Rebirth of the Uncrowned King

In the first five days after returning to Anyang, I never mentioned the matter of leaving, just enjoying the time here to the fullest.

Perhaps because I knew I was destined to go back, I let go of all the struggles and conflicts in my heart before, and truly realized what it means to be carefree and what it means to be at ease.

I stopped teaching the kids, but played with them every day.Digging earthworms in the fields, fishing for fish and shrimps in the river, playing hide-and-seek in haystacks, flying kites on the wasteland... When I was a child, my father was very strict, and I spent my childhood reciting poems and reading words. I have never done these things. Now As soon as I touch it, my childlike innocence bursts out, and I feel that it is infinitely fun.

On the sixth day, seeing that September [-]st was just around the corner, the school had already started to arrange the timetable. If I procrastinated, the children's Chinese class would have to be open for the next semester.Although I felt extremely embarrassed, I had no choice but to find the dean of teaching affairs and ask him to resign.

After listening to my words, the director of academic affairs did not show an ugly face as I thought, but just squeezed out a slightly bitter smile, and said: "Oh, another good teacher is leaving, there is no way, we here Can't keep people."

Hearing what he said, I felt extremely guilty, and my face flushed. I felt sorry for him, and even more for the children in the school, so I could only apologize repeatedly: "I'm sorry, Teacher Zhu, I also want to stay. Teaching, but I will leave only if there is a last resort, I am really sorry, I have only been here for less than a semester..."

Teacher Zhu shook her head: "It's okay, you can go, I will find another teacher to take over your class. Xiaoye, although you have only been here for a few months, the children's Chinese scores have improved a lot. I want to thank you for your hard work. If you are done with your affairs in the future, you are welcome to come back often."

For the next three days, instead of playing with the children, I called every student to my dormitory and had a private conversation.

The children in these small counties are as simple and innocent as white paper, but they can often say things that shock you, and they have more domineering dreams than anyone else.Listening to them talk about life, study, friends, and the future... I just listened quietly, and felt that my soul was well cleaned up.

What moved me the most was that a girl with a good composition said that she would become a reporter in the future. Her family apologized. "I will also be a reporter in the future, dedicated to upholding justice for everyone! I will never let any family be bullied again." The girl said.

I heard it in my ears, my heart seemed to be hit hard, and tears almost burst out.

In all fairness, after meeting Ren Min, I put less and less energy on writing manuscripts.In the past, I would dig out some clues for in-depth reports by myself, but later on, except for the tasks assigned by the leader, I hardly cared about anything else.In the end, because of Ren Min, I voluntarily resigned from my job... Recalling the past scene by scene, during those days, for Ren Min alone, I exhausted almost all my energy.

I still remember the few days when I was reborn, I set a very firm goal in my heart, to be a good reporter who wrote a lot of reports, to try to prevent some tragedies, and I thought about investigating Ren Min and not letting him interfere Some dirty deeds developed to the point where there was no way out and insanity...

My face was burning with shame, I really hated myself, no matter how good I thought it was, I couldn't do anything.The current result can only prove that I, Ye Shuzhen, am a mediocre person who accomplishes nothing.

Compared with the me in the previous life, I have not improved at all.

On the day I left, the weather had been sunny for more than ten days, and suddenly it began to rain.

I didn't ask anyone to see me, took a yellow croaker car with my luggage, and went to the bus station at the entrance of the town for a ride.

It was raining heavily, and I only had a small umbrella, but I brought several bags of luggage.The car seemed to be out of work and didn't come for a long time beyond the scheduled time.I was the only one on the station, and the simple awning didn't work at all. It didn't take long for the bottom half of my trousers to get completely soaked.

A line of lyrics suddenly sounded in my mind: "What can't be taken away, what can't be thrown away, let the heavy rain erode it."

I smiled wryly, if possible, I also want to throw away all those memories that haunt and torture me every day.Why did God give me a new life, but didn't give me a heart that can start again? Wouldn't I be much more relaxed?

If I forget Ren Min as soon as I wake up in this life, forget the pain and hurt he brought me, or if my memory just stays in those good times... and then meet him again, I will be able to feel nothing. Get along with him with a burden, and the ending after that will just go with the flow.

But since those memories are still in my mind, then I will never be able to do what Ren Min wants me to do, I will never be able to not care, not to be afraid, not to hold grudges.

After waiting for more than an hour in the rain, the car finally arrived late.There were no more seats on it, so I could only sit on the wet luggage bag and let the minibus go forward in a trance.

After finally changing to a bus with a seat, I was extremely tired, leaning against the glass window and slowly falling asleep against the air conditioner.

When I woke up again, I had already arrived at my destination, and I was the only passenger left in the car, and the driver with his arms crossed and a bad expression on his face.

With a splitting headache and weak limbs, I picked up my luggage and got out of the car. Then I squatted down by the car and retched several times.

Today is really not going well, I finally came back, and when I set foot on the land here, the first gesture turned out to be sick.

I caught a cold, and I might have a fever... Knowing my physical condition, I took out my mobile phone, concentrated on reading the names of the people in the address book several times, finally chose one, and dialed.