Hearing the screams, everyone looked not far away at the same time. Lan Yizhou was the first to see the situation clearly, his heart skipped a beat, and he immediately blocked Baiyu's sight, trying to take him away from the beach.

However, at this time, several people had already run back, with frightened expressions on their faces, and vaguely heard a few words from their words, "jump into the sea" and "float", Liang Wenxing stopped one of the boys, "what's the matter over there?" gone?"

Before the boy could say anything, he was stopped by Lan Yizhou loudly. He turned his head eagerly, and Bai Yu's pale face was reflected in his pupils.

He stared at that side with a slightly dazed expression, as if he had seen some terrible scene.

Yuan Xi was the first to discover something was wrong with Bai Yu, and immediately stopped Liang Wenxing from continuing to ask.

Lan Yizhou immediately took off his coat and covered his head to prevent others from taking pictures of him, then walked back with his half arms around him.Bai Yu's body was very stiff, and it took him a lot of effort to drag him back to the nanny's car.

After they got into the car, Lan Yizhou directly shut the others out of the car, "You guys stay outside for a while."

He took off the coat on Bai Yu's head, held his trembling cold hand, and looked straight at him, "Bai Yu, Bai Yu, look at me."

Bai Yu's body trembled, and he slowly raised his eyes, his eyes were red, he broke free from Lan Yizhou's hand, and tightly grabbed his clothes, "I..."

Lan Yizhou hugged him tightly, and kept repeating in his ear, "I know, it's okay..."

I don't know how long it took before Baiyu pushed Lan Yizhou away gently, his expression had returned to normal, he closed his eyes, and his voice trembled a little, "I'll sleep first, call me at the hotel."

Lan Yizhou glanced at him worriedly, put a blanket on him, and waited for him to fall asleep before asking others to get in the car.

Seeing this, the other people didn't ask any more questions, but there was some worry in their eyes.

They had never seen Baiyu like this before, and they thought Baiyu was the kind of character who wouldn't react when the sky fell.Baiyu led them through crisis after crisis, and everything they showed was extremely tenacious, so it seemed that Baiyu like this was even more fragile.

Even Ni Zheng, who always liked to make noise in the car, kept his mouth shut. He was the closest member to Baiyu, and he actually had a vague feeling that Baiyu was not exactly what he appeared to be. , I always feel that Baiyu is carrying something heavy.

He knew that not everyone was like him, who was always optimistic and never took setbacks seriously, but he also knew that it would not be an ordinary thing that would affect Baiyu.

He took out a piece of chocolate from his bag and handed it to Lan Yizhou, "Teacher Lan, give this to Brother Yu, chocolate can help ease the mood."

Lan Yizhou accepted it, took a deep look at him, and thanked him sincerely.

Back at the hotel, Bai Yu still didn't wake up, even though his eyelids were trembling uncomfortably.

Lan Yizhou was not in the mood to do other things, he just sat quietly by the bed and looked at his sleeping face.

Bai Yu returned to the year when she was 5 years old in a half-asleep and half-awake state.

In the early morning, the sky was a faint blue-purple, and it was in line with the sea. His mother led him to the beach where he had been to countless times, and he piled sandcastles on the beach as usual.

He noticed that his mother was in a low mood, so he didn't go to her again. He knew that when she was in a low mood, she would like to watch the sea quietly by herself.

This is the conclusion he came to after several observations. He secretly told his father that he didn't seem very happy, so he didn't say anything more.

But he likes the sea.I like the blue sea and sky, and the sound of white gulls.He wished his mother would take him there more times, but she would only take him if she was in a bad mood.

Suddenly, he found himself alone on the beach.

He panicked for a moment, and the waves in the distance were still churning relentlessly, and he shouted at her back, which was too blurred to see clearly.

At that moment, he thought of the scar on his mother's wrist.He suddenly lost all his strength, he could only tremble and slump on the shore, shouting indiscriminately.

After an unknown amount of time, an uncle picked him up, and as the ambulance rang, he lost consciousness.

After waking up, his mother cried in his arms, but he didn't shed a single tear. From then on, he seemed to have lost his lacrimal gland, followed by the fear of the sea.

It was no longer his favorite place, but his nightmare.

He didn't dare to approach the sea again, and he didn't dare to like it...

