Rebirth of the Uncrowned King

Discharged from the hospital, going to work... I returned to the most normal state of life, and everything was no different from the days when I first came to this era.

Except for one thing - I didn't move back to live with Wang Jiawen, despite his repeated requests.I still live in the small apartment in Xiao Ping’s neighborhood, and most of the time I take care of myself. Two or three nights a week, Xiao Ping would come over for dinner, and Wang Jiawen and Zhao Wei would also come over from time to time.

I also went to see my parents once, and I didn't tell them what I had experienced before.But they still noticed something, my mother quietly pulled me aside while my father was not paying attention, and asked me why Ren Min didn't come.

I just remembered what Ren Min had said to them. They thought I was with Ren Min... One of the things in it was a long story, and the other was embarrassing. Said he was busy with work, and I haven't seen him for a while.

Most of the mother understood such a euphemistic statement.Hearing this, she was silent for a while, just took my hand and rubbed it carefully, not letting go for a moment.

I'm not sad, really, I'm not sad at all, but I feel relieved... I wanted to say these words to her, but I couldn't say them, they were stuck in my throat, making me feel uncomfortable.

I never saw Ren Min again, not even once.He seemed to have disappeared from the world, no matter whether it was in the media or various private information channels, including university teachers and classmates, there was no news of him at all.And the attention from all walks of life to the Renchang Group gradually subsided after a few days of excitement, being overwhelmed by endless new incidents.

I think that he and I will probably be like two straight lines that have already intersected, and we will go our separate ways from now on, and we will never meet again in the vast crowd.

In this way, it is actually quite good.

In a person's life, it is enough to have a vigorous story.Today, although I am still in my twenties, I already have the mentality of dying.Now, I just want to live my life in a mediocre way, and I would rather live like white water, so light that it makes people feel boring, and don't want any more thrilling things to happen.

I am still happy, happy enough, I still have a job I like, and friends who treat each other sincerely, and I can live without any damage. Although there are still such and such shortcomings in life, I no longer have many It is best to maintain the status quo if you desire something.

My relationship with Xiao Ping is still in the status of "good friends".I never thought about "deep development" with him. The relationship with him now, the feeling of hiding the faint affection behind the thick friendship, makes me feel at ease.

Wang Jiawen has sharp eyes, and I don't know when he became a little aware of my thoughts. Once, he asked me privately if he should help in the middle of the matchmaking.I immediately refused, without any hesitation, I didn't want to be an embarrassing friend with Xiao Ping, and I didn't want to bring him into the world I was in, which was not so tolerant of the world.

I think, I will probably live like this alone, until I am 30, 40... or even older, when I am hobbled, and when my hair is gray.At that time, I may go to a nursing home, or I will support and accompany my friends until the end of my life.

Maybe occasionally feel lonely and regretful, but I will not regret it.For me, being alone might not be a good destination, I can't afford to toss about love anymore.

This year, the first time I felt that winter was coming was when I was looking for someone to do a questionnaire on the street.During these days, my work has been very busy. In addition to doing interviews, I also participated in the research projects of the newspaper. I often have to go out to work even on rest days.For this reason, I was taught a lesson by Wang Jiawen, saying that I don't know how to cherish my body.But I don't think it's bad. Although I'm physically tired, I sleep soundly every day because of this, I don't have time to think about it, and I even have less communication with him.

The relationship between Wang Jiawen and Zhao Wei is very stable. On their left ring finger, a platinum ring quietly appeared. I have no intention of being a light bulb; Feelings, after all, are still very hard.

Today, with a smile on my face, I managed to fool an aunt who helped me finish the questionnaire and wiped the sweat on my forehead before I wanted to take a breath, when I felt a strong wind blowing around me, and the chill seeped in through my thin shirt , I sneezed a dozen times before I stopped.

Holding a thick stack of questionnaires, I walked into a coffee shop, ordered a cup of hot coffee, and sat down to sort out today's results.

Separate qualified questionnaires from questionnaires with various flaws, and then make a preliminary classification.After finishing this, I leaned back on the back of the chair and turned my head to look at the world outside the floor-to-ceiling glass.

Only then did I realize that it was indeed late autumn outside.The ground is covered with withered yellow leaves, and there are only a few patches of green on the branches of the trees on both sides of the road.The passers-by buttoned their clothes tightly, and some older passers-by had already put on woolen sweaters.

At that moment, I saw Ren Min.

He was wearing a long black windbreaker, making him look more and more slender.He lowered his head and walked hurriedly on the sidewalk.Logically speaking, I couldn't see his face clearly, but I knew clearly that this person must be Ren Min.

Even if you don't drive a luxury car, but walk on the road with your legs; even if there is no bodyguard to clear the way, but pass by other passers-by, but the temperament cannot be concealed, the temperament of Ren Min, I believe that except for him , no one can learn.

I watched him gradually approaching, and then slowly walking away, feeling surprisingly peaceful in my heart.Although there are many questions I want to ask him, I don't have any urge to rush up and stop him.

This time, everything between me and him is really over, I no longer have any obsessions, and I am willing to let go, bury all the problems, even if I am confused, I will not seek solutions.

Presumably Ren Min has already started a new life, no matter whether he is living a good life or not, he has nothing to do with me today, and if he gets entangled, he will only cause trouble for himself.

I picked up the cold coffee and took a sip.The slightly bitter coffee stimulated my taste buds, brought back my wandering thoughts, and my brain became clearer.

Let's get busy here today, Xiao Ping said that he would come over for dinner tonight, I have to go back early and tidy up the house... As I thought this way, I stood up, holding the questionnaire and materials, and glanced outside the wall before leaving .

Pedestrians on the street in twos and threes, no longer the familiar figure.