around my body, but I still felt chills all over my body, and the chill seeped out from my bones.

"Really, what's wrong with you?" Ren Min's voice came from above, I could feel him standing very close, maybe there was only a layer of quilt between my face and his face, maybe he was still holding the knife in his hand ...When I thought of this, I shrank myself hard, shrinking a little bit smaller, wishing I could just disappear from his eyes.

"Really, don't bore yourself, I'll go out now and call the nurse in, okay?"

Okay, okay, get out quickly, and you'd better take the knife out too... I bit the quilt, trembling non-stop, and couldn't speak at all.

Hearing his sigh, hearing footsteps gradually going away, hearing the sound of the door opening and closing.The room was quiet for a while before I gradually calmed down and lifted the quilt little by little.

There was no one in the room, and on the small table in the corner were half-peeled apples and a small fruit knife.

I opened the window and saw that there was no one coming and going downstairs, so I tried my best to throw the fruit knife down.

Seeing the knife fall into the green belt with my own eyes and was covered by dense bushes, I took a deep breath and slowly slid down against the wall.

Touching the back, it was already cold.

When the nurse came over, I was lying back on the bed, pretending to greet her calmly.

She asked me a few words, then turned around and shouted outside the door: "There is nothing wrong, the patient is very stable." Only then did I realize that Ren Min was standing outside the door, not daring to come in.

After the nurse left, Ren Min and I looked at each other, then turned and left.

I hooked the corners of my mouth, but couldn't squeeze out a smile.

After Ren Min left, I have been lying on the bed, counting the cracks on the ceiling when I couldn't sleep, one, two, three, four... It seems that this hospital also needs to be refurbished.

Apart from this, I dare not let my mind go and think about anything else.I hate this state of being bored in bed. If my health is better, I can at least numb myself with work and let myself forget about the past.

The door was pushed open again with an unpleasant grinding sound.I sat up straight and saw the person I least wanted to see.

"Why are you back again?" There was uncontrollable hostility in my tone.

Ren Min came over and put a small bowl in his hand on my bedside: "Apple puree, I asked the doctor, you can eat it."

I looked at the puree exuding the sweet smell of apples in the bowl. Due to oxidation, the surface had turned brownish yellow.

"You made it yourself?" I asked him looking up.

Ren Min nodded and pushed the bowl towards me.

The image of him holding a sharp knife and picking open the skin of the apple flashed in his mind again. The apple slowly turned into a person, and the elder had exactly the same face as mine. Flesh, expression is still the same indifferent and focused...

I suddenly felt nausea in my stomach, pushed away the bowl and leaned on the edge of the bed to retch.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Ren Min's feet approaching, I suppressed my discomfort and said to him: "Don't come here, please go out for a while, I want to be alone."

"No, your condition looks very bad, I can't leave you alone in the room." Ren Min's hand stretched out, I couldn't dodge it, and he held my shoulder.

"Pain—" There was a sharp pain like a knife in my shoulder, and I frowned and shouted out. I never knew that I could make such a stern voice.

Ren Min finally let go of his hand and looked at me in shock: "Really, where is your pain? What's wrong with you?"

"Get out, get out..." I could no longer think of how to answer him, so I could only repeat these two words.The feeling in my stomach improved a little, I turned my back to him, and raised my hand to cover my ear with effort.

I don't know when Ren Min left.

When the nurse came to deliver the medicine to me, she casually mentioned: "Mr. Ren said he is going back first, please rest well, he will pay for the medical expenses, please don't worry."

I nodded, yes, I really don't worry anymore.

Today's incident made me see everything clearly.Even if Ren Min now and in the future will move me for a moment, and even make me feel good, there is no possibility of reunion between me and him.

Those dark memories that gradually became distant were not actually forgotten, but became a gap between me and Ren Min that could never be filled.It will suddenly appear at certain moments, and then arouse all my negative emotions towards Ren Min, making me feel severe pain even if I am touched by him, and make me feel uncomfortable even seeing him.

Even though I knew that the fault was not with Ren Min, and that he treated me even better than I had expected, but the gap in my heart was too deep, I tried to force myself, but the result was as tragic as today.

So, there should be no more wavering.