Lan Yizhou watched helplessly as a drop of tear leaked from Bai Yu's tightly closed eyes and rolled around the bridge of his nose. It was clearly a sleeping face with no expression, but this tear revealed all the hidden sadness.He slowly stretched out his fingers and wiped away his tears.

He remembered that day, when he and Lan Yihai took Baiyu to the beach, Baiyu's frightened appearance was still deeply imprinted in his memory, fortunately, they finally helped Baiyu regain his love for the sea, The fear that had been planted in my heart for a long time gradually receded.

What impressed him more than the expression of fear was the smile that Baiyu finally showed. The rising sun broke through the clouds, and the golden light sprinkled on his entire face, turning from dark to bright, full of spirits.

At that moment, he made up his mind to always be by his side to protect him, to protect this smile.

Once this kind of thought arises, it never dims again, and as the years pass, it becomes more lingering and profound.

And now, Baiyu must be having a nightmare.

There were strands of pain spreading in my heart, like barbs growing crazily.He closed his eyes, suppressed the darkness in his eyes, patted Bai Yu lightly, and called his name.

"Baiyu."

With a movement of his body, Bai Yu slowly opened his eyes.

Soon he closed his eyes again, because a soft kiss fell on his eyelids, as light as melting snowflakes.

When he opened his eyes again, Lan Yizhou smiled and reached out to him with firmness and encouragement.

He stared at that hand for a while, then suddenly curled the corners of his mouth, took his hand and sat up directly, his expression had faded from uneasiness and depression.

"How long have I slept?"

"Less than an hour."

"It feels like a long day."

"Would you like to sleep a little longer?"

"No."

Lan Yizhou turned around, picked up the chocolate on the coffee table and handed it to Bai Yu, who tore open the packaging of the chocolate, "Whose is this?"

"Ni Zheng's."

Bai Yu raised his eyebrows and stared at Lan Yizhou with a half-smile, the latter sighed helplessly, "He provoked me first."

The bitterness of the chocolate melted on the tip of the tongue, and this feeling miraculously made Bai Yu relax a lot.

"Obviously you want to ban his alcohol."

"He doesn't drink well, at least in MAGIK he can't go wrong."

After hearing his forced sophistry, Bai Yu rolled his eyes, "You are right."

Lan Yizhou handed him another cup of hot water and watched him drink it slowly.

"Then...will you still go to the beach?"

Bai Yu shook his head, "I won't go to the beach again in the near future."

Lan Yizhou paused holding the water glass, "Take your time."

He lowered his eyes to look at the hot air that was spreading up the water glass, and his mood was like this hot air.The problem that had been solved long ago surfaced again because of this sudden accident, breaking the superficial calm.

Even though Baiyu looks the same on the surface, Lan Yizhou knows that all the previous efforts have been destroyed, and it will be far more difficult to rebuild this time than last time.

"But, I'm going to see a therapist."

Lan Yizhou narrowed his eyes. He has never had a good impression of psychiatrists. After the accident, he dared not ride in a car for a while, and he overcame it with desensitization. "Are you sure?"

"I need to go." Bai Yu ate the last piece of chocolate and threw the wrapping paper into the trash can.He hasn't been there for a long time, anyway, he thought about going there in the near future.He vaguely felt that the bottleneck of inspiration this time was related to something he hadn't noticed, and he had to find out the answer.

"I see. But we can't go to the psych clinic."

"The doctor and I can make a private appointment."

In the next few days, they returned directly to City A, and the next concert was half a month later.During this period, Bai Yu went to see a psychiatrist, and Lan Yizhou naturally accompanied him. The doctor was very sensitive, and she thought Lan Yizhou should also talk to her.

However, Lan Yizhou declined her kindness.He really doesn't like to pour out his thoughts to people other than Baiyu, no matter which side of his heart, it is enough for only Baiyu to know.

After seeing the doctor, Bai Yu didn't seem to have changed. Lan Yizhou observed closely for three days, and finally felt relieved after confirming that the consultation had no adverse effects.

In fact, Baiyu's consultation was not the same as in the past. He didn't mention anything about what happened at the beach, but just discussed his inspiration with the doctor.

The doctor's idea is that Baiyu will soon be liberated from Skyrim. Subconsciously, in the past few years, he has always regarded making music as a task that must be completed. Created together, but now Baiyu, who is about to be free, has lost a kind of purpose and state of mind.

"You need to find the initial motivation."

Baiyu has also thought about what this motivation is. He thought that he only needs to love making music, but obviously this kind of love alone cannot support it. It seems that the answer has to be found slowly.

Since returning from the beach, there has been a gloomy atmosphere among the members, and their attitude towards Baiyu has become cautious.

Ni Zheng will try to make the atmosphere less heavy, do some funny moves or say some funny jokes.Ji Feng also cared more about Bai Yu's mood, and took care of some trivial matters on himself, so that Bai Yu could relax more.

Others are also very serious in practice, and will not let Bai Yu worry about distracting things.

On the contrary, Baiyu himself felt that he was too idle. He had been busy before, and he was not used to being so idle all of a sudden.

But after he really slowed down, he would notice many things that he didn't usually feel. For example, Gu Beichuan is really suitable to be an idol. He laughs when he should laugh. No wonder Tianji has been the key training object for the past two years.

Speaking of Tianji, it’s already a new year. Last time, because of the music leak, he wanted to reveal that IW was a solo effort led by the producer, so he negotiated conditions with Tianji.

The contract, which was supposed to expire in June this year, was extended for another two months, which happened to end when MAGIK was disbanded.

Lan Yizhou was quite critical of this matter. They all knew that Tianji's extension for two more months was not only to make more money, but more importantly, it would inevitably cause an uproar, because most fans believed that Baiyu would continue to be with Tianji. Renew the contract and become a member of the next regiment in Skyrim.

And at this time, Tianji can use this topic to sell Baiyu a favor, which can be regarded as a good reunion between the two parties, not because of Baiyu's "ungrateful", otherwise once Baiyu's vest is exposed, fans will be very concerned about Tianji. There will definitely be no doubts.

But this also gave Baiyu some more time, allowing him to think about his next destination more easily.

"Brother Yu, can you accompany me to the musical instrument store tomorrow?" Ni Zheng suddenly came over and asked, "I want to see the guitar."

Bai Yu looked at him strangely, "There are so many in the basement, just practice casually."

"I want to buy one myself, but I can't choose well." Ni Zheng took his arm and shook it, "Brother Yu, just accompany me."

"Brother Yu, you can go with him, he has nagged us several times, but unfortunately we don't quite understand." Gu Beichuan said with a smile, Xue Hao nodded in agreement.

Bai Yu thought it would be okay to go there, so he looked at Lan Yizhou, "Then do you want to come too?"

Lan Yizhou agreed, "Well, we'll go tomorrow afternoon."

"What about you? Aren't you going to take a look?" Bai Yu turned to look at the others, but no one nodded.

Although he felt that there was something weird in his heart, he still didn't do much research, "Just go to a store near Tianji, the boss knows me very well."

Ni Zheng nodded happily, "Anything is fine, Brother Yu can go wherever he says."

Bai Yu took Ni Zheng to the musical instrument store, Ni Zheng seemed very absent-minded, always took out his mobile phone to check the time, Bai Yu thought he had other things to do, but Ni Zheng started chatting with the boss again when he proposed to leave .

Now that he no longer asked about the guitar, Ni Zheng became very talkative again. He chatted with the boss for a long time without stopping. Zheng probably wanted to come out to relax.

No one has time to chat with him these days, he is probably suffocated.

The owner of this store, like Ni Zheng, graduated from a professional music school. The two hit it off right away, and even chatted about their majors.

"You said that if I can't get along after MAGIK disbands, can I come here to teach students? Then I will be called Teacher Ni, and I feel great." Ni Zheng looked at the teachers and students who were in class in the corner, A flash of excitement flashed in his eyes.

"If you think too much, you won't be unable to get along." The boss replied, "Just follow your Brother Yu and get along well."

"Huh? But I don't even know what Brother Yu is going to do."

The boss glanced at him and shook his head, "Anyway, I won't accept you, it's too small to use you."

After Bai Yu finished drinking a glass of lemonade, she became impatient and patted Ni Zheng, "Go back."

Ni Zheng glanced at Lan Yizhou, who nodded, so he also stood up, "Then let's go first, I will come to play when I have time."

Lan Yizhou didn't let them go back, but directly led them to the nearby hot pot restaurant, "I'm hungry."

Bai Yu narrowed his eyes and looked at the two of them without speaking.Although it is true that they did not have dinner, there was still some disobedience.

But if there is hot pot to eat, he will not refuse it.

It was already very late when we went back, nearing the early morning, Ni Zheng also became silent on the road, and seemed to be a little excited.

"What are you hiding from me?" Bai Yu finally couldn't help asking when he got downstairs.

Lan Yizhou finally showed a smile, took his hand and walked upstairs, "You will find out later."

This mysterious tone made Baiyu feel a little anticipation, he really wanted to know what tricks they were up to.

As soon as the door was opened, a person rushed into his arms, and the ribbons of flowers and ribbons dazzled his eyes, followed by "Happy Birthday" with smiles in different timbres.

The person in his arms backed away quickly, putting the birthday hat in his hand on Bai Yu's head, with a sweet smile on his face.

Bai Yu finally saw who the person in front of him was, and was a little surprised that she was here too.

"Ayu, long time no see, happy birthday!" Xin Tian looked at him with a smile, "It was Azhou who asked me to come here, I just don't have a schedule."

An Ran also jumped out to greet Bai Yu, showing her trademark cute smile, "Brother, I'm coming too."

Qi Huaiyuan behind him also smiled and waved at him.

Bai Yu finally remembered that tomorrow is his birthday, no wonder Cheng Yue and Qin Xuan sent him text messages to ask him out for a get together tomorrow.

He looked at Lan Yizhou behind him. Lan Yizhou closed the door and walked in. He smiled and said to Bai Yu, "They came to me secretly and wanted to hold a birthday party for you. They also collected all your preferences. Reference."

A trace of emotion flashed across Bai Yu's face. He liked this feeling and let him know that he was not alone.He hadn't had such a lively birthday in several years.

Every birthday before entering the sky, there are several people like Lan Yizhou by my side. Every year is a new trick, but such a simple and warm way of celebrating is really long gone. Even a simple birthday party also includes their infinite mind.

Looking at the smiling faces of each of them, it was like stepping into hot spring water, and the whole body was poured with warm current.

He will remember his 24th birthday, and he will also remember the days with MAGIK.

Adrift, he finally has a sense of belonging. Even when he wrote songs for MAGIK, he didn't have such a strong feeling. Right now, he belongs to MAGIK.

Ni Zheng was still in a daze and didn't realize it. He didn't expect Bai Yu and Xin Tian to have such a good relationship, so they came right away.

Bai Yu remembered that Ni Zheng said that he and his sister liked Xin Tian very much, and said to Xin Tian with a smile, "Don't forget to sign Ni Zheng's autograph later."

"Sign a few more!" Ni Zheng responded quickly and quickly answered.Several other people also joined in the fun, after all, she is a very popular actress, and they have all seen her acting.

Gu Beichuan and Yuan Xi walked out of the kitchen with the freshly baked cakes. Gu Beichuan's sister owns a bakery, so he specially asked her to guide him in making cakes and desserts.Yuan Xi can also cook, so he helped Gu Beichuan to do it together, and Liang Wenxing also helped.

"Lemon cake is what you like, brother Yu."

The fragrance of lemon and the sweetness of cream came one after another, stimulating Baiyu's senses, and he couldn't help swallowing. The lemon garnish on it was quite tempting to him.

"Okay, okay, it's almost midnight, where are the candles?" Liang Wenxing looked at the time, it was already 11:55.

"Here, here." Xue Hao hurriedly took apart the candles, Ji Feng and him inserted the candles into the cake.

Lan Yizhou picked up the cake and brought it in front of Bai Yu, with the candlelight shining in his eyes, his voice was low and gentle, "Make a wish."

Baiyu looked around for a week, everyone had joyful expressions on their faces, as warm as the candlelight in front of them.

He closed his eyes, with a smile on his lips, and silently made a wish in his heart.

After he opened his eyes, Xue Hao ran to turn on the light again, and called him to the round table, "Brother Yu, we all have gifts prepared!"

Bai Yu looked over and saw that large and small beautifully packaged gifts were piled up on the ground, like scattered stars, reflecting dazzling light under the light.

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